Have you ever booked a trip a few months in advance and as the departure date approached you became less and less excited to travel?
>It's only a week until your big trip, anon! Why aren't you more excited?
Because it's going to be a clusterfuck and an expensive yet weak distraction from the fundamental problems in my life which cause me to insulate myself from reality
...sorry, I mean:
Oh, I guess I haven't really thought about it much! It should be pretty fun!