>your video game buddy hasn't been online all day
>>337425076
>having a buddy at all
>>337425076
>playing video games
>friend said he'd be moving out of the middle east after his mandatory military service
>Last Online: 467 days ago
I wonder when he's coming back...
all my gaming buddies turned 25 and stopped playing video games
I don't think my buddy likes me much. I don't start the conversations anymore because of that.
>>337427287
which country?
>>337425076
>Having friends
Fuck off normie
>>337425076
>tfw you make a new friend but he seems to do nothing but dodge your skype calls and game invites
>>337425076
>Nobody wants to play tekkit with me ever
>>337425076
>become the pillar of my comminuty
>no one can function without massive spaghetti, butthurt or raging if I'm not there
>feel like a baby sitter and get pissed off
>ask only RL friend I have in the group why everyone worships me
>gets super spaghetti mode and starts stammering about how i'm funny and kind
>sounds like he's in love with me
>get further annoyed and don't log on for two days
>Get on two days later, no ones in mumble, check logs, no one has been on for over 24 hours
>instantly get swarmed with 50 messages from 20 different people asking where I went and if I was OK
>Someone buys me a brand new 60 dollar game because they thought I was mad (specifically at them)
I miss playing video games all day playing co-op with my best bro. I hate TF2 for this. It brought all these children to me and I don't have the heart to tell them off.
im at work bro
>that guy on your steam list that died in real life last week
Goodnight sweet prince
>ask friends to hang out
>all of them always come up with excuse or just say no
>see a snap chat of all of them hanging out together
It hurts
>>337432263
They aren't your friends m8, go find new ones. Im serious. stop wasting your time.
>>337431806
>not creating a cult centered around you and using them as your minions
>>337432263
Quietly distance yourself from them and find new friends.
>>337431806
So? Are you really funny and kind?
>>337432263
don't bother them, get new ones.
>>337431806
Things that never happened stories?
Things that never happened stories.
I once met a girl online, we decided to meet up.
She was a tranny and forced me to gag on her cock the entire night.
Woke up next morning to her cock in my face telling me she wasn't done with me yet.
I had a friendslist on ps3 full of people I actually talked too with tons of actual attractive girls. I was banned due to pshome and the last one was permanent...
I'm sure if it said days it'd say like 1200 days ago or longer. Fuckin depressing lol.
>>337432525
>She
>He's your best friend
>You're not his best friend
is there a single worse feeling in the history of life than this?
>>337432319
Yeah, I know. I still play dota every night with one of them, but he refuses to do anything else with me. I'm rather self destructive and tend to choose the people who help get me in deep shit, so finding these guys seemed awesome at first.
>>337432645
I know this pain so very well.
>Meet up to hang out today
>mfw the first thing he does is talk about what he did with his best friend the other day
>>337432645
>social outcast
>quit school in 8th grade
>only one friend stayed around
>friend is the epitome of social butterfly
>be now, 19 and him 18 still in high school because turns out he's stupid as hell
>tell him he's my best friend
>tells me I'm one of his best friends
>die a little inside
It hurt, but I didn't show it
>>337425076
>Make best and only male friend ever
>Used to spend almost every day playing various shit games with my friend for long hours
>We still had fun because of how we interacted with others and the games
>He hooks up with some asian bitch
>Hardly ever see him online anymore
>Haven't spoken to him in weeks
>It's been going like this for over a year now
Honestly, I think I should just move on and find a new friend but having someone that close to you for so long kind of makes everything else seem shallow. I'm really lonely now.
>wake up 9pm
>game friend waiting eagerly for me
>turn off skype, discord, phone
>crippling depression
>no games look fun to play
>seem even less fun with a friend
>work on my shitty unoriginal platform game
>smoke cigarettes and watch youtube videos for 4 hours
I'm the shittiest of friends
>tfw you had a qt femboy gamer 'bf' that had a crush on you but you were too dumb trying to pretend to be straight instead of making him yours
>every faggot here keeps spamming 2009-era memes
>can't play with other people because of latency
this is suffering
>>337434118
why are we stlll here
>friend wont be around for 2 days
>don't know if they actually treat me as their best friend or not
>i'm probably so thick headed i cant see the obvioua
>set profile to private
>delete all groups
>remove all friends
best feeling in the world
>>337427287
probably only 200 more days anon.
>>337434118
hello australia
>>337433879
Stfu faggot loser.
>>337432908
anon your one of his best friends. He has other friends, don't feel down he still got your back.
>>337432645
>Your best friend became a normie
>You didn't
One day he'll turn me into a normie and I'll be free
>>337433565
nah man
youre just beat
beat era
like a modern jack kerouac
>played runescape with the girl you like once
>the must fun you had playing video games in a while
been having fun playing civ 4 and FF, 9
>have to buy Overwatch in order to have a chance at forming a bond with a friend
>stressing out since ive got bills to pay while shes just a neet with autism bux
>tfw my online buddy finds a new group
>starts playing Dota 2
>he talks to his new group more than he does me
I don't even play games with my Steam friends desu I just chat.
Real friends well I don't have many left haha ;_;
>>337434558
is that you jay
>tfw guilde leader invites his girlfriend into the group
>it's never the same
>>337434570
i hate this
>argue about white privilege (before I knew there was a word for it) with dude
>eventually we laugh it off and start gaming with each other
>bros for good year
>invites me to steam
>join clans, games together
>broest of bros
>we get out of high school. I become wageslave he goes to college
>both still social outcasts so all we do is bro 24/7
>5 years later notice he's coming online less and less
>realize his lol's are fake and he's replying with the same things whenever I send him YT links or images
>get upset and try to genuinely be a better bro so he'll like me more again
>realize how pathetic my dependence on him is
>wean off his sweet cock
>I play my own niche-genres, he plays his own
>only chat when when I have something we both share in common, he does the same
>relationship is healthier and genuine bantz are given back and forth whenever we chat
So this is growing up, huh. Stop being pathetic and just learn how to have fun on your own. People are attracted to that.
>>337434673
no but it sounds like we're both in the same predicament aren't we
i told them i'll buy it when its cheap on a key site, but they already pre-ordered it and you don't know how badly i want to play at the same level and level up at the same time as them
>>337433879
sucks, anon.i wish i had a femboy bf
>>337433565
>crippling depression
i know that feel. i just don't talk to anyone for a week and lay in bed all day and then feel awful about ignoring people. it's a vicious cycle.
>>337434604
i only chat with my steam friends. i have like 3 people that i actually play games with and don't play games without them.
>>337427287he isn't
>Get Dark Souls 3 years ago and love it
>Get buddy into it
>Play several play-throughs of it together
>Move on to DS2
>Play several more play-throughs together
>Scholar comes out
>That's right, 2 more plays
>Logged tons of hours together in this series and we both love it
>Get DS3 on release day
>Pumped to play it and even more to play it together, experience the magic and shit
>tfw he hasn't even bought it yet and we haven't played anything at all
>>337434807
it's pretty cheap on g2a if you trust there at all, but i can't bring myself to preorder it from there because i get too anxious
>post pics of yourself online
>get compliments
>continue talking to the people that give you compliments, going so far as to start a relationship with one of them
>break up because online relationships are doomed to fail
>repeat this cycle multiple times because i think "it'll be different next time"
my brain is broken.and so is my heart at this point.
:(
>>337433053
you from Australia anon?
>>337425076
>Not making HIM wait for YOU insteadI treat my only buddy like shit because I'm actually a miserable asshole. I don't know how he can stand me. Told him to fuck off once but after I found him again ~1 year later he didn't say anything. Guess I don't deserve such friend.
>>337425076
>you live with your video game buddy
>>337434948
I'd never leave you, anon. You're the prettiest seashell on the entire beach. Unless you're a dude.
>>337434948
wanna send me a pic?i'll compliment you sincerely
>part of small online community dedicated to playing games together
>they play nothing you enjoy
>>337434968
Texas.
>buddy lives in a different time zone
Many late nights have been had.
>>337434941
damn you're right, it's $45, but i know what you mean, you never know if they're gonna end up never giving you the key.
i'll wait until release date.
>>337435018
>unless you're a dude
do you even know where you are? of course i'm a guy lmao
>>337435030
it's not that i don't think their compliments are sincere. i believe that they are and they feel good. but i get too emotionally attached and then fuck it all up by trying to internet date them.
>>337435116
>group of friends used to play X game for years but got bored of it
>can't find another game to play together
>offer tons of games for us to play
>no one is interested in playing them
it hurts my heart.
I always feel like I'm that annoying friend that no one wants to play with but does from time to time because they feel bad. I always want to ask people to play games with me, but I scared as fuck that they'll say no or tell me to fuck off so I just start playing multiplayer games solo and hope that they ask to join.
23 years I have lived
Not a single person I have met I could genuinely call my best friend
TFW no gamer buddy that plays games with me any time.
> that one game you used to play with yourbfbefore you broke up
> you can't play it anymore without thinking ofhim
>>337435161
good luck anon! i'm still on the fence about getting it, but i hope you and your friend have fun!
>>337435191
>do you even know where you are? of course i'm a guy lmao
I know where I'm at. Going prison gay just being here anyway. Now let's see that feminine dick.
>get into a game with bros
>fight and learn together
>feeling the progress we're making as a group
Such a good feeling.
>>337432465
How would I know? I can't judge my own character.
I fucking love you guys. The rarest gems to have in the friendslist
>>337434190
Hows it like just deleting all your steamfriends/groups and making your profile private? Im kinda tempted but I have a real life friend in my friends and it'd be weird if they asked
I really hate that feeling when you have a group of friends playing games together and its fun and all for a while, but a year or two later the magic is gone I guess.Wouldnt I just be better off making an alt account and family sharing?
>playing with bros
>one day we are in chat
>I say I'm going to get something to eat
>mute my mic
>they think I'm not there
>They start talking about me behind my back
>>337435202
i often feel like my friends don't actually enjoy spending time with me, despite them saying they do. i pretty much constantly talk when i'm in skype with them and i feel like i annoy them with my constant train of thought that i throw at them.
>>337435267
i know that feel except with non-vidya stuff. i think i'm finally getting over it, though. it sucks for a while, though.
>>337435285
if you wanna see it, go to /trash/ or something.
>>337435361
i do it when i get upset and i regret it every time. i don't know about doing it as a calculated action, though.
>>337435379
Probs because you're an ass, just pay attention to what you're saying/doing
>>337435464
>if you wanna see it, go to /trash/ or something.
Link?
>>337435464
link to the picture?
im genuinely curious now
you know how to crosboard link right?
>>>/trash/### post number
>>337433053
give steam id I will add you to tell you bad jokes once a week and do literally nothing else with you
>he signs in
>start typing a message
>he signs out
>>337435576
Will you alsoplay games?
I haven't had any gaming bros in years, but I miss when I did so bad
What games make it easy to meet new friendsdespite having severe anxiety when talking to new people?
>>337433053
what games do you play?
>your online buddy refuses to talk to you anymore
Whatever she was a selfish cunt anyways
>>337435267
I'm in a similar situation.Have a cosplay GF, last coordinated cosplay we did was Kirito and Asuna from SAO because flavor of the month and normies loved that shit at the time. Broke up a couple weeks after a convention. I cry a little bit on the inside whenever I see Asuna now.
Well, at least it's from a shit series, so I'm not missing out on much if I don't watch it.
>start to dislike friends in high school and begin realizing they're all dicks
>start fresh and go to college in another state
>tfw made better friends in less than a year at uni than i did in my last 12 years of school
>tfw token mexican friend has good taste in vidya so i have a reliable bro-op partner
>>337435725
But I work a lot
>some dude i play games with i dont really know wants to talk via skype call
>Go offline immediately
Online friendships feel so goddamn empty and pointless
>>337435824
I know that you aren't her because she was NEET af
>start the game
>15 minutes later
>hey sorry bro, gf called gotta go
>>337433053
i'll be single forever, we can play some games, depends on what games you have though.
>>337432645
>He's your best friend
>You're not his best friendany more
please end me
>>337435464
I feel you man, it seems like every word that comes out of my mouth is bothersome.
My friends never ask me to do anything, its always me asking them.
I've had multiple identity crisis-type events where i wonder if people are really my friends or not.
>>337435627
no jokes only unless you play dotaor skullgirls
>>337435824
It feels weird seeing you any other day than Tuesday.
>>337435576/id/seventhnumber/
>>337435651
>>337435926
These days it's just Dark Souls and Dark Souls 2 because my old computer can't run 3 and I can't find anything new that catches my interest.
>>337435645
Honestly I cant think of anything else other thanmobas and MMOs, they seem like the best place to start, I havent really made much because I tend to play them almost exclusively with my friends, but whenever I play solo it tends to be a pleasant experience, just join a clan that piques your interest and you're bound to find someone to play with
I had a chick neet game friend for awhile. She deleted me randomly one night after I got off despite playing together for years. I always figured the shit talking we did over the years was being taken personally without me knowing and they got sick of it.
>>337435552
yes, i know how to crossboard link. don't patronize me, anon. i'm not a newfag.
>>337435548
there's not actually a picture of my dick, sorry for misleading you. butt and legs are close enough, right?
>>>/trash/2734097
>>337435873
I used to be a neet. Working so much makes me wish I was a neet again.
>>337436035
Actually, I play D2 but I'm shit and can only play the fems and undying
>that one friend you met online that became your good friend
What's her/his name, /v/?
I pretty much only play with people I met in high school. Been almost 6 years now since I graduated and I'm down to 2 guys. Only problem is they always want to hang out in person and ask while we're playing. Honestly I wish I just had people to play games with and never had to deal with in person interactions.
>>337436075
we don't have many games in common but we'll work something out!
>>337436046
How so? I midnight post from work all the time, anon-kun
>>337435191
>it's not that i don't think their compliments are sincere. i believe that they are and they feel good. but i get too emotionally attached and then fuck it all up by trying to internet date them.
A whole bunch of things just started making sense. I'm sorry anonadong.
>>337435974
when i get to that point, i just stop talking to people for a while. eventually they'll ask me to do things and that really lifts my spirits.
in the past year, i've had moments like that easily 20-30 times. it sucks when everyone surrounding you is there because of one person that doesn't even like you. it makes you question every aspect of those relationships.
>>337436170
pretty much my entire group of friends that i know now. i met them through a guy that went to my high school's cousin. we started out playing league and now we're really good friends and even talk about sexual stuff like dragon dildos and shit on the reg.
>>337436223
you seem to have lots of friends why are you even here?
Friends are only good for free stuff and masturbating with.
>When the guy you use to be able to just play any game with turned into a streamer and now he only plays games based on their "streamability" so basically he plays like 3 different games ever
Twitch was the worst thing to happen to video gaming in a long time.
>>337435645
I met all of my gaming buddies on Mount&Blade Warband Napoleonic wars.
I unfriended the autists and now we are a pretty comfy group
>>337436287
such is the curse of having low self-esteem and (apparently) a good body/a knack for taking pics. they do a wonderful job playing together to make me severely depressed on a regular basis.
>>337436378
i don't have any friends i'd wanna masturbate with and i'm not a fan of using them to get stuff. although platonic cuddling might be a good reason to have friends.
>>337435645
I met all my buddy's via Swapnote threads
RIP
>>337434987
No, you don't.
>>337436359
Because more friends is more fun.
>>337435126
Same situation different country then, he got with an Asian bitch and now we hardly ever talk
>>337436104
>only into other girly boys
I can see how you wouldn't be able to keep a relationship going.
Also your pics were alright.
>>337436537
but more friends mean you treat each one with a fraction of love
I went through a weird phase where I made a youtube and was making dark souls videos. I never grew too large, but I had fun doing it. Interacted with a lot of people on twitter and made a lot of friends. One day I just realized I wanted nothing to do with that shit anymore, everyone seemed TOO desperate for attention or erp or whatever the fuck. Even had a relationship with someone which lasted a little bit of time but even that I kind of just ended one day. Deleted all my friends on steam except for those I actually liked, deleted my youtube, and deleted my twitter. Felt amazing at the time, and now it's so embarrassing to think about.name was Lewdmeister but I doubt anyone knows me
>>337436378
> masturbating with anons
L-Lewd...
>>337436298
I tried to not talk to people for a long time, turns out most of them forgot me. Only one guy actually tried to remember me, but hes been gone for a while now.
I feel like i'm trapped. I don't know how to make new friends anymore due to my lack of confidence and the few acquaintances i manage to make never blossom into friendship.
I just feel invisible, and worse part is that its probably my fault.
>>337436645
I love everyone as much as I possibly can. Even a fraction of my love can be more than some have in their whole soul. I just want to share my joy with everyone.
>>337436382
that sucks anon
I made some """friends""" a long time ago on a stream site with no standards, and they play all kinds of things
but yeah when twitch came around it all turned to shit, I've never met anyone like them since
>>337432645
Iktf
Video games
>never made any "true" friends during school
>was part of an online community
>IRC all day everyday
>community basically died off and only really stayed in touch with one of them
>essentially the closest I have to a "best friend"
>still talked all the time
>nowadays we have completely different schedules, and when he's online he only ever plays Dota 2 now
>I'll try to text him or message him on steam at least every couple days, but I either get no response or the conversation doesn't lastThis site is all I have when I get home.
>>337436461
>unfriended the autists
i don't understand how so many people have tolerance for autists. i get so fed up with some people's bullshit and i don't know how they have any friends. i think i'm probably just too critical of other people.
>>337436641
yeah, i accept that i'm doomed to fail when it comes to online relationships. i know it's a bad idea. i don't do it any more. it's just something that's happened in the past. i stick to posting pics occasionally and chatting with people, never getting too attached.
and thanks, i guess?
>>337436683
i dunno, anon. i have trouble meeting people and making new friends as well. i can't ever seem to initiate a conversation with anyone; i get too nervous. carrying on a conversation or joining one is easy. but that initial combustion is just impossible for me.
I wanna be friends with a girl but not really
Hey faggots
Quit bitching and add each other.
We start a discord chat for this thread
Discord works in browser.
No requirement to stay. Just check in and play games.
Someone do dis
>>337436926
>discord
>>337436926
I could do it, I'm already in a discord chat I made to gather up all the healsluts, if people are actually interested in a casual videogame channel.
>>337436909
I feel like i can start conversations pretty easy.
Just ask stupid questions "how are you?" "what games do you like" "have you played this?"
After a while i just have no idea what to talk about after i get through any simple questions i can think of.
>>337436926
>discord
>>337436781
do you get upset with people too?
are you a scary person?
I have a lot of friends to play games with it's just most of them are not what I'd call close friends. Most of the people I feel a deep bond with do not give a fuck about vidya
Feels bad.
>>337436926
discord filters out the real friends with attentionwhores, no thanks
tfw you want a friend to play vidya and talk shit with without feeling like he gets bored of you
I hate myself
>>337437134
Attentionwhores are the best of friends though, because they let you see their butt.
>>337436508
Platonic cuddling is impossible
>>337436985
>>337437030
>>337437134
>no requirement to download
>teamspeak is trash
>cant hop in and out of skype without stalkin
>no need to add 50 friends on steam
>skype groups spammy
Why not??
>>337437004
If you did I'd check in. Looks like everyone hates discord though.
>>337436909
Online relationships have always worked out great for me. But I'm pretty sure it's because I always take the lead in relationshipsand only date people who are absolutely infatuated with me.I'm also currently living with my lat one and it's amazing.
But I have no idea what an online relationship is like for other people.
>>337437028
it's the approaching and starting to talk that gets me. when people address me, sometimes i'll get nervous and ignore them and hope they think i didn't hear them so they don't get upset. it just takes me out of my comfort zone to begin talking to someone or start any type of conversation. it sucks. i guess i should try socializing with alcohol. that would probably help
>>337437197
sounds like you're just using them. which doesn't make them friends. it makes you an asshole.
>>337437176
Havent had a best friend since like middle school
Pretty sure over half the posters in this thread know this feelI definitely do
>>337436662
You faggot
>be current year
>you want to play a video game with your friend
>your only choices as far as they are concerned are skyrim, dota, and LoL, maybe dicksouls, mineycrafta, or terrarrerra if you're luckier
this sucks lads, the pc audience is a joke
>>337437309
>sounds like you're just using them. which doesn't make them friends. it makes you an asshole.
I don't think you understand what friends are.
>>337425076
>your video game buddy hasn't been online all day
R.I.P. Dmitry ;_;
>>337425076
I used to play with 2 other guys, we would just chill and play games on steam, lol, wow, whatever shit we could find almost every night.
One day I get a phone call from one of them telling me the other has killed himself. Barely play vidya with the one still alive. Just feels awkward now.
>>337437332
I actually just saw this the other day out of curiosity but that ain't me. All this shit happened before Dark Souls 2 came out.
>>337437051
Not really. I get upset if I can't cheer someone up. I wouldn't say I'm scary unless my annoying talking causes you to freeze up or something
>>337436536
I know, I know. Still can't and don't want to do anything about it, since it always was like this. Sometimes I just wonder why he doesn't block/delete me, and I still don't have a valid answer.
>>337437283
yeah, that might be true. i just wanna be held so badly.having someone that would let me be sad and cry into them while they hugged me would be nice.
>>337437293
i think the people i've associated with have been the type to become infatuated easily because they're as lonely as i am. that's my mistake, i guess. i'm glad it's worked out for you, anon. i hope to have something like that someday. i guess i've just been doing it all wrong so far.
>>337437387
oh, i guess i may have misinterpreted your post due to an overwhelming air of depression brought on by this thread. friends that let you see their butt are different than friends that are friendly strictly for that reason. you're right.
>>337437309
I don't drink much. Don't much like the taste. Do you drink for the buzz or do you also like the taste?
>>337437601
i do it to get drunk. being buzzed is nice but i'd rather be straight-up drunk. removal of inhibitions is a lot of fun.
i like the taste of some things. rum and whiskey are a couple. but it's still alcohol, so it's gonna taste worse than sugar water. lemon vodka is also good but that caused me to make a few bad decisions because i wasn't careful with it. too damn delicious.
>>337437557
Are you gay or looking for a grill? Emotional baggage is unattractive. Thats why you gotta give it time
>>337437463
i want to cheer you up!
>make friends on tf2 with a server regular
>am brought into his group of friends
>talk in mumble and play nearly every night for ~3 years
>meet up IRL
>everyone stopped playing at the end of last year
>hardly talk to friend anymore, only small steam message chats
i miss you dude
>>337437557
That's okay I forgive you. Go to bed.
>>337437557
See that's what was a red flag to me. If you're just looking for other depressed whiny girly boys then who's the sane one in the relationship?
>>337437756
that's another thing. for a little while i thought i was looking for a cute guy, but i realized that i was just lonely and a little bit bi, but not enough to want a relationship with a guy. so my relationships crashed and burned 3x over.
so i guess i'm looking for a girl now. but probably irl as opposed to online. i think i've given up on online relationships at this point.
>>337437846no fuck off you go to bed
>>337437929
I'm already in bed, anon.
>>337432525
I thought you said stories that weren't true anon.
>>337437772
Best way to do that is to smile for me and keep your head up, friendo.
>>337425076
My video game buddy never wants to play any game besides poe shit
What should i do v
>>337437912
it's not that i was specifically looking for other depressed, whiny, girly boys. i was just looking for that last part. it just so happens that the depressed part comes hand-in-hand with people you meet on the internet. also this whole thread is whiny, so i'm not sure that's a fair insult.
i'm not claiming to be the sane one. if i were sane, i wouldn't have stuck around with my first bf when he threatened to kill himself if i left him. that was definitely a situation in which we were both a little bit insane. although i'd say him being a drug addict makes him worse off.
>>337437998
well, shit.
>only 1 online friend who would probably skype with me/what not
>all real life friends are console players
Playing games on my own isn't so bad, I guess.
>>337437434
Wow in tweet history we had a lot of shared followers, if the conversations are anything to go by. Small world
>>337438110
Well I'm mostly just curious how online relationship stuff goes for other people since it was the best thing to ever happen to me.
But looking at your comments you are used goods as fuck, no offense.
And yes, I was specifically implying all girly boys are depressed and whiny and it's not healthy for too emotionally unstable people to feed into eachother.
>>337425076
I only see him like twice a week for like 4 hours total. Only a 2 hour time zone difference but I work nights so that fucks it up.
>>337432645
>been best friends with my bud since kindergarten, never fought with him, he knows me better than I know myself, we've led similar lives, and have spoken almost every day for 16 years
I can't imagine not having him around, I truly feel sorry for people who don't have someone like this.
>>337438570
>it's not healthy for too emotionally unstable people to feed into each other.
you're right. and i've definitely learned that lesson for the future. i'm just sad that i fed into it so many times. i accept that i'm emotionally unstable and that's the big reason why i don't actively seek a relationship irl or otherwise.
afaik online relationships go well if both of you put the effort into giving each other space and still spending time together.
maybe i'm used goods. i'm not even sure i know what that means in this context, honestly. that i'm jaded when it comes to this kind of thing? or that no one would ever wanna be in a relationship with me?
>>337438770
that's really nice, anon. i have a similar thing with my best friend, although i didn't start talking to him until high school. we were friends in kindergarten and in early school but i don't remember those years that well. i love this guy and i'm really glad to have known him. he's improved my life in a lot of different ways and honestly, without him, i probably would've killed myself at this point in my life.
>>337433053
Fuck dude, I went through this but with my brother. He was only a year older than me and we pretty much hung out all day every day, even at school. Had the same group of friends but eventually he got a girlfriend and started drifting away. Once it got serious enough he moved out of our apartment with her and they got married a few years later. It felt fucking awful. Now I only see him in person on major holidays and barely see him online. I'll message him or send him text messages but rarely responds so I stopped bothering.
>>337438891
Same here man, I feel like without him I'd be a completely different person. We are very lucky.
>>337432645
My best buddy is getting married. I'm not the best man. I didn't even get asked to be a groomsman.
Only reason I have active online friends is that a guy I'd known for years but no longer talked to asked me to play a game we used to play together with his group. I hesitated but joined and now pretty much all the people I have on steam I met there. We still play the game that brought us together although I can't shake the feeling that I've been growing apart and am being excluded from stuff over the past year.
I have no idea what I'd do without these people, probably kill myself.
>>337425076
>tfw 3 videogame buddies
>tfw 1 of them falls in love with you despite having a boyfriend
>you are his "best friend"
>he even drops college to play with you even when you begged him to not
Nowadays he refuses to talk to me.Good grief, he was stressing the fuck out of me.
>>337431395
>tekkit
>not ftb
No wonder, your friends just have better taste.
>>337439251
They don't want no minecraft at all
>he have less than 800 hp
>>337438891
>i'm not even sure i know what that means in this context
Well you sound like you drink a lot and dated a drug addict among other things I already forgot maybe. For a straight-edge guy like me that's enough to make someone undatable.
Not that there aren't ok people who would still date you. I mean I doubt it but I'm always willing to be wrong.
>that's the big reason why i don't actively seek a relationship irl or otherwise.
There's nothing wrong with having emotional problems tho. You just have to be self-aware and be with someone who's supportive. unless you're full on batshit insane I guess.
Also me and my bf talked everyday when we weren't living together and it was great so again I have no idea how it is for other people what with this "give each other space" stuff.
>>337439073
dam sun
unless she's a crazy bitch, your only chance is that he knew you wouldn't have fun
>meet a guy on wow
>become Internet besties
>play all the new games together and ltalk for hours
>made me a smarter and better person
>talk about series shit in both our lives
>be in this relationship for 16 years
>he gets a girlfriend and never comes online again
>be friends with girl
>chat every so often
>she jumps from fandom to fandom constantly, changing her steam profile to reflect this
>keeps linking me tumblr fanart for shit I don't care about
She just became hysterical over time and talking about suicidal shit. Hardly talk to her these days.
>>337436668
lets do it together
>>337439374
by drug addict i mean the kid did heroin and that's how he was going to kill himself. he was in trouble with the law for carrying felony amounts of various drugs. there's a difference between that and enjoying being drunk with friends. i only drink socially and, even though i drink a lot, it's really only enough to maintain me being drunk. i have a semi-high tolerance but i don't ever get blackout or anything.
i'm definitely not full-on batshit insane. but i semi-regularly get in moods where i just wanna have someone hold me and let me cry into their arms and hear that they love me. i dunno how weird that is but i imagine a lot of girls would find that unattractive and probably wouldn't wanna date me afterwards. not that i'm leading with that or anything.
good to know that your stuff worked out so well. you're just a lot better at online dating than i am, i suppose. i guess i've just made a lot of bad decisions in the past and those have made me really biased.
>>337439574
is she cute?
>>337431806
Same happened to me, only with a guild in a MMORPG. No one was sure about my gender because I played a female character but everyone and their grandmother had a crush on me, which ultimately led to some drama that destroyed the guild.
I didn't find it annoying though, in fact those were probably the happiest years of my youth and life so far.
The internet seems to be the only place where I actually enjoy social interaction yet nowadays I have "real" friends so I don't have the time or motivation to befriend people online.
>>337439574
i fucking hate making friends with tumblr girls on the internet i have way too many of them
>>337439664
Christmas cakes that can have children would love this though it would probably result in your time together seeming like incest play.
>Have a buddy who's great at writing
>Talk every day for as long as he's on when he gets off work
>We're both so excited to see eachother
>WeERPsometimes and we're both like pretty darn good at it by now.
>We bothSwitch a lot, sub to dom, differnet scenes, positions etc
>We talk about our days, how we've been, genuinely care for one another.
>We both know when eachother is down and we try with all our might to cheer and help the other one back up
>And now for the sort of video games part. He's gonna teach me to play DnD and we're gonna start a biiig campaign together, something I've always wanted to do
I'm quite happy. If you don't have any friends or anyone close anons. I know your pain, I've felt it lots, ups, downs. But trust me! You'll find someone alright!?
>>337439664
Can'tFucking Swype
>>337432645
what about your best friend being a girl youre in love with and she doesnt reciprocate either of those feelings
>>337439574
Why is every fucking tumblr girl insane or suicidal
I've never talked to a normal one
>>337432645
>not having an emotional shield that prevents you from accepting people until they've accepted you first
>not mirroring kind people into life-long friendships and marriage and shitty people into thrilling debates
>>337439741
Used to be.
Out of about 15 Steam friends, it's just two people I generally stay up to talk to. I've got this other guy who's been my bro online for 3 years now. Just talking about all sorts of vidya, weebshit, life stuff, etc. Things that I can't do with my local friends.
>>337435305
Are you a girl?
>>337439935
>tfw literally only good at fleshing out settings and nothing else
I really want to do a pen and paper rpg with my friends but think I'd make a shitty GM.
But hey, they'd be doing poorly led, boring scenes in vividly described locales.
>>337439963
what is "my high school experience" for $2000, alex?
>>337439867
true. the incest play isn't exactly a bad part, tbqh. it can be pretty hot stuff. a dominant women who would like to do that kinda stuff is ideal for me.
>>337439935
nice, anon. that's a good relationship dynamic to have. i've had that a few times and it was a lot of fun. that's how one of my online relationships was before it went to shit because we were both emotionally unstable idiots.
>>337439982
because tumblr is both a place for those people to hang out and its a place where being insane is accepted and encouraged because everyone else is
at least half of the girls there are honestly just pretending to seem special
>only friend is a sadistic cunt who scares the shit out of me and has the problem-solving skills of an inanimate object
>but I stick around anyways because they're all I have
I sent dick pics and got money for it??
>>337439935
but i dont want to be a faggot to find someone
i already know how easily i could do that
>>337439963
>tfw she did but it didn't turn out well
>>337440101
Ah thats a shame. I'm very good at fleshing out scenes and generally everything else. I'm generally praised by the people I play with, my advice? Just do it, try the best you can, and get a lot of constructive criticism
>>337440115
Whoo boy. Yeah, me and him are a tad emotional. But, I've had a lot of failed, and good friendships. I've kind of learned what to do by now. So I'm really hoping that it stays that way.
Also. Whats the best system for DnD? I'm gonna use pathfinder andBe a skeleton Gunslinger.
>>337439664
>but i semi-regularly get in moods where i just wanna have someone hold me and let me cry into their arms and hear that they love me
That's literally the best part about having a really strong relationship. And I don't know how but there's plenty of women who'd be willing to date some faggy emotional guy as long as that's not all there is to you.
Now I don't want to sound like I'm trying to "sell" you on online dating, I don't want to presume it would work out for everyone in the world, but my bf never had any success with it either before I found him, literally snatched him out of a shitty relationship and it all worked out. So maybe it could work out better for you if you took a more mature approach maybe?.
>10 years ago
>Click with someone in Ragnarok Online
>Met each other's friends and fund a guild
>3-4 years later met each other IRL
>Have a blast with him and his buddies
>Talk -almost- on daily basis for years
>He even called me on skype because he was crying because some fucked up shit happened in his life
>2 years ago
>We started <MMO>
>We split like we usually do
>He no longer talks to me at all
>He tells me he started to ERP and got a partner
>recently
>He refuses to quit <MMO>
>We say a word to each other every 1-2 months
>Rarely login on <MMO> and his guildmates tell me he only got time for his boyfriend
>He tries his best to not break up
>>337439937
did you misquote?
Snow you fucked up, didnt you
>>337432645
>Have two best friends, and they're best friends; been a trio of best friends for years
>Now I'm slowly being phased out of their lives because I'm a neet and I've put off getting my shit together for so long
>>337436170
the one time this happened it was my first and only gf and she was nice and I was retarded and lost it and now a year and a bunch later I can't figure out where to go from here
>>337440327
w-what
tomorrow fbi arrests you and quotes some retarded thing you said in this thread to your mother, how do you react?
I just wish steam worked on my phone which is the only thing some of my friends have to talk with. If they added me on Skype, I'd chat their heads off.
>>337440205
Huh? HUH?
>>337440263
No, mistyped.
>>337440429
Fucking scared, I would cry, and probably look for a blanket or pillow,because she died 7 years ago.
>>337440232
Pathfinder is fun, I was a frog mobster in one. Pic related.
I've been playing systems that aren't D&D lately though, mostly the Warhammer 40k RPGs, but I've been wanting to try Shadowrun and Call of Cthulhu sometime.
>>337440376
>tfw you don't have time for anyone you know online because they're neets and you're not
>you also hate them for their shitty leech lifestyle
>>337440480
why skype though, and if they're your real friends why not on your phone?
skype always gives off a creepy vibe
>>337440513
How does a 20-something lose a mother that young?
>>337440572
what games do you play?
>>337440205
How can I get in on this getting paid for dick pics game?
I got a big dick, I'd love to be a professional manwhore.
>have multiple female game friends
>they're all lesbians or bi
>only male in the group, also the youngest
>older ones buy me things ranging from gift cards to systems
>got a Wii U and now shooting for a Vita
Thank you, group of gay internet moms.
>>337440523
Aw man. That sounds really cool. Got any tips for anything? Any classes you think would be really cool for a skeleton or something? I think a chattering gunslinger would be so sick, using something like dead eye to aim better. Oh. Yeah. I also know near to nothing about how DnD works. Sooo. That's gonna be fun..
>>337440258
that's definitely not all there is to me. it might seem that way from this thread, but that's just because it's easy to focus and post about only that. i'm an interesting person behind all of the depression that comes from posting about sad stuff.
maybe it could work out for me, but i think i'd rather find someone irl and near me. being able to physically see someone and meet up with them is better with my social anxiety. i didn't talk to my bfs on skype at all because i would get too nervous.
you're definitely right about taking a more mature approach. i accept and admit that trying to meet people from /cuteboys/ was an awful idea and i won't be doing that in the future.
>>337440429
my mom would probably just worry for me even more than she already does, considering i'm alone in my room 90% of my free time at university.
Thread reminds me of this. Shit is depressing.
>>337440578
Skype is easier for my friends since most of them don't have unlimited texting. I don't have many friends on Skype but the ones I do have, I talk to everyday.
>>337440709
D-damn..
>tfw in a perpetual cycle of making great online friends and then cutting them all off at once because depression
I wish I could stop doing this. I freak out when people get too close.
>>337440714
well what the heck dude, you cant complain if you havent even played games
>>337440770
any way to contact you?
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=axrfQ2Zrsc8
I got severe burns from being tied up in a burning building by gang members. I'm afraid of going outside because of people staring at me and making fun of me. And I'm afraid of being outside at night sincer I don't feel safe. I keep thinking someone will grab me and beat me and it'll happen again. I stopped having contact with my friends because I didn't want to bother them with my problems. And I could never hang out with them again since it would be uncomfortable to be near me and we can't go out in public. I'm afraid to make new friends since in feel terrible for what I did to my old ones.
I also used to be gay but now I'm just sort of non sexual. I jerk off but I don't think about ever finding someone to have sex or get a relationship. Since no one would want to.
Sorry.
>>337440770
do you get lewd with people?
>>337439830
So you were most happy when you were a girl?
>>337440864
Steam or Skype
>>337440709
>>337440589
She was CSO at some company. Many wanted to kill her for decades and shit happened.Receiving a phone call from her boss telling me she was not coming back was the first time I shed a tear.
>>337440632
Start with gay threads on here and /boypussy/ then make a
Tumblr
>>337440876
nice shitty anime plot
>>337440920
Somewhat. It's mostly just with jokes and puns.
>>337440876
if serious then I feel for ya
>>337441013
Chief security officer*, dealing with security vans, transporting valuables, etc.
I still have a packed friendslist from when I used to play TF2. I have 1900 hours in TF2 but I haven't touched it this year.
Sometimes I'll chat with people while I play, recently I've been talking to a dude who is playing Stellaris while I've been playing Stellaris. It's been quite enjoyable.
I don't really go out of my way to have internet friends and when I used to have a lot of internet friends when I was younger was a darker place in my life.
I think internet friendships are ultimately unfulfilling and are important to people with a void in their life.
If you are dependent on unhealthy relationships maybe it's time to get a hobby? My main hobby right now outside of vidya is cycling and I go on group rides on the weekend.
>>337441080
aw, that's no fun though, what would change your mind?
What did they mean by this
>add guy from /v/
>they treat you as their personal emotional baggage carrier
>>337440949
My Skype is koro_taro. Put egypt as country so I'm easier to find
>>337436378
>Have maybe two IRL friends that I still hang out witheven though I haven't seen them in months now because they go to college and one of them is starting to phase me out
>Have one Steam friend that I semi-often talk with when they aren't gaming
>All other friends are anons that I ERP with, usually lewd talk with or have a session going on most days now
I've lost control of my life.
>>337441161
>>337440480
Yeh a bunch of traps I make fun of and play vidya with in a group started ERPing with me. I figured why not and eventually it was discovered I'm the only Top I guess? Then they wanted to see !y dick since it was only fair after they sent me pics of themselves. I said 20 bucks. They paid. Then they wanted more? Now I get lighting set up and do various poses and outifts with my dick. I think this is a harem?
>>337441174
>add guy from /v/
>he deletes me as soon as he realizes I play games with other people
>>337439664
>>337440258
I know that feeling.
I thought I had found a nice girl, well other than being emotionally and occasionally physically abusive to me she was nice.
Being a submissive guy is suffering. I just want a nice girl to hold me in her strong arms when I'm feeling down and tell me everything is going to be alright. And maybe pin me to the bed and grope me and feel me up if she's feeling kinky.
I still feel like a complete moron for letting myself sit there and take her abuse until she decided she was bored of it and broke up with me. I was never really comfortable leaving my house, just growing up with an agoraphobic mother and a father who would be out working for several days at a time so he would just stay home when off work, going out and doing shit wasn't something that was natural for me, but she helped me get over that, and took me to go places, and in the end I even started trying to take her places, though it didn't ever work out that well except for when I took her to the art museum because I don't know about interesting things to do in town.
After she dumped me I kind of just stayed in my house for like two or three months, only leaving when I needed to go shopping or see my therapist. It wasn't a good time.
She also complained that I never bought her anything when she knew I was poor as shit and refused to let me pay for her meals whenever we went out to eat together. Like bitch, this is the one thing I can afford you besides those shitty little knick knacks you like, let me pay for your food.
>>337440673
>i accept and admit that trying to meet people from /cuteboys/
See this is validating because I was sort of talking down to you with the assumption that this was exactly the case.
And I'm sure you're just the most special snowflake in the world outside of this thread. I was more implying that you have to be able to "present" yourself as more than your whiny emotional parts.
>i didn't talk to my bfs on skype at all because i would get too nervous.
I honestly had no idea people could possibly be "too anxious to talk" online of all places, espcially when just IMing, until I came to one of these exact threads. That shit blows my fucking mind. No offense.
is everyone on vee gay
>>337441174
>expecting /v/ to do something fun and/or not autistic
>>337441235
pls
>>337425076
>Have friend who plays all kinds of video games
>me being hyped for overwatch
>he is not
>another friend
>played online games together over the past 10 years
>play overwatch beta together
>pretty fun
>is says he will not buy overwatch
>>337441080
>ImplyingHey trashlady.
>>337441293
No I'm just a submissive guy who likes athletic tomboys with hairy armpits.
So about as close to gay as you can get while still being fully straight.
>>337441345
More like Overpriced amirite?
I'd get it if it was $25 or less.
