Ask someone who is going to end his life tomorrow anything.
Pic related, everything inside of it is what I hate.
Post nudes
Why?
>>23525288
Not really sure in all honesty. I have education, great friends, and I am a pretty sociable person. I just feel like every time I try to advance myself in life I hit a brick wall, and I am sick of the overwhelming depression that comes with it.
>>23525286
>>23525294
Well I hope you don't go through with it. One of the few things guaranteed with life is change. So if it's only about hitting a brick wall I can promise that will change. You're pretty cute too!
>>23525304
appreciate the well wishes, sadly I am likely going to follow through though.
It is nice to hear that nice people exist though, that puts a smile on my face.
Who knows, maybe I can offput a suicide for one more day at a time.
Gets pretty tiring though.
>>23525309
I think you should put it off. Life has highs and lows but we really wouldn't appreciate the highs without the lows.
>>23525280
>>23525309
You said that yesterday
And the day before that
And the day before that one
>>23525309
Youre really cute. Sad to see you die. Hope u find peace anon.
Will you be my boyfriend
>>23525312
Oh I get it too, I think the most confusing thing is that I don't have any idea why I am depressed. I just got paid 30 grand from work, I have awesome family and friends, I am single and loving it, yet i just feel empty. IDKWTF
>>23525313
This is the first thread I have EVER made on /soc/. unless you're shia?
>>23525317
>>23525319
check your privlege I'm not a piece of meat shitlords.
kidding of course. Thanks. And nope, staying single, I end up hurting anyone who falls in love with me.
>>23525320
So take that money and travel find something that makes you feel fufilled. Maybe being single is the problem no one to share it with once you've made it. I'd rather be poor and struggle with someone that loves me and is with me through it all then at the top rich and alone.
>>23525324
Sounds like theres a deeper story there.
And hey I'm not treating you like a piece of meat. I just wanna know you and be held by someone. No sex i promise
Overcome nihilism.
t. I have overcome thousand nihilisms and have a degree in memelogy
Anyways, if you plan on doing it, don't fuck it up. If you do your family will think you're nuts and you might fuck yourself up physically and might get thrown in the loony bin.
What method though?
>>23525330
I am a hell of a big spoon lol.
>>23525328
I would die if i left the country, THAT I am sure of.
Please go to a therapist, or a doctor. You have the Canadian flag up, so it's cheaper or free if you're in need.
Depression doesn't care how your life is, but it can change.
>>23525335
Come to me.
>>23525333
Wouldn't say I am nihilistic as hell, but I am sure I could be grouped with them.
Just been thinking about getting my hands on some opiates and/or barbiturates. I know a guy who knows a guy who knows a guy
somebody put this guy in the hospital!
>>23525344
Eh, I'll give you my perspective in a moment. I have to go for about an hour, don't kill yourself meanwhile kek
You seem like a solid làd, so. See you in a moment.
>>23525347
NO U
>>23525335
I'll be your little spoon (: why would you die if you left the country?
please don't do it :(
here's a picture that makes me happy, maybe it will make you happy :)
>>23525294
I know the feeling about advancing life except I didn't get my education, dont have great friends, and half ass social person.
Though I definitely feel the same and usually out of comisssion cause depression is too much to function most days
>>23525352
Im just getting drunk dawg. not offing myself anytime soon.
>>23525354
Have you been to a therapist? on medication? hospitalized? try all 3 then you can kill yourself
>>23525357
likely drugs.
Besides, I am far away in canada from you americans anyways
>>23525367
Come to America :) I'll come to Canada
why the fuck not
white people clearly have no place on this world in the future
Anon, please. Don't do it. 3 years ago I was 18. My best friend took his life out of the blue and destroyed every last fiber of my being. I became an alcoholic, I dropped out of school, disrespected women, my family and died inside. I can't remember what happened in 2012 because I dont remember who i was or what I did. To this day I am more sensitive to deaths in movies or brother figures. It kills me inside and brings me, a grown man to tears. I beg of you think of every other person you may have touched and anyone who gives anything about you. You will destroy them, no matter what you say or justify in your mind. You will destroy them. I will give you my phone number and talk with you. Please. This last year I've lost 2 jobs. Had my brand new car breakdown twice and my wife my be divorcing me. Shit sucks. But everyday is another day to be something better than you were the day before. I beg of you, let me help you at the least. You are a beautiful piece of this world. Please don't throw it away.
>>23525341
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=gpOzAxngZMI
>>23525367
Also this has been said over and over, You are quite the attractive man. ^-^ Not that has any correlation on suicidal tendencies.
Just a simple compliment.
>>23525371
I respect your right to that opinion.
I will also respond with "I really don't care what you think"
Talk instead?
Ive got a kik or skype if you want company.
Hey anon . how do you plan on doing it .
>>23525380
Likely drugs like the little girl I am
>>23525370
Haha you know how big this continent is right
>>23525382
Anon. Please. Don't.
>>23525382
Id do the same senpai. You should get laid while you do it . i mean . things cant be that bad . i hope things get better brother.
>>23525382
I drank bleach once. I have a scar on my tongue. I was a real pussy about it though. I wanted to die but i didnt wanna make my family sad.
>>23525376
Figuratively me
>>23525383
Not big enough that I can't come there. But if you don't want me too :(
>>23525385
Sex would be cool and all but it is kind of a neutral thing, ya know? It's like.. Yeah sex is awesome, but at the same time... how will that help me?
>>23525391
And what motivation would you have coming to northern canada to visit a sad dude like me lol.
Sounds like craigslist would have more desirable people in my opinion
Take a good look at me OP. I'm a poor ugly fuck with shitty genes who's doing his best to get by. There's a good chance I'm going to be choking to death on debt for the rest of my life on a degree I'm too dumb to get anyway.
I've been where you are, it sucks it does. But some days are easier than others in my experience. You might actually make it, just hang in there fella.
>>23525402
Meh, you aint ugly - no homo. Plenty of girls like your type, my old drummer looked just like you actually haha
>>23525392
But then again . how would it not (:
>>23525401
You're cute and need help. We can just smoke weed then Netflix and chill :)
>>23525415
weed used to be fun but hey im open to whatever at this point.
>>23525431
Weed is fun when you are Netflix and chilling. Munchies and movies then some making out maybe.
>>23525386
Damn yeah I can't say I would drink bleach anytime soon.
>>23525431
I'm also an excellent cook so top tier munchies
>>23525436
Hey if i can drink with it then I'm in to whatever
>>23525439
>>23525442
You got kik?
>>23525447
drunkenlullabies88
>>23525449
So did u do it yet m8?
>>23525455
Nah, gonna drink all night first and make a decision on what's next
>>23525407
I'm also mentally ill and have a high stress job that's destroying my back. And yeah, I'm unattractive. I'm also going to be in my mid to late twenties by the time I finish my education.
If anyone should kill themselves it should be me. Fuck, you're good looking and you can play an instrument. You got me beat six ways to Sunday. So yeah, chill dude.
>>23525467
meh, i can strum at best but i wouldn't judge anybody's worth on the abilities on instruments
>>23525471
Still better off than me dude. I don't have much besides having a nice sounding voice and the ability to do silly overblown impersonations.
Other than that I literally have no skills. I have the social fluency of a brick.
>>23525475
Well thanks for the kind words anon, I am not going to make any harsh decisions anytime soon. Shit happens I guess, but I am still on the fence about what I decide for my future.
>>23525478
Yeah man, good luck. You'll be surprised by how shallow people are. Just by being physically attractive your life will be significantly easier than otherwise.
Mental illness is hard to struggle with I know. I suggest you get professional help. Meds can significantly increase your quality of life.
I will likely kill myself today as well, OP.
>>23525669
What's eating you senpai?
>>23525298
post your dick
I think I might do the same friend.
I destroyed someone's heart... I lied to her and threw away someone who actually gave a shit about me. The guilt is crushing... worse than anything I've ever felt in my life.
Take note guys... if you have a girl who loves you, cherish her. Dont fucking lie, and make her feel loved. The worst think you can do is break someone's heart.
Op, could you at least have sex with me? Am depressed as well and a girl.
>>23525703
Nothing. I live with diagnosed autism, schizophrenia, and brain damage though. I've never had any friends, and what few people I manage to talk to online can't really relate to any of my problems and think I should be just like them or I'm not trying or just suck. Even though I'm clearly not like them and won't be. Then when I point this out people tell me I'm not unique and it's like I know. There are other people like me but we're the vast minority so it's to find those people much less ones who actually are willing to interact with others.
Plus I struggle with a lot of very basic tasks. I've never learned to tie my own shoes and have tried countless times to learn the necessary motions to do so.
I also get angry very easily. People say I should go to therapy for this but I already have been for years. It doesn't help.If anything I've had less and control as I've gotten older. Often when I throw a fit I won't remember
People tell me I'm lacking confidence and that's why no one want anything to do with me but the only reason I'm lacking confidence at all is because I go well out of my way to interact and just have never anyone in real life express an interest in talking to me unless they had even initially. It's not like I think I should have trouble.
And therapy/meds/etc haven't really helped beyond delaying my inevitable suicide.
People assume I'm unhappy with life but I don't hate life or myself at all even though I'm aggravated by trying to understand human interaction and how attraction works on top of that. I'd be perfectly content just playing guitar and video games and isolating myself if I didn't want to get laid(not that this is say I'm uninterested in getting to know people better otherwise I wouldn't go so far out of my way to do so)
But I want to be clear that never having had anyone show any interest or attraction to me thing has very little to do with killing myself. There are a lot of reasons I want to do that that add up.
>>23525833
I also have ptsd from being raped by my landlord last year on top of all this
>>23525280
Ok dude
Why kill yourself, if you could spend the last days doing awesome stuff. If you're not rich, take out a loan from the bank, and fly away. Leave your shit behind and go on an awesome holiday. You want to kill yourself, so why not do it after living your life to the fullest? Go skydiving, fuck a 2 dollar whore, who gives a crap. Nothing matters, because you apperantly already made your choice.
TL;DR Say fuck it, and do all the awesome shit people dream about, then decide whether you still want to die.
>>23525855
A lot of people who feel this way don't really care about doing things or experiences. They just want to leave.
>>23525865
I know, because my sister went through something similar, but if it helps to give OP or someone else struggling with depression (like You) a bit of new hope or a will to do that, my goal is accomplished
>>23525839
Details? How does one get raped by a landlord?
>>23525913
The same way as by anyone else? What the fuck kind of question is this?
>>23525940
Did he get arrested?
Don't kill yourself man, it sounds like you would be leaving a lot of others in pain.
Also some anons poured their heart out and you ignored them. Which kind of makes it seem this is more for attention.
>>23525338
>>23525375
>>23525384
Dear OP,
I wish is not too late. In 2012 my GF killed herself, so I decided to do it as well since I did not have any desire to live anymore. However, after a lot of traveling I decided to go to theraphy and from there, it has been a whole way full of starts and re stars... Dear anon, you are not the first or the only one. Life is not a paradise, but believe me, it does get better. Its been 4 years since she did it...And I still ask myself why... Please do not destroy other peoples lifes. Please recover yours. Please...
are you still alive OP?
>>23525280
Dramata
>>23525280
TREVOR MATTHEWS THIS IS YOUR BROTHER! DID THE SANDNIGGERS KILL YOU AT THE AIRPORT?
This retard is on pol too.
>>>/pol/68387145
He was all around the airport, last time I saw this lad...
>>23526388
>>23526401
>>23526403
Lol that's a troll he went to sleep hours ago.
>>23525280
If you could go back and fix one thing in your past, what would it be?
Posts suicide prospectus
> oh no anon dont do it you have so much to live for
> b urslf
Posts "hey guys I'm trying to make my life better by doing X"
> go kill your self faggot
But shilling a suicide manifesto on 4chan is suspicious.
Just
Stop
Post dick OP. If you're going to kill yourself you have nothing to lose.
>>23525280
dibs on PC :D
>>23526412
Lol yep I am from canada and still alive.
WTF trolls lol
>>23526734
What if you're ugly, with a high school education and a great circle of friends?
>>23525280
You should take out dude weed current year announcing pm with you.
>>23526831
What if you're short and going bald?
>>23525333
WHY DO YOU KEEP POSTING YOUR PICTURE ALL OVER 4CHAN. ITS TIME TO STOP
>>23526996
It isn't exactly mine because private property is a spook.
>all 4chan
But I only post my face on /soc/.
>>23526996
tryhard autist trying to look cool as always
Is op kill? Did he died?
>>23525294
thats fucking pathetic.
In my life, every time I try to better myself a brick wall is dropped on me.
This world wasnt supose to be easy snowflake, deal with it.
Tfw when you're a permavirgin bcuz you have ED :(
>>23525401
>>23525402
you're both really hot. the only thing with killing yourself is that like
okay so you know like life is meaningless unless you make it meaningful
and it's like
you're cute and you could both do whatever you want as long as you have confidence in it
like you'd both look hot as dads, white canadian guy you look like a hipster something with like math or music or logic kind of stuff, honestly you seem like you have confidence if you're posting pics n shit
almost ethnic looking bald guy, you're my type and have tons of potential, this reply was cuz of u, but really everyone has debt with a shitty degree for now, you're cute
a relationship with either of you people would be great and that gives meaning to life
unless you're proletariat and want a higher meaning like being good at more than family stuff which in case just means study more n shit
i'm drunk, thanks 4chan
>>23527943
Nick bateman isnt gay, fuck off shitposter
Do it, faggot.
You're not going to though; this is just a cry for attention. You're nothing but a coward. At least stick to your word and end your own life, idiot.
>>23525280
Can I have your flags then, I'm a sperg that collects flags.
Hey OP,
I just want to let you know that i understand. Ive been in the same situation as you, and i know just how hard daily life can be. Im not going to tell you not to do it, because you are your own person and you can make whatever decisions you wish. Just before you go, i want to ask you a favour. Do something for yourself. If your going to be dead, money isn't an issue. Withdrawal some money and do something you've always wanted to experience. Everyone deserves to see something beautiful before they die.
even though i don't know you, know that i love you. If you ever want to talk, please don't hesitate to ask for my contact info.
At least live stream it for us.
>>23525280
Well I hope you did not to it. If you need a change something new up and move meet new people travel explore.
>>23528707
Are you the missing brother?
Hey OP, don't do it man. Try to find happiness in little things; like the smell of a nice breeze or an amazing view.
>>23526662
this
>>23525280
22/f
please dont kill yourself, you're worth so much
>>23530342
kek
>>23525294
>. I just feel like every time I try to advance myself in life I hit a brick wall, and I am sick of the overwhelming depression that comes with it.
WTF is this shit you faggot?. Explain this.
>>23528762
If you're still there can we talk?
Ahh... french and canadian flags. All fits into place. bro, it's thursday tomorrow and it'll miss you.
don't do it.
Drug of choice?
Hey homie hope ur still alive. One more day for feeling groovy.
>>23525280
Give us a sign if ur still alive dawg we need it
But you sound so genuine and nice ))): you have to marry me first
