>tfw no energy or free time to play vidya anymore
If you want to do something you'll make time
>energy
you're sitting down moving your fingers faggot
>tfw energy and free time because vidya a shit
>>339565595
>tfw NEET-tier free time and no energy to actually un-cuck myself
Yeah I'm probably going to end my life in the next couple year at this rate
>all the time in the world to play vidya
>have no interest in it so shitpost on /v/ all day instead
And yet you have time an energy to post here about your stupid-ass problems all the time.
Fuck off. Play video games.
>>339565595
Its the fucking weather.
>>339565595
>tfw no energy to do anything
>just want to sleep all day
tfw no gf
no motivation to enjoy anything
>>339565595
>no free time
But you clearly do if you shitpost on /v/?
>>339566797
tfw have gf
Still have 0 motivation to enjoy anything.
I always thought I was just lonely and that getting a girlfriend that loves you would fill that void in my heart and fix me.
Nope. Found out that we were just born to be depressed. It's a genetic mental disease just like down syndrome and autism.
If you're depressed. You'll always be depressed and you were fated from birth to be depressed.
>>339567265
>have a gf
Why? Do you like paying to pound a bitch that's probably going to end up cheating on you?
>>339565595
and yet plenty to shitpost on /v/
>>339567265
Sounds like an iron deficiency.
>>339567265
Nigga, lovin some bitch aint gonna solve yo shit
Ya gots to love yoself.
>>339567503
No. Read my post. I thought it would fix my depression and fix me as a person. Finally getting my life back on rails.
Now I'm just too depressed to put any effort in ending the relationship. Don't get me wrong. I like the girl and she is in love with me but It doesn't do anything for me.
I still am depressed with no actual motivation to do ANYTHING anymore.
I wouldn't care if my gf cucks me. I don't care if all of my family or last friend I have dies.
I secretly even hope some of that happens so that maybe I find the courage to kill myself.
>>339567687
>yfw justin was right
>no energy
>sedentary activity
Kek
>>339565595
>mfw I'm working six days a week in a kitchen from morning to night
>mfw my only day off I'm so mentally drained all I want to do is sleep
>mfw I don't even see my roommates anymore
Don't be a wage slave and work more than 40 hours a week just because your boss wants you to. Its entirely possible to work part time and make enough to live.
Don't have kids or start a serious relationship before you're 30 like a dumbass.
>>339565595
Yeah, shitty college killed a lot of my motivation.
>>339567738
You just need to find something, something to dedicate your time to. Take a gamble and do something your scared of.(scared of on an irrational level, of course)
>>339568096
Working part time in a kitchen killed me, socially, mentally, physically. It's the only job I ever had that I fucking DREADED coming into even if it was for only like three days a week.
I can't imagine doing it full time six days a week dear god fuck that.
>>339565595
go play a game you dumb nigger
>>339568168
>Yeah, shitty college killed a lot of my motivation.
I think is this it.
>tfw all the time in the world to play vidya
>don't actually play because modern vidya sucks
>broke my hand
>can't play 99% of vidya for six weeks at least since I can barely hold the mouse
Does anyone know any decent games that can be played primarily with the keyboard or are at least turn based?
>>339568720
read a book you dumbfuck
>>339568720
chess
>>339568720
Take this opportunity to read a book.
>>339568720
Civ
Shantae
Freedom Planet
Limbo
Almost any platformer.
>>339568763
>>339568852
You just reminded me I never finished the last book I was reading, thanks I'll go do that.
>use to always play videogames
>got a job to be able to buy more videogames
>need a car for work
>bought an old shitbox
>car has some minor problems that need fixing
>now I spend more time and money working on my car than videogames
I don't how I feel about this.
great FUCKING thread.
>>339569265
Fuck you, fucking faggotass faggot fucker.
>>339569760
Fuck off. Video games are a waste.
I just need a better job but this valet gig is too good to give up.
Not sure what I should go into besides welding and do fuck all.
>>339565595
>No energy to play video games
Maybe you should just play some single player games OP that you can relax into. The new Doom, Undertale, hell even the new Total War are all great.
>>339570234
I was doing a valet job on weekends (avg 150 each day with occasional big jobs during the week or weekend) in addition to working at a hardware store (@13/hr, avg 720 every 2 weeks), but I didn't have enough time to spend with my gf, was always tired, and didn't have any free time. That extra money was tits tho.
>picked up summer chemistry so I dont have to take it in the fall
>monday wednesday and friday 9am to 1:45pm
>tuesday and thursday 11an to 1:45pm
>work almost every day 2pm to 11pm
Ready to die
>can barely power through a videogame even if I'm having fun playing it
JUST
>>339570710
I work full time (kind of) due to the fact I get in deep doody if I get over 40 hours per week so I'm at a 32 hours for a cushion.
Probably at 35 hours this week.
Did like 3 bag pulls this week too.
Tips are extremely nice, not as nice as yours but I'm from South Dakota.
Just trying to pay off my 1k loan and tution fee so I can go back to school.
Trying to make it where I get two days off so I can be with my gf too.
>>339567265
Fuck. Was diagnosed with clinical depression a few weeks ago and this is my biggest fear. That I'll never be normal how much I fake it and exercise and eat right and have a great job and do everything I'm supposed to.
>>339567265
>He hasn't welcomed depression into himself.
It's honestly not so bad.
I had my first 4+ hour binge in 5 years playing Overwatch today and now my head and eyes are killing me. It's gonna be hard to sleep. I used to be able to to 6 hours and feel perfectly fine after. What's the point of living when you're not young anymore?
>>339567265
Being in a relationship when you're not happy with yourself is a bad place to be.
>>339565595
