my arms, my legs, my body feel heavy. i am tired, yet i have not done anything exhausting today.
i have run out of distractions. they don't provide escapism anymore.
and since there was nothing but escapism in my life, now that it's gone, I'm left with nothing.
this mind numbing emptiness that I've been trying to distract myself from. the fleeting, momentary illusion of meaning and purpose, I can't immerse myself into anymore.
i want to lie down and decompose, let entropy do its work. the work i can't muster up the willpower to do myself
Try Odin Sphere it snapped me out of that and it will last you 40 - 120 hours.
>>344152575
Hows highschool going for you
CRAWLING
wretched feelposter
>>344152658
Yeah this desu. I thought I'd feel buyer's remorse within an hour since I already played the PS2 version and I'm not too keen on spending 60 purely for the gameplay changes but I'm mcloving it.
And then I guess you can continue entropy after.
moms spaghetti
>>344152708
i dropped out of it
go see a therapist and stop crying on a fucking taiwanese cartoon forum to people that dont give a flying fuck whether you live or die you fucking 17 year old
>>344152882
Nice deflection. OP is meeting his enemy, and is unarmed - for now.
>>344152575
https://www.youtube.com/user/CSLewisDoodle
https://youtu.be/DsxA7OU7fR0?t=1m28s
Stop playing games. This is serious.
>>344152947
He's chokin' now
CLOCK'S RUN OUT, IT'S OVER BLA'DOW
>>344153009
To play videogames, I bet
>>344152575
if you give up now jews win
just take a fucking holiday sleep a lot eat ur fave stuff go outside talk to people etc. there´s no real need to suicide
I know this feel.
Play something energetic, it should help you back up on your feet.
Doom is good.
>>344152575
you just have a bad brain boy
nothing really looks like anything or feels like anything without your brain telling you what
you know
its hard but you need to move more, eat better and maybe find nice drugs
doctors maybe
