Almost died tonight. Rainy night, mother fucked drifted into my lane head on with me, somehow I reacted fucking quicker than I even realized what was happening. Dodged the fucking bitch by the skin of my teeth. What are some good vidya that represent how I'm feeling?
>>318121573
Gone Home
DanganRonpa for your hope/despair needs.
>>318121668
I said good, anon.
Burnout Paradise
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=9D-QD_HIfjA
Driving games, maybe? Don't know a good razor's edge constant stress but badass game, sorry, most have peaks and valleys
>>318121758
Emily is Away
>>318121757
I've been trying to sleep for an hour, but I just can't get that image out of my head. Those fucking headlights right in front of me. I've really just given up trying to fall asleep for right now.
>>318121924
you just have to accept that death can come at anytime from anywhere and theres absolutely nothing you can do about it
>>318122337
And that's what's killing me. Just that fucking immage, it wasn't a car. It was a fucking monster in front of me. I don't even know how I dodged it. I'm so lucky, man. It didn't even hit me hard when I happened. But now I can't get it out of my head.
>>318121573
>somehow I reacted fucking quicker than I even realized what was happening
anon you activated reflex mode holy shit
>>318121573
sounds like you had a near life experience anon
>>318122728
>near life experience
>>318122724
Dude my arms hurt how quick I responded, I don't know how to explain it. It felt like my bones hurt from moving them so quickly.
Red Dead Redemption
I love your blog OP, where can I read more?
Heavy Rain has a part like that OP.
>>318122728
I think they call it a "near death experience" because, well im already alive. Lol.
>>318122963
Right between your mom's legs m8.
>>318122576
listen to some downtempo shit or something relaxing.
comfy music thread?
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=xixTiB6tJTM
>>318121573
You're just in shock from a close call. It happened to me when I was a kid, almost drowned, like, blacked out from lack of oxygen almost drowned. Couldn't sleep well for a couple weeks after. Every time I would start to drift off I'd jolt awake because I'd remember that feeling of falling into the pool, or dream about it.
It will pass, Anon. You're here, and you're safe. Also, you're Big Boss. That's where those sick reflexes came from.
Need For Speed
>>318123120
This is good. Thanks for that, anon. Music is much appreciated.
Wreckfest
Any permadeath game that relies on reaction times will give you a similar feel.
You would think a near death experience would make you re-evaluate your life, you know, maybe think about how precious your time on this earth really is and how you should be spending it.
Instead you promptly got on the computer and posted a thread about it on 4chan.
>>318121573
Man, why is it I've got fast reflexes with catching/dodging things but I can't translate that into shooters?
>>318121573
I remember one time in October 2012 I woke up and I couldn't breathe from either my nose or my mouth I didn't know why and it was at like 2 in the morning and I was in the kitchen with a knife in hand desperate to find a way to BREATHE
>>318123541
It happened a couple hours ago. But it's just hitting me kind of hard right now while trying to go to sleep.
>>318122986
>>318122896
but it still makes sense because people on /v/ have no life
>>318123638
You OK buddy?
>>318123120
post moar?
>>318123658
well if u didn't live in a 3rd world country and there was a proper road system in place this would have never even happened
>>318121573
Grim Dawn hardcore veteran mode.
>>318123837
I live in the united States, and this road is actually pretty new, which is why it was so damn shiny in the rain.
>>318123363
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=c2SHDFt8pSc
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=M0wifumw9SE
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=2OqigCz2S1w
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Dj1XRs2y0Uo
>>318123560
Probably your brain sees a screen as something not real, choosing to not use your enhanced reflexes for it.
>>318123932
>he thinks the u.s. isn't 3rd world!!
>>318121924
You probably would have survived anyway. Car crashes aren't that dangerous.
>>318121573
Burnout
Play only the traffic pileup levels
>>318123560
Ignore that other person. It's because FPS mp is about
1. Map memorization
2. Teamwork
3. Accuracy.
>>318123560
Probably because one is instinctive while the other is something you're doing for fun and consciously doing it? Like if you were to drop your keys or were about to spill you drink you'll probably lunge out and try to catch it without even thinking about it much.
>>318123738
im still a little afraid of going to sleep but what happened after I had the knife and almost poked a hole in my neck I was suddenly hit very hard from my back when no one was behind me and I could suddenly breathe again
Hey, OP, I've been where you are. Make it a point to go out for a drive tomorrow, or else this shit'll fester and you'll have severe road anxiety for the rest of your life.
>>318124048
It was head on, both of us going at least 55 mph, and he would've hit me right between the windshield and the drivers window. I think that would've killed the shit out of me.
>>318121573
Not your fucking blog.
>>318121573
>somehow I reacted fucking quicker than I even realized what was happening
Welcome to instincts, mother fucker.
The sooner you learn to trust them, the better off you'll be.
>>318123120
if you want something similar
>>318124123
The fuck?
>>318124104
I guess I'd need to join a clan to see any results then. Map memorization and accuracy aren't a problem though.
>>318124019
>>318124116
>tfw damned to a negative kd because i'm not autistic enough to get sucked into tdm
>>318121924
You are dead. This is hell.
>>318121924
>>318121573
911 paramedic here in busy area. It's called acute PTSD.
You'll go through the following:
Upper
horny
Downer
you'll be fine in 12 hours or so. Just relax.
>>318121573
you should of let them hit you so you could of ether died or sued
>>318124424
>negative k/d
>map memorization and accuracy isn't a problem
either you're playing on 150-500 ping servers where you can't possibly win or you're lying.
you're lying.
go practice.
>>318124048
Lol, what? Do you live in some rural town with 40km/h speed limits or something? or are you just plain retarded? Car accidents kill heaps of people every day
>>318123820
i got you senpai
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=kFm5H52NZiU
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=nftxDrStny8
https://www.youtube.com/playlist?list=PL7nmIvYGeJoujKlqoP-O9Qo3PnuMrgLdq
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=pf0n6GhItTY
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=JzH4ENFmg70
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=jUs-ITmi_u4
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=y6ao66DG5Vg
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=QoItAm3DwLs
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=kE1wWDWdUzs
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=OGmIWA7LADk
>>318124378
im honestly not trying to be some edge tard or trolling or whatever but it has honestly been something that has been haunting me for several years already
I had a near death in 9th grade. I was running across a street to catch a bus, when this blue car aped past a red light as I was crossing. He just barely tapped my foot. I got o. The bus and didn't say anything, trying to ignore the fact that I almost got turned into a broken hood ornament. The bus driver just stares at me. I wonder what my eyes looked like.
Stay safe bros.
>>318123638
It's not as freaky as yours, but I've been having the same problem. I just sometimes wake up randomly gasping for air. Shit's disturbing.
>>318124594
you are my favourite anon this month
thanks senpai
>>318121573
Are you in ottawa :o
>>318124608
Bus driver* fuck touchscreens phones
>>318124526
o-ok senpai
>>318124671
Michigan. Right about now I wish I was anywhere but here.
>>318121924
I had this for a while after I got into a wreck.
Made me clench my asshole whenever riding in a car with anyone and they got anywhere close to another car.
>>318121573
Had 5 instances where I should have died, but didn't. The most recent one was when a guy decided it would be better to run me over than to crash against the only other moving vehicle at 5 AM in the middle of nowhere. I was on the goddamn sidewalk and he still managed to almost kill me AND crash against another person in a virtually empty place.
>>318124632
Do you have asthma?
Do you sleep next to a corner or porous space where you can accidentally inhale shit?
from my experience do your best to lose weight sleep on side with head elevated
>>318123120
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=NYEK_yvIWas
>>318124726
STOP POSTING AND GO PRACTICE YOU KNOW THAT YOU ARE BETTER BUT YOUR WEAK MENTAL GAME DEFEATS YOU.
PRACTICE.
PRACTICE AND BE THE BEST.
>>318122919
Sounds like babys first adrenaline dump.
>>318124848
It sucks man. Why do people like this continue to breathe. They kill innocent people because they're too stupid to think rationally. It fucking hurts thinking about it.
>>318124645
moar
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=TERyxFfMqDk
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=7RWI3-8N_-Y
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=LudFV61zsaw
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1N-NRKh_IUQ
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=O-2CDFD7M5E
>>318124856
No asthma. All I know from previous Google searches is this may be the result of having a terrible sleep schedule. If it is, there is a slight chance to die from this. Isn't that a fun thing to know for when you go to sleep?
Thanks for the advice, though, will try it out.
>>318123560
It's actually possible to go on pure instinct when playing vidya.
As cheesy as it sounds, you just gotta forget about thinking and go with the flow. Though it only really works in games that reward twitch accuracy.
If you have to think where to go or what position to take then you are fucked.
Thanks for all the suggestions btw. I would reply to all of you guys, but there's far too many of you. And the music too, it really is appreciated.
>>318125030
>U
EVEN MORE
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=NknjE2SBPxw
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=2bSk-8C76dc
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=kyTU6-L3cVQ
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=kyTU6-L3cVQ
>>318121573
I bet it was a fucking prius, I've seen those guys cutoff semi-trucks and kenworth dump trucks. If you ever notice a prius in the vicinity of your vehicle you better watch that fucker like a hawk because he is guaranteed to do something stupid.
It looks like God found you a last minute task here before you go.
Don't waste this second opportunity and be safe OP
>>318124632
Sounds like sleep apnea. I have it, and it's shit.
>>318125394
>>318125030
i saved all these to a playlist btw gonna play it everytime i study
Almost got hit by a fat bitch who ran a red light.
I was quick enough to brake but the land whale had the nerve to throw her hands up in a "why did you fucking do that" gesture
I fucking hate fat people because of that incident and also because of watching this show when I was younger.
>>318125541
Can you post the playlist?
>>318124632
Sleep apnea
>>318125630
tell me if this link works. i also set it to allow people to add more if they would be so inclined senpais
https://www.youtube.com/playlist?list=PLwD5V3O8QgyVAbC6xJDYWcljDGZ3hvAlx&jct=MniNc8Eqj1-6tbHP7fBWGh5vtTqyqQ
>>318125481
It looked like either a navigator or a Yukon or something. It was big, and I could only see the headlights.
>>318125484
I fucking hope so. I did pass a church on the way home after that incident. I even did the sign of the cross, that shit shook me.
>>318125734
Yeah it worked, thanks.
>waaaah I almost died by getting tapped
LOVING
EVERY
LAUGH
>>318125950
Go to bed, Lawrence.
>>318126016
Literally who
>>318125950
Are you OK? Why are you so angry?
>>318126086
Why should I be mad at some pathetic sap who's using /v/ as their /b/log away from /co/mblr?
I get to brag how I got hit, rolled my car 6 times, and crawled through the back glass with only a burn from the airbag.
OP is weak
>>318126432
Do you like pineapple on your pizza?
>>318125950
>I almost died by driving through a red light
I swear to god if this is youRim gonna kill you
>>318121907
he said good, anon.
>>318126432
I bet the people around you enjoyed hearing about it every day for a week
>>318126525
Once again literally who
>>318126584
Nope; the reverse happened
>>318126432
Thank god you're alive. I'm not bragging. I just wanted to start a discussion, and it did. You do nearly miss death and you choose to be a bitter person? I feel bad for you, man. You're living a sad, sad life. You might not think anybody cares about your shit but they do, you couldve started this thread and I would've been one of those who showed compassion towards other people. We're all in the same boat, and I really am glad you survived that, and I'm sorry you're so angry.
>>318126432
How's that 500 bucks treating you?Math is hard.
>>318122728
>near life experience
>>318126690
>We're all in the same boat
Nice try, Huey.
>>318126690
>pocket preaching
You're just as much of a nut as those who say God intervened
>>318126731
Literally who
>>318123560
Because there's a lot more to shooters than just reflexes
>Crosshair placement
>Accuracy
>Recoil control/proper gun usage
>Map knowledge
>Movement
A guy with average reflexes who always has his crosshair placed where somebody's head is going to be, has his sens low enough for pixel perfect aim, who can actually handle recoil, who knows where everybody can be, and who either flies around the map and/or peeks angles while exposing only the bare minimum of himself will always beat some kid with ADD running around like a retard.
>>318126806
Fuck off
>>318126432
since youre so ready to blog about your crash what happened
>>318126892
Nice unwarranted anger brohamski
>>318126950
>everything has a story
That's all there is to it
>>318126953
Your anger is much more unwarrented, guy.
>>318127082
so youre saying a toddler in a scooter punched you then out of spite you managed to flip your car 6 times and get in WHILE it was rolling to escape through the back?
I need the juicy details nigger
>>318121758
>>318126538
Fuck off cripplechan.
>>318122986
>>318122896
>>318122986
>>318122728
>You don't understand. I've been dead for 35 years. Today is the day I live.
I'm obsesed with reflexes since i was a child. Let me see yours, anon survivor.
http://www.humanbenchmark.com/tests/reactiontime
>>318129447
OP here I got 330
>>318121573
glad you're okay, anon
>>318129963
You are below the average. Anyway, this >>318130089.
>>318130185
I'm on my phone so that might add to it. I'm going to sleep though, thanks for caring. >>318130089
>>318121924
Anon, embrace the pain and know that death cannot take you, you are too quick.
Know this, become a god.
>>318125950
>>318126432
It's a shame your autistic arse wasn't smeared on the road so we wouldn't have to hear you whine and try to act tough over not being able to drive.
