I am so sorry for being 5 minutes late
JUST
Break is over. Its all over.
>>322452789
Not for me, champ.
I'm still fucking depressed though.
It's been so goddamn long. I don't think I've seen one of these for close to 4 years.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=UpSHC1dqX1o
Clockwork.
>>322452818
Its all downhill from here
I keep telling myself that once those computer parts come in I'll want to play vidya again
>>322452589
please try posting more attractive women
v is a board with class and we hate trash
>>322452789
I was having so much fun playing vidya at home over break. Tomorrow I have to go back to uni. I'm gonna have to go through missing home again and shit. The cycle repeats itself.
I once told gambler to look up 4chan 4 am threads. I like to think he pops in here and judges all of us harshly.
>>322453429
What games anon
>>322453429
Rayquaza fug
Why does nintendo think anyone likes boom boom?
>>322453889
Nostalgia niggah
>>322453753
Played a shit ton of Splatoon, played some Melee with the old crew, finished Super Mystery Dungeon and Triforce Heroes, and started playing Rocket League.
>>322453429
me too anonfug
>>322452589
I wish I had another week of break
>>322454843
drop outsmoke weed
>TFW I don't go back to school till the 18th
You guys have weird schedules, I'm in Texas and I didn't even get off for winter break until the 18th of December, my break is only halfway over at this point.
Still got a solid two weeks and it feels good
>>322455049
They're high schoolers. Break ends on Monday for high schoolers.
>>322455142
Same for tech school.
Help me /v/. I go back to college for Q2 tommorrow and i cant sleep. Also, I'm at episode 15 of disgaea 5 after 4 days of nonstop playing and i guess i have like 9 more stages left, but the sudden lvl jump from 75 to 90 makes me worried that i wont beat the game before i go back.
Is the cheat shop gonna be able to help in any way that isnt blatantly easy?
Came here just for this thread. I left during the neo incident but now I'm back. Its so good to see this here.
>>322455389
>neo incident
wut?
Now that moot is gone we can beg for dubs back on this board. That way we can kill shit threads again.
>>322455632
It's not like we don't already kill shit threads
>>322455592
A few years ago this board got really bad. There was an influx of halo threads and praise for shit we've always hated.
It was neo /v/, an flood of young console kiddies and you're probably one of them.
>>322455142
Same for many quarter based colleges
>>322455701
Dubs were a staple here before faggot moot.
Don't give me shit about disrupting discussion because we all know there's not much discussion here.
Dubs left and the board got worse.~
>>322452843
Been a while since someone actually linked the song.
Thanks anon. Have some animu tunes.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=8i93vXUKqnI
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=zYwDkWoUu8w
Ping-Pong was so fuckin good.
>Tfw this week barely worked but all I did was shitpost on /v/ and fap alot.
>Next week closing all but two days.Fug.
>>322455820
I didn't know we referred to that as "the neo incident". When did we start saying that?
Cutie eyeing me in English Lit Seminar, going to try to make a move this semester. I really want to at least go on one date before I graduate.
>>322455820
It has never recovered.
Changes have just shifted with the age demographic. All we can do is show newfags the light with gud vidya.
>>322455943
You don't have to fucking lecture me about dubs here. All I'm saying is that we still call singles, and shitpost and dump porn to kill threads.
Just ruined my life by getting caught driving high. Suicide has never seemed like a better option.
reminder that i may get banned for drakeposting
>>322456092
>we
anon pls
>>322456212
Aww shit nigga. DUI? Or is there a weed equivalent
I just feel physically uncomfortable. I hate this.
>>322456119
That's why I'm back, to post good vidya
Let me know when they make some, unfilled then I'll be insulting what exists.
Glad to be back.
>>322456316
Basically DUI. All the money saved up to go see my Chinese gf is gone and I probably won't ever be able to get a visa anyway if it's a conviction. I'd kill myself but my mother has cancer and I don't really want to make things worse for my family at the moment.
>>322452589
i fucking hate artists
i hate artists with every ounce of my being
>>322456316
it's still a DUI, whether you're drinking, smoking, or whacked out on LSD
>>322456116
Go for it. Tell me what happens.
i want to eat farts
Playing favorites again?
>>322456492
you're thinking of suicide because of a DUI? nice petty problems man. it gets better, you're in a bad place. just ride it out. been there many times.
>>322456309You get the idea. Whatever, I guess. It's not important.
I had a dream ISIS killed my parents.
It sounds stupid but that shit was terrifying in the dream.
>>322456492
DUIs aren't that bad. I got one in september. Just had to pay, spend a weekend in jail, and moved on with my life. Cheer up little nigga you'll be okjail fucking sucks holy shit never go there
WHO UP DOE?
JUST CLIKK DAT LIYK REEL QUICK IF U UP
If I can't get on disability the only other solution is suicide
>>322456467
They're remaking SS.
Project Setsuna for the PS4.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=b7yG0BhNwc8
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=3dhPavSo7v4
Also that Escape from Tarkov looks pretty cool.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=a70_QmnjhCU
The new XCOM2 and Deus Ex also got me cautiously optimistic.
>>322456820
Oh and also I had to take a drug/alcohol class. Also my insurance rates skyrocketed. Also my parents hated me and everything was awful.
But things go back to normal. Oh also all of your friends know about it because their parents read it in the papers. They won't bring it up, but you'll be able to tell which ones know or not by how they act.
>>322456948
it's so fucking hard man, i take meds and showed them, i still got denied
but i'm not white so you might be luckier
>>322457076
It's not even some shit like "Depression"
It's a legitimate physical impairment I can't control and I didn't cause
>>322456948
>>322457076
>>322457165
http://pastebin.com/6u5nwBhK
what are the best sleeping pills?
>see thread
>no way it's 4, it has to be 2 at the latest
>it's actually fucking 5
>>322457228
>http://pastebin.com/6u5nwBhK
ambien. Or regular old melatonin. You get crazy dreams on melatonin, too.
>>322457213
I don't need to modify my behavior. My fucking foot and leg are fucked up. Thanks cancer!
>>322457016
Well into the parents hating me phase, I have to do most of that stuff as well as losing my licence for a year, which means losing my job too. It's all fucked.
I hope I would recover enough during the break to actually feel okay after it but I still feel empty and I hope I can at least pass one course
>>322457213
I already read that Uncle Rufus pasta shit, I'm actually mentally disabled you dumb fuck
>don't feel like sleeping
>can't be bothered to go to the store
>eating shitty food, only one meal a day
>ignoring all responsibilities
>frequently wonder why I haven't killed myself yet
Fuck doing things, I don't want to do anything ever again
>>322457289
>You get crazy dreams on melatonin, too.
i need this.
>>322452589
your timing is just like my life graduated can't get a job and falling into depression i don't even know what to do anymore
Man I really don't want to do this
what do you even do in life?
because I can't believe you're having fun
>>322457289
>>322457429
You don't. You just feel like vomiting when you wake up. You want crazy dreams take laughing gas
i saw her the other day but she payed me barely any attention
>>322457459
The fun doesn't begin unless you are lucky enough to reach 60 and have a lot saved up then your days are spent sitting around in regret when nobody wants you around anymore. Anyone who says the middle years are great is full of shit doing the same bullcrap 9 to 5 assuming no overtime just to survive.
>>322452589
420 here. i just smoked. gonna try and finish axiom verge tonight. my buddy got it for me for xmas and i'm playing it on hard.
pic related. it's my weed pipe.
>>322457320
Just try to get rides to work bro. It's going to be hard for a little while but you'll get through it.
>>322457494
I get super crazy dreams, and I never get sick from them.
Still on break, it's 11 AM here, though.
Was a good sleep, too.
>>322457596
>Tfw only 3:20AM here.
>Do I wait for 4:20 or just go to bed.
>>322456906
underrated post.
>>322457729
learn to lucid dream so you can get blunted in your dreams. Just don't let this happen.
https://youtu.be/l_HWLslfmJI
>>322458018
is this where the "Can't Wake Up" meme came from?
>>322458018
how does one lucid dream?
>>322458207
just make a journal and write what you remember down
even just "a cat" will do,you'll eventually remember more and more
>just found out I failed both classes I was taking last semester
>also found out I get to keep my seasonal job
I don’t know whether to be happy or depressed.
>>322458207
watch this movie.
>>322458237
c-can you help me out?
>>322458285
>>322458370
cat mind
>>322457514
she gets infinitely worse if you actually get to know her
>>322458409
just google it fagit
>>322458370
Were the classes really hard? Or was work getting too hectic to keep those grades up?
>>322458485
>>322458370
Welcome to slave wagedom. It could be worse...
caramel frappe mocha from mcdonalds
>>322458409
are you fucking serious?
>>322455049
I'm in Texas too, my classes ended the 11th and don't start again until the 20th. No idea why our break was so long but I'm not complaining
You think you guys have it bad? I'm at work, it's 10:37am, I got here at 6am, and I don't leave until 6pm. I have to cram in vidya time somehow before repeating this process for the next five days. I wish I could still stay up until 4am, doing nothing and wallowing. Anything is better than this mindless monotony of clockwork scheduling. I am a robot.
>>322458637
red bull
God why did I have to be born? I'm only ever above average at anything. I will never be able to do great work, I will never contribute significantly to mathematics or science, I will never even be great at games. I'm such an idiot, I can't even socialize properly. I'm always making mistakes, especially when in social situations. I have no friends, I had to cut contact with the only person I could call an actual friend. My genes are shit, and my parents were absolute idiots in raising me. I pretty much was just thrown at public school, and didn't really have parenting otherwise. I'd literally skip ~3 days a week in a school post-elementary school. It just makes me imagine doing their job myself, using in-vitro fertilization for good genes, and properly raising/educating the kid so that he has the ability to do great things with relative ease. Bringing a person into this world without making sure it will be pleasant for him, and be able to do the things that he may want to do without being hindered by genetics/bad parenting, is the biggest display of selfishness that's socially exceptable. I always feel tired and like shit, my sleep schedule is eternally fucked. I barely enjoy anything, I don't even enjoy masturbation. I hate humans on a fundamental level, and this causes me to hate myself, and to get angry at people behaving like humans regularly. I'm at the point where I get joy out of terror attacks, especially the reactions to them. I've had suicidal thoughts since elementary school, but I can never get to the point where I'm adamant on doing it, as I've always had a sliver of hope.
/blog
>>322458409
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=3YxaaGgTQYM
In 20 years when you are an old fart, remember this moment. Forgive their ignorance.
>>322458370
welcome to life if you don't get support from the university or parents and you have a job it gets hard as fuck i had the same problems but i still managed to graduate it just took me 7 years for a bachelors
>>322458681
there is always someone who has it worse.
should've killed yourself 3 years ago mate
>>322454919
DUDE
>>322458705
>blaming your shitty life on genetics
Stop that. Go to /fit/ and stop being a baby you God damn BAYBEE
>>322458518
i think i love her
>>322458853
Why 3 years?
>>322458792
Grats dude. I'm proud of you.
>>322458761
thank you!
goodnight ill see you guys tomorrow
zippity zop
>>322458792
I'm proud of you man, it doesn't matter how long it takes, just glad you made it.
>>322458891
I can gurantee you don't. But don't let me stop you. It's a lesson that you can only learn for yourself. Do us both a favor though and get it over with; make your move NOW so the chips can fall where they may.
>Going back to work tomorrow
I dont want to. I want to stay inside and play vidya forever. Help me /v/
>>322456991
HR probably fucked any chance of a good DX and I'm watching SS like a hawk.
There are talks of a SS 3 too.
>>322458943
that's when you fucked up your last chance on a decent life
I just remembered my birthday is on the 5th.
>>322456510
A single artist isn't that bad, anonbut when they get together in groups and start circlejerking, that's where it gets really bad. Lost a good artist friend cuz she found a bunch of other artists in a group and decided that they were better company than me
>>322458873
Not him but, I have a genetic condition that causes me to grow excessive scar tissue. I literally can not bench press because the lumps of scar tissues on my back hurt after a certain amount of added weight. So I can and will blame my shitty life on genetics.
>>322459502
take a pic pls
>>322459531
No, they make me really self-conscious and are the source of my garbage self-confidence. Look up keloid scars if you really want to see what they look like
>>322458873
I'd expect a response like this on facebook. Firstly, I blamed genetics and bad up bringing. Secondly, genetics does most definitely limit what I'd like to do, which as I said is to contribute significantly to science and/or mathematics. That you'd recommend getting fit is silly, and is basically just random advice. You might as well have given random advice such as "Use conditioner before shampoo if you have long hair". I get plenty of exercise, and am already attractive anyways, so there would be no benefit to it.
>>322456510
Why?
![keloid-picture-face[1].jpg](https://i.imgur.com/yM0kPqA.jpg "keloid-picture-face[1].jpg")
>>322459805
is this you
>>322459986
I only get the on my chest and back and they're more like random small circles than a huge mass
>>322460074
why don't you just get them all pierced and call it performance art
>>322460137
Because I'm not a faggot
>>322460179
Here's some encouragement.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=qqmNaOn56mc
im a senior in highschool and i might not graduate and my grades are all bad and im a burden to my single parent and i have no talents and im not good at anything when all my friends all are and have happy lives and im poor and lazy
>>322462895
>problems during highschool
damn, you are fucked kid. What subjects you fuck up[
>>322463075
im managing in everything but math, although just barely. if i fail a single class i wont have enough credits to graduate because im a stupid fucking idiot who can literally only see the end of week
am i really fucked
>tfw want to go home when I'm at work.
>tfw want to go to work when I'm at home.
>Want to play vidya and chill, watch youtube and try to do stuff with the few friends I've made ever since I left my shell and became sociable.
>None of them ever want to do anything when I'm free, I find very little entertaining on youtube now days, all vidya has lost its taste to me, and I know I'll be surrounded by friends if I'm at work.
This is my life now.
>>322463292
>>am i really fucked
yeah
>>322455983
nigga, i linked the song in the previous thread
>>322463706
what can i do
just woke up a bit ago, its 1pm. Last day off before going to work tomorrow.
Started drinking immediately. I'm going to get shitfaced and play video games all day long.
fuck adulthood
>>322463958
Study hard for math, but we both know you wont do enough and either get fucked or barely get by.get used to it. Constantly being disappointed in yourself will only hurt more in the long run
>>322464128
if i manage to get by, but even just barely, cant i go to a 2 year college and transfer out or something?
actually what's the point even, aside from proving myself to my mom and making her happy and being able to spoil the shit out of her in 10 years. how are all of these people happy working day in and day out just so they wont starve
where is the fun?? how do people not exactly looking forward to the afterlife enjoy what's here now??
im just a fucking kid and everything already seems so futile dude. im so jealous of all these people that are rich and famous and well-off and have their dream jobs and cool hobbies and can draw and sing and dance and act. i feel like this shouldnt kick in until im at least like 20. i dont want to be this, i just want to show my mom she didnt waste her time taking care of me
>>322457596
god speed
>>322458873
>>322458705
>get a degenerative disease most people don't get till 30+ at 16
>arms barely work due to joint damage and atrophy
>can't have kids since they'll likely get it too
>probably die of liver failure due to heavy medication anyway
Yeah, you tell me I can't blame this on shitty genes.
Should I take japanese /v/? I want to do a subject that's not IT but I'm a little worried about the work load when another one of my subjects requires me tomake an entire game in 12 weeks
>>322457591
I doubt the people that say that are working 9 - 5 jobs and/or making anything less than high-middle class salaries. They're the ones that are actually living and they had it all from the start.
>>322466674
japanese is fun but your fellow students probably not.
>>322467847
Most of my IT classmates are weebs in the anime club, I should be able to handle it
I hope
>>322468450
Well then it depends on how well you do with learning vocabulary.
>>322452589
Beat the newest Assassin's Creed and its Jack The Ripper DLC.
Not bad 8/10; would pirate again.
The modern day Russian chick and Berg are bretty cool.
I hope Becca dies; Shaun needs to stop being a pussy and kill moar.
>>322468579
That's the thing, I've never really done it before which is what's making me unsure. The only other times I've done language subjects is when it was enforced in primary and high school and was things like french and indonesian which I had zero motivation for
But I have a HD average after two years of university so I feel like it's within reason that if I put in effort it would be doable
>>322468909
Well I cant sense from here if you are good at learning vocabulary. I personally found that with genetickanji you can learn it quickly since the way the kanji are built up there is natural. Only reason I cant read huge amounts of text is because I find that with selfstudy you dont have any pressure to reach a milestone. You can try to study yourself and see how well you are holding on in 1 month. Then decide. Unless you have to take the course now. Then it depends on how bad the dropout consequences are
>>322469295
I've got 2 weeks until subjects are meant to be locked in for next semester, and then about 4 months until the census date (up until that point you can withdraw from a subject and not be charged) which is two weeks after semester starts
