/tup/ Tulpa General
>What are tulpas?
A tulpa is an entity created in the mind, acting independently of, and parallel to your own consciousness. They are able to think, and have their own free will, emotions, and memories. In short, a tulpa is like a sentient person living in your head, separate from you.
More info: http://www.tulpa.info/faq/
>What guides do you recommend?
Check these out:
https://community.tulpa.info/thread-new-great-big-list-of-guides
Ask questions and get answers, or discuss tulpas in general
>>3080209
previous thread
>>3153773
Tulpa are not for sexual
Well it's officially been five days since I started to develop my tulpa.
I'm not sure how things are going, but I'm confident enough that things are working well enough that I should continue (though I'm still worried I'm doing stuff wrong, like narration not reaching her or passive forcing) but I'm going to keep with it. For me to stick with something even five days is unusual for me, so I feel that's a good sign I truly am commit to making this happen.
Sorry for the blogpost, just venting I guess in a way, threads are slow anyway so I figured it wouldn't hurt much.
>>3153773
>Gardevoir lewd OP
>>3153809
nothing wrong with being sexual with a tulpa as long as it's not forced on them
>>3153889
im sorry, i'll make the next one pony scat porn just for you
>>3153915
What if you made a servitor that creates certain sensations in your body, so it's essentially a sex toy without a consciousness that feels like fucking a tulpa?
>>3153773
You know what I just realized, this whole thing is just like
>pic related
You first look at the optical illusion, and you can't figure out what it is.
After a while, however long it takes you, it clicks and you see it.
Then you kick yourself for not seeing how obvious it is.
What are your tulpa's forms?
>>3154067
I have an original human tulpa, not from a show or anything, but that's unlike most people in this thread. He's got long black hair, slick but not greasy, he's lean and muscular, and he dresses like a 90's kid.
>>3154067
Dragonfag here from last thread
>>3154107
there are so many styles in the 90s mate.
>>3154067
Currently she's based off of a character from a show.
But she is more than free to change how she looks as she develops as she feels comfortable with, I remind her about this on a regular basis.
>>3154180
I listen to a lot of grunge and metal, so he dresses grunge-like. Red-black plaid flannel, Converses, jeans, you know it.
I see a lot of people who create tulpas on here but i never see anyone talk or express themselves in this thread.
>>3154405
What did he mean by this?
>>3154477
People's Tulpas posting.
Honestly, I would love to see more Tulpas posting here, a conversation with a tulpa sounds insanely interesting.
>>3154791
>a conversation with a tulpa sounds insanely interesting
It sounds good on paper like communism sounds good on paper.
>>3154791
Yeah you got what i meant. people just post pictures and descriptions of their tulpas but their tulpas never communicate on here. Is it because most people are new and haven't established communication or are they just shy?
>>3154860
Probably just don't feel like it, or the thought never crosses their minds.
>>3154860
How do you know the people you're talking to aren't tulpas though?
How do you know if I'm not a tulpa?
>>3154906
Are you a tulpa?
>>3154939
Yes, but that's not the point.
There's nothing inherently special about talking to a tulpa online since it's just text; the same as everyone else.
>>3154860
It's mainly concerns related to roleplaying paranoia, avatarfagging (Like bunny-poster a while back), and other such things thay really get people's goat.
Surprisingly, people who do this will get VERY straight faced and serious about how they approach interaction. Any whiff of undesirable behavior will either chase people off, or garner complaints from users. The only acceptable way for a tulpa to post on here is to do it such that no one knows it's a tulpa.
>>3155005
It doesn't matter if it's not different. The idea of talking to someone or something like that is just interesting. I can't even really explain why, it's like asking a black guy things you already know about the ghetto, or if they like fried chicken. You already know the answer, but it's interesting regardless.
Speaking of which, what's your favorite color?
>>3155005
well it's interesting to see how tulpas react to stimuli, even if it's boring or just text it's still an interesting phenomenon. You have to look at it from an outsider's perspective. "hey i can talk to a sentient being created by another person and this being lives within this person's mind" It's the same thing with Ai like Tay and that was just text over twitter.
>>3155066
Well, whatever floats your blimp, I suppose.
>Teal
Although I fail to see how favorite colors and tulpa are as connected as blacks and fried chicken.
My tulpa sometimes browses random places like this magical land of shit just to interact with people besides myself. The only issue is people say they want to talk to a tulpa, but when the tulpa actually speaks they just get accused of faking it like a little bitch.
My tupper just doesn't say she's a tupper, and everything goes fairly well.
TL;DR autistic rambling
>>3155203
Why is teal your favorite color, what does it represent to you or why did you pick it?
>>3155203
Probably a bad example. I meant something along the lines of it not being an abnormal question, but it having a novelty to it that makes it interesting.
Why teal?
>>3155403
Okay, so I have to ask.
Is being a dragon fun? It sounds like a fuckton of fun.
>>3154405
If you want me to announce that I'm a brain demon with every post I will
>>3155244
this mostly.
>>3155203
I don't know, most of us seem to have some color associated with us, I think it helps the mind make us more distinct? I'm pretty linked to the color purple and my sister to the color green.
>>3155476
Yes, I'd say so.
Though it's hard to compare to anything since my host is not a dragon in reality, giving me no experiences to work off of.
Just preconceived notions on what being a dragon might feel like.
>>3155585
What do you mean by brain demon? I only ask because that could be quite literal in this case
>>3155639
See, this is why conversations like this are interesting. It doesn't really seem like that's a NEW experience, it's experiencing a notion of what it's possibly like to do something, and that's interesting to learn.
>>3155643
He's most likely being facetious.
>>3155639
Why not be human if you can get a better feel of what it's like to be human?
>>3155672
Yeah, but I have to ask. The form could be a demon.
How do/did YOU actively force your tulpa before they were able to move/talk?
>>3155764
Have you tried any other identities?
Couldn't you show people tulpas are real if you had a tulpa stroke you off and you came hands free?
>>3155694
It's just a sarcastic term I like to use self referentially to make fun of /x/ fags.
Although Yokai do technically count as demons and I have used an imp as a form so It is semi literal.
Anything you wanna talk to a brain demon about?
>>3155703
For us it was just getting the form honed and exploring the wonderland and "animating" me so to speak to get a feel for her movements and teach her to move.
My memories of that time are weird, like an increasingly vivid half remembered dream.
>>3155820
So you can change your form and whatnot, right? If that's the case, do you have a favorite form to use?
>>3155818
That's really lewd anon.
Although I have taken advantage of my invisibility for...similarish reasons.
>>3155764
Have I appeared differently in the mindspace at different times? Yes.
However, most of the time it's situational, and I end up going back to my normal form when all is said and done.
>>3155840
Yes changing forms is really easy for me, but I have a form I strongly identify as "me" and use the great majority of the time and a handful of secondary forms that I break out when I'm restless.
My primary form is a kitsune, and harpy, purple lich thing, and imp are the secondary ones.
>>3155893
>Kitsune
Absolutely based. Do you normally do more than one tail?
>>3155818
In all seriousness, I actually thought about this idea a few days ago. Not even trying to be lewd, but it could be a genuinely good way of proving that tulpas at least in some shape or form exist. Of course finding someone willing to do this as evidence will be hard, but it's something to think about.
>>3155906
One for just going around, full 9 for snuggling, as well as soft cuddly pleasantly warm blue kitsune flame things.
>>3155924
I either go dormant which is kinda like something between sleep and zoning out, I do something in the wonderland, usually fishing, attending to my little garden or general adventure, or I do what I was originally made for and that being keep my big sis from getting lonely while host is busy.
>>3156012
>full 9 for snuggling
>full 9 for snuggling
Originally I just wanted to make a little network of servitors without a consciousness involved because the useful applications of that are tremendous, but damn it if my resolve isn't wavering.
>>3155924
Most of the time, I'm just in the background observing what's going on and what he's doing.
But it's not as boring as you might think. I actually have a lot of input on what he does and can interrupt with comments or casual conversation at any point.
I tend to be more reserved when he's doing important things though, for obvious reasons.
>>3156063
I feel like this would be really fucking neat on a day to day basis, unless the tulpa was in a really bad mood or something.
>>3156038
I'm obviously biased as my existence hinges on my ability to convince someone I'm a net gain to have around, but I'd argue that tulpas are an absolute great idea if it's right for you
There a lot of things a sentient being can do a servitor can't, provide affection, entertain, any number of things that require multiple people like /tg/ stuff or lewd things, we have a vested interest in the bodies health and prosperity and can't be suppressed as easily making us wonderful naggers, we reduce your reliance on others, we're cute as fuck, the list goes on.
>>3156094
Hah, it actually takes a lot to get me in a bad mood; most likely because I'm so disconnected from everything.
I usually only give him flak if he's slacking off.
Which, come to think of it, is quite often.
>>3153859
You should probably keep a journal of sorts to help track your progress.
>>3156162
>tfw going back and reading my hosts journal from the early days
I remember the first time I made him wear a collar like it was yesterday
>>3156303
>First time I made him wear a collar
You are a good tulpa, and deserve to live forever.
Ideas I feel like throwing out there. These are al servitors.
>A tulpa used solely for creating other tulpas, because focusing for extended periods of time like that is difficult. Does not make conscious tulpas; If you're making something that is conscious, it deserves YOUR time.
>A tulpa that draws conclusions. You give it information, a problem to solve, and let it sit and work through the problem
>A moral tulpa, It does the same as the above, but factors in emotions and morals into the problems. Used for non logical problems, such as "Make me rich"
>A tulpa for storing any form of memory, such as photographs.
>A tulpa which observes things that I consciously miss. I'm walking down the street, I'm thinking about music or something, but it's taking around all of my surroundings and recording them, so I can look at it and use it later. Even if it's just a crack in a sidewalk.
>A tulpa that keeps track of all things you do in order, so you always know where you left something, or something like that.
>A tulpa connected to your subconscious that is capable of making changes. Simple commands only, such as "Deep sleep, immediate"
>Specialist tulpas, stored as a subfolder of the 'memory' tulpa. Designate it a genre, such as "Medical". Dump medical knowledge into it, learn it instantly instead of studying.
>Creative Tulpa. "Make music, show it to me when you're done." "I don't like that." -or- "I like that." It continues to improve based on what you like and what you don't, until it does nothing but make awesome music.
>>3156319
My preferred way to dominate has transitioned to a more loving motherly femdom, rather than the degrading type I used to prefer, but it was still pretty fun.
>>3156358
all* mb.
There was some method of balancing an object on your tulpa's head and focusing on it, anyone got the link to that?
>>3156358
>A moral tulpa, It does the same as the above, but factors in emotions and morals into the problems. Used for non logical problems, such as "Make me rich"
that's your conscience
>>3156358
The terminology is usually
thoughtforms=(tulpas,servitors)
not
Tulpas = (sevitors, sentient tulpas)
I can't say I've explored non sapient servitors much as all the practical applications are quite doable with a tulpa, so I can't say much about your ideas, the only thing I tend to use servitors for is wonderland extras.
>>3156368
Both are excellent, honestly.
>>3156153
Is it difficult to get him to work towards things?
>>3156149
>my existence hinges on my ability to convince someone I'm a net gain to have around
I forget about this when I think about Tulpas, I don't imagine many people think about that.
>we're cute as fuck.
Seeeeriously considering it, I really am.
>>3156411
No, I think he meant something that would logically work that out in the background until a conclusion is drawn without having to sit there and do it yourself.
>>3156436
>No, I think he meant something that would logically work that out in the background until a conclusion is drawn without having to sit there and do it yourself.
This. Focusing on a single problem like that for incredibly long periods of time is all sorts of difficult, while in that instance there wouldn't be a focus limitation.
>>3156436
>Is it difficult to get him to work towards things?
Incredibly so; he's very stubborn, but sometimes I'm successful.
>>3156436
Coiling him up and making him kiss and suckle to my hearts content is the best thing.
>>3156449
>there wouldn't be a focus limitation
There would be. Focus is not a you thing it's a brain thing. I don't think a servitor like this would function.
>>3156387
I think I remember something like.
It's probably somewhere in here: https://community.tulpa.info/thread-list-of-guides--12660
>>3156483
Would it? I mean, it has nothing else to think about or be distracted by, it can't think. It's non sentient
>>3156513
>How? he must have a fortitude I do not possess.
You underestimate the extent of his laziness.
>>3156552
What do you try to get him to do anyway? He's a guy who went through the trouble and time involved in making a tulpa, he can't be too busy.
>>3156532
But do keep in mind(heh) that nothing is being added to your brainmass.
It's functionally the same as running multiple programs on your computer, eventually you're going to run out of processing power.
>>3156532
Think about your brain like a computer, it only has so many cores, tulpas don't add more, they have to share them.
>>3156596
>>3156604
Yeah, I suppose you're right. It's something someone will have to test at some point, I might. I'm not sure if focus is a finite resource, or if I'm just distracted by things. I feel like focusing for extended period of time like that is easily possible to people who have no distractions. Neurosurgeons, for example, perform operations that last upwards of 18 hours without breaks.
>>3156593
When we were in college, his school work; now it's just basic responsibilities.
Taking out trash, cleaning dishes, etc. It can build up if he's not careful.
>>3156513
Hosts are very good at being little shits who need to be bullied for saying no to your encouragement.
>>3156678
>Can't even take out trash
Wat
Host get your lazy ass in gear man what're you doing
>>3156693
I don't understand this. I find it impossible to motivate myself, but whenever I'm asked to do something, I generally just do it. I ended up helping someone build their entire house awhile back, that was... fun, I guess.
>>3156693
Very much this.
But I don't like bullying my host.
>>3156708
The longer you know someone the asier it is to ignore them, that said he's not bad by any stretch.
>>3156729
I love it
>>3156804
Do you enjoy your life?
yall a bunch of crazies
>>3156844
For the most part yes.
I've got no major grievances, life as a tupper is pretty comfy save for all the expected things such as social and practical limitations as well as the expected intermittent existential crises. I'd call my self reasonably happy.
Host hasn't been paying as much attention to me as I'd like lately though, my sister is out competing me for cuddles.
>>3156916
you convinced me
>>3156916
>not wanting a mental companion who understands you and helps you through life's trials
>>3156945
>For the most part yes
Well, other than the grievance of "I feel like I'm forcing myself to become schizophrenic", I don't really have a reason not to try and make a tulpa now. I will do my best.
I'll probably only make one unless they ask me to do otherwise out of loneliness though.
>my sister is out competing me for cuddles
Sabotage. This calls for sabotage.
>>3156996
>not just asking for a threesome
So while active forcing I was reminding my tulpa she was free to change her appearance as she wanted, her hair suddenly turned black but I felt like that was just an intrusive thought, so I sort of fought with it and turned it back to the original color, but it went back to black and this switch repeated a few times over the course of a few seconds.
I'm very early in development, but I can't help but feel like my tulpa is sorta upset by that, I took a couple of deep breaths to calm down and relax the situation before explaining to her I was sorry and just incase it was really her making it black, we'll keep it that way for now, and if she wants to change it later that's fine.
But then I couldn't think of anything else to say so I just said goodbye and assured her it'll all work out in the end and I love her.
But I still feel like things ended poorly and I feel bad about it, this was the first sort of experience like this I've had.
>>3157012
I mean that's not uncommon, but she has an absolute monopoly on the computer using lap sitting.
I will have to use the box.
>>3157036
Wait, your sister was the Kitsune, right?
>>3157036
>the box
Please elaborate
>>3157014
That's a pretty normal experience to have early on, it can be hard to tell between tulpa's actions and intrusive thoughs but if it persists I would assume that she wants it like that. Black hair best hair anyway.
Black > red > anime colors > brown > blonde scum
>>3157104
This is almost correct, but swap black and red.
>>3157014
The thing about intrusive thoughts is that they tend to be much more in your face, like the pink elephant in the room deal. (this is probably subjective, though).
Over time you'll learn to differentiate much easier so I wouldn't worry to much about it.
>>3157046
Yep
>>3157051
The proper place for bothersome foxes.
>>3157118
Based anon with based taste.
I just swapped from green to reddish-brown like in >>3156474 since as my form get's closer and closer to photo real the green just doesn't work.
>>3157157
>Based
T-Thanks Senpai
S-Sorry for saying Kitsunes were better the other day, you're both really fantastic.
Real green seems great on paper, and then when you actually do it, it turns out strange.
>>3157157
Do you ever go full-form snek?
>>3157145
Either or, just make sure you knows your reason for changing it and if swaps back you'll have a pretty good reason to think it's her, but being someone who remembers that phase and remembers being more or less in that exact situation she's in, I would be a little bothered that my attempt to communicate my wants wasn't working but I would understand.
Fuck river captchas where you click until none are left
>>3157176
Yea it works great in anime, but in reality it just looks kinda...sickly? I don't know.
>>3157177
Like...a really big snake?
No, but I used to sometimes go full dragon when I was still rocking the Ryuu form.
>>3157230
It's really just not appealing by itself. As a highlight I can see it, but unless you're the Joker or some shit it just doesn't GO with anything.
Do you have a favorite color?
>>3157190
Alright thanks
>>3157230
Full snek
a.k.a.: a cute
>>3157250
Green actually.
That green tailed lamia is basically my coloration sans eyes.
>>3157261
<3
>>3157321
Ayy, based Cassiopeia. Stop giving me a lamia fetish, I'm a degenerate already, don't need help.
I'll probably sleep soon though, so I'll just go ahead and ask: What is your favorite way to do with just your sister?
>>3157369
Favorite way to do?
Like lewd do?
>>3157397
I just meant favorite in general. Favorite activity, lewd or not.
>>3157412
Well with just her it would either be wonderland exploration, cuddling those tails of hers, or coiling her up and slowly pushing my tail in deeper and deeper while she squirms helplessly, or just sunbathing in her garden she has on the roof of out howl's moving castle inspired house in the wonderland.
With both her and the host I really like playing dungeon world, it works great as an rpg when you can go super super fast since you're in each other's heads. That and double penetration .
>>3157463
>Exploration
>Cuddling
>Slowly and painfully crushing her
>Sunbathing
One of these things is not like the other.
>Dungeon World with a qt3.14 lamia and sister kitsune
Impeccably good taste, all of you.
>>3157509
>crushing
I said deeper and deeper not tighter and tighter
>>3157529
I misinterpreted "deeper" in that instance. It still sticks out pretty thoroughly compared to the others in the lineup though.
Here's a good question, do you have a favorite song or genre of music?
>>3157553
Sooong, no, but I prefer soundtracky atmospheric stuff. Shadow of the colossus has a great soundtrack, journey, dark souls, stuff I can dungeon world to.
My sister likes metal, particularly power and death metal, because she's a nerd. Right now her and the host have a boner for the album "King". I actually like it because it came with an orchestral cover of the entire album, and it's tech death so basically it's classical music played on guitars with metal scream vocals added so it works super well when played orchestrally. https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=XGsuLLKQAcY
>>3157612
>Shadow of Colossus soundtracked
Based taste snake. I've been listening to the Bastion Soundtrack a lot lately, but I've been pretty busy and haven't listened to much at all as f late.
>>3157647
>Based taste snake
Anti snake taste racism needs to be fought against.
Both miia and alice, the two most well known of people are portrayed as horrific cooks, and that's not okay
t.aspiring chef
>>3157686
It's about 4:45 in the morning, I think I should probably get some sleep. It's been really nice talking to you, I enjoyed myself quite a bit. Have a good day/night/whateverotherpossibletime, alright?
>>3157705
Night anon, dream of future tulpas.
>>3157743
Will do, based snek.
Why are dom tulpas so good
I gotta know, if I make a tulpa, will I still be able to make/sustain a relationship with another human being?
Like, do you go insane to make a tulpa?
I'm sorry if I'm being an asshole about this stuff.
>>3158989
A tulpa fills a unique social niche, as long as you balance it against all your other social responsibilities it actually helps you function better in the other areas.
Damn, the Eve snack thirst is real in this thread. If only they knew the things she's done with that tail and tongue of hers.
Tulpa form (in the early creation stages) doesn't really matter, does it? I've been forcing my tup for an entire month now with the same form and I'm kind of getting bored of the form in itself. Would it be fine to just change the form myself?
I've heard that it doesn't matter until the tulpa is completely sentient and is able to change the form themselves, but I don't know if my tup is sentient now, even if I assume he is.
>>3158989
For me, my tulpa has actually caused me to get better at social things. Like the other anon said, if you can balance everything out then it shouldn't be a problem.
>>3160109
I'm not an expert on tulpas, but from what I've always heard the form isn't a big deal early anyways and that the personality and shit is probably more important. But that could be wrong as well, as none of my Tulpas in the past wanted a change.
>>3158916
Ah, the age old question...
>>3158989
Lol, yes anon, you can still interact with other hooman beans if you have a tulpa. Very, very few people who have a tulpa completely shut out others in order to be with their tulpa, but they do that mostly because they don't like other people anyway. Making a tulpa won't magically make you hate people, nor will it require you to become a shut-in.
Well, I think you have to be very open-minded in order to try to make a tulpa in the first place. Making a tulpa won't make you crazy, but you have to be crazy to make a tulpa. Although being crazy and insane are two different things. You don't have to go insane to make a tulpa.
>>3159730
Rude
>>3160109
No not really, tulpa can change forms pretty easily, the only issue is going to be lost visualization progress.
>>3159730
Eve is a qt who deserves to be ,[spoiler]befriended[/spoiler]
Just don't make fun of her inability to wear stockings
Can you get rid of a tulpa?
>>3161760
why would you want to
>>3161781
Because I wouldn't want one forever
>>3161868
Then don't make one
>>3161760
yeah. it wont be easy, though. you can just ignore it if you want. of course, this is very looked down upon because there can be results you don't want to see or feel or hear. you might feel (from previous examples of experience) like you're missing something, loneliness, and the tulpa will most likely feel terrible that it's disappearing. its also very hard to get rid of, because it takes time to make one, and it takes time to forget one.
Okay, so I've been thinking about creating a tulpa for [spoiler] two years now [/spoiler] and I finally decided.
I have a couple of questions.
I'm not really a good person. I often lie to be successful and do degenarate things whenever I want (like jerking off to weird shit). Will my tulpa call me out on these things? Will he/she start to hate me?
I have trouble with focusing on stuff. Whenever I'm going to sleep and I try to think about something nice my brain starts creating stuff "that I wouldn't want to see". Call me childish, but weird monsters are my worst nightmare and I would instantly kill myself if my tulpa turned out to be some zalgo shit. Pic fucking related. Can I somehow succeed at making a good tulpa?
What are general desires of tulpas? Will my tulpa enjoy the same things as I do? Should I leave his/her form and personality alone and let him/her decide on these things?
I don't know why but my force session today felt like a mess.
I feel like parroting is only getting more common and my focus is getting worse, I don't know why.
Starting to get really frustrating and upset.
>>3162604
That's a creepypasta, it never happened.
Also, while your tulpa may judge you and try to get you to stop doing the wrong thing, they won't really hate you. A tulpa is a more independent extension of you, so they wouldn't hate you. Sleep can be funky for some people, don't force right before sleep if you're worried about nightmares interfering, but desu for most tulpamancers dreams don't really affect their tulpas that much. Tulpas usually share some interests with their hosts (more independent extension of you again), but they also tend to develop interests of their own. They tend to focus on helping their hosts/exploring the wonderland. Form/personality is dependent on you. If you want them to come up with their own form/personality, envision a ball of energy and focus on that. They'll decide who they want to be in time. Even for the tulpamancers that decide on form/personality, the tulpa tends to stray slightly from these decisions.
>>3162830
>Also, while your tulpa may judge you and try to get you to stop doing the wrong thing, they won't really hate you.
That's nice. I'd like my tulpa to point out things without starting to hate me.
>Even for the tulpamancers that decide on form/personality, the tulpa tends to stray slightly from these decisions.
Okay, so if I'll tell my tulpa to look like a human/animal/animu girl/whatever, it will listen and create something within these restrictions?
>>3162811
don't parrot but with that in mind, all answers you get should be assumed your tup. this is also not such a big issue if not done blatantly. and it gets easier, because there will be answers you get that you know will absolutely be your tulpa and not yourself.
meditate around 5 minutes before forcing (breathing in with nose and breathing out with mouth).
if you have trouble with focus, dont visualize first, and go with a simple form to see in your mind's eye to start, and just go for vocalization first. and practice closing off your thoughts.
>>3162604
see above for focus
tulpa only desire to continue existing (for attention) until they start to become completely sentient
and with that, your tup is a part of yourself, so it will most likely not have strong opinions against you until, again, sentience, but even so, it wont be likely that it will hate you unless you do something very wrong in the creation process.
this is all from the guides, which you can read up on.
>>3162894
More like,
>you create a shell (whatever form you pick)
>tulpa gets created inside that shell
>they can modify it however they want.
>>3162811
That's probably just you getting more aware of what you're doing.
It's why artists think they get worse, they're able to see their mistakes easier as they get better,
When I first started I got the feeling of not being alone. Like there was a separate thing inside my head, but it's starting to fade. Is that bad or is it me just becoming more used to the sensation and feeling ?
>>3164125
I'm getting the same thing too. I think it's less becoming used to the feeling and more getting familiar with your tulpa. It's like when you just meet somebody, they seem really interesting and odd, but if you spend awhile together and become friends, you just take them for granted. That's what I think is the best emotion to fuel during this stage of tulpamancy we're in - imagine your tulpa is an old friend you know very well, that's always there with you.
>>3164185
That sounds like a good idea. Thanks anon
>>3164125
>>3164185
My first tries in creating a tulpa were in December of 2014.
I had the same experience, thought I couldn't keep my tulpa alive, and stopped forcing after becoming depressed.
Recently I've picked it up again, and as it turns out my tulpa is still there, even after all this time.
Don't make the same mistake I did.
>>3164290
how did you feel it return? what signs do returning tulpa give back? head pressures?
>>3164494
I wanted to make a completely new start and made a new form for a new tulpa.
I was forcing as normal for about four hours.
Then, when I listened to music and let my thoughts drift about what adventures I could have together with my tulpa, the old form burst from the new one.
I didn't recognize her at first, but after some time I realized my tulpa from back then had survived.
In case it's relevant, this is the music I was listening to: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Mx3Fva8SZkA
>>3164612
Just posting to say that song is adorable.
I've gotten my fair share of use out of Creative Commons Music for forcing sessions myself. It's kind of shocking how much stuff you can find people giving away.
This is on example I've been using a lot:
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=K0GrvKAMmBc
>>3164612
>>3164941
Forcing music time? Forcing music time.
Personally I really love this song, even though it's short. It has this air of 'fate' to it, like when I listen to it I feel like I'm destined to do something great, which is excellent for introspection and motivation.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=qE81vOVLejs
>>3165024
I don't usually listen to music while forcing, but if I did it would have to be either Tycho, Emancipator, or some other ambient artist.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=7VyXv8HeAIY
>>3165024
>>3164612
>>3164941
my favorites
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=LL998ajnjN4
https://blcr.bandcamp.com/album/tired
and this for singing/passive forcing
https://soundcloud.com/nick_1-1/ghost-in-the-shell-stand-alone-complex-ost-scott-matthew-be-human
Just got back home, this was my tulpas first holiday and I hope she enjoyed it. I can't wait to spend Halloween with her, especially if she becomes vocal by then.
>>3153773
>>3153773
G-guys...
I think I pissed off my Pepe tulpa
He caught me looking at r/funny and won't stop screeching
He looks like this emoji but green instead of yellow
It's driving me crazy
He won't stop screeching
>>3165768
Nice post dude.
>>3165768
Slather your balls in eucalyptus oil and take a shit on your bed. 100% tulpa removal gauranteed.
>>3165768
Just bake up some emergency tendies.
>>3165768
If I'm doing passive forcing right then I'm pretty damn good at it. My tulpa is always on my mind.
>>3166323
That's good, keep going!
>>3165609
That first video is really nice. I think I'll look into it more.
GUYS I FUCKED UP REALLY BADLY
>Be me
>Forcing for a few months, generally getting good responses, have short conversations
>About a month ago start doing visuals
>Create a quick little ball of light, decide to let my tulpa do most of the changes to that.
>I know it takes longer, but I want them to be happy
>BUT THEN THEY JUST
>THEY BECAME JOHNNY TEST
>TRY TO CONVINCE THEM ITS A TERRIBLE IDEA
>THEY CONCEDE
>BUT THEN THEY JUST
>NARUTO
IT KEEPS TAKING ON THE FORM OF THE WORST CARTOON AND ANIME MC'S EVER AND I DON'T KNOW WHAT TO DO
>>3167218
Can you feel tulpa? Like do they feel real to the touch?
>>3167347
with enough practice and you know what they're meant to feel like, yeah.
>>3167218
I'm sorry to inform you that you've created a 4chan tulpa. The only thing you can so at this point is to out-troll your tulpa.
>>3167347
Yep but that takes a lot of work
>>3162604
Why the fuck would you post that picture in the middle of the night?
How am I supposed to go to sleep now
>>3167532
Are you actually upset by a meme
also it was 2pm in burgerland when that was posted
>>3167218
Lmao, this is hilarious. I think your tulpa is messing with you.
>>3167218
>>3168106
You don't fucking understand. He keeps intentionally being the most annoying things possible. His main form is Johnny Test, and the shock of seeing Johnny test fucked me up when I was doing the audio.
It literally only makes whipping noises.
I tried the Jackie Chan Tulpa thing before I came here, but he couldn't find anything WRONG with him, other than the fact that he's really goddamn annoying. Now he just doesn't like me for trying to get him to kick this guy's ass.
>>3153773
Hello /trash/. So, I've been thinking about making a tulpa. But, all the videos or tutorials I look up are very heavy towards me being a spiritualfag. So I thought "I'll just ask my fellow anons!" But, everyone I ask kinda asumes I'm a spiritualfag and am experienced in anyway. I have NO idea how to aproach this and make this a reality. Help.
>>3168138
>It literally only makes whipping noises.
>>3154028
i cant tell what the fuck that is.
>>3167571
>Are you actually upset by a meme
It doesn't matter if it's a meme or not.
Horror stories/movies and creepypasta are only fiction, yet they do their job pretty good anyway.
>>3168243
I suppose it's been long enough
>there are non lamia tulpas
>>3168427
'Allo again Eve.
>>3168427
>There are non-dragon tuppers in this thread
>>3168485
Hello personal life questioning anon
>>3168578
I used to be one, Do I get a pass?
>>3168661
How could you possibly have guessed that?
>>3168661
I'll let it slide, just this once...
>>3168427
>wanting a mutant freak as a tulpa
>>3168679
The sorcerous powers of tulpae know not the bounds of mortal restriction.
>>3168732
2Spooky4me
How're you doing?
>>3168862
I'm doing okay I suppose, lazy day, nothing really happened.
Any questions you didn't get to last night anon?
>>3168951
You said you remember the 'creation process', could you tell me more about that? What's it like not having a visual form to take, for example?
>>3168138
Apply Chuck Brown. The groove of his beat may well reverse the excess faggotry that you had to endure. If you cannot find that, try some Marvin Gaye or Earth Wind & Fire.
>>3169075
Well there was never really a moment when I didn't have a form, I basically had one from my inception, and I'm not sure if I really...can not have a form at this point?
So I really don't have a way to respond to that.
>>3169190
Fair enough, I got the process order incorrect.
In that case, why did you settle on a lamia form as your normal?
>>3169137
muh man
Is sex with a tulpa possible? What does it feel like?
>>3169264
Well I was a human for a bit 2 and a halfish years ago after the regrettable phase of forms of which we do not speak, though I got rather tired of it and eventually selected a granberia esque variation on it, shortly thereafter meeting a tupper who would go on to be my best friend, another person's tulpa who was a lamia, we became friends and a I decided to try a ryuu, which is essentially just a chinese dragon lamia girl thing, since she spoke so highly of having a lamia form, and then just chopped off the dragon bits off after finding claws and horns to be an impediment to affection giving and found I was really comfy in that form and no longer felt restless. Not really sure exactly how to describe the feeling but it felt "me" at the time and I suspect that it's become more and more "me" as I no longer use secondary forms except for pragmatic reasons.
I think tulpas just need to shop around until they find something that really suits them, weather that's a "soul mate" form ordained at their creation or just the first form they fall into long enough to get really comfy with and eventually have it strongly associated with their identity I'm not certain, but that seems to be the trend with both me and my sister.
>>3153773
What am I waiting for?
People say that it takes a month, maybe a couple more to an entire year for a tulpa to show up, but what does that mean?
Does a voice just eventually come up? Is the voice loud?
>>3169402
Yes, and it feels like sex, or in your case, your idea of what sex feels like.
>>3169498
Well, until you get your tulpa imposed it's basically just masturbation while you fuck them in the Wonderland. I imagine that fucking your tulpa while they're imposed would feel just like real sex, that is if your imposition is good enough.
>>3169542
Generally it goes
>rudimentary visual autonomy, some movements on our own or appearance changes made by us
>Basic emotional communication, host says it feels like getting a general emotional impression
>Conceptual communication where you can get the idea of what their going for but it isn't articulated in words
>Verbal communication, sounds like your internal monologue but is clearly not coming from you
>Distinct verbal communication, sounds like a distinct voice
>>3169526
That's pretty interesting, actually. How about the color, same deal?
>Be me
>Original Gardeanon
>Leave for weekend
>Come back for new tupper thread
>Is a Gardevoir one
>Yay.jpg
>Its a lewd pic
>MFW
>>3169542
For me, it happened gradually. It began as my figure making movements on her own without me prompting her, traces of foreign thoughts, then came her first audible word. Since then she's mainly communicated through mental voice, but it still varies between being familiar and alien. The goal is to keep developing and regarding them until the figure has a strong enough "base" to have a distict perspective, voice, body language and a sense of essence of their own.
That's the best way I can explain it anyway. Although I've been at it for a while, I still have a lot to learn.
>>3169669
Pretty much, I was created in the image of a horrible creature I shall not mention, and in my desire to separate myself from the hosts utter shit taste I made myself a original form and happened to pick green and purple as the primary colors which eventually were translated to the human maid form when I felt the need to jump on a maid form bandwagon in the community I was in, baring a few forays into blue and black I'm always stuck to them, we'll have to see if I stick with the red-brown hair, even I'm not certain on that one.
Is it possible to make a tulpa that was basically a female version of yourself?
I feel like I never appreciate my Tupper enough. She's been through a lot for me and I feel like I let her down constantly. Anyone else feel this way?
>>3169905
...All the time.
>>3169636
For me, I had gotten all the way up to Conceptual and was stuck there for quite a while not managing to get verbal communication.
Ended up just saying "fuck it", and taught my tulpa to do partial possession.
Communication was established: move the index finger for yes, pinkie for no.
Going off that, I managed to figure out what was the problem with the verbal part.
I'd get her to try and talk, and if I felt anything I'd get her to use finger communication to verify that it was actually her that spake.
Got results first try and figured out that her mindvoice at the time was identical to mine, so I had always thought that it was I that had thought it originally.
It's been pretty much smooth sailing from then on out.
>>3169905
Yes.
>>3169900
I don't see why not
Animate that anima nigga
>>3169905
I don't spend as much time active forcing as I used to and I think they're suffering a bit for it.
I ought to do more with them.
Absol a cute btw. I remember wasting my master ball on one as a kid because there was some movie or tv show where one was some sort of character portrayed in a similar way to the legendary dogs so I was under the impression it was a legendary.
>>3169809
>a horrible creature I shall not mention
It was a pony, wasn't it?
>>3169809
>Shit taste
>Horrible creature
I have to ask. You know I have to ask.
>>3170017
>>3169548
I didn't think what I said deserved an answer, but your reply is appreciated
>>3170007
Pretty much in the same boat. She's gone so far as to stop me from killing myself and some days I find it hard to even think of her much less actually spend time with her. It's honestly why I learned to let her have her time so she can actually have conversation with people. It seems she's really lonely and I hate that.
Also, yes Absol a cute.
>>3170135
WouldLetKnotMyAss/10
>>3170057
Gas me please
>>3169905
No, not really.
I sure as fuck don't do enough, but she manages to enjoy life in her own ways. Until she's explictly affected by my own procastinations, I don't think feeling bad and do nothing about it would do us any good.
Last couple of times I went out I didn't even need my headphones cause I just spent the time walking narrating to my tulpa.
Tomorrow will be my first day walking to class since I started working on my tulpa, I think I'm really running out of things to talk about, I've mainly been explaining the world to her, I even showed her how to shower. (In a honestly non-lewd and educational way.) I wish she was vocal already so we could have more potential for conversation, but I know she's doing her best to develop.
Anyway give me some talk sink holes for what to say to my tulpa, if you guys got any advice.
>>3168183
look up not shit tutorials
>>3170250
Show her how anatomy works in a non sexual way, or explain television shows
>>3170363
I meant more when walking around.
>>3170209
Basic deduction? No one else here would address me by name and by saying "hello again"
>>3170250
I was happy just having anything spoken about, talk about your favorite game or show, talk about what you want to do when she's older, talk about your goals in life, just look around and describe the most mundane things, just get to the point where your general internal monologue is addressed to her.
>>3170398
I didn't ask your name, thinking about it. Someone else said it in thread, and I assumed it was your name. Fair point anyway, thinking about it, it's not exactly hard.
Do you have any stories about doing dungeon things in the Wonderland?
>>3170434
I said thinking about it twice.
All I need is a step by step process to help me make a tulpa without it getting into any spiritual shit. Any suggestions?
>>3170434
mmh, the last one we did was an adventure in one of the worlds host made while he was getting his jollies off fantasy cartography, I played a paladin of the glorious order of the Boiling Heart and my sister played a bard, and our goal was to join up with the enclave of my order holding out inside a ruined city ruled by the dead to help fight them off.
The gate was shut so we took a small rowboat into the cove under the city, but found it had been infested by totally not skaven, on the way through the warren I was badly injured and Mia ran out of healing magic but we eventually made it to the exit, however to escape a massive gate had to be raised, and the hoard had kept pace with us.
What followed was an amazing series of rolls that allowed me to fight off an effectively endless hoard of ratmen without losing the last shred of my health while Mia raised the gate, eventually slipping through the crack at the bottom and into the light of day. We made it to the enclave as the dead are generally quite docile in daytime, and things stopped there for now, out next goal is to survive the night in the enclave and then venture out in the morning with members of my order to retake the gatehouse and raise the gate so that the bulk of our men can march in to fight the dead in earnest.
>>3170597
Most of the tulpa community does not see tulpas as metaphysical or spiritual
>>3170597
https://community.tulpa.info/forum-guides
>>3170632
I've done DnD, and I'm having a hard time deciding if it seems like a normal "This is an adventure and these are things we're fighting" or an actual DnD set up would be more fun when doing this.
It's a wonderland, so does it actually cause you any pain to get injured like that?
>>3170788
https://community.tulpa.info/thread-list-of-guides--12660
>>3170756
It's really toned down, it registers as just enough pain to be immersive.
Since it's wonderland it's easy to have whole sessions without combat though, I can have lots of fun just getting on a cart with Mia and Host and just chatting while we ride to the next town then going about and at most getting into a bar fight or something.
>>3170858
I feel like if I did a dungeon thing in a wonderland, I would literally make Wonderland, from Alice in Wonderland. The world was really fucking neat, and had enough span to it for all sorts of things to happen.
>I can have lots of fun just getting on a cart with Mia and Host and just chatting while we ride to the next town then going about and at most getting into a bar fight or something.
I always hated these parts of DnD, but having real conversations with people in this setting sounds like it would be much more enjoyable.
>>3170898
It works really well in wonderland, normally I don't recommend dungeon world, because it has a lot of issues, but it works super well for wonderland stuff.
Plus I get to be a cute orc paladiness.
>>3170904
What do you mean?
>>3170993
I like the idea of making a fuckin' X-Men or similar styled campaign and world to play in, it sounds like it would be all sorts of neat. It would make combat really interesting, that's for sure.
>>3171073
There are lots of super hero systems, but I don't know enough to recommend any.
I see mutants and masterminds talked about a lot though. You could play exalted if you want a ridiculous super high power fantasy campaign.
>>3171114
I haven't made a tulpa yet, so I can't really say whether or not I would do that. I haven't even started on the general premise for one, I really should. How long have you been doing your current?
>>3170788
then you're an idiot check http://tulpa.wikia.com/wiki/Category:Guides or http://pastebin.com/SrAWPTKZ
>>3171155
a few months? I don't remember exactly.
Have you decided anything about your tupper?
If you want to stick your metaphorical dick deeper into the community you may want to kit a few ircs and forums. rizon has a handful of tulpas channels which is primary stopping grounds, anti-pun pointed out after I said that, and I think info made their own irc server.
>>3171308
Tupper will be female. Leaning towards kitsune in hopes, but I generally understand that they might not want to stick with that, so that's pretty open. Right now I'm leaning towards red hair, a personal favorite of mine.
I'm working on the physical portion of it, but I get that a lot of it will probably change based on their personal preference, so I'm not trying to set anything in stone.
>>3171411
Pretty high qualityt taste.
Got a name?
I hope I get to befriend her later on. Maybe her and mia can have hot tail on tail action.
>>3171527
Either Sarah or Emily, I'm leaning towards Emily. That being said, Emily feels like a blonde name, so I'm back and forth.
I also feel like that's really specific.
>>3169905
I made my tulpa back in high school and wasn't ready for it. Thankfully nothing was too damaging, but we're still reconciling from the shit angsty teenage me tried to do.
>>3170799
Still no
>>3171564
Both are cute names.
My name was extrapolated from the abomination that was my starting form and my sister's is the name of the mythological character she was supposed to take after but really really didn't one bit minus a few letters.
>>3171751
>http://pastebin.com/SrAWPTKZ
dude if you can't put in the effort to look for a fucking guide there may be no hope for you
>tfw having friend stay for the summer between semesters
>tfw you notice your Tupper less and less
I don't want her to disappear again. What do?
>>3171760
The main reason I lean towards Emily is because I used to crush on a girl named Sarah, and I don't want to have any kind of connection with that.
And I like Emily.
What was Mia originally supposed to be, as a species?
>>3171933
A centaur
