>"night bro, i'll be on about 8 tomorrow"
>>338372765
Lonely, anon?
>>338372765
>bad times ahead, friend
>>338372765
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=4zLfCnGVeL4
>playing MW3
>a kid who's friends with one of my friends says he hears someone inside his house
>"Mom, dad, is that you?"
>nobody responds
>says he's going to check what's happening
>comes back, says he thinks someone broke into his house
>tells us he's going to get off a "go hide"
>never hear from him again
>"okay later"
>last online 30 days ago
>suddenly comes back
>"dude what the fuck"
>"yeah, i got hit by a car, and was in the hospital for a month"
Man, I never thought about it before that, but it would be so easy for someone my friends list to just die, and I would never know.
>friend started using drugs and visiting /fa/
>his parents sent him off to an asylum where he became an emotionless machine
>constantly talked about killing himself
>was online more than a year ago
Well, looks like he's finally at rest. Sleep well.
>3s partner from WoW in BC
>disappears for ages
>I leave team
>literally years later
>see the 3rd member and ask him what happend to other guy
>died in a car crash
RIP Siwon.
>stay away from steam for months because I'm polluted with unhappiness and anxiety
>finally go back because I want to play video games
>noone cared or noticed that I was gone
O-Okay then
>>338374015
At least 3 people you've talked to online is most likely dead.
Yo you wanna play some games Friday night? Nah I'm gonna go out with my new girlfriend man maybe some other time.
>>338372765
>>338372914
>>338374639
You were blocked.
>>338374696
Nah, you can check if you were blocked through browser steam.
>>338374696
If you can visit their account and comment on it, they haven't blocked you
I have been offline on steam for almost a year.
>>338374015
>"Gonna head out to the store, be back in a few hours"
>he's offline the entire day
>day later mutual friend tells me he got killed by a dump truck
>still have him on my friend's list
>>338374827
damn dump trucks are outta control
>Used to be quite popular
>Have at least 6 people message me a day
>Have a bunch others message me every other day
>A year later
>I get only 1 guy messaging me consistently because he's pretty chill.
>Lonely as fuck
Shit sucks man.
>meet a guy during summer when I had tons of time to play games
>we play like 8 hours a day
>always busy during uni semesters, maybe play an hour or two every weekend
>same faggot messages me every time I get on even though I'm only going to play 1, maybe 2 games and get off
>complains every time I have to leave early
Fuck off you neet. If I wanted someone to constantly keep track of me I'd get a girlfriend
>don't hear from a guy I used to play xbox with for ages
>remember his name
>try googling it
>hit by a truck on a school trip died 16 years old
It's been two years now
>>338374827
Where was he at?
>>338374868
No fucking kidding. I hear reports of people getting in fatal crashes with them all the fucking time.
>>338374827
TRUCK STRIKES AGAIN
>used to play with a guy on xbox 360
>eventually sell xbox and get a graphics card for PC
>end up meeting him on Steam
>reunited and still talk to this day
My brother ;_;It's his old account, he keeps making news ones because he's too retarded to remember his password and always forgets which of his million emails he made the account with because he forgets those password too.
>Last Online 1727 days ago
I'm pretty sure he overdosed on drugs or something. He also lived in Florida so he might have gotten eaten by an alligator.
>>338375068
Is that motherfucking Okada?
>>338374885
Atleast you still have one chill guy consistently messaging you anon
>>338375391
I live in Florida and getting eaten by an alligator is rare. It's usually airboat accidents on the way to work.
>have a friend that I had barely ever talked to for a while
>one day finally get back in touch with him
>make all these plans to get together and play vidya like buddies again
>the very next day his mom calls me up and says he broke his neck in an accident
Shit man
>>338375661
Floridian here.
It's usually people on meth or sucking too much cock
>>338374885
What would you rather have anon, $1 or 100 different pennies?
>Met this guy through a mutual friend when I started playing Dota
>Better player than me but very friendly, willing to forgive mistakes
>This was before the time of Ranked MM so everybody would play in parties all the time
>During the Summer after leaving college before I got a job, he would invite me to parties and we would play together every day for hours
>He started telling me about his life
>He got sporadic work as a stonemason and was a heroin addict
>He was off the stuff but had some girlfriend who was still into it
>He starts telling me about he's getting back together with her and she's getting him into it again
>Says stuff like "I don't even enjoy it, it didn't get me high, etc etc"
>I keep trying to warn him off it because I'm straight-edge
>Then starts saying stuff like "I'm doing it more and I do enjoy it"
>One day he disappears completely
>I assume he got what was coming and eventually come to terms with it
Then, out of the blue
>Two years later
>He comes online
>He remembers me and we start playing again
>Eventually he tells me what happened
>He had driven to D.C. to meet some other girl who also did heroin
>His connect in Philly or wherever was selling much better stuff
>She asked him to live with her for free on the condition that he slept with her occasionally and the two of them decided to sell the Philly heroin together
>He makes a trip to pick some up after living with her for a bit
>When he gets back, they get high and she takes too much
>He wakes up the next morning and she's dead
>Doesn't know what to do, drives out west but eventually realizes he has to face the music and turns around to turn himself in
>Gets slapped with a year or two prison sentence and a drug conviction
>Never wants to do heroin again, just trying to get his life back on track
However...
>Continued in next post
>online friend dies
>his account gets passed on to his brother
>he uses it as a smurf CSGO account
>never even changed the name/bio
>gets VAC'd and never used it again
>>338376021
>Continued in next post
im not reading any of this shit
>>338376021
why couldn't he just get addicted to Dota like everyone else.
>>338376021I'm enjoying reading it anyway, continue
>the person came to the realisation that video games were childish and a waste of time in a life in which you have a very limited life span
>>338376021
>le epic long story about some faggot from dota
nope
>shit gotta catch my flight, see ya in a week bro!
>Last online 5366 days ago
>>338372765
oh that guy, he just added you to ignore and kept you his friends list as joke
>>338375101
I had a coworker who did this same thing. She's used to beg/cocktease lonely losers to get more games for her new accounts which she'd promptly lose again. Now she's become a dyke and can't get any new games apparently. I thought it was funny as hell.
Daily reminder that toke died in a car wreck
>>338376021
However...
>I notice some things when I play with him
>I've improved a ton as a player in the time he's been gone
>He has not only not improved, but is playing 2-year-old strats and plays like someone who hasn't touched the game in 2 years
>He's still very talkative and always wants to play, but he talks and plays like a very bad player
>I kind of avoid him because I realize playing while he's still in this state will eventually destroy the friendship
>I feel awful about it because I realize the tables have turned and I am not showing him the patience and friendliness he once showed me
>Also, the game has changed. Now that RMM exists, everybody plays solo and parties are just a fun diversion
>This goes on for a little while - him talking to me, me avoiding him
>I continue to feel awful because he won't improve but is still really friendly and wants to play together
Then, out of the blue
>I hit a depressed stage and delete a bunch of people from Steam
>Set profile to private
>He's on the list of those cut
>I'm relieved to no longer have the reminder every day but I know I failed him as a friend and as a human being
>Never talk to him again
Last online:
4 hrs, 46 minutes ago
>brb heard a noise
>last online: 312 days ago
What man says goodnight to other men? Gaaaaay
>>338376879
i think the girl i talk to on steam is a dude.
shit man what do i do?
>>338372765
http://steamcommunity.com/profiles/76561197965213245
I'll never let go.
>Friend: BRB gonna feed my dog
>10 minutes later he's still not back
"Damn, that dog must be hungry as fuck"
>Friend is offline
"Well, maybe the power went out at his house"
>Last online: 1 week ago
"Damn, I'm starting to worry"
>Last online: 3 months ago
"OK, I'm pretty sure something really bad happened to him"
>Last online: 1 year ago
"I'm pretty sure he's dead"
>About 3 months after that later I check my friend list
>Friend is online
>>338374476
They noticed. They just didn't care and immediately forgot.
>>338377405
You can't make a post like that and not elaborate on why he disappeared
>>338376912
Ask it if it wants to suck your dick. No man would say yes to that.
>>338377580
His dog was REALLY hungry.
>>338374696
Getting blocked on steam does not affect your ability to see them online.
>>338377541
Having friends sure is fun
>>338376365
>We are two of the same soul
Aloha Snackbar anon
>>338376365
steam didn't even exist during 9/11
>>338378245
uhhh
>>338376767
>autistic dotard ruins a friendship because his friend doesn't play esports gud
like pottery
>>338376464
Is it really that easy to get vidya if you say you're a girl? Been considering to do that lately.
>>338378365
not him, but I once pretended to be a girl and I gotERPs from a lesbian fujoshi
>>338378546
Did you roleplay as a gay guy, anon?
>>338376767
I feel theres a much sadder and far more serious side to this story.
Which is that anon has been playing dota, seriously, non-stop for 3-4 years now and takes it more seriously than anything.
Despite being aware that that dude got stunted in his dota progress by being a junkie, a dealer and fucking some woman - meanwhile you got stunted in your life by playing fucking dota of all things.
So how does it feel knowing you are a bigger loser than a junkie heroin dealer dotafag with a dead bitch?
>>338378284
Got me :)
In my defense I genuinely thought I was going to kill myself when I started deleting friends so in a way I was saving him the pain of exactly what's described in the OP.
>>338378279
It didnt
>>338378365
Its a lot less free video games for you and a lot more pretending to be a cutey with shittons of emoticons and spouting cringey lines.
Just most /v/irgins would rather say they are getting massive amounts of vidya than saying they are getting off pretending to be a girl.
I want my friend back
>>338378802
futa, actually. She had this mental set of "i wanna improve my writing skills", since she also wrote a lot of fanfiction
>>338378843
You're right -
But you're also the guy calling me a loser for playing video games when you're sitting here on the anonymous video game discussion board "/vee/."
Pot, kettle, african-american, etc.
>>338374885
Do you ever message anyone yourself?
That's usually the answer.
>>338379207
Not really anon, I'm calling you a loser for playing Dota, dota2 at that, for 3-4 years non-stop, and being serious about it.
I mean its not necessarily bad - I was really into dota myself, for the original, when I was 15-16.
>>338379025
>/v/ being faggots
I wouldn't mind acting like a retard but too bad I don't even like socializing online so maybe it's not worth the effort.
>>338379307
meh games are cheap and easy anyway, not to mention theres piracy
I'd rather be a faggot than pretend to be one by acting like a girl.
>>338375783
This guy knows
>>338376767
You're a piece of shit. Fuck your garbage game.
>>338379502
Some of us are autistic enough to like having them on our Steam library.
>>338379302
You're probably right
>>338379207
You're the same as your junkie friend, you just get your rocks off playing Dota
>>338379723
I get that but trying to get vidya gifted through elaborate schemes is too much effort when I can just buy, pirate, buy keys etc.
I get it if someone rocks off on the ERP but not by itself.
>"brb"
>Last Online 617 days ago
should I be worried?
>>338379027
>Moving on from video games
What a fucking Chad
fuck cancer
>my entire tiny list is either online or away for less than 1 hour
I may not ever talk to any of them but it still feels good.
I still talk with this guy regularly but I have no idea what games he's been playing.
>maybe no computer
>maybe no home
;_;7
>>338374476
allandu?
>>338372765
>Before steam like 13 years ago
>Meet some kid a few years younger than me in Jedi Knight 2
>Been like a irl friend this whole time
>Both getting a little jaded with shitty modern games
>He's been consistently taking drugs and going through personal issue
Fucking faggot has only been on skype once in like a month.
>>338374827
You're wasting a friend slot.
and i never heard from him ever again
>>338380791
Shit happens anon, I'm basically doing the same to my friends.
I'll forever miss the days when I could just focus on vidya completely.
>tfw I just delete my few "friends" whenever I feel like
>only 4 contacts left
>only 2 have the immunity to deletion because I've known them for too long, though I mostly just keep them to watch E3 with because otherwise we talk once a month at most
"Whatever." -Squall
>That kid from school who died
What was his name, /v/?
Brandon here.
>completely empty screen
The loner life even on the internet.
>>338380974
Something like that. He's going through an identity crises or some shit after he got his master's degree.
>Make friends with some teen while playing TF2
>Constantly complains to me about how shit his life is.
>Just tell him to hit the adulthood mark, finish highschool and then he's free.
>One day get a message from him.
>"Hey Anon. I just can't do this any more. My dad called me a loser when he found my weed and I'm just done. Dunno when I'll be back."
>Offline for like 2 years.
>COmes online one day.
>"So I ran up to Oregon and lived in a cave for a year hiding from my parents."
>Kid ran off from California up to Oregon, joined a hippie commune that was living inside of a cave in the hills near Portland.
>Told me about how he basically smoked weed, whored himself out, and begged for the last year and a half.
>"I see TF2 has changed much since I left."
Guy is still on my friends list. He works at a gas station, spends all his money on rent and weed.
>>338379856
His perception of time is on a different level from yours, just wait.
>>338381623
Pretty cool.
>>338381278
We had a kid named Charles Tucker who tried to commit suicide a few times by crashing dirt bikes.
Then one day he brought a gun to school, wrapped it in a few shirts, went out behind the portable class rooms during lunch a shot himself.
>these people that add you and never speak a word to you for years
why
>>338381841
RIP Trip
>be a kid
>play an online shooter, but never use voice because i know i sound annoying
>end up playing with a chill dude who recruits me to his outfit
>go to their TS, but never say anything, the chill dude and the others banter me for never speaking.
>one day say fuck it, start speaking.
>people say gz and banter my accent, but all in good spirit
As a young teen those guys really did boost my confidence and made me actually be fine with my self.
Planetside 2 was a fun game.
>all those hundreds of people you raided with on WoW over the years day in day out......
I wonder what happened to them? I use to have a group of 5 really close "e-friends" that I spoke to every day from 2004 to 2010 on a daily basis.
They all quit around end of WOTLK.
>>338381841
>tried to commit suicide a few times by crashing dirt bikes
there's an unusual way to go
>>338381932
>dies in the last filler episode
>>338381932
http://www.riversideca.gov/rpd/press/2002releases/sep2002.htm
>>338381543
Well don't be too hard on him, let him deal with his shit and hope he gets over it
I'd love to hang out with my friends but at this point I'd feel like I'm making them feel like shit by doing so.
How do you meet people?
>>338382363
YOu interact with the other humans in your vicinity.
>>338381623
I-is he cute?
>>338382442
I probably should have been more specific. I mean online like in multiplayer games
>>338382570
You interact with the other humans playing in the same match as you.
>>338381981
>be a kid
>planetside 2
underage b&
>>338382460
Potheads can't be cute.
They're disgusting beings.
>>338382837
I refuse to believe this.
Though I admit taking care of yourself is harder when smoking constantly.handsome and friendly works too anyway
>>338382460
Not really. Last picture I saw of him he looked really grung. Long hair that has a lot of the knots, yellow teeth.
>>338382979
Eww, too bad.
>>338383057
What the fuck did you expect from someone who smokes weed?
>>338383279
Better, I know I'm asking for it since you seem like a militant weed-hater straight-edge warrior but you dont have to BE like that just because you smoke weed.
>>338383368
Smoking weed is both the cause and the result.
If it's not one, it will be the other.
You just can't have it any other way.
He was arrested on child molestation charges.
Has been in jail for almost half a year now with no trial.
Faces a multimillion dollar bond and a century's worth of charges.
>>338383321
Damn son
>>338381987
>sub back on after quitting in tbc
>few remaining guildies still doing it
>weird feels, kind of look down on them for it, but also kind of jelly
>see girl mage I used to talk with
>she was 13 at the time so I always felt weird (I was 19)
>she is 20 now
Maybe I should've put in the time....
>>338383534
>>338383321
Why did you delete and repost?
>>338383474
Well that was the answer I expected.
For the future - don't start off with this "its black or white" method, it never really works, almost nothing is just black and white.
>>338374476
Bae why u so anxious?
>>338383534
>Child molestation charges
>Centuries worth of charges
>Multimillion dollar bond
What, was he a serial rapist or something?
>>338383534
>the last SP title you played before going to jail for decades is Fallout 4
>>338383658
Original upload had his name in the filename.
I guess it's not a big deal considering he'll probably never see the light of day again but I still feel bed for him, knew him for a long time.
>friend from high school
>last online 1400 days ago
>fag loser from highschool
>literally online all the time
[worry]
>>338374631
how many anons i've met on 4chan and discussed vidya with are dead by now?
how many have had traumatic experiences?
how many have since grown out of video games, and now have a wife, job and kid?
>>338383780
It wasn't horrible. Just not that good, NMA-kun.
>>338383905
Anon I tried to play that piece of shit 3 separate times over 2 months and never got farther than an hour.
Its a terrible joke of a game.
>>338383687
All potheads are disgusting creatures.
This is a fact.
Don't fucking say "b-but it can't be all". IT IS ALL.
>>338375101
So sry 4 ur loss
>>338383965
if you squint your eyes really hard and pretend that it's not actually a shit fallout, but a CoD with RPG elements, it's kinda okay
>>338383534
>child molestation
>vac ban
>anime avatar
Death penalty when?
>Guy was offline for years after complaining about pain
>Comes back one day
>My PC died, so I just played Xbox all this time
>>338383970
You need to chill dude
>>338384034
Maybe its enjoyable that way, but not a good game by any means still. Basically just a generic open world toilet like far cry.
My best bud gave me his steam account before he killed himself. Occasionally I go on to play and all of his Steam friends are like BROOO XD XDDD and I feel sad.
>>338384195
yeah pretty much
i didn't pay for it so it was fun for a while
i build a cozy base and then the moment i tried to go questing i noticed how shit it is and stopped playing
>>338384272
Right, well I think I can enjoy maybe one of those titles in a year and then I'd probably choose a better polished one.
Also, all that talking is more annoying than anything once you (very quickly) realize how retarded it all is.
I might have tried and failed one more time if I paid for this shit.
>>338384270
Why did he kill himself?
That shit is sad anon.
For me it's not so much people going offline, but we just gradually stop talking to each other, until now where 90% of my friends list I haven't talked to in years. We stay friends to show the illusion that we haven't abandoned each other but really we'll never talk again.
>>338377580
you remember the end of 2001 where Dave Bowman encounters the monolith orbiting Jupiter? that's what happened when the went to feed his dog
>>338381278
Some dude drank like 5 energy drinks and had a heart attack in the park before school.
He had some kind of heart condition.
>>338383750
Child he was babysitting he touched and caught on video. She got a yeast infection afterwards.
That's it besides downloading and distributing a shit ton of CP.
>add someone from /v/
>play one game, talk for awhile
>never talk to him again
/v/ is always awkward
>>338384270
Pleasetell your story
>play tf2 5-6 years ago, or however long it was when the Pyro update had come out
>thought I was hot shit as a Spy, very egotistical and wanted to be the best in TF2
>eventually join a group for egotistical spy players such as myself
>members in the group decide they want to legitimately be the best players in the game, form a tf2 6's comp team
>sign up for tryouts as a soldier, realize everyone on the team is pretty bad but i'm slightly better (not by much)
>get picked for the team
>the only other person who could play soldier decently joins the team as well
>play tf2 comp for a year straight
>my soldier friend and I hone our strats, become really good friends, share similar interests, and bro it up even outside of hat simulator video game
>one day I get disenfranchised with """competitive""" communities because it's actually toxic as fuck at higher levels
>get addicted to WoW for two years straight, meet a gf, even end up leading a massive guild, don't talk to my steam friends ever because i'm addicted
>goes to shit at the end, massive break up with gf, all my WoW friends stab me in the back as they my gf's side, I hand the guild over because I had put off my college because of the addiction and i couldn't stomach the betrayal
>show up in my tf2 bro's mumble one day unannounced, feeling pretty shitty and not sure how he's gonna take me having ignored him after all the emotional WoWfags I had to deal with who get deeply upset after I accidentally ignore their private messages.
>"hey anon, it's been awhile! let's play some video games!"
>got my life on track since then
never abandoned that bro again
>>338384748
>>338384627
>every time
Though these days I'm mostly bummed theres not even some online game I could play with others.
I'm jelly of dotafags, the game might generate hate like nothing else but while me and my friends still played (hon to be specific) it did bring us together erry night for months.
>>338374827
>>day later mutual friend tells me he got killed by a dump truck
He man, don't be so down in the dumps. At least he no longer has to deal with the trash of life. He'd want you to continue living and dispose of your regrets. Don't hold onto that rubbish. Keep on truckin' man, don't let life go to waste, there's a whole junkyard out there waiting for you.
>>338372765
>they were in the same car
>they were coming to pick me up
>they never arrived
>>338381278
Max.
I didn't even know him, he just hung himself one day
>>338384748
that's why it's better to have small groups desu. if you're in a group of internet strangers chatting is more casual and enjoyable
>add someone from /v/
>Anyone who plays Souls is fucking amazing
>Completely different league from random I invade
It's so great
I have like 15 people on my friend list, nearly all of them are people I met when I was at school. I have no clue who this guy is though.
>>338381278
Noah from ROTC went missing and was found a few days later in a park where he shot himself in the dead.
Stacy killed herself by burning her own house down.
Chris finally was killed by his muscular dystrophy.
Kyle and his friends were in a car accident, probably drunk.
>>338384939
We had a chick who started to do hard fucking drugs. Really sad tho, because i shit you not she was a 10/10 face and fantastic body. She also had straight A's before she started hittin the needles.
although it's kinda off topic
>>338384943
True, but how do you find a small group of people...
>had one friend, my best friend on steam, mysteriously vanish
>350 days he was offline, nothing touched
>randomly comes online after 350 days
>I ask him what happened
>"computer died, had to slowly save for a new one"
>mfw steam friend didn't died
there is hope anons
>>338384987
Found this through his steam profile. Seems like an ok guy.
>>338385090
oh, her name was Dominica. we were primary school buddies.
![[010430].jpg](https://i.imgur.com/Jlw5bxq.jpg "[010430].jpg")
>>338383534
>>338384705
>Anime fags
Not even once.
>>338381278
>>338385018
>>338384939
>>338384680
The fuck is this, nobody died in my high school
This really drives home the factit should've been me, I've failed to give my schoolmates a genuine HS experience by awkwardly ending my life
>>338385136
coop games, i guess. gta online or arma or some shit like that.
>>338381278
Kieron died in a skiing accident, was coming back to his hotel drunk and must have froze to death or asphyxiated or something.He bullied me once or twice, but it's sad to hear stories like this.
At this point I'm convinced this guy died and forgot to tell me.
>>338381623
>My dad found my weed. Bye forever
Weedfags. Not even once.
>>338384889
>"hey anon, it's been awhile! let's play some video games!"
oh wow
>>338384931
oh wow
Remember /v/, you're not stupid.
>>338385287
im glad you didnt kill yourself anon
i bet you can still get your shit together and be good at life
>>338385369
I'm not autistic enough for all the roleplay stuff, doesnt work well with muh shitty voice and 3rd worlder accent.
coop games are rare, cant force myself onto mmos, a shame but maybe one day
>>338381278
Don't remember. Hence why they killed themselves. Ghost fags, not even once.
>be 28, see childhood friend's facebook I've known since we were 9, he's depressed as fucking shit
>get the courage to message him ask if he wants to play some video games together like the good times, he seems super stoked about it all
>get him some video games to co-op with, play a bit for one day
>'Alright anon, I gotta jet, I'll see you tomorrow!"
>Never came back online, see Facebook
>He's posting pics of him climbing mountains with his girlfriend
Why do I even try.
>>338380062
Same here. He always wanted to be a chef.
>>338385467
thank you anon
>>338381278
Tyson, died to a car going too fast at him. RIP.never liked him
>>338381278
we had a kid who got lost in the forest and froze to death
>>338372765
>"Later dude, I gotta go to work"
>Last online: More than four years ago
I miss you, Drew.
maybe i should add some of the people i was close with that i've randomly disappeared on over the years
maybe it'll be appreciated, maybe i'll get told to kill myself
My 2 best friends who I've known since I was 10(I'm 21 now) always play games together and chat on discord. The last couple days they've been offline on all the services we use, and before they went offline I remember one of them mentioning setting a private "something" up when they thought I was away. I'm afraid they don't like me anymore and they're playing games and talking on a private channel. I'm pretty afraid because they are literally the only people outside of my family that I talk to. I'm sure they are just busy though and will come back online when overwatch comes out.probably...
>>338382708
ps2 came out 4 years ago, at his youngest he would have been 14 then and 18 now, plenty young enough to be considered a "kid"
Does steam have games I can run on an i3 processor? I'm getting an old Alienware from a friend and I'd love to play with some of you
>>338372765
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=PXkgn3QUA2w
>>338381278
Thomas, James and Matt, all in a car that got blindsided by a garbage truck.Matt was my brother
>>338381278
From my school, can't remember. I didn't know the guy and was already acquainted with death by then. A girl I dated in eighth grade went to a different high school than me and died though. That fucked me up really bad for a while.
>>338373796
>>playing MW3
>be me
>play skate 3 on 360 since it was the best
>meet this one dude in free play
>cool to play with just for no reason
>he gets offline and I wait the next day for him to get on
>he never does
>pretty sure its been around 700 days since he was online, last I checked it was ~120
>>338384614
>>338384871
We were friends since middle school, he was a very quiet and shy guy but great once I got to know him. I could bring my computer over to his house and we would play games, sometimes different games but just having to hang out with was fun. We would also play RTS games against each other. He actually showed me /v/, back in 2006. It was the page that came up when he opened his browser. Any way, after high school he got more and more depressed and various medications he had been able to count on no longer worked. I wouldn't hear from him for weeks at a time but when I did it was still great. Like he was sometimes able to put all of his bad feelings on hold for a while. He showed me a ton of good games: Stalker, how to mod Morrowind , Gothic etc. Eventually I don't think he ever felt good and he told me things were 'coming to an end'. I pleaded with him but also having gone through mental shit myself knew at that time his mind was made up. It's not like he didn't try for years to fix it. And then he went out and got fucking hit by a train.
Makes me sad as fuck and tear up to this day, familia.
>>338385853
What GPU is on it. Steam has plenty of older games and not so intensive games.
An Intel i3 4130 paired with a GTX 750 Ti can often match and even beat a PS4.
>>338384889
>Girl ruins guild
Who would have thought.
>>338381278
Sherlock
He was a small black kid, he always looked sickly in middle school. Found out freshmen year of HS that he died. Ate lunch with him a couple of times too.
>Don't feel like raiding anymore
>Don't want to deal with the drama of telling people I've had enough
>Take a long look at if I'm enjoying any of the game
>I'm really just going through the motions
>Decide it'd be easier to just ghost
>Tell them I'm too sick to raid tonight but I should be on at the weekend
>Log off
>Unsub
>That was a year ago
>mfw I'm getting the itch to play again but I can never return
>No way to namechange and server transfer without logging into the game to manage my inventory/banks
>>338378546
That was probably also a guy pretending to be a lesbian anon.
>>338386054
Just do it and say you're anon's little brother. ez.
>>338386006
Nvidia gtx335m, it's a laptop. Can I upgrade it?
>tfw might become that friend soon
i sent one of them my old laptop as a birthday gift and helped him get food and set up with a job. they dont really talk to me any more though and have other friends.
>>338385838
Your story sounds exactly what my friends would write if I offed myself now, to the last details basically.
Well... I guess I'll make sure to give them my Steam acc too, lots of games.
>>338386054
>>338386257
Actually never mind, don't play WoW again. Just stay ghosty. It's the best way to go.
>>338386257
>Get on TS man
>Wow you sound exactly the same as your dead brother, also how did you get his account details after all this time?
>that cute trans girl that deleted you after you helped her pay for her HRT
>>338385643
>my cousin i've hung out with at every family gathering over the years has a gf who is honestly too good for him (she has money, some self-respect as a human being, and doesn't push someone's boundaries)
>cousin has had ADHD his entire life, his aspiration is to be a soccer ref, and his only friend really ended up being this girl
>one day on facebook I read that he's really depressed, been spamming mopey messages for like 3-4 days, wants someone to talk to
>check the girl's message board, filled with the passive aggressive "i'm a strong woman who don't need no disloyalty in my life"
>try talking with my cousin over the phone
>he starts talking for over an hour with me
>she broke up with him, apparently he had been doing some stupid shit like openly saying other women were really hot as if to imply his current gf wasn't worth his attention
>tells me he didn't really mean this but he thinks it's probably over
>tells me he isn't going to show up at the next family gathering and if his ex-gf does (she had become almost family at this point) to tell her he's sorry and wants to be together again
>feel a little bad about it since I'm about to cum in his ex-gf's mouth
>>338386427
what was her name
Played runescape with this guy forever, he gets off for about 2-3 years and I switch over to Xbox. Then when I was playing runescape just before junior year for old times sake he gets back on. We talk, we play together for a few day and then I get off because sports and preseason, havent talked to him in 2 years since.
Sorry bro, sports, girls school. I'll come back for you.
Dude bought me a week membership…and I quit on him…
>>338386368
Voice filters are a thing. You could do it if you were truly motivated.
>>338381278
Lesley, back in high school. It was actually on-site too, she got stabbed by a kid named Mike. Never really knew her too well but I'm pretty sure Mike was constantly stalking her.
>>338386427
They truly did turn into a girl then. They are now most likely out searching for a Chad.
>>338385995
F, Anon.
"Suicide is a permanent solution to a temporary problem."
I worry a shit ton about people, anytime they're gone for longer than expected or stop responding I freak out and imagine they killed themselves or died tragically or something
One day:
>talking to a friend on steam
>he had a job interview and was on his way back
>he was using steam on his phone in the car
>talking about playing some Portal 2 when he gets back in 30 min
>suddenly no response
>hours pass
>getting kinda worried
>he finally logs back in hours later
>"sorry anon I was in a car accident"
>I freak out, start apologizing, saying I shouldn't have been messaging him while he was driving
>"wait, what? No, some guy rear ended me at a red light"
Y-you too
>>338386054
I attempted suicide when I was in my mid teens and made a point in my note to give my steam account and password to my best friend at the time who we played video games all the time. I didn't really go through with it and was later diagnosed with autism, but I'm doing much better now. I kept my diagnosis and suicide attempt from my friends as we lived away from eachother and I'm afraid they'll find out.
>>338386368
Brother doesn't have to be dead, just stopped playing video games and gave accounts to little brother who developed an interest.
>>338386565
you sure you're not covering up names because something like that happened near me 6 years ago
>>338386532
>being happy about the several years old sloppy seconds of an autistic retard
Really anon? I guess you were only the girl's Second or Third choice after a retarded person.
>>338383534
>VAC ban.
Serves him right.
>>338386590
That sounds cute as fuck
but kinda gay
>>338386258
No. Just play old classic and indie titles to be honest. I'm stuck with shitty toshiba satellite laptop right now, and all I can do is play mount&blade, aoe3, stronghold crusaders, and banner saga.
>>338386590
>I freak out, start apologizing, saying I shouldn't have been messaging him while he was driving
You sound like a good friend.
>>338386576
It's easy for us to judge. I know what you mean though. I remember saying that exact line to him because I had gone to my father for help, and he said something along those lines. He said 'Suicide is a permanent solution to a permanent problem.'
He was going through some crazy treatments, wasn't working. It's like his life had become some circus just to try and function. Sucks man.
>>338386681
It wouldn't work, the guild was pretty intimate and we were all on voice chat shooting the shit every day. It was an older crowd, they know I live with my wife, it'd be weird if a brother just appeared out of nowhere and started playing the same character, with the same play style the same vocal patterns even with a voice changer and the same sense of humor.
>>338385876
damn this actually me sad I hope it isn't true
>>338384915
It's been almost have an hour. Here's your (You)
>>338386896
Oh fuck, it'll run Mountain Blade?
>>338385643
It sounds like you lifted him out of his despair and he got his life back on track. Well done.
>>338386934
>'Suicide is a permanent solution to a permanent problem.'
My dead friend said this to be clear, not my father.
>>338387035
Yes. Mount&blade is very compatible with any toaster laptops.
>>338386816
It's not like a gay thing or anything, I just worry about people. I get nervous when I text my mom and she doesn't respond for hours.
>>338386925
th-thanks
>>338386985
Stop being such a bitch, its not like you burned your bridges, just log back on and start playing.
When they ask you what happened you say "Life" or if you are autistic you can make up some minor story of why you stopped and never came back.
But really, just fucking log back on, nobody can crucify you over not being a degenerate fuck playing that piece of shit game endlessly.
>>338387035
I had an absolute toaster of a laptop that ran Warband quite well, albeit in dx7 because of driver issues with my GPU. You'll only have problems if you have more than 200-300 men on the field at any given time.
>>338387156
FUCK YEAHR.
I'm thinking Morrowind and Diablo 2 to start me off, I'm trying to make a list of fun retro games I've missed being a console gamer since birth
>>338386934
So he got cancer?
I used to play Team Fortress every fucking day with 2 Hungarian guys for about 3 weeks.
They were the FIRST fucking friends I ever made online, and in real life. I really thought they were my friends. Used to love talking to them and even spent $100 on resources to try and learn Hungarian
Then guess what? I came online one day and started playing with them again. They both at the same time told me to fuck off and never play with them again because apparently I am 'annoying' and 'We are Hungarian we like GOULASH we don't like your FOOL ASS'. they started laughing hard and spent 2 hours just making fun of me, saying how my voice sounds even worse than news about refugees sneaking into their country, how I sound like a Romanian gypsy begging for new testicles because someone chopped his off etc.
They both blocked me so fuck steam friends.
I will always be logged in, on some device, through some client, somewhere. I won't ever leave you /v/.
Ever.
>>338387381
No, years of soul crushing depression I suppose.
>>338387464
>We are Hungarian we like GOULASH we don't like your FOOL ASS
>brb helicopter crashed in my front yard
>Last Online: 1846 days ago
>>338387464
>We are Hungarian we like GOULASH we don't like your FOOL ASS
As a Hungarian I have a lot of trouble believing anyone would say anything like that ever.
Why would you learn our language anyway thats completely retarded?
>>338381278
David O. who killed himself when I was a freshman, he was a senior at the time. I think he fell from a bridge or something like that.
Sal B. who had cancer and died the Winter after he graduated.
Will D. who didn't go to my school, but his girlfriend did and he killed himself, don't know how though.
>>338381278
Cody, died in a car accident coming home from a concert. I went to his funeral a large portion of his body and face had to be reconstructed because it was so bad.
There was also a wallflower kid who hung himself.
>>338387464
>We are Hungarian we like GOULASH we don't like your FOOL ASS
![[009611].jpg](https://i.imgur.com/DZvQxJP.jpg "[009611].jpg")
>>338387464
>We are Hungarian we like GOULASH we don't like your FOOL ASS
This thread is too depressing.
>>338385876
When will he return?
>>338381278
Hayden. Poor guy got ran over by a school bus.
>>338387593
I think a surprising amount about what people may think seeing my online status/happenings and all...
Its all so pointless
>>338379648
This. Everyone gets fucked in the ass by life at one point. You're there for others so that they are there for you when its your turn. I hope you get mugged, raped, and hospitalized and no one comes to visit you.
>>338387350
Have fun.
>tfw I had a cute femboy that added you and was really clingy
>tfw I was too dumb pretending to be straight and turning him down constantly
>>338383696
Because I've become socially awkward and a shut-in through years of neglect from other people, not only that, every attempt of creating a meaningful relationship with someone has ended in failure
>>338387938
Don't try so hard to make friends, be chill and dont worry, and you will seem like a better person to be around
I ended up not going on teamspeak or whatever for long bouts of time because all my friends end up playing shitty MMOs for fucking years.
And now they get mad or mock me for not playing what they want to play when they pretty much ignored me for the entire time they were playing MMOs.
>guy that talks shit to everyone, but is good in comp says bye to everyone
>no one responds
>is visibly upset the next day
>says he trusts me
>gives me his in-game items for brokering
>tell him to go fuck himself, and delete him
>adds me on other account then threatens me, then grovels like a pig
>tell him no one likes him, he thinks spamming binds and memes are funny, but everyone thinks he's an annoying piece of shit
>tell server regulars to delete him
>some random join server and trash talks everyone, obvious it's him
>ban him
fucking loser
