I'm sure many of us have dated entries to share. Be clear, be ambiguous or vague, it doesn't matter. What matters is that it matters to you. Let's see what you've had on your mind for so long, anon.
Kicking things off:
Hello. I guess this is some kind of introduction. I will basically be using this account to spill out my thoughts, my daily happenings, everything in my life, so if your viewing this now, might as well go and turn back. there is nothing interesting here.
so as of today, its been quite a while since ive spoken to my current boyfriend, anon, of 7 months. i miss him terribly... hes been hanging out with his friends all day today and yesterday and the day before that. a talk with my mom, over breakfast recently, revealed that she had been noticing a few things about him that i was quite blinded by. i wish...things could go back... go back in time. now hes expected to take control of his own life when i know for a fact he wont without a push forward. he dropped out of school... he hasn't seriously worked in such a long time, let alone worried about college. hes back home now. i dont know the next time i will update.
Im so scared i might be pregnant. i have noone to talk to about this... always crying...i miss him so much
2/12/11
