Im having this strange problem that is driving me nuts. I get anxious often when I dont feel lovey emotions towards my girlfriend. Im on 75mg of zoloft and 30 mg of buspar. Sometimes I drive myself nuts to the point of insanity when I am scared I "Dont really want to be with her". I DO though. the problem is my constant doubt and fear that I dont. It is like constantly second guessing myself. Whenever I do feel good "lovey" emotions for her, I automatically feel clarity and the want to marry her. Why am I doing this? How can I break this cycle? Breaking up with her is not an option. The therapist asked "why isnt that an option" and I simply responded "because I want to be with her" it is a constant turmoil of doubt and being lost in my emotions and thoughts :(
>>17289312
You should do whatever feels right in your heart.
you're afraid to be with her and to stay with her, must be hell
>>17289315
whever Im anxious I dont want to, but when Im calm (after a few deep breathes) I do I suppose its the anxiety clouding me
>>17289326
sarcaism?
