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Chat General - Take a pic in your current state (no polished selfies)
>Music Disscusion
>What are you doing?
>Why you are a fucking NEET weirdo? (it's cool if you're not)
>Video Games(?)
>Books you're currently reading
>Films etc.
General Discussion
You don't have to following these guidelines, it's just a suggestion, just post some content so other anons get to know you.
This is a meet-up board after all.
This isn't exactly a rate thread but if that is truly what you seek OP will deliver. R8 others if you're into it.
Let's try to be civil, last couple threads were pretty good.
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>>23285279 (You)
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=jIn2uq3gI4w
Maintaining Consistency, Love you guys
Repost from last thread.
>Music Discussion
I make my own shit on Soundcloud. It's been taking off recently so that's a good thing. I'm into just about everything, but I really like vapormeme and good electronic music.
https://soundcloud.com/metatronlives/
>What are you doing?
Sitting in my dorm room.
>Why you are a fucking NEET weirdo? (it's cool if you're not)
Pic related.
>Video Games(?)
FUCK YES.
>Books you're currently reading
I haven't read a good book since I was 20.
>Films etc.
Anything Studio Ghibli, Wes Anderson, or Quentin Tarantino. I also found this movie called 5 Centimeters per Second that made me want to hang myself. 10/10, would recommend.
>>23298269
Yeah I bookmarked your soundcloud m8 it's really good, no foolin.
JonTron track was p good, because JonTron
Jamba promised me to be first so don't post till I'm done
>music
Anything with some meaning and decent. Ain't no rest for the wicked on rn
>what are you doing
Enjoying some druggy fuzzies
Ask me shit ans I'll answer it all tomorrow. Luz you guys
>>23298263
>music
>what are you do
Reminiscing about high school, when me and my friends would blast music with speakers in one of my friends backpack. They mainly played their music, I would just put on Deftones every once in a while.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=4WMXtU2IrKw
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=dd_461ZrJb8
>vidya
I've been wanting to get back into classic NES Castlevania for a while, I just need to find my NES.
>>23298280
I wish the project I made it for would have taken off. It was going to be like Banjo Kazooie with Jon and Jacques. Sad day.
>>23298282
>forgot pic again
Dammit too slow
For everyone's reference I nicknamed this anon jamba cuz it suits him.
>>23298282
My all time Favorite Earl track, no matter what anyone says.
Have you listened to his most recent album?
>>23298294
>inb4 I keep that
goodnight pupper grill <3
>>23298302
I don't like shit?
Yeah, that shit's dark. I love it.
>>23298294
G'nighty night ya loser(s for anyone reading this post)
>>23298302
Fuck I must be tired. >>23298316 this is for youu
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>>23298309
Yeah I'm probably going to check it out now
>>23298330
Christ am I bearing witness to the new /soc/ meme
it's already stale
>>23298333
You haven't heard it yet?
Check it out, for the sake of those trips
snagged some Daughters Japanese imports
>>23298340
yoooooooooooo what??
>>23298326
ok sure
Well I just started watching shadowhunters.... this show is terrible has anyone else checked it out?
>>23298347
jaa fa m
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=G0ioNQoAPc8
They're actually working on new material right now
>>23298340
I'm jumping on the meme train and building a vinyl collection
>>23298361
Checking in a sec, I'm revisiting Earl right now.
>>23298339
pic related
I'm only so far in but i'm gonna compare it to the purity that is "Earl"
>>23298361
This track
I hope they do more like this album honestly.
>>23298339
yo Faucet is theatrical as fuck.
>>23298477
Right?
My record/Cd/Tape collection is cooler then yours.
http://www.discogs.com/user/Blurrhog/collection?sort=year&sort_order=asc&layout=med
Listening to one of the most kick ass female fronted bands of all time.
Sacrilege-behind the Realms of Madness
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=UKDFXDu9Mlo
>>23298488
I'm only half way through it but so far the beats are getting a little underwhelming, but knowing how this guy seems his albums I know it's going to pick up, but so far I can feel the isolation/tortured influence this guys going for. This shit is tight. It's dark. I can feel the story he's trying to tell.
>>23298508
I made another thing last night if you would like to listen to it.
http://vocaroo.com/i/s1XyDZLZeb3b
Also, If anybody has any good 80's horror movies I haven't seen let me know.
Last night I watched Bad Taste.
the other night was House and Video Dead.
I like lots of monsters and zombies and gore.
pic from the Burning Moon.
I think I use my xbone for hulu and netflix more then actual games.
>>23298544
this
>>23298508
Yeah. After that, check out this small thing he did after he released I Don't Like Shit
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=d3q_0UP6sck
>>23298544
I remember having a Netflix Box 360
>>23298497
yoo
not sure why I haven't made a discog yet
>>23298544
>dubs
>implying xbone meme has good games.
Think you're using it for it's intended purpose, fampai
>>23298532
will peep in a sec
>>23298538
Yoo
watch Wake in Fright, I know my friend is real into Horror punk, will give you recs in a sec, you guys most likely have the same taste from what I can tell.
>>23298564
I was playing Halo earlier its good.
Fall outs good..
thats the only games i have. >_>
>>23298563
haha Yes. thats pretty much what my 360 was too.
>>23298563
Eh I like this album, was a little underwhelmed desu, DNA was p tight but it aint no Earl tho. I like the story it tells though, it was pretty easy to pick up on that.
>>23298571
>Wake in Fright
checking out the trailer now.
>>23298613
Yeah, console gaming got boring once I got a Steam account lol
>>23298615
I liked it. It felt a little empty, but I think it was intentional.
>>23298613
>PC master
Haven't really followed xbox shit recently
You talking about the new Halo or is that not even out yet
>Halo
>Fallout
not sure there are any other games.
>>23298623
Yeah it's this critically acclaimed Horror that I guess reveals Australia to be the intoxicated hellscape that it is. It was pretty good.
No monsters, pretty sure they filmed a live Kangaroo hunt.
>>23298626
Yeah if empty was the intention then it would make more sense. 7/10 album.
>>23298623
Looks interesting. I'm gunna watch it.
My usual preference is trash. total schlock fests and shit.
still have alot of troma movies I haven't seen yet either.
>>23298643
The new Halo yes.
I don't have a computer that can handle gaming.
>>23298643
>australia
>intoxicated hellscape
hey fuck you senpai
>>23298544
Lol, many do that now
>>23298330
The birth of a new meme
>>23298650
Yeah I can tell, my friend is horror buff, met Loyd Kaufman and shit.
Watch Scanners yet if you haven't yet.
gonna post a long list for you tomorrow.
>>23298653
my PC was pretty cheap to build but this thing falls apart all the time.
If that was ever an interest of yours I highly recommend.
Is the new Halo worth the play though?
>>23298667 (You)
Fucking kek
I give the new meme a soft 3/10 for unoriginal shit content
>>23298678
I haven't played the story line yet. It feels a lot like reach though.
>>23298667
>forgot pic
>>23298678
>>23298684
2 (You)s for the price of 1
I cut my hand on a metal sheet today
Also the new meme has now bosted in my thread
>>23298563
This track was pretty alright.
>>23298708
bummer dude, little Vegemite should help with an infection.
>>23298681
Never really enjoyed the multiplayed on Halo always been a pretty big fan of the story though
Is Fallout worth the buy? Been thinking about it..
>>23298532
Yo, this track is pretty chill, reminds me of Zelda.
>>23298765
It's a song from Chrono Trigger. That game is dank af.
>>23298784
fug how did I not.
Top 5 favorite games, Chrono Trigger.
I've been meaning to get an Emulator to play that again since I lost my DS. Too reluctant because of them nostalgia feels.
>Crono + Robo combo is based
>>23298798
One of my biggest regrets is having that game for DS, getting to Lavos Core, and then SELLING THE GAMe along with my DS.
>tfw never finished chrono trigger all those years ago
>>23298803
>>23298803
Honestly finishing any game/book/movie is bittersweet to me, but you must.
trailer living guy here
I'm about to buy my first car at 23 soon, $ from trimming weed. excited
I have a false high rn from my personality disorder
>>23298818
Congrats man, had just bought a car about 8 months ago
Totaled it.
>>23298828
yeah that happened to my best friend in 2 or 3 months
hoping that or dui's won't happen to me
>>23298741
Yeah, there must be some use for that human filth
Just sitting here enjoying obscure Chinese shoegaze with all of my many, many friends as you can see. Life is all lilys and smiles and we're all going to live forever! What's up everyone!
https://youtu.be/FgGgYbDyVxU
>>23298852
kek
on my nightly album exploration.
Where are you even.
>>23298835
Well it wasn't my fault but since I hit him from the back it was.
Didn't help that it was at 80mph
Hope it works out man.
>>23298836
ever find out about that potential /int/ stalker?
>>23298863
The /int/ stalker isn't human filth
They just acted like we chatted and complimented each other when i don't think that ever happened but they seemed to know a bit about me :/
Eh she was kinda qt anyway
>Music Disscusion
currently listening to this
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ZuRaETs7ti4
>What are you doing?
Listening to music and playing video games
>Why you are a fucking NEET weirdo? (it's cool if you're not)
Currently looking for a job. Only had one job since graduating last spring
>Video Games(?)
Currently playing Kirby
>Books you're currently reading
Burn Your Portfolio by Janda
>Films etc.
n/a
>>23298863
The empty ass hotel where I pretend to work all night. Pay is okay and the freedom to do whatever is nice. I mean like...ever piss off the roof of a 470ft building and have the wind blow it all right back at you? I have. I have lived. But yeah that's cool mane what u bumpin' 2nite?
>>23298873
you look like one my friends it's surreal.
weird, was using pic related as a guitar pick since all mine are in half.
>>23298878
>image
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=AciDXNjNNI4
Revisiting this beautiful album
Post some gaze son, gimme the gaze
>>23298869
lel weird dude, i'd be flattered I think.
>>23298892
intresting. I assume your friend doesn't actually browse /soc/ so i can't possibly be him haha
>>23298892
I was a bit actually, there were quite nice about it at least
>>23298784
>chrono trigger
my fucking negro
>>23298910
nah, however it is unconfirmed if he browses 4chan.
Ran into someone I hadn't seen in years on a faces of /b/ thread awhile ago.
Shit was weird.
>>23298892
Aww shit that album is v. SICK NASTY one of my faves. I got ur vacuum jamz right here senpai:
https://youtu.be/No0-hvMITAQ
>>23298933
>Dubs
was also very drunk when this transpired. So it was even better.
>>23298943
Yehh man, going through their whole discog again since anon earlier on posted a song. Gonna peep the gaze in a sec.
>>23298263
>music
i do a lot of music but it's all elitist bullshit that i hate sort of
i'm doing a lot of artsy noise shit for my music school. it all sounds terrible but it feels good to make.
listen to this chiptune https://soundcloud.com/emmy-barrett-241193109/emmytracker
it sounds better than my other shit but still is pretty inpleasant.
>waht am i doing
im laying down in bed. i should be writing an essay but i have no momentum. im also rly sad that i have like no libido.
>why am i a fucking NEET weirdo
i spend all my day watching ecchi anime because im sexually frustrated. i am failing in school cause i just play videogames and watch anime.
>videogams
i play a lot of nintendo. so much nintendo. and i play tf2... lately ive been playing the 1998 game Freespace
>books
I read Gyo by Junji Ito last night instead of sleeping and that was pretty disgusting but i loved it cause rotten fish is one of my favorite smells.
>films
i watched Koyaanisqatsi while insanely high on DXM a couple days ago and I would totally recommend. I have watched it sober too so I know it is actually an incredibly good movie
>>23298818
false high as in mania?
>>23298955
yo, post all your noise, noiseanon here.
I listen to everyone's soundclouds that post itt and try and give pleb critiques.
>no libido
sex is overrated
>Koyaanisqatsi
>knowing of that movie
could you be the new best anon?
Tried watching The Wall on acid as a lad, last time I decided to watch anything other than static when tripping.
>>23298933
>tfw there was a guy from my highschool on /soc/ once
dodged that bullet I tell ya
>>23298933
Holy shit, this is my worse nightmare. It's bad enough that my nephew always sees my battlestation when i post it on /v/.
>>23298964
Yeah I had a friend who was lurking post in one of my threads, also some dude recognized me a couple days ago, never met him irl so it was strange.
>>23298966
Yeah we vowed never to speak of it again but some anon screen capped it.
>>23298955
Nice boss battle chip, dude.
Morning strangers!
>Got any plans today?
>>23298678
watched the entire thing. strange movie. it was hard to watch those kangaroos get killed. strangest movie ive seen since gummo. and i fuckin love gummo
>>23298982
aww thanks i wish i had a game to put it in haha
i used famitracker to make it
>>23298998
It's 4:02am and I didn't even go to sleep yet. Probably won't since i slept all day. My plans today include continuing to look for a fucking job. I've been unemployed since November and have been applying to jobs nonstop since then.
>>23299009
Did you use strictly software to make this or do you use hardware too?
>>23299001
Fuckin love that movie, have yet to see gummo. Salo is next on my list and then working up the never to watch Holy Mountain since I just tormented it. As far as unsettling movies go.
If you want a really weird experience recommend watching Visitor Q.
Them japs know how to make some avant garde shit man.
>>23298998
>4am where I'm at
>fucking english
my plans are to throw my guitar around the room some more.
>>23298963
https://soundcloud.com/emmy-barrett-241193109/scp182draft1
here is one recording i just exported. it's not done. it's just an idea.
the words are from the SCP182 character from that paranormal website thing. some voice to speech robot is saying them
>>23298998
Probably sleep
>>23298968
Yeah he said I was very familiar and so was he, but I just said "nah you must be mistaken"
>>23299022
it was all famitracker code. i didnt use a keyboard or anthing. i am using midi controllers much more lately with my shit
>>23299023
Really wish they finished making that SCP game, looked pretty spooky.
listening to now.
>>23298960
yeah I guess
I just fapped 4 or 5 times, now my mind just feels ahead of my body
>>23298955
>movie on dxm
never tried that
I saw the new mad max the second day of snorting stims (the point of being lethargic with mild neurosis) and that was p legit
>>23299026
wouldn't consider this too elitist, thought it was pretty accessible for noise at least. I liked the way you ended the track tho, glitches are always + in my book.
I tried Midi controllers once, ooo the frustration.
Nice job tho, liked the track, dig the minimalist drone around the voices.
>>23299040
before my medication i used to be like that but now i get tired whenever i try to masturbate.
i need DXM to feel like im exiting my body lol. and it's nice with a movie because i thought i was the movie and not the person watching the movie. at points. it was nice
>>23299012
I'm in the same boat as you.
Last job was tossin' shit in the deep fryer for 6 hours. Fuck that shit. Never again. then it would get super busy and I would forget how many orders I Would have to put down. I'd keep asking, "what was that last order" get yelled at, feel like shit, stress out, throw the shit in the deep fryer then stand there and stare at it untill it floats, take it out, put it on a plate. rinse and repeat.
Job before was cutting grass, but I was only a temporary employee. I'd love to cut grass again, but then winter comes and I'm fucked with nothing. Just like Roofing too. fun job, it just sucks balls in the winter and I'm scared of heights.
So I'm lookin for something manual labor thats all year round. But if I don't find anything soon its probably back to the dish pit, where I can atleast be stoned when I work.
Fuck life.
Maybe I can get a job at the record store...but working cash seems so fucking boring...atleast I'd be able to listen to music all day...fuck
not that anyone cares. Its just 4AM and I'm all alone.
hold me.
pic relevant.
>>23299045
gosh thank you that is really encouraging
>>23299055
keep at it, anon
>>23299022
holy mountain is comparable to nowhere imo, insofar as the interior design is kind of better than the movie
>>23299052
I hope we pull through anon.
My last job was pretty cool. I was a graphic designer for Discovery Channel, but it was a timed contract gig. I could have been there longer but they couldn't justify having another designer after that point.
I graduated last spring and I desperately need a job because my sister and her family are moving out which means I have to find another place to live or pay a lot more for rent. It's bad enough that's she's taking all the furniture including my bed (i literally have to sleep on the floor now).
I suffer from really bad anxiety and depression. I don't know what I'm gonna do if I don't find a job by the end of next month.
>>23299050
i like dxm to feel down and fuzzy, like oxy plus tripping
>>23299022
>Visitor Q
I'll check it out.
Gummo is great. so many great moments. The soundtrack kicks ass too.
Only Japanese none anime movie I've seen is Men Behind the Sun. Shits fucked up. Gotta watch Battle Royale some day too.
>>23299052
>we're all dead inside here anon
>tfw when the most meaningful dialogue takes place at 4am on the internet with strangers
>>23299062
>>23299067
>interior design is kid of better than the movie
had a sensible chuckle to that one
Wassup my koku-jins.
>>23299076
yeah me too. idk i just enjoyed it with a movie because of the bit of tripping...
>>23299088
finally, mexicanon
>>23299090
>finally
Kek, bonjour Monsieur JP. I just popped in to say hi, I'm off to work right now. Pls kill me nao.
>>23299104
Address in next post and we can kill each other.
bai
>>23299012
Americans, you're slacking behind the rest of the world.
You could just look for small time, manual. jobs?
They're always about, somewhere.
>>23299022
>throw my guitar around the room some more.
Fucking Americans , thinking they're Ritchie Blackmore or something.
>>23299025
You lucky son of a goat.
Alright anons, it's time for dreams.
Goodnight /soc/
l8r fegs
>>23299052
where was this? I used to work as a cashier at McDonald's, lol @ them putting me in the front. I could not deal with customers
>>23299072
your situation sounds worse then mine.
know all about anxiety and depression. Been to the mental hospital several times. Been pumped with meds. taken my own drugs. Gotten over it pretty well over the last year.
I usually slay interviews though, all mental issues aside. Just getting one set up has been a bitch. Once I renew my birth certificate and sin number I can send a resume to a staffing company in town that I hear gets people lots of jobs. You should see if you have any local staffing companies or employment counselors who can help you find jobs.
anyways. I'm flat broke. still live with the parents so I don't have to worry about bills but I feel like such a free loader. Can't even go out and have fun. Selling a bunch of my shit next week so I can get some magic mushrooms. Haven't tripped in 2 years. Kind of nervous, but maybe the medicine will set me on some kind of new path where I don't give a fuck about what I do anymore and just do it, or who I am forced to be around and just tolerate peoples simple shit....but most importantly, trip the fuck out and make some more art to sell, like the one I drew here. Only better.
>>23299142
Yeah, my staffing agent was supposed to find me this specific job two weeks ago, but i haven't heard from her since. I never reach out to staffing agencies anyway. They always find me somehow. They obviously see great potential in me, but still can't convince employers that I'm even worthy of an interview. I fucking hate myself desu senpai.
>>23299085
pls b in cali
>>23299140
Local bar/restaurant downtown in my city. I could easily work shifts monday through thursday since it was usually dead those days, but fridays and saturdays were always complete shit shows. Then they hired another guy when we already had a full staff which cut my hours in half and I was working like, 2-3 shifts a week which was complete bullshit. Then they would train me like, once one week on the grill or stove top and except me to remember it a week later doing it once.
In short. Working in kitchens sucks. Unless its day prep. I can cut vegetables peel potatoes and bread/pound chicken cutlets all day long.
>>23299150
Just come to Canada and trip with me. we can go on an adventure through new levels of time and perception.
>>23299155
lol, well unless it's a real kitchen
I've seen chef (+ listened to the actor/director's tim ferris interview) and burnt recently and it's given an appreciation for the biz
I work at a weed nursery now and the whole situation is a lot better than any other job I've had
>>23299114
37th and 8th ave I'll be in that Jap kink store.
>>23299135
Sniff sniff c ya
>>23299176
omw
>>23299170
>a weed nursery
how the fuck do you get that kind of gig?
weed is still illegal here. trudeau said he would change that but its probably going to take a while...
Do you get a discount on weed? Do you get to sample plants?
>>23299159
That sounds wonderful anon.
>>23299151
i'm in MA right now :C
>>23299191
my grandfather is his landlord
I got a bunch of free weed a few months ago (he threw even more away, leftovers from the stems). I'm about to get cashed out $1,500+ from last weeks trimming, and I get the feeling he thinks I stole from him (didn't) so I feel kind of iffy about asking him for any this time
the job is legit for socializing. if it weren't for me starting again recently I'd probably be too weird to talk here rn tb.h
>>23299222
god dammnit that sounds awesome.
>>23299191
I just looked up trudeau
it's all but legal up there (just like here), I'm sure you could find one if you looked hard enough. my job isn't exactly over the table
>>23299237
yeah, i dunno shit about the situation.
definitely no nursery around here...just grow houses...which are illegal as fuck.
I knew of this schizophrenic dealer that would bug out and if you showed up to his place asking for a specific amount he would just let you grab a handful of whatever you could hold and leave..still having to pay of course, just getting, way more then you wanted.....I met him way later when he was on meds...so...I never got to experience myself...
But one time I got a random one time hook up, I waited all day texting back and forth with this guy telling me I had to wait untill he was done his homework and when I finally met him he just gave me the stuff for free and said sorry about the trouble.
I love weed.
have any of you ever got the spins from weed? i sorta spaghetti'd up some people's whole evening with the spins a few days ago
Why does everyone on here smoke weed
>>23299259
were you drinking?
>>23299266
I was indeed drinking. i have some other medications too. and i was still kind of fuzzy from DXM a few days earlier.
>>23299271
i drank two margaritas on an empty stomach
>>23299271
that'll do it.
>music
Always been into music love jazz hiphoph emo pretty much every genre. Have 2000 soundcloud followers on an inactive soundcloud acct but lately have been listening to a lot of Sun Ra, Mac Dre and Front bottoms lol.
>what are you doing
Right now it's 2 AM girl I'm talking to is sleeping so im playing guitar rolling cigs and drinking coffee
>Neet?
No I actually make about $500 a day flipping drugs when I go into town and actually try because everyone knows me as "that guy"
>video games
Got dia 1 in league used to make money elo boosting also had fully geared 85s for epic raiding in cata days but lately I just been fucking around wit my friends random steam games since I don't have my PC built at the house I'm currently staying in RN.
>books
Really big into philosophy and society so I really like reading old books like platos republic gives you an interesting idea of how easy it is to control people and form your own society if you can convince stupid people they are smart for listening to you.
>other info
Been getting back into skating recently skating off and on since 8 so I can actually street skate pretty decently and i also have hella theory's on us being part reptilian that are being used by the government because we are smarter then they thought id love to chat with y'all doe <3
>Pic related because it's me right now
>>23299292
flip me some
lol
>>23299299
A E S T H E T I C
>>23299307
Nah this is me tryna be aesthetic
>>23299299
I buy most my product on darknet markets so I have or have sold pretty much everything including dmt which is fun as fuck but any of those fckers who think they are better then other people because they have smoked dmt piss me off so much, like one day me and the homie smoked a gram of dmt but I'm not walking around the streets calling myself god
>>23299352
It's all in your head
>>23299356
I'm prob going to do dmt soon, and I want to try a few others
I just want to find someone to do it with because I'm tired of doing hallucinogens with people that aren't tripping as well. the last time I did acid I thought I was a god, which is kind of embarrassing to say
it was like I was a human god, there was society, there was the sun which was a great god - and then I realized time was the biggest god
lol
>>23299252
I'm sure you'd be surprised. it is a cash crop
>>23299259
I used to lay down and feel kind of waves in my body
>>23299356
i wanna buy from the darknet but i am shit at encryption
>>23299378
i mean like where you get mad vertigo like you are falling from a plane and then you puke all over your new friend's carpet and pass out on their couch
>>23299382
I doubt you'd get busted as an individual buyer
what are u on meds for btw
>>23299378
I've probably dropped 100 tabs of lsd25 50 25c maybe 25 25b nbome and eaten maybe 4 Ozs of mushies in the last 4 months all I can say is religion is a tool to strike fear into the Sheeps mind and no sheep under govt control can become the creator or whatever it is humans think created us. Dmt just felt like a legit awake dream where I was blasting through a tunnel till I hit the light on the other side and everyone around me who was doing it with me wasn't their anymore lol
>>23299382
I used pretty poor opsec but in the end they can't hit you with suspicion and most my packs came In so I was never worried, also was addicted to Xanax and klonopin for a month which helped me overcome social anxiety but left me with a deep love for benzos to this day same with smoking coke on foilys
>>23299386
yeah, the waves were minus the puking
at a point where it's still enjoyable
I've smoked a gravity bong and felt pain in my body. I was 16, my friends were playing guitar hero and I was laying in the couch feeling pain to the rhythm of the music
>>23299390
I've heard someone say you're always alone on your dmt trip, is that true
as a rule, I don't like to talk about spirituality on soc but if everything is god's will, then god is basically nature. aa humans gain control of nature/the world/the universe etc, humans are becoming god
god imo is basically unconscious, it's conscious life (humans) that are god's consciousness - and it's in the processes of coming to power
>>23299409
Honestly we share a lot of the same views id love to chat more and yes that's very true unlike acid and mushrooms once you exhale that last rip of dmt you are catapulted into a dream like state and like a dream everything and everyone around is changed/moving/twisting or just not there all together. Don't expect to see mechanical gnomes or any of that bullshit or you will be let down(like I was my first few times lol)
>>23299292
>>23299352
If y'all dolls wanna follow and talk to me on tumblr it's the only social media I don't delete and remake every few weeks because task force so it's thereisnopointfuckthis I'm always down for conversation on pretty much any topic but current politics lol
>>23298544
>blue hair streak warning sign
>using then instead of than
0/5
>Music Disscusion
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=vH2pknbyLdk
>What are you doing?
Sitting around, compensating school.
Thinking about buying new clothes but Im broke af
>Why you are a fucking NEET weirdo? (it's cool if you're not)
Would like to be but I know it would just depress me in the end
>Video Games(?)
Warframe, thinking about buying Darksouls
>Books you're currently reading
Death In venice
>Films etc.
Nuttin new, last one still was hateful eight on sunday
>How are you guys feeling?
Btw I need your help, valentines is coming up and Im not romantic at all, I hate all that stuff but I dont want to piss of my gf so what the fuck should I do with her?
hey y'all koreanon reporting
sorry for dropping out last 2 threads, been busy un-neeting with the new job at goodwill. Gotta leave for work in half an hour but at least today's only a 5hr shift.
>doing
Just finished some anti-gravity banana oatmeal. What'd y'all eat for breakfast?
>watching
Also just finished watching all the episodes of Erased so far. Anyone else following that anime? Two more days till the new episode. I'm going to die of anticipation by then.
>listening
my coworkers are trying to turn me onto death metal so they made me listen to Devourment, Disgorged and Cock & Ball Torture. -_- I was like WHY. Some of it was kinda cool musically, but I felt like I was listening to some edgy 15yo's ipod. Made me go back to Gorguts and Nails though. I feel like I understand why people love metal, but I can't listen to it often or else I start feeling depressed. Do any metalheads here get that feel?
Lately I've been trying to listen to more jazz but I always go back to Wayne Shorter instead of branching out. I'm trying to learn to solo over this song, which is my all-time fav:
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=3uToglQMREM
I suck at following chord changes though. I have jazz class tomorrow and I think the teacher's trying to get me to solo on the songs she picked, none of which I really like that much. (Not that I could even solo over them.) I think it's because I played a few of those songs back in high school and I didn't like the teacher. Idk I'm just glad to be back into playing, but nervous and insecure about my own playing. I can't stop thinking about whether I'm out of tune whenever I'm playing. I feel like the only way for me to feel comfortable is to woodshed a couple of hours a day at least, but goddamn I suck at daily routines. I wanted to work out this morning but I felt so sluggish. Reminds me I need to call my try calling my psychiatrist again to start antidepressants but he didn't return my last call. Ugh. I need a pick me up. [/rant]
>>23299860
GOD FUCKING DAMN IT
wrong link
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=e0e9HqipF1Q
Afternoon In Paris is so boring. I swear, half of these jazz standards make me think of uppity white people in country clubs and it pisses me off.
>Music Disscusion
I somehow wound up listening to Morris Day and the Time due to hearing this song referenced in a Hold Steady song, and I'm wondering if it's the actual song they were referencing, but either way it's entertaining
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=GcRFY6Cw4Cw
>What are you doing?
Lurking on /soc/, /r/hockey, and watching Party Down
>Why you are a fucking NEET weirdo? (it's cool if you're not)
I'm supposed to be on vacation from work, but couldn't fulfill plans due to car repairs being necessary
>Video Games(?)
Lately its been pretty much just GTA online and NHL16
>Books you're currently reading
Ready Player One. Several people told me to read it because it's chock full of 80's references, and is actually really good.
>Films etc.
I've been a tad depressed and have been on a Woody Allen kick lately. (Annie Hall, Play It Again Sam, Midnight in Paris, To Rome With Love)
Incredibly unpolished selfie attached.
>>23299860
Hey koreanon! :)
Love that Wayne Shorter song, it just has so many levels!
Me and PJ are doing a Skype group with the crop of the creme anons, wanna join?
>Job
Good for you for coming out of the NEET life! How is it?
>>23299897
GERMANON :D
Thanks 4 teh invite but I gotta leave for work in 5min. :( I'll seeya in about 6 hours though.
>un-neeting
it's alright I guess. Makes me feel like less of a waste of space, but I think it'll really hit when I get my first paycheck so I can help my mom pay for rent and bills and I can actually afford things. I currently have $3 to my name, mostly spare change. -_-
>>23299907
:/ alright, stay based! Smell ya later
>>23299864
so beautiful
>>23299389
im on lexapro and lithium and neurontin (but it wasnt in my system at the time)
and standard trans stuff spironolactone and estrogen. also asprin at the time.
i think my bloodpressure went waaaaay down
>>23299398
god i had a benzo addiction. ativan and klonopin. that shit sticks with you. my body never forgot the day i swallowed most of the pills in my bottle in one sitting
>Music Disscusion
brit alt rock (muse, arctic monkeys, oasis, radiohead, coldplay)
>What are you doing?
studying
>Why you are a fucking NEET weirdo? (it's cool if you're not)
im schooling
>Video Games(?)
R6S was ok
>Books you're currently reading
halfway through Winter
>Films etc.
The martian was pretty good. Loved interstellar
>
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=6zWf39lEkng
>No internet
>Why live
>>23298330
At least be creative like the guy who tried with alfa-alfred.
>Music Disscusion
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=-PratfZHaQU
About to check out the new Beach House as well.
>What are you doing?
Browsing through soundcloud and /soc/ waiting on work to call.
>Video Games(?)
Still trying to beat the Witcher 3. Thinking about picking up the Persona series after watching the trailer for Persona 5. Never played them before and friend is pressuring me hard to give em a try.
>Books you're currently reading
No books at the moment but I was going to pick up "Dune" soon after seeing all the praise.
>Films etc.
Last film I watched was Disturbia. If it didn't have a serial killer in it I'd say Shia LeBeouf's character is the villain. Dude straight creeps on people.
>>23298269
Checking out your stuff now man. I've only heard a little bit of your music but I like a couple of the tracks already. I've been trying to post more stuff to my soundcloud lately but I've just been slacking too much. What program do you usually use to produce?
>>23298263
>>Music Disscusion
I've been listening to this on replay
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=5b72752TX90
I hardly listen to female artist but everytime I do it seems they're all asians in San Fran or white girls from Portland, Oregon.
>>What are you doing?
Just got home from my grans place and I'm chilling in bed and checking out what's up with the New Hampshire Primary Elections.
>>Why you are a fucking NEET weirdo? (it's cool if you're not)
Just waiting for school to start.
>>Video Games(?)
Just bought a bunch of JRPGs on steam with the Lunar Year sale going on. Have to wait until I visit my hometown next to play them tho because my own computer is shit.
>>Books you're currently reading
Nothing rip. Thinking of reading a manga called Kuro
>>Films etc.
Haven't watched anything that great lately. "Bachelorette" is going to show on TV later today and I've been wanting to watch it. Seems light-hearted enough.
>Music Disscusion
Pretty much anything goes, meaningful songs are my shit.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=pTA0DSfrGZ0
>What are you doing?
I'm study, sometimes. Most times just watching youtube, twitch or just playing video games.
>Video Games(?)
I absolutely love video games but recently I haven't been able to find a game to really get into. The Souls series is my absolute favorite.
>Books you're currently reading
I don't usually read books aside from an occasional manga but lately I've started reading more educational books.
>Films etc.
I watch a lot of anime and shows, an occasional movie if it peaks my interest.
Good morning, guys.
Anyone hear the new Deftones song?
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=JAmt6zN9vOk
>>23300168
Do you have any contact info?
>Music Disscusion
Young Americans is the best album ever
>What are you doing?
Being a lazy shit this week
>Why you are a fucking NEET weirdo? (it's cool if you're not)
I'm not ;_;. I took a week off work
>Video Games(?)
Used to play Red Dead Redemption and Fable 2. Haven't played them in a while
>Books you're currently reading
None
>Films etc.
Natural Born Killers best film...
My therapist got tired of me today, she's sick of travelling to my town only to get nowhere with me. Kek
http://youtu.be/jOmvhKzrcqc
>>23300254
f1013030 is my kik
>>23300152
I remember when my mom used to punish me also.
How's it hanging toots?
>>23300168
>New Hampshire
They still do elections there? Kek.
>>23298269
>https://soundcloud.com/metatronlives/
Really like it
Studio Ghibli ftw
Downloaded 5 Centimeters per second a while ago but haven't watched it yet.
>>23298873
>Ariana grande
>>23298998
>Not sure if still morning
But morning
Plan was to be as NEET as possible and went well
How about you.
>>23299823
Things that smell nice ?
Lotions/Shower gels and what not ..
Idk m8 myself I hate birthdays and celebrations but that's what I'm gonna do with my friend's birthday coming.
>>23300164
Fl Studio since I was 14. I also use audacity for cutting up samples.
>>23300287
HORRIBLE
You wonder why I hate juice
I was suppose to start school again today but decided not to go, not to mention that stupid report that I haven't started yet.
>>23300300
Oh my dubs.
>>23300295
Fl studio is where I started off too. Had a shitty demo version til someone hooked me up with a pirated version. Moved over to reason 5 for a while before switching to ableton. Ableton has been my favorite of the three. Love how easy it is to fuck with samples and the interface works pretty solid.
>>23300300
>HORRIBLE
luv it.
I love juice, it writes my check. :)
Tsk tsk, no 100% attendance, mother shall be disappointed.
Hello everyone
>>23300168
You a fan of Beach House and jangle pop?
I've been getting into the genre recently, could use some recommendations.
I thought you lived in Finland. Just checking out of interest on the primaries?
gonna read the entire thread, bbrrrbbbbb
>Music Disscusion
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=enDS-DNduno
great discourse i know
>What are you doing?
studying
again
ad infinitum
>Why you are a fucking NEET weirdo? (it's cool if you're not)
give me time
>Video Games(?)
fuck
>Books you're currently reading
still beyond good and evil
my microeconomics textbook
>Films etc.
fuck
got a first in my winter exams without leaving the house in 1/3 of a year apart from the exams themselves
happy enough with things
>>23300335
morning
>>23299860
>What'd y'all eat for breakfast?
Lunch.
>>23300330
Shshh mother can't kno about this.
>>23300335
Niqa I was waiting in the Jap kinki shop for like 2 hours, where were you hmph.
P.S. I did buy some nice toys for us ;* <3
>>23300358
Ooooh I'm telling, but I might forget if I get a lil sumting eh.
>tfw can't find a job
just
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=H5TVBIlyObw
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=KqOPgCFdO5E
>>23300380
wtf what is this yaoi.
>>23300380
What would you like Mr.
>>23300380
test them first, then let me know
>>23300342
You ever get the "you're wiser beyond your years" compliment from burn outs and generally boring people?
>>23300152
>:(
>:c
>>23299860
I've missed you :c
Honestly this raving make me miss playing the saxophone, I really need to take it back up again but I feel like I'm too late in my life to pick up another instrument.
>>23299823
I've always taken gfs to some resturant they like and then do something spontaneous afterwards, idk if that's a good idea because I'm also extremely impulsive and last minute decisions make my life worth living, son.
I ate pizza for breakfast today because I am an adult.
>>23300164
New Beach House??????
Read Dune man, it's a wonderful read, my favorite book of all time, could go on and on about it.
>>23300442
often enough from my dad
i don't really speak to many other people but i used to get it more often when i did
serves as both a boost to my cancerous growth of an ego and as a signal that i'm likeable
if i said the same things and was not likeable then people would just call me retarded instead
i'm pretty sure people only judge people as wise if they both like the person and are hearing something somewhat new
you probably get it too
>>23300342
>>23300464
How do you have so much will.
>>23300442
How old you again pls be +27 so I can give myself an excuse I get the feeling you kno so much shit
I'm lazy I kno but there were times when I tried.
>>23300485
i have a lot of will but i'm not sure how that managed to emanate from those posts
i'm intrigued
got a job interview tomorrow for a pizza place lol.
>>23300464
Did you mess up the post numbers lil hindi?
I'm 23 senpai
>>23300335
Morning m8.
>>23300291
Yeah I hate that shit too... that stuff is always a good solution when lazy but I dunno I dont think she cares that mch about buyable things.... jeez only moment where I wish I had a golddigger gf because that would make gifting situations shit easy.
>>23300342
Man I wish I had your hair....
>>23300442
I love spontanity but I hate it if it envolves other people. I like to live my life spontaneous but I dunno... cant do that with somebody else.
Restaurant prolly is pretty smart, I´ll just buy some champagner for after that to get drunk instead of something spontaneus.... or maybe only the alcohol part and a self made cake... do chicks dig self made cakes as gifts? Im broke as shit.
>Wiser beyond your years
Question wasnt directed to me but yeah. I fucking hate it. Just because my classmates are barely able to bring up enough brain power to breathe doesnt mean Im a fucking genius and being labled as such is kinda insulting IMO
>pizza for breakfast
The important part is that you had breakfast. Glad to see you functioning as a normal adult m8!
>Been listening to Zach Hill all day
That guy is a fucking hero man, his stuff on Hella is godlike, he has such a passion in its art that its nearly self destructive and Im loving every single moment of it.
>>23300507
i didn't mess them up
did you?
at least i don't think i did
>>23300464
I've always looked at compliments pertaining to my intelligence as hollow.
Either out of pity or some kind of motivation to be better.
From either side of the spectrum. People I view as intelligent or people I view as generally uninteresting, it never felt genuine. Could be my inner dialogue telling me that
>who knows
I didn't know you were 18 until the other thread. I can understand the isolation now, must be hard to relate.
>>23300164
New id cause I switched to phone
>>23300462
Sorry man :( I should have specified it's new for me. Recently was given Depression Cherry and Thank Your Lucky Stars. I haven't listened to any of there stuff since Teen Dream. So I'm pumped to hear it.
I'm for sure sold on getting Dune. Any others you recommend picking up too?
>>23300507
>Then who was phone
Kek no
>23
Not fair.
>>23300513
A necklace that says
[Innovation is kill]
>>23300491
>Video Games(?)
>fuck
>Films etc.
>fuck
Idk I just feel that cause in your posts you're always reading/studying/busy studying...
>>23300519
god damn, my bad, I did.
>>23300522
my thoughts are slaughtered by the limitations of linguistics and undertones of grammar and those that make it out of my mouth or inscribed usually trail off the path of coherence that they took in my head or get destroyed in conflict with other passing thoughts
if anyone processes the results of the resulting trite* as wise, i just assume that the person is using my words as catalyst for their own thoughts and then concluding that their thoughts are wise (do they ever not), and then by their extension, mine must also be
*surely the desecrated thoughts that leave my mouth aren't as coherent to another as the thoughts in their own head, only a relative idiot would think that i am actually wise based on puzzle pieces that fall through my lips
this i feel is entirely irrelevant but i feel most capable of continuing to develop an understanding for myself when i write down my thoughts rather than solely thinking my thoughts
if i continue doing this i hope one day that these ramblings will become refined, and my words might carry the meanings that i prescribed to them in my thoughts
>>23300571
i'm pretty sure my will isn't strong
my desires are just horribly weak
there's not much you can do to induce this
>>23300335
Beach House is OK and I haven't heard of Jangle Pop. I don't even know what this genre is desu. It gives me 70's vibes with a modern twist. I can just imagine smoking with the windows down on a long road trip with countryside and forest passing by :P
I live in Finland but America really is the leader of the world. Whatever happens in America, the rest of the world follows. Once America throws away PC bullshit, the rest of the world will feel a bit more safe doing so.
>>23300287
Apparently so
>>23300537
Depression Cherry is 10/10 my man
Would recommend the Foundation series by Issac Asimov
>>23300590
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=cwZGHPqfDtc
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=9TNhaFRmezY
This is jangle pop, you'd probably like it if you like Beach Bummer.
I guess we will see with this election, America is probably gonna take the progressive route but who knows.
>>23300407
Nani?
>Mr.
Ugh.
I'm a humble and sensible human bean, but I would like a few shekels for even more toys plox.
>>23300442
I plan to do so as soon as I get home. ;)
>>23300585
In the hopes of not sounding vein I understand your meaning, I've always the thrown out the disassociative scribblings of a madman that my inflated ego thinks has any real value. I'm really not this narcissistic but I've come across those instances too were I found language to be a flawed method of communication. Context kills. Then again I'm sure I'm also and egomaniac with an inferiority complex.
Whatever.
>>23300513
But it's always best to bring someone along with your poor decisions, m80.
>Been listening to Zach Hill all day
honestly dude was revolutionizing his time back in 2002, the most intimidating part as he describes him self as more of a visual artist than anything else. Makes me believe more in the transfer of visual media to sound. Like creating a painting with sound. Shit's cash.
>>23300580
>tfw Senpai ignores you
Do you consider your experience in life so far to be pleasant one.
>>23300585
But you are still trying and probably acing school no ?
>>23300632
No benis contraption is haram.
>>23300680
i've lately been wondering why i'm so afraid of being seen to act under pretence, when i'm rather just making an attempt to best explain the workings of my consciousness (though it's hard to explain something that you don't understand)
i'm somewhat busy and if you're like me then you like to think on things:
why are we (i may be projecting, this may just be me (or a part thereof)) reluctant to come forth to others on the topic of the inner workings of ourselves?
>>23300710
when there's not much to overcome there's little effort needed to constantly study or read
it just becomes a habit
i'm doing pretty well though, yeah
i think completely withdrawing from outside contact has improved my scores (though i have no alternate data to compare with)
i'm not sure i can safely recommend that route to everyone, though
>>23300590
You don't much from there, except for good ski vacation spots, unless I'm getting states confused.
>>23300710
Not having benis is harem, it make you gay or worse, wimmon.
>>23300680
>Then again I'm sure I'm also and egomaniac with an inferiority complex.
Probably but youre still right, verbal communication is obviously a limit, especially the english language isnt really know for its beauty or expressionism, I have to admit that I find german to be a way more beautiful language if used correctly. But thats another point anyways, the use of language. Im pretty sure I could express myself in a way that is satisfying for myself using the english language but I just dont have the capability. I often use extremes in my language even though I dont think in those extremes, I already regret writing "genius" in my earlier post for example because thats too much of the afromentioned.
Besides to the general discussion about compliments regarding your ebin brain powers:
The main problem is that I made the experience that people dont tell me Im smart when I think that I said something interesting or relevant but when I say something that just is barely out of the range of their understanding but does sound right. Thats why faggots in the upper economical classes get away with sounding smart just by throwing around latin words.
Wiseness or that shit isnt measurable anyways. If I can talk well but I have no feeling for art while somebody else doesnt know shit about politics but can express themselves beautifully through culture and still bring across a message, is that really compareable?
>Doing shit together
Yeah but not with my gf, we dont really fit together that well, shes way to shy. I need somebody to tell me clearly what she/he wants or I will end up doing nothing because I fear to bore/hurt the person. But I liked to do spontaneos shit with my old Hooligan friends, that was fun.
>Zach Hill
Watching him play live makes me believe that he thinks of the stage as a theatrical stage, he seems to be really invested in his body movements and the general "story" of his presentation as well as in the music itself.
>>23300710
Yes, I wouldn't change a thing, other than a few recent decisions, my life has been an interesting one. Not always good interesting but interesting none the less.
>>23300721
I think you're projecting m8, although I do have a few pseudo philosopher friends and I can't think of a more interesting topic of conversation, even though it's all conjecture. It's always fun.
>so afraid of being seen to act under pretence
Are you afraid of destroying the foundation on which you've built your identity? Nothing better than humility my friend. Sounds like you're creating an ideal self, partly existing in fantasy and romanticism (that was my projection)
>>23300721
>withdrawing from social activities betters your grades
I would agree, I would have straight A+ in every class( verbally, I suck at exams) if I would stop fucking around with people in school. I cant stand doing stuff without people for a week or more though, makes me feel like absolute shit, so I guess its a fair trade.
>>23300721
I guess it surprises me because I'm not used to an environment where you aren't constantly being suppressed by sick jealous teachers
Very true withdrawing helps one focus
But when you have to work with partners makes quite difficult.
>>23300731
Sick male chauvinist
>Feminism will prevail
>>23300776
yeah, i did have an inclination that fearing the label of pretentiousness was nothing dissimilar to just fearing being called a fucking moron
it may be that a person is only pretentious (or appears so unwillingly) when talking about things that they don't really understand, so their sentences lose coherence and this difference is attributed to pretentiousness rather than ignorance
and, of course, there's bigger fear of being called out as an idiot when you're talking about something that you know little about (even if other people are also ignorant in the field), so i suppose it follows that fear of labelled pretence is usually fear of being insulted while you're already aware of your own failings
>>23300797
I've been called worst.
I do need a new phone, or a compooter so I can finally whore myself out properly.
>>23300585
>if anyone processes the results of the resulting trite* as wise, i just assume that the person is using my words as catalyst for their own thoughts and then concluding that their thoughts are wise (do they ever not), and then by their extension, mine must also be
This is what I feel so many times but due to my lack of many things I couldn't express.
>>23300820
>fear of being insulted while you're already aware of your own failings
Also this.
>>23300859
Why would you want to do that.
>>23300820
I've only ever been called pretencious when discussing things I enjoy, obviously if something interests me I'm going to find the best way to explain it. That's when my diction lands me the label of "lel hipster feg". We both share the same fears man, it's an extension of our egos, nothing more. People are all too worried about the things going on in their own lives to allocate any memory to a conversation they've had with us once. I still fear it, because the bar I've set for myself is in the realm of unattainable perfection. So any comments or criticism only fuel my defeatism.
We'd probably get along very well or hate each other irl, friend.
>>23300772
I wish I had the experience of knowing two languages. All three of us share the same intellectual fears and short comings, We're the kind of people who give off a a vibe of apathy, but we care. At least that's what I've been picking up on this conversation. I've never found vocabulary and intelligence to be synonymous.
Wisdom is not measurable objectively, nothing is measure objectively outside of collective objectivity.
People really need to break free from the prison of absolutes, it's much nicer here in the I have no fucking idea what's going on realm.
>>23300902
i feel an urge to induce decay in my sanity so that i'm constantly at war with my own thoughts and maybe through that constant questioning i'll be able to deduce how i actually work
have you been here?
>>23300912
Yeah it's called a drug habit.
>>23300897
The phone calls on my phone hasn't worked properly for a year and it's all cracked and I'm too lazy to fix it so might as well get a new one.
This is /soc/? Doesn't everyone do it?
>>23300912
i feel my isolation may be contributing regardless
>>23300918
i don't know why i'm against using drugs to alter my mind, but i'm fine with using prolonged solitude
i suppose i value my health quite highly, but that's definitely not the sole reason
>>23300902
Ive never actually been called pretentious irl before, only online. And if I would be called that I wouldnt give a shit. Thats one fear I dont share with you two, I really dont care if people think Im smart or stupid besides the fact that I like the respect that Im getting for being percieved as smart, but it could come from any other source aswell and I would be golden.
>We're the kind of people who give off a a vibe of apathy, but we care.
I think you phrased that beautifully and its very fitting towards my whole life, I care a lot about shit but I rather not express that irl because Im afraid of exposing myself. My friends didnt even knew about my current gf until we were dating for two months for example just because they didnt ask if I had one and I just didnt want to mention it because that would open up a disucssion about me and my personality which I hate when it may actually have an effect on me (irl).
>>23300912
Dude I´d recommend just reading into philosophy and psychology, some freud maybe? Im a big fan of his but if you want something more optimistic for the start I´d suggest rogers.
Really you cant figure out yourself without outside help especially because youre 18, dont overestimate yourself. We, as both 18 year olds, are still into puberty and not at peace with ourselfs. Good phase to gather knowledge and try to figure out what you like and dislike. Bad phase for self actualization and self realization because there is no rigid self yet.
>>23300918
K E K
E
K
>>23300924
>Mom in background: And if everyone jumped off a bridge would you
Or rather Mom inside
But you would steal all the qt bois from me.
>>23300925
The keyword is habit, when you fall into the grips of hedonism you find a lot about yourself, you come across that 6 year old child crying for his mother who still exists in the depth of your subconscious. Decay is a constant.
Solitude I imagine works for this, but I have a feeling you only manifest new fantasies for your own inner dialogue, with no base. I could be wrong, as usual.
If i continue this conversation with Salvia Plath playing softly in the background I might off my self. 3deep5me
continue though.
>>23300937
i'm doing as much philosophy as i can between studying and while i'm not procrastinating here
glad others are, too
i'll put freud first
i've got nietzsches discog to finish first, then aristotle and epicurus
>>23300943
i wish the deepest part of me could stream out and give the deepest part of you a hug desu
i'll never access it, though
shit sucks
>>23300940
I'm not really into vore so she wouldn't be inside me.
I'd rather jump first than follow anyone anywhere dezu.
Only one boi asked me out but he was no qt and I was still gay and like gril.
>>23300952
>i wish the deepest part of me could stream out and give the deepest part of you a hug desu
Just pop some acid and your inner self will be all over the place man
>>23300946
Nietzsches great but not really helpful if you want to find out shit about yourself aslong as youre not a socializing consume whore from begin with, atleast I found that to be so. Still a good read though!
>Music Disscusion
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=dXeMgY4gpQQ
>What are you doing?
Chilling after coming back from gym, probably play some vidya or read.
>Video Games(?)
>Books you're currently reading
Complete fiction of H.P. Lovecraft
>Films etc.
Trying to watch the last half hour of Scarface but uni internet is shite.
>>23300995
Forgot the vidya, probably Strider.
>>23300937
Being called pretentious a lot is an American thing, since we seem to idolize stupidity in our culture. This post confirms we are very similar, break out of the shell man, it's freeing. You'll make another shell later on though, so no worries.
>>23300952
It already has desu
>>23300995
>H.P. Lovecraft
my man
>when your hands get so cold that you can't be nimble enough with a pen to write anymore
i'll be back in a bit anons
>>23301023
I have that version too.
>>23301023
Nah man I have basically nothing in common with my classmates so if I would behave like myself I would just ruin my social field. I like them on a shallow level and the other way around and its fine that way. Ive talked more in depth and personal, which greater levels of understanding, with you and the other folks on here then I have with my school friends or comrades in the last 3 years.
I wish I had some good friends in my life again but the ones I had in the past all went different directions culturally and now we just dont have the same level of understanding for each other anymore...
>>23300959
Sorry responding to other thread again
Pwes forgive
Lol is that true.
>>23301023
I had decided recently to read something for him
What recommend.
>>23301076
Since he only writes short stories I'd suggest just picking up the collection with the most short stories. Read At the Mountains of Madness, Herbert West Re animator, Haunter in the Dark, and The Curious case of Dexter Ward first. Shits based.
Longest story I think was 100 pages.
>>23301076
Necronomicon is essentially a collection of his stories since they're pretty short, The Haunter of the Dark is pretty good iirc.
>>23301090
>>23301093
Noted Ty guise
I started Transmetropolitan a week ago.
>>23301072
Forgib wat?
Yeah actually.
Caught me by suprised. I never am good at knowing when people liked me.
>>23301142
Taking too long
How did it happen.
>>23301154
You take long regardless.
It was in h.s, he was like kinda a friend(?) Just because I sat near him at lunch.
Anyways I'm in class and my friend comes up to me and said a girl gave him a note to give to me. We were like what in the fuck, what girl? So we went and looked for her after class and found out who but I never even seen her before, so I was ok whatever just want to find out who she is and if true. So I went to her and she like someone likes you oooh and wants to go out with me. I was so much confucius, even more so when she said his name,can't remember his name, and I was dude that's a dude's name. Then my friend was there so he was like let's look it up, he whipped out his phone, went on facebook and found him. "I know that niqa wtf?!?" Then I avoided him after that.
Sorry for bad story telling so fuck you.
>>23300325
I don't feel like learning a new DAW, I just stick to what I know, which is FL Studio and Famitracker.
>>23301254
>Sorry for bad story telling so fuck you.
Manners Isabis
>Idk
Too much clues but getting harder
You homophobic mang ?
>>23301093
Pfft, skip Necronomicon and go for Neonomicon.
At least you'll have plenty of fishdick and ogones.
ph'nglui mglw'nafh Cthulhu R'lyeh wgah'nagl fhtagn
>>23301279
Sawwy :(.
That's the point.
No I just didn't like him that way, he was too weird even for me. Plus he wasn't really qt. This was 6 years ago, I was still a young baby so I didn't know how to handle it. I still don't kek.
At least my first friendzone went well?
I have work in an hour and a half
what's the most relaible and accessible way to fucking kill yourself.
>>23301321
Your younger self for some reason seems so adorable.
>>23301257
I feel that. Took me almost a year to get semi-decent at navigating ableton. Each program has its own learning curve for sure. Any VST's you'd recommend?
>>23301358
Ok?
I was lighter I think?
I'm still a kid at heart so there's that...
>>23301400
I meant the way you describe how freaked out
>Ok
Just saying mang sheesh
Do I need always have terrorist goals behind my posts.
>>23301418
How freaked out what?
What you are speaking, I not understan.
>>23301254
>>23301507
>"I know that niqa wtf?!?" Then I avoided him after that.
>>23301517
I mean he was stalking me after he came and confessed to me, what was I s'pose to do?
Do people even say confess anymore?
>>23301359
Plugins I mean*
>>23301538
>Cute nonetheless
You asking me m8
My knowledge in that particular area is as good as a plant.
>>23301359
Massive is king. ReFX Nexus isn't bad for something. FM8 is also good. And desu those are the only VSTs I really use.
>>23301552
What's cute?
Niqa idk either that's why I'm also asking, it was meant to be general anyways.
LIKE A SOOOOOOOMEBOOOODY
>>23301579
>LIKE A SOOOOOOOMEBOOOODY
? ? and ?
>>23301608
OwnagePranks
>>23301608
See
>>23301616
As a matter of fact here listen to one.
https://youtu.be/MmTiqKPnhiQ
>>23301639
No matter how many times I hear that one its still fucking great.
>>23301616
>>23301639
KEK
Why don't I kno this.
off to work, l8r guys
>>23301720
l8r
>>23301706
Idk, I haven't seen the new shit, but the shit 3 years ago is the best.
