2014, My husband was offered a job in a new state, a we bought a new house in that state in the summer. It's a two story house, except it has an underground basement/shelter in the event of a tornado. (We live in a state where this is actually a possibility) All I know is that it is at least 110 years old.
We have two children, a 3 year old girl and 6 year old boy. Our boy has recently been diagnosed with autism. It is not severe, but it's been the biggest struggle of my life. My husband has been wonderful though throughout it all and he is a great human being....
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But let me start from the beginning I guess.
When we moved in, it was obvious the house was very old and needed work done on it. Since moving in we have fixed it up a lot. It barely resembles how it looked like when we first moved in. From the summer of 2014 until January of this year, I witnessed nothing out of the ordinary. Neither did my husband. However, there is one thing that may or may not be noteworthy. and that is the dreams. Since moving in both me and my husband have experienced horrifying dreams around the beginning of each month. (The first 6/7 days) I myself...
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At this point I look at my husband Jim (the one standing next to me, not dead) and he says "Michelle I am really sorry. I have never been real. I do not exist. Goodbye." Then I wake up.
My husband's most common dream: Waking up in the middle of night, rolling over and seeing me dead with a knife through my chest and I am screaming. After seeing this he immediately gets called into work. For whatever reason my husband throws my body into our bathtub and tells me he will be right back. He then goes to work. Only to find that the building where he works is...
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Anyways, there are many others, but those are the most common. These dreams happen in the first 6-7 days of each month.
Now to what I have actually seen and experienced in REAL life.
Since January of this year:
Several unexplained phone calls from an unknown number. I'd say this has happened about 15-20 times since January of this year. Phone rings at 4 pm, you pick up the phone and it is a lady on the other end screaming for help, saying the tornado is coming and she needs help, her baby is hurt, where do we live. After the first time receiving this phone...
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MIDNIGHT IN THE DESERT THREAD
Guest:
>A retired NYPD Sargent, Ralph Sarchie worked out of the 46th Precinct in New York’s South Bronx. But it is his other job that he calls “The Work”: investigating cases of demonic possession and assisting in the exorcisms of humanity’s most ancient, and most dangerous, foes. Tonight he discusses his investigations into an inhuman evil that has never been explained, solved, or understood. He has been schooled in the rituals of exorcism, and is an eyewitness to the reality of the demonic. Sarchie hosts...
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>>16953362
Just gonna stay to hear Art's take on the california UFO
This mouse is haunting Art.
This fucking mouse
Let us speak now of this material matrix we find ourselves in and the demiurgic architect who created.
Or, in other words, what is this world and who created it?
Some questions to start:
Is it true that the microcosm mirrors the macrocosm? So we exist in universes within universes? Bit if the demiurge is flawed and we are made in his image are we not flawed to? So perhaps the macrocosm with its meaningless stars and black holes is naught but a cruel mirror? Electromagnetic radiation is weird. Do humans perceive the invisible forms of light? Perhaps stars...
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animus mundi are my favorite animus
It seems as though the Human Machine was made to transform energy into questioning.
Fed by what they call answers they are free to transform energy into questions to generate more answers.
This is a perpetual motion. A system whichs action it is to produce questions and answers.
In this lies its wholesome activity, and if it is not altered by itself from within it will never cease to be what it is.
A machine which goes in circles.
>>16953209
If macro/micro is the same pattern, then within our realm the only meaningless thing is society's materialism and the illusion of personal gain.
Life expands into the darkness and follows the same pattern as the tree, the circulatory system, neurons in the brain.
But there is existence outside of what we exist with and part of, whether of not one's beliefs address this.
Another question could be if our realm follows the same patterns, does it then share anything in common with the...
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Hello /x/,
This is actually my first time posting on this board, I'm not generally into the supernatural. My policy is to not fuck with things I don't understand, and that pretty much extends to anything that doesn't seem to obey the laws of physics.
Unfortunately, memories recently came to me as often happens to people, and these seem to not want to leave me alone. I told this story to my wife, who doesn't really believe me. Probably because I make a habit of being a bit skeptic. I don't presume to know anything about what happened to...
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>>16953202
Now, the story begins, as they often do, in the middle of nowhere. I was at a vocational school in a city in Texas no one has ever heard of. The kind of school where you go when you're either too lazy or dumb for college. Personally, I was too scared of college. Too many friends went to college only to drop out or graduate with a nothing degree and be with no employment opportunities dealing with thousands of dollars of student debt. So I found myself at this vocational school in the middle of nowhere, excited...
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>>16953207
Now, as a quick aside about my dreams, even my bad dreams are usually met with some nonsensical whimsy in the background. My worst nightmare as a kid involved my scrotum being infested with ticks, but I seemed to only treat this as a minor nuisance, and I'd have to stop from time to time to squeeze my sack like a stress ball and pop the ticks off. Nobody batted an eye at this, and even my reaction when I squeezed too hard and my nuts exploded like a balloon filled with blood, I laughed and said at least I don't...
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>>16953215
I started off between two doorways on either side of a water fountain. Bathroom doors, one was the girls, the other was the boys. There weren't doors, just the little corridor that blocks line of sight into the actual bathrooms. I walked into the boys bathroom, since that was the one that applied. The entire room was white tile lit yellow by fluorescence, and immaculately clean. There was no noise except for my footsteps. There were no stalls, either, just a row of about eight urinals without dividers down the...
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Tell me how to mind merge myself into my 18 year old body from 2005?
u wot m8?
Go on /vp/ and fap furiously
>>16952978
I already tried Anton Levey style fapping magick(tm) but to no avail.
Hey /x/ are unsecured personal IP cams still a thing around here?
It has been a couple of years since I last passed through and it was back then. Was wondering if anyone had any good links. I just like spying on people.
PLAYHOUSE
There is only one: http://92.110.149.150:7070/
and it's name is PLAYHOUSE
PLAYHOUSE
>>16953020
a fat lady on source 46
>>16952963
CHIPCHAN cam link
TL;DR korean crazy lady who streams her life 24/7. Barricaded in her apartment, never leaves. Sleeps most of the day, has posters around her web cams talking nonsense. currently it says something about being extremely tired, and something about her chest.
She's sleeping rn
http://aassdd.viewnetcam.com/CgiStart?page=Multi&Language=0&Page=1&Resolution=320x240&Interval=0&Quality=Standard&Mode=Motion&PageLayout=Div9
How does one self-actualize, /x/? Is it a thing actually achieavable, or just another, finer mesh to catch those who slip through the grips of either materialistic nihilism or exoteric religion?
Who was on to something? Gurdjieff? Osho? Crowley? Gnostics? Buddha?
Or maybe the Calvinists are right. Either you receive Grace, or you don't, and there's nothing you can do about it yourself.
Which path do you follow and how is your journey.
I just walk the only road there ever was.
Same as it ever was.
>>16952897
Everything is Grace
>>16952906
The Gospel of David Byrne?
How can I become a Werewolf /x/?
>>16952890
Go play skyrim
suk ur own dik
>>16952890
It's fantasy my friend, but nice try regardless.
Let's play a game. We make a spooky religion.
I start with one thing, and each poster adds one item to it.
Let's begin.
"This religion believes aliens created humans, they also believe..."
God happened before the aliens, and before that
was the meme
The meme was from whence all things started. Evolution, Energy, even the laws of Physics. Not much is known about the meme
I'm kind of stupid and don't know what this but why does my hand has this weird glow around it? I've had people bring it up before, and have no idea what it is. Can someone help?
It means you have hand cancer
Your lens is dirty.
>>16952852
It is photo-graphical proof of the speed force coursing through your body. Learn to harness it's energy and fulfill your destiny. You are the Flash
Never forget you chose to incarnate here now, during these confusing and pivotal times. Try to remember the reason why.
The soul can only be changed during incarnation, which brings as much risk to every life we live as it does potential for growth. Even masters who return are putting their souls and all their past work on the line. Their efforts to save drowning men can find them drowning with them. Or the more wrathful may find themselves burned by their own rage. For this reason many souls are fearful of ever coming here, but we are not those souls. We knew the risks...
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>>16952838
>Never forget you chose to incarnate here now, during these confusing and pivotal times.
You don't choose to incarnate. Thats a new age bullshit idea
Was it so I can kill myself and goto hell? Because that would explain my urges for wanting to kill myself a lot..
I mean its either that or your theory is full of shit OP.
Would I intentionally choose this? Is past me a retard?
What is up with these ads on pol. I don't go on there much but I remember a while ago people were making threads on x related to an advertisement on pol that said /path of light/ or something and iirc it linked to a wiki page of something about antartica/ one of the poles.
Now building in snow is a new advertisement and links to a website here: http://polar15.org/
So what is this shit, post some theories or knowledge you have about it.
On mobile, can't view source. OP, view html of page.
Hi there.
>>16952671
It's just Hi there.
Nothing else.
Have faith in God
>>16952496
God is dead. God has abandoned us.
LOL NO THAKS
post pictures that are scary or /x/ releated
gonna post a few