Anon, do you consider yourself "happy"?
>>337134057
Nope
>>337134057
no , fuck you
>>337134057
Is that a screenshot of Uncharted 4?
>>337134165
top kek
Yeah
Sometimes.
>>337134057
Not for a long time.
Things'll get better though, one way or another.
"jacking off into cupboards" is probably my big fetish. if I'm staying at a hotel the first thing I do is open up the closet and jack off in therre. I mean sometimes I will literally shut myself inside the closet and jack off in the darkness. ipat my old place of work i used to jack off in the cleaners cupboard all the time. The cupboard where the cleaners keep there cleaning equipment. i would just open the door and spunk into the cupboard onto the equipment. it always smelled of piss in there anyway because they didnt rinse their mop aftter cleaning the toilets. i just love jacking off into cupboards I don't know why I like it so much. i guess its the disposable nature of it and it almost like a "wild west" thing
Yes. I look like my mom.
Oh, god no.
I'm doing ok doc. the meds are working. I mean sure, there's still a long way to go but at least I feel like we're going the right direction
>GTA V is almost 3 years old now
>I will never be this hyped for a game ever again
>>337134057
Eh not really its getting better thoo
Still not completely sure what I want to do with my life got a good support system I need to rely on more
Talking to some girl I have no idea where's its going but ehh
More concerned about paying bills than ever
All in all 6/10 on a good day
I have a lot going on right now and i'm not that happy but things might get better this month, i still have a lot to do and not enough peace to do them, living with my family is kinda of a mess.
I miss my times alone in Japan.
>>337134165
i laughed to hard
>>337135883
>MGSV is 8 months old
No
My social life is pretty good but I have no other hobbies than video games
There's not a single activity that interests me more than vidya, of course if we don't count shitposting on /v/
>>337134057
Not the bees!
>>337134057
No, but I'm working on it.
Too tired of sitting on my ass every goddamn day. Finally got one last chance to fix everything and there's no way I'm fucking it up this time.
>>337134057
Sometimes
No. I wake up every morning disappointed that I didn't die in my sleep.
My relationship with my family is not there. My uncle got drunk and beat me up and threatened to kill me. I called the police and had him arrested but I never pressed charges. Now I'm estranged to my family and they're telling me to apologize to him. I told them no I wouldn't and now I'm currently losing contact with them. My best friend got lost to drugs then completely changed, started to treat me like shit. Towards the end he started to make fun of me a lot, calling me petty names and trying to tell me how much I've fucked up in my life and how I'll never be good for anything. Everytime I tried to visit him he'd make an excuse, but then the following day tell me how he went and hung out with his other friends. I realized I was nothing to him anymore and decided to cut contact. Haven't heard a word from him since.
Got a new job and I'm the outcast there. I've tried to be friendly but no one wants to have a prolonged conversation with me. Oh well.
I've been more alone than I ever have, which is depressing considering my family and one friend were all I had. With them gone I don't see a purpose in pursuing my life anymore. I've been through a lot of fucked up shit before so it's only giving me fact that I should just end it.
No I am not happy.
>there are people that DIDN'T shoot him
Look man, he didn't help, and was just another obstacle really
>>337134057
It was cringe inducing when GTA V was trying to be a drama about Michael's shitty family.
>>337134057
No, but I'm working on it
>>337136701
Go get em tiger
>>337134057
What's the fee for happy?
Double?
>>337135194
I'm rooting for you
>>337136903
it's true children do not get irony or sarcasm at all these days, who would've thought
>>337136851
whoanigga.jpg
>>337135883
>I haven't played ANY AAA games since then
>>337136851
Don't give up man keep going. You gotta persevere.
If not to finally find happiness keep going to spite those that'd keep you down.
You got this
>>337136851
nice blog faggot
>>337137057
Thanks anon, hope everything's good for you.
>>337137019
Good luck hope it turns out well
>>337134057
No. I am neither happy nor am I content and I know why. None of it depends on me and the reasons are not mundane either. I am very sick and the longer I live the worse it gets. Soon I will become bedridden and then I'll just crawl somewhere where death will be a certainty and that will be the end of it.
>>337134057
>happy
Nah, not really. Too much shit from my past that's weighing me down in my mind for that to be the case. I have been feeling a little bit better recently, which is something I haven't felt in a long ass time, but as for how long that'll last, I don't know.
Sage for off-topic blogshit thread.
A psychologist would never ask that question. Simply because most people would respond no and then assume they're victims. Being happy isn't important. What's important is being able to bear everyday life without remorse breaking you down. So it's not so much as being happy as it is not being completely miserable that's important.
>>337137223
>I-it was sarcasm!
No, it was just trying to be a serious story, which it failed at because videos games are shit.
>>337134057
this isn't video gamesmy big brother recently diedhe was my best friend and introduced me to video gameshe was the coolest big bro there could beI'm 25
what's with the GTA V threads lately?
are you Rockstar Rusemasters up to something?
>>337136751
sauce pls
Why do we care about Bethesda's environment design when Rockstar's Los Santos is denser, more detailed and more realistic, not to mention includes much more in the way of fine details, than any Bethshit game? You can go into any back yard and see a unique, appealing environment while all of Beth's shit is bland, grey and immensely repetitive.
>>337134165
>>337135883
Apart from GTA 6
I wasn't, but I hit a turning point recently. Turned my grades around. Started getting hobby work done again. Feels great honestly. Year long funks suck.
For those curious I found leaving sticky notes all over the bottom of my monitor helped quite a bit. Constantly being reminded of shit I need to work on kept it on my mind and nothing is more satisfying as finishing them and throwing the little fuckers away.
>>337138121
Sorry to hear that Anon
Never forget that you should also celebrate his life and the times you had together
Cherish those feelings and carry them with you as you go
>>337138203
>what's with the GTA V threads lately?
>people are discussing videogames
Hey gois ITS MARKETING !
>whats with these Overwatch threads lately ?
>FUCKING BLIZZARD SHILLS
>>337135883
>3 years
>still no story dlc
I've been managing my Depression pretty well, stopped taking the pills but started to immerse myself in work more, putting more effort in rather than just showing up every day. Also starting to pay off my bills that I just left lying there for so long. It's rough, every day is some new kind of shit on my mind but at least I'm still here in my own home.VIDEO GAMES
>>337138203
Yes, it is us, your Rockstar overlords up in wee bonnie Scotland
You will keep playing this game
You will liking this franchise
You will keep the hype machine going
You will buy more DLC
>>337138009
If that's the best we can realistically hope, what's the point of going on? I don't see the appeal in putting up with 60 years of drudgery just because I'm mentally capable enough to do so. Simple, baseline survival isn't enough.
>>337137948
Thats great it's always wonderful to let go of the things that have been burdening you
Try not to think back on those weights as much. Let them go. Look forward to new experiences and have fun.
Hope you turn it all the way around
>>337138516
I do, very much so
his large retro video games collection was bequeathed to me
>>337138487
I recently came out of one of those too. Despised playing vidya and stopped sketching.
Got back into the games and slowly finding my way back to the pencil
Hope things stay good on your end
>>337138009
Adding to this anons post, if you haven't talked with your family recently and are still on good terms with them, do it. I always make up little scenarios in my head about how they won't want me around or to see me but I'm always wrong. They're there for you.
>>337138294
you dont get to wear power armor and fling fireball in a gta games
also their waifu games are bottom of the barrel
mods
witcher 3 cant kill them. nothing can. especially britbongs.
>>337139030
>do it.
Why?
>>337138707
>If that's the best we can realistically hope, what's the point of going on?
In the hopes that it gets better. Even if happiness is far from guaranteed, there is a chance that one day some of us might make it and that alone makes it worth carrying on.
>>337134057
Well... I'm about to go on my second date with this girl on Friday, and considering the fact that she has to drive 90 km to get to me, it's not just for shits and giggles. We were talking for 6.5h straight the last time and she's all I can think of at the moment, so yes, I'm happy - I might even leave this shithole forever. Wish me luck!
>>337138487
i feel like if i copied that tactic all i would do is create on large yellow beard that eventually creeps from my monitor all over my keyboard to the point where i just rip it all off
>>337138542
Thats rough having some problems with bills as well but try to ask for some help from family members and friends are at least try to vent your problems to them it helps a lot trust me.
I find that work is also a good distraction and way to relive yourself then again I work manual labor and like sweating
A good support system in life is very important.
Hope you kick that depressions ass back
>>337139331
> I might even leave this shithole forever.
Top fucking kek.Also good luck, Anon.
I started missing my ex again. Its almost been a year since we broke up. Why does it still hurt?
No and I don't know how to be happy. I enjoy things, but I don't know how to feel okay with being alive.
>>337139331
Good luck anon. You got this nigga
There's always room for improvement
but doing that? naw to lazy for that
>>337139331
>I might even leave this shithole
Don't forget anon, you're here forever.Though it might be anon+1 soon enough
>>337134057
>Anon, do you consider yourself
no, not at all
>>337138262
Les Kassos, it's IP Blocked on YouTube at the moment despite having translated subtitles on the main channel
Fuck no
>shit job
>still living at home
>24 year old virgin
>social anxiety just getting worse with age
>all friends have moved on with girlfriends and some even getting married/having kids etc
>video games barely hold my attention anymore
No. I should have gone to med school instead of grad school.
Fuck all of this
>>337134057
No, but i'm not unhappy enough to kill myself.
>>337139350
For me it started with just getting organized with assignments that were starting to pile up by the end of the semester. I kept it pretty broad and each major assignment had it's own one. I used the half sized ones as well so it wouldn't look so cluttered.
I kept everything that was for a single assignment on the same sticky notes, scratching out or adding things until they were finished.
Now that school is out, I've been using them for unity projects I'm working on.
The big thing is to keep it simple. The end goal is to finish them and rip them off as soon as possible so you can add space for more things.
>>337139482
Damn I know that feeling. Girlfrined for a year and a half moved away in highschool and we just lost touched
Regretted that for so long until I met somebody new. Now I just look back and smile at the moments we had. I miss her but I know shes doing fine
Really hope you feel better man that shit can get rough try to meet new people are just chill with some friends and don't wallow in that feeling it pulls you in deep
Good Luck man
>>337139179
Because isolating yourself from the world and only interacting with people through work breaks you down as a Human after a while.
>>337139678
Are you me?
>>337138560
>You will buy more DLC
yeah, if you actually MAKE ONE
>>337134057
Eh, I'm not, but I'm not really unhappy either. Just a weird middle.
>>337139824
>breaks you down as a Human
Sounds great, that's the last thing I want to be. Humanly.
yeah I'm ok
I exited NEETdom recently by going back to college soon and cleaning up my room and such
I'm just worried about the interaction because I'm a a dweeb who's into animu
>>337136851
my family is hillbilly alcoholics and meth junkies and I don't talk to them either.
You're doing the right thing. Cut them off. Who cares if they're family? Toxic is toxic.
>>337134057
Not while I'm on /v/.
>>337139408
Thanks anon. I try not to lean on my family, I mean it was my choice to move out, they'd love to have me back I'm sure. But I'm my own guy, some things I have to do myself. I still live close enough to my family that I can see them for dinner every few weeks and chat about stuff. Once I'm done paying off my debts and such I might try go back to University and actually do something with my life.
>>337139678
Shit man.
You probably heard this advice before but try getting out there some more and don't get discouraged by things going wrong just pick yourself up and try again.
Try to find a new hobby I suck at drawing and probably will never ever get good but I still find satisfaction out of drawing anything no matter how bad or if it's just me copying an simple artist's drawing like courage the cowardly dog
Try to vent your problems more to people and build up a support system.
Hope things get better for you Anon
hentai is the only thing that keeps me alive
been neet for 7 years
i don't remember feeling or being anything anymore
every time i close my eyes all i see is random internet videos and pictures being played back to me like a weird tape recorder
i'm pretty cool aside from that
>>337140301
That's bestialityfags for you
>>337139453
>>337139543
>>337139561
Thanks, guys! Much appreciated.
>>337139030
One thing I'd add to your post is try not to too hard on your parents for not quite understanding all the struggles or accomplishments you may be going through.
I personally come from a very small town country background and my parents don't have a clue about the struggles or accomplishments with programming shit I've worked on. I used to hate them a little for it consequently. The thing is they were always proud of what I had accomplished they just weren't able to express it as it was a completely foreign concept to them. That's what really matters.
>>337139331
I hate you.All the best
>>337134057
Yes
Lyfe is good, yo
>>337139786
Thank man. Three years left a real mark on me
Only thing keeping me happy atm, R.E.M.
>>337140064
Thats great. Don't worry so much about being a dweeb everybody's a dweeb in their own way man.
Hope being more social works out well for you
>>337140432
Yeah, they may not understand your situation, but they still understand you
>>337136751
>Lucina responding to cuteposters.webm
Man being happy is so easy, why can't everyone do it?
I feel like people have all sort of expectations about life, or plain don't understand what they themselves want. Or they're too timid to pursue it.
Good food, good video games, a nice cozy house, no stressful job and a decent,average income to waste occasionally on irrelevant shit is all I need.
>>337140627
aw shucks, thanks you sweet anon
>>337136437
>tfw it still hurts
>>337140809
Money.
>>337136851
Live your own life, be free, don't be sad.
Being happy is a lifestyle. You build around it.
>>337134057
no, but only because I hate my girlfriend and can't find a way to break up with her. other than that my life is 8/10
>>337140809
>Man being happy is so easy, why can't everyone do it?
Because the shit you listed requires time, effort, or both to get. It's much more easily accomplished when you're not in poverty and working your ass off for chump change all the damn time.
>>337140950
Easy to make if you're smart. (Assuming you don't want the president's salary)
But "average salary" should be no problem to get if you at least finished highschool. It'd be worse if you were in some indian/african slum and didn't even know how to read or write.
happy?right now I'm not living I'm just breathing
contracted a fucked up skin disease when i was 18, had to drop out,lived in isolation for almost 6 years and now i have to start from scratch.
also /Video Games/
I don't know if i can be truly happy again. I can't stop thinking about this girl i beta orbitted and how she was my last chance to get a GF before turning thirty and at least kiss a girl once.
I hope i can return to trusting others again.
This thread explains a lot about /v/.
But now I'd like an explanation for why this place attracts miserable cunts like us.
>>337136437
>And yet it won't stop hurting
no
but I have hope for the future
and if it doesn't pan out I can just fold and die
>>337141160
Shit anon that's really rough.
At least you can start again, right?
Try to connect with more people and be more social. Get out there and make up for lost time
Hope your feeling better though. Good luck in your endeavors
>>337141257
Anonymous interaction is low-risk and appealing to loners who tend to embarass themselves.
And vidya is vidya.
>>337141138
You say that, but depending on your region even the United States that can be a bit tough. For instance, there's a lot of moderately successful highschool graduate metal working / oil field jobs that are feeling the hurt real bad in my home town in southern Louisiana. Many of our towns were built around the oil field industry and it's been incredibly rough unless you want to work at at Wendy's or CVS for a while.
>>337141192
What happened? Did she ever find out how you feel about her?
>>337141257
To lick our wounds and scream at each other, get off some steam and talk about stuff you can't with others.
This evolved into the only place i socialize with and talk to people, because i am not afraid of the backlash or any status i might lose. /v/ a shit, and i shitpost a lot too, and get mad, but i still like it. Without it, i am not sure how i would let go off all that thoughts.
>>337139678
Woah. I know that feel. I'm in the exact same boat.
>>337141598
But it's weird how it seems to have worked out that same way for the majority of users here. Have they driven off everyone else? Is that why some people here seem to out of touch with reality? Did this turn into a de facto echo chamber of bitter social retards without people even trying or realising?
>>337141192
Hey anon don't think like that Theres alot of people in the world get out there and meet some more. Being a generally shy person can be a real bitch sometimes but its alkways good to have somebody to help you out with these things.
Trust is something tat takes time to earn and give don't try to rush things because you feel like your running out of it are being impatient take it slow build it up.
I hope things go well for you.
Every time I'm playing a game I just feel like I could be doing something else
Dark souls 3 was a brief respite from that but now I just stay inside and listen to music all day :(
>>337141514
>At least you can start again, right?
everything crumbles around me but i still got a little bit of time left
>>337141521
I'm not US, but I've been in the same job for... five years now in the hospo industry. It's shit, but at least there are opportunities for advancement.Just yesterday two other managers approached my about buying into a franchise. I'm intrigued but cautious.
Yes, mhmm, now for the next question:
Does emotional music have quite an effect on you?
Do you feel sometimes that age is against you?
Honestly no.
I should be happy; I'm probably in a better spot than most. But I work the same damn hours at the same boring job doing the same boring thing talking to different people about the same damn stupid stuff just to get home to do the same damn housework and be too damn tired to do anything.
It's a never ending cycle.
>>337141358
Having hope and a plan is a great way to stay grounded and eventually find happiness.
Don't give up anon. Good luck
>>337134057
Well doc, I got enough pills to kill me, and I spend every waking second thinking about downing them? So, does that make me happy?
>>337134057
I browse this shithole like 8 hours a day what the fuck do you think?
>>337141097
>Because the shit you listed requires time, effort, or both to get.
And you think I was born in my ideal house? Naw my man, nothing worth having comes without effort. I hit 18 years old, looked up some web programming tutorials on the net, learned how to make websites, learned how to host servers, saved pocket-change for 2 years to buy some, set up servers and websites for other people, occasionally translated stuff online into english (it's not my main language), occasionally did work on Amazon Mechanical Turk, managed to save up even more money through all this, opened up a very small hardware and software shop in town, more dough rolled in so I just hired two of my jobless friends to manage it and now I just occasionally sweep in to check up on them.
All in all it took 5-6 years to get here but I'm finally where I wanted to be. I had no help from my parents other than living in their house during this whole time, I bought most of my food myself and paid my share of bills.
I'm not saying do the same as me, you're a different person perhaps other things make you happy, perhaps you have other skills and don't like computer stuff like me, what I'm saying is work smart not hard, and don't expect to build your Rome in a day.
Of course if you're literally starving in the slums and every day is a chance to get killed by local thugs then yeah it's not going to be easy and you'll probably need a lot more time than me. (and luck) But life's like a poker game, ya gotta play with the cards you're handed.
>been trying to get help for almost 2 years now
>still don't feel the least bit mentally stable
>starting college in a few months
not in a very good spot right now
>>337142056
Luckily for many of us that are moderately educated there are opportunities north of us, but it sucks how little there is here. This town never grows and we cycle out corrupt politicians and sherrifs like crazy. It sucks, because years ago this place was supposed to see incredible growth, but that window has long since passed.
>>337141548
She moved to Italy for a year, i confessed, she told me the distance wouldn't do, and then she came back with some italian dude, who she isn't acquainted with anymore.
>>337141942
Thanks anon, i actually got a little teary here.
Memory lane sure is crowded today...
>>337134057
Fuck no. I'm completely incapable of functioning like a normal adult and I'm 21. I have no prospects in life or motivation and the only thing that I strive to better myself at is shooting guns. That's it. I don't have any friends, don't go to school and it's the only thing I hang onto and that being said, I'm not even that good of a shooter despite how often I go.
I recently noticed how I stopped having any interest in videogames and it's only getting worse. I just wish I had an outlet where I could excel in and be able to say "I'm good at this" without having to lie to myself or someone else.
Life is a piece of shit.
You can eat a little everyday, or stop eating for a time and save it for an other day.
>>337141991
Sorry to hear that Anon. I say try to spend the time doing some of the things you always wanted to. Try not to think about it and just live man
>>337142345
Living the dream
>>337139331
Good luck.
I'm married and still posting here. Its and addiction I can't describe and I'm totally aware of it.
>>337142413
My country is so small that you can go anywhere pretty easily for work, but unfortunately it's hard to get jobs, even for people with finished degrees. I'm actually lucky that I have a solid 40 hours a week.
Never felt happier in my life.
Entered college last year and, for the first time in my existence I'm studying about something I give a shit about, to do a job I will enjoy.
I also have tons of free time, a gigantic backlog and recently built a kickass computer.
Then I've got a couple of very close friends and supportive parents. And you guys, of course. I wouldn't want a life without /v/.
>>337142470
No one's good at anything when they first start anon. Take solace in making progress more than actual good work.
Also, you're still young, anon. Most people don't really figure it out until their 30s.
>>337141976
Try to go do some things with friends. A movie, go karting, roller skating anything.
Maybe do some exercising although whenever Im feeling the funk its hard to motivate myself to work out I've found that its a real good way to exercise some demons out your system
Get a new hobby. You like music? try to learn how to make some theres tons of tutorials out there man
Hope you get out of that feeling
Can't say I'm happy. Things are kind of tolerable in general of course but I just got fired(it was a vidya job too)and got all sorts of crap to take of as well so the stress is going nowhere soon.
It'll get better eventually...right?
I wish I had money & friends
Community college fucking sucks
>>337142875
One tip from a fellow college anon, you will likely have at least one semester that will be a crazy struggle. Make sure you don't mentally establish that as a pattern if it winds up in failure. That shit is a dark road that is very hard to get off of.
>>337134057
Fuck happiness. Hate is all I need.
Currently I consider myself pretty fucking hungry.
>>337134057
I just got accepted into PTA school. Can't think of a better reason to be happy!
>>337134057
Yes, but happiness is overrated.
I spent two years doing jackshit because I was content with my life even though I was at rock bottom
>>337142167
Damn anon.
Do you have vacation days or sick days you can use?
Try to take that time to just enjoy living rather than slogging on everyday. See if you can find a new hobby that you enjoy you don't have to be good at it either as long as you enjoy it and can find some time to relax and have fun that's more important
Try to also link up with some friends and just chill out watch some movies or get some drinks or something
Hope you break the cycle or find a new outlook
in my pursuit of happiness i discovered that what helped my development most is learning to look at my own thought objectively, and realizing that "thinking too much" is a very real predicament. I'd advise anyone who's interested in self-development and who hasn't tried it yet to google meditation and practice it daily for a week or two, and see how it goes. focus on how interesting it is that it is so hard to just enjoy the sitting, how your mind is screaming at you to do something "fun" or "productive"
>>337142875
University starts off pretty breezy, but it becomes very very difficult if you don't set yourself up with good habits early on anon.Trust me, I dropped out twice.
>>337142450
>She moved to Italy for a year, i confessed, she told me the distance wouldn't do, and then she came back with some italian dude, who she isn't acquainted with anymore.
That sucks. But it most likely wasn't anyone's fault - if she wasn't into you, she just wasn't into you - there's probably nothing you could've done to change that. And you don't want to be together with someone just for the sake of it, that would be stupid. I wouldn't give up hope, I mean, it's easier said than done, but unless you're just a horrible person, there's a real chance that some girl might take interest in you, and it could happen under the strangest circumstances. You might actually wanna try online dating - but be sure to use a service that costs money and is build around privacy (like having photos pixelated until both parties agree to unlock them) or it'll be a shitfest.
>>337134057
Not really, kind numb and think things aren't so bad. I almost wish i could be unhappy just to have the drive to change things
>>337143365
This is very much the truth and I really need to start meditating as well. Too much noise in the head makes it hard to focus on the important things
>>337136437
FUCK YOU ANON DONT REMIND ME OF THE PAIN INSIDE ME
Considering I haven't had to fight anybody or put myself towards bodily harm. That I spent my day leaking my incessant ramblings onto this memeboard, considering I can within 5 mins have a prepared meal - that I can turn a tap and have fresh water..that I have no worries in life.
That is why I'm not happy. Because I'm so happy.
>>337142387
I know exactly what that's like. When I first headed to college I was already depressed and never told anybody about it faked alot of smiles and I literally hated even trying to tell people how I feel. I always thought I was bothering them or adding on to more stress they had.
But trust me talking to people about it is one of the best things you can do. You don't want to end up in college buried under a pile of work while dealing with negative feelings that leave you out of it. Find some catharsis it won't be all at once and it doesn't have to be every little bit of relief you can get helps and lightens the load.
Good luck in college hope you do well and take care of yourself man
>>337142875
>I wouldn't want a life without /v/.
What is wrong with you
>>337136851
>Got a new job and I'm the outcast there. I've tried to be friendly but no one wants to have a prolonged conversation with me. Oh well.
Yo anon
Whenever you start a new job it always happens. Keep talking to them and treating them nice.
>>337142470
Don't give up. Like >>337142879 said, you're still young and have plenty of chances ahead. Hell, I didn't figure out what I wanted to start striving for until I was about 25 so it's definitely not too late yet. This might sound cliche as cock but given your interest in firearms, have you considered military or some other security related profession? Not saying you should go there, just curious.
>>337134057
>>337136851
Also
Your family didn't bring you here. So legit tell your family to hop off. I have some experience with this.
>>337142992
Shit anon thats rough.
If you feel ready try to get back into the feild if thats what you liked doing.
And for the stress just find an outlet. Having one is one of the most important things in life beside a good support system
Don't rely on thinking things will get back try to make it better.
Hope things go for the better you. Good luck
>>337142470
Same here except for the gun partand i'm 28
>>337139762
>The end goal is to finish them and rip them off as soon as possible so you can add space for more things.
That reminds me of kanban in a way.
>thread that began as an ironic shitpost
>turned into a feels dump for stupid unproductive and wasteful leeching autists who are in that situation due to pure laziness
lol Nice one OP.
It's okay. Had alot of car trouble and got that sorted out. I'm looking to buy a new one soon. Getting married in December to a great woman. But the company I work for my be getting sold and I'm a little bit unsure about my future here. And that's really disappointing because I was gonna go back to school since my fiancée just finished. Now that might not happen if I got to work somewhere with shit hours. Need to upgrade my aging 7950/3570k as well. Other than that everything looks OK.
>>337143825
This place may be terrible most of the time but damn it I've been here since I'm 13 and I have fond memories of discussions here. This place gave me a new outlook on my hobby which, as crazy as it sounds, I am grateful for.
It introduced me to the wonderful world of PC gaming as well.
I can still find enough interesting discussions here every day, so I don't leave.
>>337143041
Shit I know what that was like grew up poor with a big family so things can get especially rough
My father always told me though one thing you will always have is people who know what you're going through and have been through similar situations and can be there to help you.
Try to make some friends at your college, join a club, and just get out there more and make connections
Hope things turn for the better man
>>337143472
I know, but my stupid brain won't shut up about her.
Like if i would've been more persuasive and don't give myself away so easy and all that shit. I could've done more.
yes, i was born free , and i have everything i need. But i contemplate death on a daily basis and it is fucking with my mind + im paranoid as fuck of everybody.....but yes, i am happy
>>337144258
fuck you
>>337144258
That's not all the posters you faggot
>>337144258
>>337136310
FRANKFURT
>>337144340
How can /v/ give you any sort of outlook on gaming besides "everything is shit forever"?
>>337144419
> I could've done more
Yeah, you probably could have, but that shit's in the past now. Whatever you saw in that girl, I guarantee you can find that and more in someone else. You just need to start looking.
>>337144639
See, this is what we like to fool ourselves into beliveing, but the truth is, /v/ really does like video games.
>>337135883
>>GTA V is almost 3 years old now
not for pcfats
>>337144571
If you have the ability to get yourself on your feet, overcome hardships, etc. and you don't do it because excuses XYZ, then you're doing it out of pure laziness.
Get fucked, leech. Lol.
>>337144639
But it's partially true, game quality decreases overall, we pander to the mainstream, and the mainstream doesn't have standards.
>>337144709
Thanks, fampai, i really appreciate that you took your time to reply to the many people in this thread, if you are OP.
Have a great day!
>>337144258
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>>337143946
thread link?
>>337144639
There will be blazes of glorious brilliance every now and then. Might be AAA, might be low-ish budget indie poopoo but there surely will be something to look forward to eventually.
Surely you have a backlog until the time comes too, right?
>>337144320
Hope you find another job that lets you get back into school
Good luck with your life man. Hope things turn out well for you
>>337138009
>A psychologist would never ask that question.
He wasn't even a real psychologist.
>>337143309
Thanks, anon.
I'm saving up vacation time for later this year. I try to chill with friends and drink when I can.
I took a pretty big hit when I got passed up for a promotion a few months ago. I worked my ass off and thought I had a great shot for it. After I didn't get it, I really started to struggle to care about things.
>>337145051
I'm not the OP, but you have a good day as well.
>>337139331
Grab her hand, run, and never come back here again.
>last girlfriend I had dumped me because long distance and college are a rough combination
>next girl I start dating breaks it off because she still has feelings for her ex
>next even remotely worthwhile girl I meet has a boyfriend because all the halfway decent ones do
>starting to believe I might die alone
So... no.
i have literally never felt even temporary happiness
No, I'm not. Stopped even trying. Not even angry or sad anymore, just tired.
>>337134057
Sometimes i dream about having sex with a little girl, and then i wake up and realize it'll never happen.
no...
>>337139331
DO IT YOU FUCKING FAGGOT, I HOPE TO NEVER SEE YOUR SHITPOSTING HERE AGAIN
>>337145491
Jeez anon thats tough. Try not to think like that take a break from relationships and just cool it on your own for a while and when you feel refreshed get back in there champ
Hope you have better luck man.
>>337145491
At least no one will miss you. That something good... right?
>>337134057
Yup :3
>>337139331
GANBARE, ANON!
and don't forget to do NG+ here
With my sister having two kids outside of wedlock with a guy she was dating for 5 years and aren't together but have joint custody of the kids, and being a Roman Catholic, would my parents be able to handle the disappointment of their youngest kid being gay, who happens to be the only one to go to college for an engineering degree? I have my shit together more than my sister, going further than my dropout brother, but I feel like being gay is the last straw for them. Maybe I should never tell them, they're in their early 60s anyway.
>>337146761
Show them mercy.
>>337146761
If you feel you can get away with hiding it from your parents, and can live with never telling them/risking them finding out anyways, then go for it. I'd suggest actually getting your shit in order ASAP, so there's less to be disappointed about on their end, if they really are disappointed in their son being gay for some reason.
About the only reason they would be legit disappointed about is the lack of biological grandchildren on your end, but that's not too huge of an issue.
>>337146761
Nobody has really cared in at least a decade. Gay people blow that shit way out of proportion.
If it's truly a concern though, don't tell them at all. Is it really that important to you that they know you like brown holes instead of pink?
>>337139678
At least you have a job.
I'm living off my parents
>>337147139
at least you're capable of holding a job.
I have shizoaffective
>27
>NEET
>No prospects for the future
>Leeching off parents still
Things could be worse.
>>337146761
Do you plan on getting married with another man? If not, then they most likely don't really need to know.
I've dated women that'd make my parents hang me and then themselves in shame, even went to some orgies and they still think "anon is just a shy guy waiting for the right girl". Some things are best kept to yourself, especially if they're really old.
>>337147135
>Nobody has really cared in at least a decade. Gay people blow that shit way out of proportion.
Fuck off faggot, I don't have white parents. It's only a non-concern for white people.
>>337146994
Maybe I should. I mean, they're basically dealing with my sister's baggage and it's a pretty big financial and emotional stress.
>>337147116
I'm in the process of getting my shit together now but I don't know what else I can do better other than get an engineering job or internship while still in school. I mean I'm almost fully independent.
I figured grandkids would maybe be a concern since my brother doesn't have any and I, well lel. There's no one to carry my dad's last name.
>>337147614
Not any time soon, no. I mean, by association with being gay I'm going to be considered a faggot and a sexual deviant thanks to Catholicism so you're right anon. I should probably keep to it myself.
>>337147431
>35
>NEET
>no prospects for the future
>leeching off the government
T-things can a-always be worse... r-right?
>>337134143
This shouldn't have made me laugh so much.
