ITT CHAT/DISCUSSIONS
This is a thread dedicated to anti-depression,.
Last thread reached the limit because of '__'
Chat General - Take a pic in your current state ( like Illinois or sum shit )
>Music Discussion ( Don't discuss music unless it's /mu/ meme shit )
>What are you doing?
>Why you are a fucking NEET weirdo? (it's cool if you're not cool)
>Video Games(?)
>Books you're currently reading
>Films etc.
General Discussion
You don't have to follow these guidelines, it's just a suggestion, just post some content so other anons get to know you.
This is a meet-up board after all.
This isn't exactly a rate thread but if that is truly what you seek OP won't deliver. R8 others if you're into it.
(Remember though to noty ONLY post a rate but also partake in the discussion)
Do what thou wilt.
Last Thread
>>23603898
*tips Melville
>>23616973
I would prefer not to.
>>23616994
Don't bully me or Melville
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=GxVdTQyEPQo
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=-LnoJDMjnLw
>>23616968
>Last thread reached the limit because of '__'
I h8 when this happens
>like Illinois or sum shit )
>Don't discuss music unless it's /mu/ meme shit
>Why you are a fucking NEET weirdo? (it's cool if you're not cool)
>This isn't exactly a rate thread but if that is truly what you seek OP won't deliver.
>kek
it's evolved
>>23617000
I would prefer not to.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=lMsyXYHWrIA
>>23616968
>'__'
>The Pussy cat dolls
>doing
Feasibility study example
>>23616980
Need I say it, Vladimir.
>>23617027
>doing
Succing dick xD
Sometimes
>>23617131
I don't think that guy has the feels water can get really warm on pavement when it's a hot day and that's probably super relaxing if you can get past how gross it is
>>23617139
>if you can get past how gross it is
I don't think I could, at least not that puddle. Str8 nasty looking
>>23617027
>tfw basically the autistic type
>>23617158
Yah neither could I and I suffer from severe depression well imo a combination of clinical and MDD but diagnosed as severe
What the fuck should I do with my hair
>>23617205
Grow it out then man bun it
>>23617223
Isn't that a meme haircut and my hair is too stiff for that
Stiff hairs
>>23617047
>feasibility study
Precisely for that.
>>23617047
We need to bring out the Alexei in you
>>23617205
Picture related
How are you today.
>>23617315
>We need to bring out the Alexei in you
For >>23617165
>>23617315
>hurr durr precisely hurr durr that hurr
>>23617315
You slavwave or something?
Pls real advice ;^_;
Fairly good. Drove around with some folks, turned down getting high because I'm staying away from that and then went home a bit later.
>>23617316
Repost that picture so I can see what you mean kek
>>23617337
Educate yourself.
>>23617379
All this and not a dick yet to be succ.
>>23617341
Literally been looking at these memes all day
Real advice do nothing
Do not trim, maybe maintain this look but don't make it shorter
>Turned down getting high
I would've probably the same :-D
Just drove around?
Hello, can you help me?
I seem to of come under some sort of a spell.
My mind's gone and I only hear a ringing bell.
The woods been cut and I bear no name.
I'm the lost ringer and the ringers bane.
-- I really need to get outside.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=qFoBbNHvOME
I believe buckets can be a mu
>Doing
Taking a break from note taking
>Neet
I can't take my body pillow to school.
>Vidyas
Completed borderlands, the ending was a real let down, tbf.
>Books
The serial killers, a study by Colin Wilson.
>How's everyone doing?
>>23617405
>lookin at these memes
Why? :-D
Why nothing? My hair kind of looks shit now. It gets wavier when it gets longer and I want to haff butifel hairs
>probably the same
Stay pure pleasu
Yeah. Both of the guys I went out with did some lines. It was pretty boring so I got home. This place is quite boring, but hey, I got books and internets.
>>23617205
Leave as is or you might be able to pull off growing it out and having one of those weird side fade things...
>>23617315
or this shit, i rate this shit 10/10
>>23617457
Undercut is shit imo
>>23617399
I'm still calculating aight
Just cause you a practiced ho doesn't make you better
How much did the fone cost btw.
>>23617443
I was looking at vaporwave shit when picture related came up
Then one meme led to another
I like shitty-looking le random hair
Just keep it at current length no more if you don't want but no less
I don't think it can get purer than this
Plus I think I blew off that one chance I had when I had a fight with the one bitch that can provide
I remember in Gazi(the worst area in Athens) there was this girl just casually taking in her lines in street on a public phone platform in the middle of the day.
>>23617457
I have best taste in guys ty.
![]o274ca2JvK1r9zzc7o1_500.jpg](https://i.imgur.com/47YPsV8.jpg "]o274ca2JvK1r9zzc7o1_500.jpg")
>>23617505
Fuk
>>23617505
Vaporwave is shit
But what if I shave me head
What could she provide lel
>that last line
Wew
If someone is retarded enough to do that in public I wouldn't be surprised if she was doing shit that was cut to hell or back or grinded Paracetamol pills. Guy I know scammed some rednecks for 100 Euros by grinding some Ibumetin pills and shaving off some heart pills and presenting them as MDMA speed. It literally cost him less than one Euro to get those. It took those retards quite a while to figure out that they were fucked over lel
>>23617527
>MDMA speed
MDMA and speed*
>>23617505
Have plan, no experience
Useless
A lot 500+ pesos
>>23617512
Proof it
>>23617527
Whatever, I like tacky looking material
You'd look on the outside like the autism you are on the inside
Provide whatever the most degenerate groups of society are having
Was he big enough to handle the confrontation or did it not occur.
>>23617552
Maybe I'll start tomorrow with the teacher so that I could pass
670$ that is too much
>
https://youtu.be/TsTQov8RXNA
I love how comfy this is.
>>23617554
I'm memeing you, short hair makes me look a bit too much bydlo.
That's probably some really bad shit. Anyways drugs are a meme, whatever you are feeling they make worse in the long term. I guess I did them because I am pretty fatalistic and was quite a bit self destructive and disappointed with life. I'm so serious at times.
Nothing happened because those rednecks weren't from our town and they'd get beaten upon if they came looking for anyone. People are violent and tribalistic here.
>>23617572
That's the spirit, remember no teef.
Well...could be worse.
>pesos
>>23617587
>comfy
It feels weird but enjoyable
>saved
Implying I care for long term
I think I'm gonna binge alcohol again this weekend, I hope it actually offs me this time instead of just leaving me stomach-less.
>>23617595
Wtf where am I suppose to put my teeth then
This actually is harder than it looks
I only understand in shekels.
>What are you doing?
Drinking after 10 hour work at a volunteer job.
that was supposed to be 4 hours
>Why you are a fucking NEET weirdo? (it's cool if you're not cool)
Not a NEET anymore did live that life for a few years but it feels sorta nice to be useful to society :D
>Video Games(?)
Smite atm, since i can't handle any other games and i let my friend use my TV so no consoles
>Books you're currently reading
Wheel of Time, just finished Hellblazer and some other comics.
>Films etc.
I dunno too many good ones to list
>>23617631
In where else.
>This actually is harder than it looks
What
Gib shekel plea i need 2 pay fone
>>23617643
forgot pic I guess
>>23617631
Glad you enjoy muh muzak.
Nigga you do care about long term and if you didn't you wouldn't bring it up at all, you do, you probably do more than anything else. I told myself that all the time for the last couple of months before coming over here, but I did care, more than anything fucking else. I mean, how could I not care when future was pretty much all that was on my mind and my refusal to think of it of distraction merely me trying not to care. The reaction in itself was proof that there was something in the first place to make me feel the way I do. Feelings and thoughts don't come from out of nothing.
Implying that if given chance between limbo of uncertainty and depression and being able to do what you like and having your problems fixed you wouldn't chose the later. I'm disappointed.
Alcohol won't off you off.
>2016
>being retart
Step up meme grill. Do /ascent/ part.
Also
>implying wallowing in your own suffering doesn't get old quickly
>implying I'm ever cucking myself out of doing exactly what I want and how by succumbing to depression
>implying that any momentary bouts of low aren't a retroactive feeling that I cuck with my superior will every single damn time
Pls ;_;
>>23617656
I can't put my teeth on hold
Here.
>>23617205
You've got the facial structure to go bald.
Other than that I'd say grow it out a bit and kill the volume.
>>23617315
Or this.
>>23617405
Alexei is my spirit animal.
>>23617437
I feel like we've got the same set of eyes.
What's good?
>>23617505
Practice does actually make perfect.
>>23617643
What kind of volunteer job is it?
>Musik
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Obx3e7MfEaI&
I'm not too much into electronic music but this one has kept me going for a while now. No discus
>Books
Did finish the school book, it's been a good week.
>Vad gör du
Still school related stuff, by the start of next week I'll be free from most of this horrid shit and I can finally let my life resume.
Did eat some sushi though, felt great.
>>23617717
I'd go bald if I wanted to mug people in RÄ«ga's Central Market, but fug. I JUST don't know how to deal with volume as my hair is extremely thick.
>>23617734
He is a real hero and a human bean. He hasn't done anything wrong.
>>23617708
Send pls i need it urgent.
Wait you want me to answer them?
>>23617673
I won't respond to that paragraph cause you're right it is tedious and old
I was joking about alcohol offing part jeez your temper these days
Yet still
>expecting any better
So much for anti depression thread
What now.
>>23617717
Another blower
ITT hoes giving BJ advice.
>>23617727
But tbt it looks nice.
>>23617734
He an hero cause girls didn't like his shoops.
>>23617747
You thought failing tomorrow was joke.
>>23617783
Go on or is that all you've got
>>23617759
Milord, I have done what thou hath commandeth for years, I await thy return.
>>23617766
No, but you are a joke.
>>23617766
You won't respond cause you a cuk.
I know you're joking, but every joke contains a grain of truth. Death isn't only physical, mental death is worse.
WHAT THE FUCK DID YOU SAY ABOUT MY TEMPER?
>expecting
I clearly do.
What now? Well, what is the next step of your master plan?
>it looks nice
Admit it, you want to lure me looks because you want to laff about mio. I can see through you. (^::
>>23617783
WHY REMIND ME OF THAT NOBLE HUMAN BEAN
>>23617802
Why are you so mean ;-;
>>23617232
Just because it's popular doesn't mean it's bad don't be a hipster faggot
>>23617815
Muñeca porque eres tan esquiva.
https://euphoria.io/room/cckufiprfashlewoli0/
>>23617801
I only have so much
Will not let it all out in one go.
>>23617813
Dude you already heard it all, I haven't developed some deeper psych layer than that of the last time I did
N-n-nothing yo temper is bootiful just liek yo
Why do you tho
>Master plan
>
>>23617488
I have no idea what that is, broski.
>>23617631
You have had a lot of x-ray's.
Care to explain that?
>>23617717
I'm too tired to come up with a witty response.
Any interesting tale from your time in the WWF?
>>23617837
But I made you a shekel ;-;
>>23617826
>IMG
>Sauce
>>23617855
I was/is a retartet kid who truly a /selfdestruct/
>>23617826
I don't like it exclusively for that reason.
>>23617853
What did you mean by this?
I am a temperamental figure, I'm an unique snowflake poet aristocratic Nietzschean anti spokist nigger gook mentality paragon.
I don't really know. Suppose I like human beans who struggle.
>implying you don't have some daydream master plan
PLS
>>23617855
Something like Hitler youth cut.
>>23617893
What use is a shekel if for only a moment.
You are preggers?
>>23617909
>Philosophizing muh shekel
JUST gr8
Boi you are juice, how much more do you want
Yes johnny.
>>23617894
Kek I just realized how many words are missing
Means I'm not a cuc but got nothing new to say but in edgy words
And I am Aragorn, son of Arathorn
>Post orientalism
I'm having a hard time thinking about what I daydream about?
Idk it's just hurting my head and no result.
>>23617953
I feel like you actually have something on your mind but don't to say it for reasons.
I am no man, I am dynamite.
Depends on what you think of and how. Wishing things is one, but wanting is a great drive.
Nice handwriting btw.
>>23617953
I'm guaranteed to blow your mind.
>johnny
Wrong name :'(
Who da daddy lol
>>23617727
Loses sharpness when longer, after that it's just down to conditioning via repetition.
>>23617766
Chiming in.
>>23617855
I did just ask what was good.
>Tales
Doubt it tbqh, all I do sounds rather boring on paper. I basically run a team of 8 that manages events and represents the youth. There's no flowerchild dreamworld.
>>23617990
>There's no flowerchild dreamworld.
>not feeding everyone heroin and running a cult that makes a flowerchild dream world
Anyways, how do you get your hair like that? Are you naturally curly?
>>23617998
What's up with your hair-ego today.
>>23617987
Idk his name starts with an F.
>>23617984
Idk maybe I'm trying not to think, but I imagine whatever it is, it will be insignificant
Not wanting no
Are you meme-ing me again
My hands are tired from copying for long hours and I wrote that while laying down
tl;dr it's my worst probably.
>>23618043
Francis?
>>23618043
I kind of want to look on point. It is useful, you know.
Well it's not insignificant to you. Lots of things I aspire to are insignificant to most. So what.
No, I'm not.
It's very girly, but I don't mind that. Mine is unreadable cursive.
Fun fact - my greatest intellectual achievement has been having high school reading speed in second grade.
>>23617998
No, I'm not. Had it done and now I don't do much to it, it looked a lot better in the early stages. I feel like just getting rid of it at this point.
>>23618075
Shave your head mate and book a flight to Moscow to reintroduce yourself the inner Slav in you. Seriously though, what kind of hair do you plan on getting now?
>>23618067
Fre... something
I do not recall.
>>23618069
Which point tho
I don't like short groomed hair on guys but that's just me
I keep postponing thinking about that
We were forced to use cursive till the ninth? grade
Second grade means (You) in those photos earlier
>Aww
>>23618093
No idea. I'll most likely end up straightening it, shortening it a bit and then I'll fuck around with it until something works out, it always does.
>>23618113
Frencis?
>>23618136
Fred.. Something M...
>>23618113
Not that, I just want to look good. I might try some wavy shit since my hair can do that.
Don't postpone anything tbqh.
But cursive is objectively superior writing and nothing was forced at all; it was assumed to be default writing. Shucks for you.
Yes. I also apparently wrote a really good story at third or second grade, but I forgot to put my name on it. As the class began the teacher started talking about getting a really great story from one of us in the class, remarking that it was excellently written. Then she read the whole thing out loud, slowly, taking her time. I was red as a beet by the time she was finished and awkwardly rose my hand when the question who wrote it became unavoidable. Probably the greatest memory of my childhood. It's a damn shame I never got the necessary guidance in my education. At least, on the bright side, I've developed a knack for teaching myself stuff. I believe I can make up the lack of proper education and guidance that my earlier self lacked by vigorous autodictatism. It would be easier if I was in academic setting, as it would be much more stimulating to my mind and have lots of advantages, but I am who I am and the situation is what it is. I must make it.
>aww
P-please.
>>23618146
Fred Mark?
MOTHER
>>23618182
zomg Freddy Mercury
I remember it all now
You know him ?
>>23618171
You already do
What was it about, I can imagine little you sitting there all red
It is a shame, nonetheless you are doing a great job tho in today's world you are missing on opportunities like pursuing higher education but it all depends of whether you are interested in such or not.
>>23618197
Tell your children not to walk my way.
>>23618259
...
Don't talk to me or my husbandu ever again
>>23618273
Your husbandu got bored of you.
>>23618279
STFU NO HE DIDNT HE LUVS ME
Okay guys I know it's not adv but
How to get over a girl?
It's been 2 years since she cheated on me and i broke up.
I thought I got over her, like I saw her photo 2 months ago and thought I was stupid, and I don't fall for her anymore.
And like two weeks ago I met a friend who knows her, and he told something like "hey, i didn't saw you since M cheated on you, you know what she's still with the guy"
Aaand everything came back. Even my meds don't help me anymore.
I just didn't met any girl that I felt something since her.
Any ideas?
I have depression and I hate it
>>23618282
Not anymore
He has a family now shu shu.
>>23618296
Go for bois, boi nevar cheat.
>>23618297
What pokemon is that?
>>23618301
Ye, him, me and the nekos.
>>23618259
I'm very picky about myself.
I'm interested. It's a great shame of mine when I talk to someone about something that isn't just base conversation and sometimes they ask me what I am studying, in what university, and I have to admit I haven't even finished high school. I feel like an idiot at that instant and I am as much in a way, but still. It angers me to see people complaining about being able to pursue higher education because it bothers them that their studies are robbing them of their free time that they would rather spend masturbating to Chinese cartoons or playing vidya. I'm so ashamed of myself at times. To overcome this sense of inadequacy I have to be much more than a mere mortal man, I need to exert so much more energy and creativity to prove my worth. It's a great burden but I can't let it go.
If only I had known that my life would be very much like that of Martin Eden when I read it in my teens. ;__;
>>23618310
Keep lying to yourself deer.
>>23618318
At which grade did you drop
I'm going to ask something stupid, Why wouldn't you consider going back.
I can't keep my eyes open anymore
Night.
>>23618343
Leave and never come back.
Aww that sucks, you won't get to finish hearing the story lel.
Nite muñeca.
>>23618343
I'm too ashamed to say. It is too late to go back, plus there is just so much you don't know about my current state of things and problems. ;_; I can't explain it all. Those things are pretty much my entire life.
>tfw want to redeem myself before my own eyes to not see myself as a failure and kill the sense of inadequacy and frustration
>tfw
;_;
Good night.
I always come in at the wrong time
>Music
Listening to Joji's(FF) works, really enjoying them.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Eshq61iUfjU
reminds me of Olli
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=w_75I7qqWBY
>What are you doing?
Just got back from visiting my dad. It was pretty great, drank, listened to Pavarotii and Freddie Mercury's Opera works I had no idea exsisted, archery, and got to see some relatives I haven't seen in awhile. Great day all together yet I still feel on edge/uneasy? Not sure I understand but ho well ¯\_(ツ)_/¯
>>23617587
>https://youtu.be/TsTQov8RXNA
I like this
>>23618343
Nite mg
>>23618171
>I might try some wavy shit since my hair can do that
I think you could pull this off with your facial structure. Go for the waves mang
>not knowing the works of Faust the wizard
http://lettersfromthedustbowl.com/Fbk1.html
>>23618282
My lack of housing does not denote a lack of love bb.
>>23619674
<3
I thought you said you'd be sheltered after Wednesday? :(
>>23619689
I gravel at your feet
Got woken up in the middle of the night and can't fall back to sleep.
What's up /soc/?
This is such a great day. I stumbled into extremely useful books. This one is in Russian and it's a catalogue to Hermitage museum. It's mostly Renaissance and Baroque artwork. It's from Soviet era, so all of the pictures are black and white and I can barely understand anything written there, but at least I can read Cyrillic and look up whatever artists.
This one is in English and it's of some Mondrian. I didn't know this painter existed until now.
This is one about scenography. This one is entirely readable as it comes in three languages for some reason. Whomever compiled this sure as hell loved Ibsen because I can see his stuff every other page.
ANYBODY THATS REALLY DEPRESSED SHOULD SERIOUSLY CONSIDER LEARNING ABOUT BUDDHISM! SUFFERING IS NORMAL AND ITS A PART OF LIFE, ITS A PART OF JOY. IMAGINE IF YOU HAD THE POWER TO BE HAPPY IN EVERY SITUATION NOT BECAUSE YOU ARE UNPHASED, BUT BECAUSE YOU ACTUALLY CAN SEE WHAT THE EFFECTS OF YOUR ACTIONS ARE. PEOPLE LIVE IN FEAR BECAUSE THEY ARE CHAINED TO THE UNKNOWN. STAND ON TOP OF THE UNKNOWN AND BECOME KNOWN.
>>23618763
>I always come in at the wrong time
Hahaha nigga just watch a circlejerk start as soon as I post and I miss out on (You)s like you wouldn't believe.
>>23620871
>Buddhism
>>>/r/eddit
>>23620871
My favorite unknown letter is dis 1
>>23616968
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=tUhtTA_3Et4&index=29&list=FLI-a2KIj7B7e6EzgF9INZuQ&nohtml5=False&ab_channel=DJAtheu
Pretty nice for me.
Otherwise, I'm doing alright. Sadness comes and goes but what else is new?
Had to file a police report on my dad. That was fun.
Then he looks at me like I betrayed him and wants a retraction.
Dealing with that.
His girlfriend is great. Good looking, educated, well-read, nice...
I have no love in my life.
And from what I've heard, women start liking men as they get to be 25 or older.
That makes me more hopeless than anything.
I miss my girlfriend.
>>23618763
Fried rice bitch
>>23620871
All I know about Buddhism is that a MTF I came into contact with was one.
MTFs are psycho.
>>23620931
Did you give her the /succ/?
>>23618763
>listened to Pavarotii and Freddie Mercury's Opera works I had no idea exsisted
https://youtu.be/l1hFslY6oVw
Mercury's solo ventures are so underrated. This song just gave me the feels, am cri nao :'(
>>23617717
>What kind of volunteer job is it?
Just helped out the search and rescue team out, some people were shooting a show here so I was just on a boat helping the stunt doubles get in and out of the freezing water safely and sorta making sure they didnt drown :v
>>23621072
I wish.
>>23620931
>Fried rice bitch
Cooking all the dumplings hoe
>>23620879
>Hahaha nigga just watch a circlejerk start as soon as I post and I miss out on (You)s like you wouldn't believe.
Here's a (You) to start
>>23621081
>https://youtu.be/l1hFslY6oVw
>fuq yis
Did not know about this mashup, but I needed this <3 If only there was a whole project of just Pavarotti and Freddie, now it will neber happen ;-;
>>23620924
Sorry to hear about your troubles anon. Is that said gf in pic?
>>23621166
>>23621166
>dubble dubs
Good morning so far
>>23621151
Don't we all
>>23621166
The Pavarotti part is from the tribute after husbandu's death, I think.
Ikr, born too late. That feel when you will never see them live.
Y life
>>23621192
>The Pavarotti part is from the tribute after husbandu's death,
This makes me a little more sad
>born too late
Agreed :c
but we do get some sweet mashups
https://youtu.be/aCy3pLn1W-U
Just heard this one
*tips
>>23621212
Haven't seen this before.
>Green Day
...
>>23621402
>>Green Day
>...
I take it you're a Green Day fan? c;
https://youtu.be/O4NH8mxmypo
>>23621454
Ye :)
Kek, one of the memest songs ever.
>>23621564
>Ye :)
Everyone is Green Day fan
https://youtu.be/akuQrq460NI
>>23617894
Sign me up, borris!
>>23617488
...I'm no hair stylist
>>23620879
(you)s
>>23617990
Ah, I see. Still sounds like it's it'd be fun. >>23617893
Gud Jab.
>>23617512
You, me, and a bucket of KFC.
Let's go out and find us a man.
Sup peeps. How's your lovely shitty Sunday going so far?
>>23621689
It's going bretty swell anon, it's a nice day outside here and I'm about to hit up some food joints. Might swing by the bookstore as well. What about you though, how goes everything?
>>23620615
Monday now, but I managed to get to AZ with no tire shield and my brakes went out in El Paso for the last 300 miles (':
How is life in the Big Pear?
>>23620776
O blyat!
>>23621737
Pretty nice outside, only bummer is that I'm pulling a 12hr shift on no sleep, but that's what caffeine is for.
Whatcha gonna go eat?
>>23621751
>only bummer is that I'm pulling a 12hr shift on no sleep
This sounds like hell, I'm impressed. What's your job?
>Whatcha gonna go eat?
Most likely a sourdough bread sandwhich from Schlotzskys. Sourdough bread is so goood.
What are your food plans or do you feed on caffeine?
>>23621790
Security guard, kinda dead end, but w/e.
As for food, nothing but caffeine til I get home, no easily available bathroom here.
>pic related: your brain on caffeine
>>23621689
Just brilliantly failed a test.
>>23621683
You /BBC/
>>23621402
What's wrong with Green Day Nigger.
>>23621454
I like them.
>>23621279
>>23621391
[spoiler][/spoiler]
>>23621192
But you can see his kid ;-D
>>23620879
You look happy.
>>23620783
Name?
>>23620781
Almost every architecture student at some point used Mondrian's grid
I haven't luckily.
>>23620776
Where did you find these.
>>23619674
How you doing
Any updates on truck situation.
>>23618347
Ok Back
Finish stoori pls.
>>23618369
I know I don't know so much hence "stupid question"
I just think it's a terrible waste if you don't
I had a similar situation a while ago where I had I problem that required a bold step to remove and a great deal of endurance
Instead of solving it entirely I chose a gradual path
I do not regret it for through this experience I became aware of much about myself , yet still bothers me and I'm looking forward to the day in which it's over
tl;dr
You are still young and the more time passes the harder it will be to go back
It is worth considering and I feel that I should support this despite my ignorance of circumstance
It is definitely worth a couple of years of shame(assuming it will even last after the first few weeks).
>>23621814
Ouch, sorry m8
>>23621598
This is actually better than the original ay lmao
>>23621741
You walked 300 miles? Badass af am wet.
>>23621814
LOLOLOL GETTA LOAD AT THIS SUCC HO
>>23621683
Blyad))
>>23621741
It's pretty gud.
>>23621814
>[spoiler][/spoiler]
You're not gonna read it anyways.
Scenography is by some Latvian, so I doubt it's available anywhere else.
Well, I'm glad to know I'm more patrician by having had 'studied' him. (^;
>implying I'm ashamed of doing high school courses
It's not even that. I will probably take some English courses to get a paper that verifies my English skill so I might try to get into translating as the bread earning occupation. Befween me and academia remains a deep gorge.
[spoiler]I actually plan to try and complete high school in Valmiera all the while working both for my living and doing my writing. I will sleep for five or six hours at most, so I'm left with 18 hours, minus 8 and a bit more from any possible work, meaning 9 hours of time for study and real work. I'm researching means to earn money, not much, but some online, such as writing articles for cash and doing freelance translation. I should learn Russian because Russian translators are in demand online. If I earn enough, I'd work half time. I'm not wasting any of my time.[/spoiler]
By the way, if I ever step in university, I think I would major in mathematics or physics and minor in some humanities.
I really appreciate your support.
>mfw
Here is my inspiration, this almost overman like figure that was Jack London. Born proletariat, he worked much of his youth and struggled with education. Being an autodictat, he became a writer of short stories and novels that eventually got published, despite him being ignored by much of the publishers of the day. It has been disputed by some wether or not he wrote these lines, but even if he didn't, they'd remain as powerful as they are, and if he did, it makes London all the more beautiful human being.
These go as this
I would rather be ashes than dust!
I would rather that my spark should burn out
in a brilliant blaze than it should be stifled by dry-rot.
I would rather be a superb meteor, every atom
of me in magnificent glow, than a sleepy and permanent planet.
The function of man is to live, not to exist.
I shall not waste my days trying to prolong them.
I shall use my time.
>>23621814
I'm flattered and disgusted at the same time.
I wish I was as Sexy as Nick Robinson. :'( >>23621894
I missed the jump, you've fallen to a new level of shitposting.
I don't know how to follow.
>>23621858
Hold it for when I fail the course.
>>23621879
I do not see how that fits but whatever mean faggit.
>>23621894
I had just got it off the shelf yesterday and was looking forward to starting tonight after I'm done with my report
I thought if I didn't get myself back on track now I wouldn't ever
This sounds great I just really hope it works, Idk if I/you will be here still but I'm really looking forward to it getting into action
How many years of high school do you have left
>Dostoevsky
>Classical music
>Mathematics
Are you my mother kek.
>>23621954
Kek That was suppose to be
>You /into/ bbc
Since we're baiting with KFC.
>>23621969
Try not to think so hard, if you could even.
>>23621969
Please do. It's surprisingly easy read. Just make sure to memorise who is who as it can be quite difficult with Dostoyevsky and all the Russian patronymics.
I will probably post here, but less than now. I'm enjoying these days as the last carefree days in what will be years of immense, mentally and physically work, both for my income and for my goals.
Four, maybe three. I completed the ninth grade exams with great grades without having studied at all, but I was lacking any grades for about a half year prior to exams. Maybe I got over. Then three. I'd like to condense those years to a much shorter time. I believe you can skip classes if you really show that you are capable. Why couldn't I? [spoiler] hopefully [/spoiler]
>are you my mother
Whomever said that specialisation is for insects was right. Everything is of interest to me. Your mother is based then. Anyways, understanding of physics is very relevant to philosophy at its current state. The days of Thales are over. Understanding of various new insights in the field are necessary. Some theories even imply eternal recurrence. It matters immensely.
My body is ready.
>>23621995
Since you know so much about my ability why puzzle me.
>>23621814
>I like them.
good taste c:
Green Day and Queens of the Stone age were all I listened to at one point in my lyfe.
>>23621879
>This is actually better than the original ay lmao
ay it is lol
>>23621799
>Security guard,
Oh man, I'm guessing it's a bretty chill?
>that pic
Man I like Skittles and Snickers but idk about together
>>23622011
Rare ability.
For the most part, you've been able to solve most of them.
>>23622032
I just remebered I did a Green Day cover with a friend in h.s kek.
Cringe evrytiem
>>23622055
>remebered
my inglish no good somone espeak french fries so i undastand pled
>>23622032
That was a random pic from /b/, personally I think they were insane to mix the two.
>>23621969
>See pic
;)
>>23622055
>I just remebered I did a Green Day cover with a friend in h.s kek.
What song?
Also holy fuq you brought back my memories of playing "Holiday" with frans in the middle school talent show which we lost
>Cringe evrytiem
I'm cringing hard af now pham. We didn't win til next year when we played a cover of In Bloom by Nirvana kek
All video footage was lost tho
>>23622068
>I think they were insane to mix the two.
I agree, It's making me teef buzz just looking at it
>>23622038
I'm so fancy I know :-D
>>23622032
Same for Green Day tbqh.
>>23622010
Unlike you, my free year will be probably after I graduate(If I still am going with my previous plan of getting a masters after one year of working and preparing myself with actual reading) I will certainly have more time than now
You certainly can!
Three years aren't so bad
I agree, disengaging is becoming less possible, if quality understanding is intended(Did I get it right, I'm trying to come over a few insecurities)
>>23622038
HA!
I will go work on that report now, see you all in a couple of hours.
>>23622163
>come over
Overcome Kek I am retart.
>>23622163
I think you should get masters. You seem to understand your field of study very well. I'm trustful of your abilities. What do you plan doing immediately after you graduate?
Three years is a long time. Hopefully there is indeed possibility of skipping classes. I don't doubt my ability to do as much. I was never a bad student in school, I always did great on exams, but I was lazy. Still, I have no intention of being lazy now. It is boring for one.
I'm not sure about the last sentence of yours. What insecurities? B-but I thought you were the alpha equivalent of women.
Funny how air tastes differently when you have a goal and depression isn't killing you, I noticed. It's almost if you live on a different level when you set your goals so high, as if people around you fade and whatever bad qualities of you become a subject of your own mockery. I suppose alpinists feel the same way when they breathe in the thin air of the highest peaks. It makes me dizzy to feel so capable and have such high goals for myself. Life is worth living, is it not?
See you in a couple of hours.
>>23622139
I walk this empty street.
Shiiet I think it was recorded as well it is out there. The year before I did the About A Girl by Nirvana lmao. I know for a fact that one is recorded...
>>23622163
Ok Iggy.
>HA!
No u
No return ples
>>23622193
I know
>>23622211
>No return ples
She will, as the eternal recurrence is real. I couldn't resist. I'm back to Dostoyevsky. Fyodor is such a comical character, I'm laughing almost every time he says something.
>>23621894
Where did you find it?
>>23621879
Nah but I couldn't stop (':
Moooove bitch get out the way get out the way
>>23621814
Brake shield dropped in Oklahoma City, and my brake like disconnected from rust in El Paso, so it's sitting on a corner in AZ now and the desert is reclaiming it.
How's life?
>>23622316
Someone left quite a trove of things intended to be thrown away, around three bags, to my mother for some money as that person couldn't dispose of those things ( like broken electronics and what not ) and decided to give them over, all the while paying as I said before, on the off chance that we might find something useful there. There were several interior design journals in Russian, a magazine in French dealing with fireplace design, the art books I pictured, a copy of Prosper Merime in Russian translation and few miscellaneous books.
>>23622259
I wonder about that.
For this moment yes though.
>>23622316
I moved.
Oh what did you hit then lol.
I fucking miss my ex right now
tfw no cuddles
>>23622441
I miss my dubs man. Where did all my dubs go?
>>23616968
>23andme reports say I shouldn't bald before the age of 40
>I'm 27 and balding
>Can't find another full-time job
>Had to move back in with my parents
>No girlfriend
>Difficulty enjoying hobbies
>Life sucks
How's everyone else?
>>23622485
>19, hairline kinda making me worry too
>cant find a job at all lol
>boyfriend and i split up
>cant find an interest to make a hobby
>spend past 3 days crying missing bf
>life sucks
im ok
>>23622585
>>23622485
Do you guys eat a lot of fruit, nuts and veggies? That's usually the first issue with hair.
>>23622477
Glorious.
>>23622441
It will all get better.
Or it won't.
>>23622392
But you're bish not a bitch.
The exit ramp in OKC was built just right so there was a 2 foot deep missing section of road all the way across.
>>23622340
The design books sound extremely cool, how old are they?
Prosper Merime that gold.
>>23622686
Books are late Soviet era, 80's, and, oddly enough, the Mondriaan one was published originally in Bucharest as an English translation from Romanian, and cost astounding 3 roubles and 40 kopecks, a large sum for a book in Soviet times. The magazines are from around 2001.
>>23622163
>Same for Green Day tbqh.
American Idiot will always hold a special place in my heart.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=sX3ve_1vRA8
Any other bands you were big on or are big on now?
>>23622211
>I walk this empty street.
ah mang I can hear the song now
>Shiiet I think it was recorded as well it is out there.
I want to hear this pham
>The year before I did the About A Girl by Nirvana lmao. I know for a fact that one is recorded...
I really really want to hear this one.
You should do a new one and grace us with ur bae vocals
>>23622441
Nice hair
>>23622686
I am both...
So you drifted on dirt? I remember getting in an accident several years back on my pops truck. The front passenger wheel came flying off and took out the brake so the car wouldn't stop. But my pops is pretty quick thinker in emergencies and just guided it to a post just perfect that it stopped us kek.
>>23622757
Idk it might be on youtube, friend sang that one.
I sang terrible cuz I was nervous af.
My vocals no good, and I have to figure out how to upload audio with this fone first lel.
Can you guys be my surrogate friends since I've never had any real ones before?
>>23622807
Only if you get dubs.
>>23622811
>dubs
> No.23622811
well at least you did
>>23622819
I sometimes do.
The pic in the op really speaks to me
>>23622826
Glad I could post something for your tastes.
>>23622807
Mexican ew.
>>23622757
I had an MCR phase , I still do not as intensely tho
Currently expanding my horizon but been obsessed with the Sex Pistols lately
Also this faggots music >>23622211
>>23622211
I will not reply to you if you wish :-D
>>23622316
Shite, where you staying atm and how the babies doing
Same I guess, a terrible phase coming to an end thankfully.
>>23622211
Will you tell stoori or nah.
>>23623068
You listen to us good white folk muzak?
Ok :-)
What stoori
>>23622205
Find a job, it is ridiculous but it is kind of part of the rituals I will need to perform in addition to the Masters in order to declare my independence and thus set a border line for my family
All to pave a way to leave and live on my own
This includes a serious conversation(something I've been avoiding for some time now since I rarely have deep talks with my parents even tho they keep asking for it)
I also need to clarify that I do not plan on getting married, at least not anytime soon
>Alpha woman
I'm not sure, people around fear me tho so that's something
I've been really insecure about any idea/opinion lately probably due to whatever it is I'm going through
Reading you are in such spirit sort of improves mine.
>>23623124
Will you play it louder so I can hear after wall is build
From dead bread.
>>23623183
Do you have the time, to listen to me whine?
>>23622205
Also thanks.
>>23623204
Whine away tonight
Tonight's my ears on the loose.
>>23623216
I can't remember where I left off though, and wasn't I telling it to my friend?
>>23623226
France ?
>>23623262
Kek, oh yeah.
It wasn't a story to begin with though? What you wanna know.
>>23623296
That's it, it ends here ?
Whatever you tell
I had less energy than I thought, I'm going to sleep so I can fuck my sleep cycle here tomorrow
Also will be waking up early to finish the god damn report
Nigh Ish.
https://clyp.it/gugb2bna
Count to ten in your native langauge folks.
My voice is kinda shit, but meh.
>>23623322
No, I made that last part up lel.
I was just telling something relatable to him, idk what you want me to say?
You might as well not sleep but whatevs.
Neigh muñeca
>>23623372
tfw no face
>>23623068
Great this shit again
I'll leave damn
>>23623183
For how long do you need to work? You could start working, move out, maybe save up and then get masters? Do they pay you any stipend?
Well, be frank with them. Tell them you take your education seriously and haven't met a guy you like to marry, so you don't want to be forced in it. Kind of shit to hear you actually have to be pressured into marriage as here it is typically entirely up to you.
Probably.
I can tell, your paragraphs become longer and I can see streaks of sincerity.
One must imagine Sisyphus happy.
>>23623206
Shure.
Night, you low-energy kuk.
>>23623405
Don't leave.
>>23623414
>>23623183
That's a cute kitty, by the way.
>>23623372
>we never even argued
That's kinda worrying though, I've found the best relationships spawn from friction.
You'll find someone else, anon. Just keep your head up, if you love him you'll do what is best by him.
>>23623332
http://vocaroo.com/i/s0boLKH8PDqn
I fail to see the purpose of this, stranger.
Then again why must it have a purpose.
>>23622807
Sure.
>>23622485
>27 bowling ball
Shieet, just shave it all off and embrace it.
>Hobbies
Shieet
You could work some part time jobs?
>>23622441
Tell us about her and the things that annoyed you about her.
Then tell us what made you happy about her.
Then cry with us.
>>23621906
Good! Magnifico!
Are you doing as you want?
>>23618763
>Come at the wrong time
Gross man, learn some self control, damn.
>>23618296
You focus on yourself, you recognize that she was and will always be a part of you and you let go.
>She cheated
She was a cunt and you deserve better.
Just don't wallow, use the time to work on self improvement and creating happiness.
...I'm not the best at giving advice, don't shoot me.
>>23618197
OF DUCKS!
>>23617529
Swim might say that LSD and MDMA is a good combo, but I wouldn't know and I wouldn't recommend doing illegal drugs.
>>23617131
kek
>>23616973
*Tips xxl fedora*
--
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=2sML2bq_WGw&nohtml5=False
>>23623526
Is that Mongolian language?
I'm getting there.
>LSD
Haven't done any psychedelics so I know nothing.
>don't feel like taking pic desu
I'm only allowed to wear ACUs or PTs so eh
>I'm waiting for the next 30 days to pass me by so I can pcs and get a real job
>I wish I was neet
I enable my little brother's neet life though, he's great to hang with. It's like having a pet human.
>playing mhfu with my fighting friends and playing arc the lad by myself when I have time, on a ps vita
>reading mountains of madness and the 48 laws of power before bed every night
>haven't really watched any movies lately
Well, nothing new. I watched Escape to Victory yesterday with my friend, Sly Stallone and Pele play prisoners of war in a Nazi death camp and must play a game of soccer against Nazi super soldiers to win their freedom.
Mostly I'm just bored between classes, I love browsing threads like this.
>>23623554
>Mongolian
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=kT3OQwyvKmk
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=kT3OQwyvKmk
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=kT3OQwyvKmk
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=kT3OQwyvKmk
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=kT3OQwyvKmk
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=kT3OQwyvKmk
>Music Discussion
Not really listening to music right now, but Modest Mouse has been the love of my life since I was 8 years old. Probably explains why I am the way I am.
>What are you doing?
Trying to decide if I want to go smoke a cigarette or play another match of csgo.
>Why you are a fucking NEET weirdo?
I'm not. I'm in the navy and I'm just bored. I'm usually on /fit/, /v/, /tv/, or /int/
>Video Games(?)
Csgo. All I really have time for nowadays.
>Books you're currently reading
I have a big collection of books I plan on reading on deployment. That's when I get my reading done. But it's mostly stuff on stoicism, taoism, and other random shit.
>Films etc
uuuu
>>23623614
Why all neger video
>>23623629
>stoicism
Ayy rmao
Hey y'all, I'm really reaaaally bored so... here I am.
>Music Discussion
https://youtu.be/-i_Vqrcn2c0
>What are you doing?
Nothing at all. I actually don't know what to do.
>Books you're currently reading
I have tons of manga to read and only two or three novels are waiting for me. But I'm not feeling like reading them for now.
I'm not feeling like taking a pic but here's an absolutely not edited, raw one.
>>23623653
Just reading it because a neckbeard friend of mine suggested it to me. It's his weird aspie way of showing that he cares about me, suggesting books for me to read, and talking to me about things going on in the world relating to the navy.
>>23623659
>shoegaze
aww yiss
>>23623669
Shoegaze is love. Shoegaze is life.
Now listening to this gem: https://youtu.be/5YtB4kxfQPs
>>23623673
That's the stuff doc.
Moving from shoegaze to something a lil more post-rocky https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Ca9rBWTyuU0
>>23623678
Didn't know about this band, enjoying it so far!
I slept in and missed class WEW
>>23621814
I am happy
>>23621683
>>23621166
Lads
>>23623608
>48 laws of power
Probably the biggest meme book out there. Self help diatribe. Notice how it is always precisely the eternal failures or meme businessmen that read shit like this, so drop it m8.
>>23623669
Stoicism is for kuks. (^:
I bet he recommended you that Aurelius book.
>>23623701
W e w
e
w
>>23623659
The rule about selfies doesn't really matter.
>pic feels like insides
>Music
https://youtu.be/NPpRJoYISSQ
https://youtu.be/3LeAsyqRNTI
https://youtu.be/5QnDlE_cqzs
>>23622799
>Idk it might be on youtube, friend sang that one.
May come across it one fateful day
>I sang terrible cuz I was nervous af.
I feel you on that, I can't sing in front of anyone. If I do I have to stare at the ground
>My vocals no good, and I have to figure out how to upload audio with this fone first lel.
http://vocaroo.com/i/s0zNAWAx40M4
I just go to the website through my fone and just hit the upload tab. Should prompt for file selection
>>23623068
>MCR
I never branched out of The Black Parade and listened to their other stuff but that album was really great. Dead! Is still one of my favorite songs, that guitar intro succs me in everytime along with Welcome to the Black Parade.
>Sex Pistols
Noice, only ever heard a few songs by them but I will always hum along to Anarchy in the UK.
>>23623526
>Gross man, learn some self control, damn
It's hard with all these qts, especially you anon c;
>>23623701
>Lads
Aye
Forgive, but who dis?
>>23623690
Wu Lyf is p nifty famma llama.
Moving even further into post rock
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=0OsFoNUH5uE
>>23623714
>self help diatribe
I-It seems interesting, senpai
I didn't realize it classified as a self help book, I think it reads more like an observational report or something. I have a healthy backlog tough and I've been slogging through 48 laws lately, I might try something else in a bit
>>23623721
aussie/weatheranon
>>23623714
The absolute madman is still in bed!
>>23623714
Still want to apply to it as much as I can.
>>23623733
I love this band so much. Well, not enough to beat them but: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=YJRGAcu2fb8
I mean, can it possibly get any better?
>>23623753
>aussie/weatheranon
O hey mang. Sorry didn't recognize you with that fresh Id. How goes your day?
>>23623749
Most of people read it as such. Imagine absolute retards reading through it and thinking 'Yeah, dude, I'm totally like all those high level rulers and power figures, I'm gonna be all brooding an manipulative now'. That's the main demography for books like that. Read Discourses on Livy m8. Most of those 'rules' are probably overly obvious shit anyways. Plus I remember seeing that some of those historical anecdotes are less than historically accurate. I just can't take books that stress the whole 'le manipulative masterminde xDD' stereotype seriously.
Wew
>>23623753
M A D M A N
>>23623754
Yeah, sure. Aren't you French?
>>23623754
Ohhh. This is nice. You got some gud taste m80
>>23623777
I am!
>>23623778
u too m8 8/8
feel like shit today
>>23623332
your voice is pleasant
>>23623526
so is yours
>>23623629
when are where are you going?
>>23623784
nah
>>23623787
Actually waiting to leave now. Was supposed to leave like 2 weeks ago but some people fucked my paperwork so now I'm just waiting.
As for where I'm going, it's an undisclosed location in the Mediterranean sea.
>>23623768
Well I overslept
But I guess it's good :p
>>23623787
Hello where is the weather report :DDDD
>>23623777
>...and is popular with prison inmates and celebrities.
https://en.m.wikipedia.org/wiki/The_48_Laws_of_Power
>prisoners
>celebrities
lel
Plus the criticism mang. In general best selling non fiction is trash.
>>23623784
I'm bit of a Frenchbo tbqh.
Pic related.
>>23623787
It's bit too high. :/
>>23623800
>Well I overslept
What did you oversleep for?
>>23623787
Hey Geoanon
>feel like shit today
That's no good :c
Why do you feel like shite?
>>23623659
Oh you're the person I was talking to about music last night in ask thread
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=aA5p1TU1MT8
>>23623721
I pray to Allah that it stays buried forever.
I did that in my old fome, this new one I haven't gotten to it yet.
Vive la revolution, mort a tout les porcs!
>>23623798
word. how are you feeling?
half the people I know who were in the navy never even set foot on a boat, kek
>>23623800
COLD. MISERABLE. Just like I am right now
It's just above 0 and it's probably going to snow again
also nice dubs
>>23623801
nonsense
I wonder how you sound when you laugh
>>23623815
drank 2 much last night..my own fault
sup with you yo, how's ya sunday
>>23623332
Like I remember how to speak Dutch or to even count to 10 in it. I haven't actually had to speak it in years
>>23623787
>So is yours
I DON'T COME HERE FOR THIS KIND OF ABUSE!
What's up, anon?
>>23623721
Your father and I are very disappointing in you, Johnson.
Read five chapters on Oppression in the west!
Actually, read six chapters and no more Mountain dew for two days!
>>23623801
>pic related
>>23623819
I kinda remember that..
>Whirr
Yeeeeeeeeees!!
>>23623850
How am I feeling? Heh
As for your lil navy statistic, that's p lame. Ship life is best life. The stuff that happens is the greatest, the ports we visit are fuckin amazing.
>>23623855
allow me to rephrase
u sound liek a massive fagget fuk u and ur counting
what's up? I am admiring your dubs and figuring out if I should do dishes first or clean the bathroom first
pls help
>>23623861
lel, it sounded lame as fug
gimme a ship story pls
>>23623839
>>23623801
Oopsies le français etait pour toi.
>>23623787
>feel like shit today
same
just had a breakup
i love losing pieces of myself regularly its invigorating
what happened to you though
>can someone beat me to death or something please
>>23623860
Kinda? Were you drunk?
>>23623850
:(
I hope you feel better soon.
18.6°C and mostly cloudy here right now
>>23623815
A lecture
>>23623885
What I mean is if you posted your face, I absolutely forgot haha.
>>23623894
Forgot what? I'm super confused.
But I'm also really slow to understand things some times.
>>23623882
sheesh, you're having a way worse day than I am. I'm just hungover
>beat me to death
sounds like this was a rough one. what happened?
>>23623887
danke, I will feel better once I go to sleep
your weather sounds much more pleasant
what class did you miss?
>>23623874
Here's a quick one, as I'm going to go smoke a stoge
>going to Radio on the ship to get some late night work done while we're underway
>don't think there's going to be anybody in there
>enter code on keypad to get in
>open door
>LPO and this other dude are standing in the middle of the shop
>LPO has other dude's dick in his hand
>he's drawing on it
>they both look at me
>LPO says, "Hey man, you coming in to finish blah blah blah?"
>"Uhhh, yeah man."
>"Aight cool."
>they both go back to laughing as they draw the one dude's dick entirely blue
>>23623896
I forgot how you look like if you posted a picture in yesterday's AMA thread.
We're slowly getting there.
>>23623850
https://clyp.it/vlp2pwqz
I sound monotonous.
>>23623853
Give it a try please.
>>23623860
braise Napoleon :-DDD
Voltaire did nothing wrong
>>23623877
What did you just say, you fucking kunt
>>23623853
Ik neuk je moeder ja
>>23623915
Je ne dit pas quelque chose...tu est un beau homme, bebe ;*
>>23623914
Well this isn't really how I look right now since my hair is much longer but this is the pic I posted in that thread if it helps
>>23623936
Jokes on you my mom literally weighs twice as much as me and I'm like 175 pounds
>>23623936
Pls speak English
Wanna fug
>>23623905
basically
me and my now ex have decided to separate solely because we're incompatible
and im somehow objectively bad for his health
being around me causes him to tense up and grind his teeth/jaw and he said for some reason just being around me makes him feel like shit
but we don't even have bad blood, we don't even hate each other, for fucks sake we still care about one another. we're both just incredibly autistic and its not that hes uncaring or unaccepting of me, its that he IS caring and accepting but on his end he still feels terrible. he said he cant be around me for an unknown amount of time because he cant handle anyone right now that he feels like hes got to take care of.
and yeah, i know, im shitty and i shouldnt be one of those people dependant fuckbags, but wed gone over ALL of this before and he was willing and totally fine.
things just.. changed, with no ill will or resentment on either of our ends. he just started getting negatively impacted by me being myself. and i still love him and he at least still cares about and likes me, so lol it feels like knives are in me basically. he was my closest friend too so lol alone again, otherwise i wouldnt be posting on /soc/.
beat me to death please
i probably sound mega gullible but the kicker is that we actually do care about e/a and hes just miserable because we're just autistic and have mental blocks that interfere with each others own mental block
so basically lol for no actual logical reason the best relationship ive been in is ruined and i cant even stay friends with someone who was a lot of my firsts
>I'm just hungover
well im on way to being hungover too
hello substance abuse my old friend
>>23623905
lecture for my prac class
wasn't that important 2bh
>>23623874
Fuck you, you little bitch. Fight me in RL, I'll shit up your fuck cunt!
Bathroom, duh. What are you an animal?
>>23623882
I can give you a really strong bear hug?
>>23623968
ok
break my back please
>>23623913
kek, I was half expecting that to take a much more sexual route
>>23623915
>sexually confused otter
would you say that describes who you are as a human bean
>>23623951
that sounds absolutely horrible
I really hope you feel better soon. Don't do anything too drastic
>>23623968
jej, u wanna record that one for me
actually yes I am an animal. my bathroom doesn't exist and I just use a little clearing in the woods across the street
>>23623915
Robespierre is our saviour. :')
>>23623940
Ooooh I remember you! How are you doing since?
>>23623990
Ye.
>>23623998
>Holy
>Roman
>Empire
>>23623990
it is horrible
hurts worse than actually getting stabbed, been crying for 3 days straight
>>23623942
You understood that huh.
It's ok I'm not gay.
>>23623943
Idk how to speak English.
Mayb...
>>23623985
http://vocaroo.com/i/s1rd1Bocyz8I
I have a life, I promise...
>I bless the trees because I'm little hippy.
That's nice, I was shitting in the woods before it was cool but, y'know, not that like that matters or anything.
>>23623985
You know how gross that feels?
No.
Can't we just mud wrestle our problems away?
>>23624011
he looks like he just shat himself a little bit
>>23623839
>I pray to Allah that it stays buried forever
I've got some videos on youtube I hope never come back up in my lyfe again.
>Vive la revolution, mort a tout les porcs!
Ye fuq the bolice lol
>>23623850
>drank 2 much last night..my own fault
Ah, I've done the same thing many a time. What was your boison?
>sup with you yo, how's ya sunday
My Sunday has been alright. The weather was overcast today which is always nice. Kind of been feeling a little off this whole week. Keep waking up feeling sick in the early hours of morning, head feeling all sorts of crooked, and it's carried into today. I feel better now but I'm not sure whats up t bh.
What are you up to?
>>23623855
>no more Mountain dew for two days!
I was k with the rest but this is too much. What am I suppose to dip my doritos in now?
>>23623887
>A lecture
Anything important?
>>23624026
as long as you drown me in the mud, sure
>>23623526
I'm not shaving my head. I have Montgomery Burns' liver spots.
I work part-time at the moment. It's shit money with no future, same as my last full-time job.
>>23622585
My sympathies.
>>23616968
First time in /soc/, I lurk /v/ and homebrew's /vg/ daily
>Music:
I pretty much can listen to anything aside from reggaeton and death metal.
>Doing:
Waiting a bit before going to sleep.
Im a spaniard that recently moved to UK (Birmingham) since i've got a job here, i've been here for two months already, im starting to feel a bit lonely and its not like im very social either... I really need to improve my speaking skills too.
>Neet:
Never been, i finished college and got a job as soon as i could, this job in Birmingham its actually my first job ever since in Spain getting a job is harder and less rewarding.
>Videogames:
Im currently playing Digimon Cyber Sleuth with the ps4 i've gifted myself this past saturday (2nd, it was my birthday).
I also play some League of legends on weekends with my housemate (just to boost him to diamond) and Final Fantasy XIV the rest of the week.
>Books:
I used to read a lot when i was a kid (Narnia, Harry Potter, LOTR..) nowadays i randomly eat videogame/curiosities wikis but not proper books anymore..
>Movies:
I want to watch the new captain america movie, but i dont want to go to the cinema alone and my house mate and his gf will be in Spain when it comes out, so i cant count on them.
>>23624028
He was the one of the original shitposters. Martin Luther and his theses were the first. Literally excellent bait. Just look at that smug German.
>>23624016
Das rite.
>>23623998
Badly. You?
>>23624041
Now why you gon be like that?
>>23624033
I laughed why too hard at this.
40 keks to you, my son.
>>23624045
Ah.
Um.
Have a penguin.
>>23624051
Welcome to /soc/
Get out while you can.
We're like 4chan facebook.
It's addicting somehow.
Is final Fantasy XIV any good? I was thinking of getting that or Guild wars 2.
>>23624026
>I have a life
that's cute. so do I (who am I kidding)
kek, thank you though, that made me laff
m8 I hope you weren't taking my spot in the woods this whole time
>>23624033
my friends kept buying me vodka redbulls kek
I do not turn down free dranks
but I am paying for it now
yo, that sounds really shitty. if it persists I feel like you should get that checked out.
>overcast
I like those days too
>>23624074
he's waayyyy too smug, like it pisses me off with that little grin of his. fug
he is doing his job well
>>23624108
He makes people butthurt after all this time still.
Anyways, I'm off to bed.
>>23624119
let ur dreams b draems shia
bai have nice sleep
>>23624101
Well, i havent played GW but i do know former players. FF XIV is really a themepark MMO,It can do the trick if you like Final Fantasy's universe,if you try it(You can get a 14 day free trial in SE page), it would be better if you bring some friends, that way you will enjoy better the early game..
As for the endgame, you really need to know your class and have a good group or else there wont be much to do aside from crafting/minigames/gathering.
PVP is very poor right now,they are trying to improve it, tho (adding new modes) and PVE & History are the main focuses of the game.
>>23624033
They were for school grade.
You'll never catch me copper!
>>23624074
Haceme
>>23624091
What happened?
Being really lonely. But I guess it'll be better tomorrow. Or not.
>>23624242
>What happened?
>Being really lonely.
I have no friends basically.
>>23624101
>I laughed why too hard at this.
>40 keks to you, my son.
Such a generous madre, thank you <3
>>23624108
>my friends kept buying me vodka redbulls kek
sounds like a dangerous combo
>I do not turn down free dranks
I feel you on this, it almost feels rude to.
>but I am paying for it now
That sucks, hope you have a swift recovery.
I like your word play tho
>>23624108
>if it persists I feel like you should get that checked out.
Was going to go Wednesday if it doesn't stop. I'm hoping it will because going to the doctor is something I don't really enjoy.
>>23624234
>They were for school grade.
Same here, one of them wasn't even for my grade. I turned into cam whore there for a bit in HS. Thinking about becoming one again, grils gotta eat c;
>You'll never catch me copper!
>can't run from the bolice
>
>>23624367
jej danke, I can be a little bit clever sometimes
yo I feel you hard on the doctor bullshit. I don't trust them and they charge absurd amounts for nothing
assholes.
>that picture
many keks. I almost got tased by the bolice once
