hey guys, chat thread?
26, femanon. pic not me; i just like girls.
what's up with everyone today?
>>23905109
bored out of my mind, no one to hanhout/talk to. think i'm gonna swim into lake ontario until i drown soon
>>23905109
Post pic of you? Doesn't have to be anything lewd.
>>23905109
kik!
Beautiful day so I can't wait to hop on my bike and go to the gym!
>>23905137
don't have a phone anymore, sorry!
>>23905129
unfortunately, i understand this feeling all too well these days...
>>23905138
god i wish i had a bike again! i miss bike riding!
old photo is old cause i haven't gotten dressed today or showered in the last few days. sorry, got dropped for a second.
bumps.
>>23905173
Hey whats up! How is your day been so far?
not having a phone these days is pretty odd.
Maybe you can help...should i watch a movie, play some videogame or go too sleep?
>>23905322
i had a phone but i couldn't afford it anymore, so it's shut off now and while i COULD use it on wifi i just don't care enough to lol day's been alright i guess. we got a new TV and set that up, so my gf is setting up our media server again. having fish for dinner.
uh, i'd play a game, but it depends on what you have to play!
>>23905109
>>23905173
you're cute
im making tunes, went downtown for a while.
fighting mental illness/depression.
all that jazz.
today's a pretty good day.
>>23905349
thanks! ^_^
i know the feeling, i'm fighting mental illness/depression every single day. you make music?
Let's see here, recently single, tore some chest muscles, missed work cause of it, and spending time with my daughter, also it is 96 degrees here. Ac can't keep up.
>>23905173
You look pretty, femanon
>>23905355
How old is your daughter?
I turned 23 an hour and half ago, I'm a bit tipsy and tired.
>>23905333
well atleast 1 phonezombie less on this planet mh im only playing The Division right now maybe i buy someday the overhyped overwatch...
enjoy your meal!
>>23905379
She is 7.
>>23905352
yes it's the thing that's keeping me 'sane'. I love it very much.
i play multiple instruments, but atm im mainly producing experimental jazz-like electronic music on my computer.
Then you must know how much it sucks gradually realizing you're not quite right in your head. But I believe I can overcome it and get my life on track again.
Are you diagnosed?
>>23905379
thanks!!
>>23905396
jealous. i want to raise children :( i want a daughter so badly.
>>23905422
that sounds cool! i am diagnosed, yes. i suffer from bipolar (which my father is also), severe depression, and autism. I also have slight OCD tendencies. I wish you the best though!
Hey girl I love you
I'll be back soon gotta shower
It's been a while!
What's new
>>23905472
thanks : )
sounds rough. are you making any progress dealing with your symptoms?
>>23905486
yo! it's been a long month lol it's alright i suppose, not much going on, just relaxing from traveling. i'll be here when you're done!
>>23905514
not really lol i just deal with shit as it comes up. i mean, i have ways to deal with each one, but overall, i just deal with mental health issues on a day to day basis.
>>23905486
that was phone, this id is house
anyway Things are at a weird standstill with me. I'd told you I was trying to leave town for Alaska and had everything worked out, stopped in my home town to visit for a week and see my brother graduate high school, and then I was going to leave for Alaska.
Except the job I had been working was supposed to send my final paycheck to my mother's apartment, where I'm now stuck, and it got lost in the mail, so when the big day rolled around I was like I'm not getting on a fucking plane to Alaska with eight dollars and change where the fuck is my check? So I'm now waiting on through a billing cycle for them to send me another one. Stuck with my family and it sucks.
At least I've found some work here, a furniture store is going out of business and I'm scheduled all weekend to help them load stuff up. So that's cool. I'm having some bad days feeling like such a fuckup but mostly alright.
How are things with the gf, I know for a while they weren't too good, and how is your move to OR coming along?
Have a silly picture of me, I really am getting in the shower now.
>>23905557
well, if it's any consolation, we completely failed on every aspect of our trip and had to go back to her parents house and are both now beyond severely depressed, and crying into all hours of the night and frankly want to die, so lol i know the feeling. i really hope things start looking up for you soon though! at least one of us should be lucky enough...
ok, i'll be here when you're back! i hope it's soon cause i really..i'm really not doing good and i need someone to talk to...
>>23905637
don't be sad bae
Best laid plans of mice and men, etc
I was super depressed for a while there but things are moving forward again, at least I'm working so I should have enough to go far away soon.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=QJATzeRTFw4
>>23905745
well i'm glad one of us is at least somewhat upbeat lol sorry i left for a bit, i ate some dinner but i feel like i'm slowly developing anorexia desu, i always feel bad after eating, feel bad ABOUT eating and yeah...ugh. life.
bumpitty.
>>23905173
Weird face
>>23905934
always grudge girl.
why do you feel bad about eating?
>>23905934
So have you ever had a gf?
>>23905948
i grew up with parents who forced me to eat shit that made me sick or the texture which i couldn't handle, and then for a long time wouldn't buy anything i COULD eat or wouldn't buy groceries for me at all. i guess i have a lot of issues regarding food these days.
>>23905959
yes, and have one currently.
>>23905966
Do you guys have sex a lot? Who is the dom?
>>23905968
yeah, often enough. uh, we kinda switch off. just depends on the mood we're in that night.
>>23905974
Butt stuff?
>>23905979
sure, at times. again, depends on the mood we're in.
>>23905968
she has sex with me
>>23905966
That sound really messed up! Fuck. I mean you're not going hungry or anything are you?
>>23905983
Got any butt pics?
I need to fap, its been 3 days
>>23906000
>>23906000
i don't post nudes. sorry.
>>23905992
<3 you know it. no no, we do fine. my gfs father is an excellent fucking chef and she's not bad herself, plus her folks are well off enough that we get plenty of groceries when we're here. it's all good ^^ but thanks!
>>23906007
Gross, she's a roastie
>>23906011
Your gf sounds like a catch. Bet she's cute too. So what exactly do you bring to the table?
>>23905992
that reminds me, speaking of being asked about my sexual preferences, what do you like in bed?
>>23906011
Alright, that's reassuring. So, are you still living in cali then or somewhere else? (if that's creepy you don't have to say)
Anyway what else is going on? Weren't you planning on going to a convention or something... summer treating you OK?
>>23906044
no no, we're back with her folks in new mexico now. we went to a convention a while ago, and had planned to go to one when we moved but we didn't make it in time so that was kinda bummer. summer's nice, yeah, i'm sick of the fucking rain so it's nice to finally have warm weather again! how about you?
>>23906043
Creepy shit
>>23906062
Omg NM is somewhere I've always wanted to go! The navajo rez is a bucket list thing for me and the deserrrrrrt. Must be nice.
>>23906089
it's alright except we're in the middle of absolute fucking nowhere and can't even go into town because there IS no town lmao walmart is here but it's literally a 2 hour walk I'm guessing. plus our internet is shit out here. can't stream a damn thing. my gf recently set up a hotspot on her phone after rooting it, so we do have that too but yeah...blah.
but those issues aside, it is really nice. definitely quiet, which as an autistic girl i appreciate.
>>23906089
trip wasn't a total bust though. we did bone a lot lol
>>23906109
Hm that's weird because my phone actually had a hotspot feature built in (android) although it cost an extra $5 a month, but compared to paying for a cable/internet package. And damn I've never stayed in a small town, idk if I could handle that. Not even that ther'es nothing to do because I never go out/ have no life in the first place, but just.... isolation. Plus you're fucked w/o a car, and I hate driving.
(sorry was doing dishes)
>>23906187
What do you mean... did you drive up or Oregon...?
>>23906227
well she simply rooted her phone lol yeah, it's not even a small town, it's like a NO town basically. it's...it's rough, love. yeah neither of us drive and there's literally nothing to walk to.
it's cool, i was wondering where you had gone but figured you'd be back ^^
no, we didn't get up to oregon, but we stayed at a few friends houses for a week or so at times and had enough privacy to at least have some good sex, so it wasn't a total bummer overall.
>>23906252
I don't know anything about phones, I kind of want to root mine but I just feel like i'd fuck it up. Somehow my SD card got corrupted and won't save any new files at all either, I'm really bad at phones lol. I only just got my first smartphone 2 years ago, and I'm still using it.
Allllllllllso stealthy sex with people around is totally worth it.
Is it hot as fucking balls where you're at?
>>23906291
she builds her own computers and shit so she's way more into tech than i could ever be, as i have a hard time learning and retaining information. sucks about your SD card though! i recently got a new external drive simply because i am terrified of data loss, having experienced it pretty badly in the past.
it was the hottest sex we've had in a while lol it was certainly fun.
it's in the 90s and rising so yeah it's hot as fucking dicks here. how about you? is it hot where you are?
>>23906356
Yeah, I have a friend who does computer repair professionally so he's like my go-to "fix this shit I'll buy you beer". I feel like if I put the effort into sitting down to learn I could, but I'm so fucking lazy.
And yeah it's pretty hot here in the midwest, I'm already missing the milder New England summers, Anyway, I hate to go but I'm fucking dead after 10 hours of work and reaqlly about to pass out. bump it tomorrow or something though! It's been ages seems like. I love you plz don't be sad
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ubgV6VYeV70
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