How's it going /v/?
>>320477472
You fucked up OP
>1 second off
I'm doing alright, playing some comfy platformers on steam while I wait for the upcoming sale. I'm really excited for Christmas 2bh, can't wait for more games to add to my neverending backlog.
>>320477528
ayy
working on my game, but then agdg started talking about suicide and it made me think of an anon we lost
>>320477472
Taking it easy before the real Christmas season bullshit kicks off and I'm either dragged into things or excluded.
I apologize in advance for inadvertent shilling but is /v/ doing anything? Is there some kind of stream or something? I could use a distraction.
>>320477528
>>320477548
>>320477615
>1 second off
but he's an hour off you fucking retards
>>320477730
The hell are you talking about?
>>320477730
He's 5 hours off, because it's 9am where I am. But since I'm not retarded, I can tell that it's 4am where he is.
>>320477730
EST is used because 4chan is based in new york retard
>>320477820
>>320477806
>>320477796
>not living in the Midwest
How's it feel being inferior you faggots?
>>320477892
Good joke
>>320477892
>living in the Midworst
>>320477947
You mean Midbest
>>320477892
>living in Midwest
>being inferior
Come at me in the East coast, fucker.
What's a good way to make $2000 in 10 days?
i did acid a few hours ago and just had the best jerk off ina while. trying to find a good ost to listen to. any suggestions?
>>320478271
Suck a hundred dicks at $20 a pop. That's only 10 dicks a day.
>>320477892
>Living in the abyss between best coast and east coast
I don't give a shit if it's dirt cheap to live there. So is fucking mexico and that place is shitmostly
>>320478428
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=l5G-1AYWK80
This might take you where you need to go
>>320478271
stand outside home depot with the illegals and hope you get work for 10 days straight.
Currently studying for my final in 6 hours. Then I can finally go home and see my mom and my puppers. Wish me luck.
Playing through Return to Castle Wolfenstein lately. Once I beat that I'm playing through REmake for the first time.
>mfw home for three weeks starting tomorrow
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=lsoLYWTzqSY
>>320478430
>>320478640
Do you think it's wrong to kill yourself in a hotel? Is it rude to the cleaning staff?
>>320478947
Why did you book a hotel if you couldn't pay for it?
Replaying Warband
>>320478992
It doesn't matter if he isn't going to be around to not be able to pay
>>320478947
Its wrong in that its a waste, if /v/ kills themselves it should do something to better the vidya industry
Cleared out the people i dont talk to anymore, just getting over some recent foolishness was proved to be very insightful
Gonna focus on self improvement for the most part, maybe play a game or two. Gonna see Meme Wars with the bro so that should be fun, yes already spoiled
>>320478947
People want to be isolated when they end their lives; we're a lot like animals in that way. They want to be far enough away from their friends and loved ones so they won't be stopped, but at the same time they don't want to be so isolated their bodies are never discovered which would be a huge burden on the family and so on. Not to mention putting your family through finding your corpse is a very rough thing.
Suicides in hotels and motels is fairly common for reasons like I mentioned and a lot more.
>>320478992
I can afford one night, I think.
>>320478947
>Is it rude to the cleaning staff?
Yes, and traumatizing for whoever has to work there.
More importantly always leave all your valuables in a secret spot and post a riddle for me to find them.
>>320477472
My wife just took my xbone remote so her son can play halo 5 split screen at his dads house. Im pissed because it always comes back greasy ans sticky. Whats the matter with women these days? Ahe doesn't even ask.
>>320479108
Its also nice to have a nice clean/tidy room. To show yourself a little kindness in the end.
Having mix feelings about a qt I'm crushing on hardcore.
Other than that life's fucking great.
>literally walking out the door to do exams I haven't studied for
w.. wish me luck guys
I just got my bachelor's degree, and I'm planning to spend a few months in Switzerland/
>>320477472
Pretty shit.
Although went to the doctors and got prescribed beta-blockers to stop my heart racing so much and the palpitations and anxiety and they seem to be doing their job so far.
Got a blood test tomorrow to see what the cause of the exhaustion is, the tests will probably come back fine though and it'll be 'all in my head'.
>>320479221
Halo 5 doesn't even have spilt screen
>>320479430
Congrats my nigga
I'm currently angry, and enjoying that anger.
So I'm feeling pretty good right now.
>>320479221
>his dads house
>>320477472
Going to Tallinn, it's a 2-days boat cruise there and back. Just gonna do some christmas shopping with my younger sisters.
>this is the first time my sleep schedule has been fucked in months
oh fug
Pretty shit. Moved from CA to CO with the family. Have no fucking friends out here, I feel uncomfortable with my parents. All I do is go to work, eat fast food, jerk off and watch Netflix.
This morning I woke up and realized I have no reason to go on other than to just keep going forward. Eventually I'm not going to want to go on. It's been 3 months. If I make it a year I'll be surprised.
>>320479634
>tfw fucking up my sleep schedule purposely so I can play SFV beta all night when it comes out
>>320479695
No hobbies?
>>320479695
>>320479695
Where in CO anon?
>>320479695
Anon, pot is legal in CO
And VR is almost here
Just keep going, the future is so close
Oh and I'm still a neet, but mom is pushing for me to leave the house
I dunno man the real world looks like its pretty fucked up these days, what should I do
I'm doing alright. My younger brother, though, is a different story.
He's currently living with my grandparents while he's doing online courses for college. He's aiming to go up to the main campus in January for his final semester.
Problem is, he's had a bad drug problem for over a year now. He was even in jail for three months earlier this year for weed possession. After that, he was in rehab for a month after he passed out in a parking lot in a car with some of his friends after taking synthetic weed.
And just last week, he apparently did some meth, and now he thinks me or my parents are spying on him. He even tore apart his car because he thought we put a GPS in the engine.
I don't know what to do, or how to deal with him. I don't even know if he's coming back home for Christmas.
>>320479901
That picture is going to sum up my entire life after q1 of next year
>>320479720
Aside from Vidya, no. And even Vidya hardly lasts me. I'm starting to realize that it's pretty shit. Back home it'd be just kicking it, drinking beer at breweries, going to grub, just hanging out. Now one of my old friends is pushing me to draw, she really wants me to get into something so I can be occupied instead of wasting my day
Ok, bout to go to bed, and I'm going to Star Wars on Friday.
>inb4 spoilers
I've already seen them.
>>320479869
Colorado Springs. Feels like such a huge change from being in the Los Angeles area.
>going through a divorce with wife
>started dating my first qtchubbyasian gf
>living in friends basement
>saving up to buy a house after divorce is settled
Life has its ups and downs I guess.
>>320479970
Be glad you have someone who cares that much. Alot of us deteriorated to some aeriously low levels then had to climb back on our own.
Youd be a real fucking idiot to just waste away for no reason
It's almost 5am and here I am, awake, browsing /v/ and watching videos of cute Japanese girls dancing.
I don't know anymore.
>>320479901
>Anon, pot is legal in CO
>>320479928
>in jail for three months earlier this year for weed possession
this country.
Just finished my finals. One more semester to go and I'llhopefullyget my bachelor's degree.
I was hoping if someone could recommend a comfy game I could play throughout Christmas break?
I wish this year was over already. That new GITS shooter is pretty fun though.Fucked up my quarter with a mediocre as fuck GPA, love classes with 220 people and professor refusing to teachFormer crush started sending some awkward texts after going out with my best friend.And that fucking shooter is made by Nexon. Which means it will go to shit eventually.
I have a bad cold.
>>320480181
I know. And I usually feel guilty when I vent to her because I feel so fucking petty because I know people have it worse. And it feels like a huge fucking waste. Hell, she can't even leave the house by herself because of her own issues. But fuck me, I'm over here struggling with goddamn loneliness of all things.
I want to get out of this rut, and I'm eternally thankful I have a friend who supports me and a job to bring in cash. I just haven't found what I need to get out.
>>320477892
>living in a fly-over state
>>320479928
>3 months for possession of weed
>rehab after smoking synthetic weed
>doing meth all of the sudden
You almost had me
>>320480356
>I was hoping if someone could recommend a comfy game I could play throughout Christmas break?
CiV, Heroes III, and truck simulators if you are into that.
>>320479970
>she really wants me to get into something so I can be occupied instead of wasting my day
Being happy isnt a waste. She sounds judgemental and controlling.
>>320480376
Me too, anon.
>>320480526
I wish I was kidding, anon.
I learned kana in a couple days, so I guess I get to be that fag who says he learned kana until I get through grammar. At least I do finally picked up Japanese to study.
Softmodded the Wii, played Ghose Squad with a friend. Shame its so short, but Paradise Mode is fucking hilarious. I bodyslammed a beach babe and punched her in the cunt, and then shot a gay cowboy in the head.
>>320477472
>How's it going /v/?
just working on my bideogame, it seems like to make one thing I have to wreck everything else (thus the UI) but chatting is starting to work
>>320481434
kek
Told her how I felt even though I knew she is with another guy. He's bi and has been treating her like shit, but she loves him too much.
Still good friends though.
>>320482275
most pathetic post ITT desu
>>320478721
>Currently studying for my final in 6 hours.
Obviously.
Get off /v/.
>>320478110
It's okay, Missouri is misery though.
>>320479354
Good luck, Anon ^_^
Im giving my final in a few hours. There's one student that i am sure will bomb the final and fail the course. They are suppose to graduate now. I hate that I might be the reason they have to take anothet extra semester. I really tried to help them.
Another day closer to finally killing myself.
>>320479221
>my wife
>his dads
I'm night driving at 3:30 in the morning, when there is almost no traffic and I can disregard laws. Taking advantage of the snow and ice to drift everywhere in my shitbox. Good way to pass the time until my uni campus opens up, where'll study for an exam at 3PM
I'm planning on going to see the new star wars so I can watch han solo get killed by his son kylo ren
>>320477472
Just read the ending of Thriller Bark up to the ending of Shabondy Park in OP manga. Fucking hell I'm enjoying it.
On the darker side, I'm with this guy: >>320482821
Doing okay. Girlfriend and I fight, but what else is new? Got her back into Fallout 3 recently. Working like crazy. Tomorrow's my one off day until Christmas so there's that. I'm working out less and smoking more, even after the semester is ended. Just living, I guess.
>>320485154
Nice try, but you were off by1
>>320477472
Not very good. I posted a spoiler of Star Wars on Facebook as a joke and apparently ruined some family friends hype. They're not doing well and have been saving up to go see it as a family. The only reason I'm bummed out is that I couldn't let the joke go when one of them asked me why I spoiled it.
Other than that I played some emulated games on my psp go. Pokemon Fire red never gets old.
Going to work in half an hour.
I lost control over my life.
>>320482739
>There's one student that i am sure will bomb the final
Why aren't you calling the cops, Anon?
