Secret/Vent thread
>>23014293
I really dislike most people. I don't feel like elaborating too much but in general I just find a lot of people are very preoccupied with materialism, consumerism, many have no respect for others anymore (e.g, cheating on their partner or encouraging others to kill themselves), and in general I'm very sick of it. It's hard to find genuine people.
>>23014293
I'll bite.
I briefly had a rather dominant fuck buddy. She was fun but after a while it became something I had to do. I'm still not sure if I was raped towards the end.
>>23014293
Sometimes I don't think I love my bf anymore
I wish I could be the bottom. I'm tired as fuck of being in charge of everything; it's exhausting.
Send secrets via Kik: generalsir. Not sexual. Just wanna chat
>>23014578
same
most people are fake or too blue pilled
it is hard to find real, good people
I felt up and fingered a 4'8'' girl in my college library after a few days of knowing her
She also had a boyfriend and was into dogs
It makes me feel an unknown feel
I'm getting annoyed of being single. And the guy I'm talking to right now is physically attractive but an unemployed loser who has no goals for his life and that's a turn off but I'm still frustrated from being alone 24/7
>>23014293
I love my gf so much, i cannot watch porn anymore. It makes me feel an annoying feel, because i won't see her for a month.
fuck this
>>23014715
Well, if you are naturally a dominant person it's hard. I tried it with my current gf and i was just horrible at it. either I need a really dominant witch, or i'm just not made for it.
I do understand how you feel about it.
>>23014785
I go through phases of being like this.
Most girls I talk to are just basic and not really interesting/annoying, so I'm temporarily glad to be single.
Then I'll see a girl with a head on her shoulders, an individual with moxie and smarts, someone who I'd get along with and be myself with, then I just get sad.
>>23014675
How long have you been together?
I despair of finding anyone who can match my sexual curiosity. I'm worried that I bring nothing to a relationship (romantic or otherwise). I want an assertive sub fuckbuddy but I'm pretty sure that's an oxymoron.
I have a std. In love with a girl that i can't have bc she has a bf for over a year now. I hate myself and everyone in my family. I dislike most people. And im starting to hate every holiday. Suicide sounds like the best way out but not selfish enough to do it. And depression and negativity been my whole life. Fuck everything.
It's hard to forget my ex. My bed feels empty.
I let my boss use me as his fucktoy around the office to keep my job. Had to lie to parents who always asked why I stayed when he treats me like shit
>>23014578
Don't worry, once you reach maturity you won't give a shit about what other people value.
Id like to find a clean twink in a few months once i get enough money and get my life in order. I think im bicurious but i dont know of any and i dont like taking those risks.
I'm ready to move on but now I have high standards
Fml
I live pretty well off. I have a really good job that pays really well, have a nice home, but I have this obsession. I want to own someones life. Like take someone and strip them of everything they have and what they were. I have it planned out where I'd pick them up at the airport, blind fold them all the way to my home. I'd strip them naked (guy or girl I swing both) and collar them. Then I'd teach them how to speak, in third person, how to ask questions, how to complete daily task and so on. My list goes on for a while.
>>23014293
She lied to me about loving me for 5 1/2 years of our lives. What a waste, and now I'm hurt badly.
Nice try CIA/FBI
Am girl
Ate out my boyfriends asshole and jerked him off at the same time
Scared to admit that it was the sexiest thing ever to him
>>23017942
yea youll just hate them even more
>>23020391
Slut
>>23020443
Someone's jealous their ass is unloved
I'm an extremely successful student but I'm worried to death I'll end up with a shit career that will exacerbate my depression
and also nobody around me knows i'm actually a stealthed transsexual, that's significant
>>23014293
I'm 19/m and have been doing request on cam since I was 12. People like me when I do what they say, I like it when people like me. It makes me feel better about myself.
Then I feel like shit, which makes me do more, continuing the cycle. I'm scared to show my face on places like Omegle in case some pervert recognizes me from when I was kid. It also excites me that it's a possibility. I'm still a virgin and have been trying to sell my body lately. I also posted this same secret in another /soc/ thread.
>>23017863
why keep the job?
>>23021049
Only good job option I have at the moment, it's not the fucking that makes it bad really it's the lies I have to tell
My "FWB"-esque guy thinks I don't have a pretty enough face to date but I'm low key in love with him
whats the point in living if i cannot be a hot male stripper whose cock girls want to suck and brides wana get fucked by.Its unfair and makes me hate myself.
>>23022000
Male strippers are so fucking awkward. Only desperate old women want to fuck them. Like the really undesirable ones that can't get male attention otherwise.
>>23022009
brides get fucked by them during their bachelorette party or atleast suck em off, and there will be a lotta girls lusting after these guys
>>23022014
Go poll ten to twenty girls under 30 average-attractive and ask them if they think male strippers are hot. I'd honestly rather a female stripper and I'm straight.
>>23022039
then what about the brides that actually suck off male strippers ?
>>23022099
>urban legends and shit
Also, you're making a bigger deal out of male strippers than they actually are.
Also, what keeps you from being a male stripper?
I don't want to be here, but it feels like it's pulling me in.
I'm seeing the worst of myself as I browse this board. I'm short, I look like a tool, I have a tiny penis, and I'm a virgin. I'm here because my loneliness is beginning to overpower me and I'm way off the deep end of desperation. It kills me inside whenever I see a girl post her contact info here, because I know that even if I message them, they'd just see me as a beta thirster. And what kills me even more is that it's essentially what I am, verbatim.
>>23022430
Damn you parents must be proud.
>>23022439
I'm not actually a stay-at-home neckbeard. That's the thing.
I actually do shit. I take boxing lessons, and I'm a horseback-rider. I compose music, and people tell me I'm talented.
The point I'm trying to frame here is, this shit doesn't happen to -only- fat neckbeards. It happens to most everyone with social anxiety.
>>23022457
Whatever dude.
>>23022466
Why are you posting in this thread? Do you have a secret?
>>23022468
Yes i do.
>>23022475
Then post it. You do not enter a thread about shame for the sole purpose of putting shame upon someone.
>>23022480
You wouldn't know.
>>23022484
You have a secret, and you won't post it.
But you will put shame upon others for their own secrets.
Get the fuck out.
>>23022489
You got mad. That was my goal. My secret is that i like getting reactions out of people here.
There you go, faggot.
>>23022493
...oh shit.
>>23014293
I've been cheating on my gf with her brother almost since the start of our relationship. I dress up in her things and he fucks me.
>>23022519
dayum son. how old are you ?
>>23014785
Nice to know that I'm a loser
>>23022039
>ask them
Women are liars.
They lie to others, they lie to themselves.
When one answers a question, she'll give you whatever answer makes her feel good about herself, even if it's completely untrue.
Example:
Guy asks: "What do girls find physically attractive?"
Girl thinks: "I love a man in uniform but I don't want to seem like a slut"
Girl says: "ummm idk jus b condiment lol X3"
I'm a big guy with a average sized penis and I have a huge complex about it.
Not much of a secret since everyone seems to know and makes fun of me ruthlessly.
>>23024240
have you tried jelqing + bathmate and stretching? you can get it bigger and stronger over time if its that much of an issue for you
>>23024217
You made absolutely no sense.
>>23024217
Not necessarily true. And that's not a secret.
There's this girl I've been calling my sister for years but I've got a huge crush on her and no idea how to tell her or if she'd feel the same way.
>>23022519
how did it started?
I just want a gf.
Now I've heard the whole 'oh stop looking for one, if you improve yourself they'll come to you' shtick. Now whilst that might be true, I have absolutely no patience and I feel a crippling loneliness every fucking time I see a couple in public.
My looks are dead on average, I've had a couple of people on this board tell me I'm cute but that's about it. I get a few comments of 'lose some weight' which don't bother me but will it even help?
Validation and acceptance on this board are one thing, but to experience such a thing IRL is a feeling I'm dying to feel. I'm actually snapchatting a girl from /soc/ frequently right now, but she's halfway across the globe and there is no chance that it will be a thing, as beautiful and nice as she is.
End.
My girlfriend is really into the sub/dom thing, like really into it. She's a coworker I met two years ago when I started working at my current office. We moved in together a year ago (I moved into her house and got rid of my apartment, she's 38 I'm 26.). At this year's Christmas Party she ate me out in my office with the door unlocked with an entire party that could walk right in.
Today for Christmas Eve her gift to me in a box is a mock contract she made up to take her as my property along with very real preliminary paperwork to turn over ownership of all her stuff, her house, her car, to me, her mistress. I feel this is all crazy but I'm also really turned on.
>>23014785
So, I am an average guy that is, and by every definition of the word, slightly overweight, I smoke and drink and 420, with a great personality, I am also gainfully employed, have a nice car, nice house, great income, military background, pay my bills, LOVE to treat a girl right, but sadly, single and hating it right now
I'm completely unsure if a female co-worker wants to be my friend / bang, and I have no way of knowing because I'm afraid to just go and ask her.
Unsure about another because she acts really nice to me, and I want to text her and stuff & maybe hang out but I don't know how to get her number without coming off as flirty.
For context, I had no intention of screwing or flirting with either, nor have I done any of that.
>>23014293
I am schizophrenic. My own mind has done various things to me. There was hallucinated shouting while I tried to sleep. There were death threats from my own mind. There have also been sexy conversations from my own mind. I however was once raped by my own mind. I'm sitting on the bed ready to go to sleep just then a male voice come into my head. "you are a sexy boy" it says "I will have you" it says next. I feel like someone touched my butt. I ignore it and try to go to sleep. I lay down with my arms crossed and hug myself to feel safe and comfortable. As I begin to fall asleep the voice comes on strong and says "You can't escape me" and I then feel like I'm fondled in the chest area and touched on the butt again. I desperately try to go to sleep but then I feel someone press against my butt. Then I feel like someone is sticking a dick in my ass. I juust can't go further on this story I've never felt so violated.
my gf is abusive and crazy, but i love her and i dont want to leave her. i recently cheated on her with a guy on grindr. its the first time i ever cheated and i felt alright about it.
>>23022411
my height 5 10, average penis, and my looks
im a compulsive liar and it's fucking my whole life
on the bright side it's gotten me laid a fair amount
I think all the years I've been attracted to women was more of idolizing them. I think I might be Trans, I'm bi really into looking girly. Like beyond a fetish too. Recently a barber messed up my hair and cut it too short and I broke down crying when I got home. I'm a gay hot mess and honestly don't know where to even start. I'd rather kill myself than ever come out to my family.
>>23027281
dont come out, move out and let them figure it out
I'm a liar. For two years I've been working at a small company that pays great money. Everybody is under the assumption that I am attending school for the title I currently have. I don't know what the end game will be because I don't think I can keep this gig up for long.
Nothing is going right for me. Job, family, health, finances. Last night for the first time I considered suicide. I need to get my shit together before I off myself.
My biggest turn off when it comes to girls is excessive use of social media.
If a girl uses facebook/twitter more than once a week, I become completely turned off by them because they generally have to share every banal though that passes through their thick skulls, while sucking up the platitudes of their peers.
I got an ingrown ass hair, and it hurts like hell. Second fucking time in my life as well. Two times a day, nurses come to my house to attend to my wound between my ass cracks. Am also getting fatter, while I was finally able to lose some weight before my surgery. Am mostly in the house all day, and my parents can't stand me, neither can I stand them. All friends I had always take advantage of my generosity as well, so am planning on moving out as quickly as possible and maintain contact with no motherfucker. Shit won't happen cause I can't hold even the shittiest of jobs though. No really, they fire me for the dumbest shit. I basically hate everyone and everything and have spend all of my Christmas (which I hate) in my room, because fuck forced feelings of "celebration". Celebrate what? Blood coming out my arse? 2015 was one of my worst years ever, 2014 being just as bad. 2016 better make things right for me. I wanna be fit, healthy, strong, have money, and live on my own. That's all.
>>23020353
I know that feel. It felt worse than cheating I think. Like she just wanted to play house. Glad I broke it off, but she broke so many promises and reversed on so many plans almost as soon as she was on the lease
;_;
Kinda moderate mood swings. I have horrible abandonment issues, but luckily an amazing boyfriend.
I get scared of losing him pretty much daily. I wish I lived anywhere near him. I'm working on getting that settled by the end of 2016.
>>23028018
You're on social media right now
I often feel intense alienation and rage, and keep people at a distance to "protect" them. Fucked up childhood skewed all my reactions and expectations, and even at 28 I can't always tell what is normal and what isn't.
>Girl cheats
>That really hurt me. I can't stay with you, but have a good life.
>Girl leaves out a glass of water and the cat knocks it over
>Want to strangle her in her sleep and suspect her of doing it on purpose to spite me
It feels like my mind is fractured, and I have no real personality--just a pile of subroutines and lookup tables to cope with other people.
I do quite well in my work and at least in the last few years have never lacked attention from women. In the best of times, I want to build a real family like I never had, but I can't imagine subjecting a child or a wife to those times when I need to pull away and put myself back together.
>>23028097
Would appreciate comments on this.
Only person I've really opened up to about this suggested joining a monastery
>and withdrew in terror
I got drunk last night and made a fool out of myself, it ruined Christmas.
>>23028326
Alexithymia.
>>23014293
Really want a submissive female fuckbuddy (i'm male) but am afraid to ask if girls are into that. I'm pretty good with talking to girls in general, especially ones that I want relationships with, but I just find it hard to straight up ask a girl to be a submissive fuck buddy or just to be a fuck buddy in general. I am really only good at getting girls when it comes to dating them not actually just picking them up for sex
>>23029836
>I am really only good at getting girls when it comes to dating them not actually just picking them up for sex
Turns out there's no difference. If you want to be a boy scout, tell her on the first date that you're looking for something casual/not interested in being exclusive/whatever bullshit euphemism is popular in your area.
>>23029556
Thanks...
I love my gf, but I am glad that I got to spend days without her during the holidays so I could do some simple, braindead things. Like playing vidya or browsing 4chan. Feels strange though.
>>23029988
That's pretty normal man. You shouldn't feel bad or guilty.
>>23029995
I guess so. Kind of afraid that my "loner thing" kicks in (again) and I get tired of company. Would be fatal because this time its marriage material.
>>23030015
I feel you. It's healthy to set aside some "me time" and be clear with your partner.
I ruined a couple pretty decent relationships because in my absence, my gf's assumed I was out chasing women or just didn't like them anymore. The lack of communication was what made them feel insecure, not the fact that I wanted a day or two a week where I didn't have to text them all day or hang out.
>>23014293
I think I 'm qualified to be a "succesful" person, but I know that the reality is good people get snobbed and never taken care of if they 're deemed poor and without connections, especially by people with inferiority complexes.
And the fact that moreso today than ever, success means making a living out of other people's misery.
I hate how imagination and individuality isn't hailed universally, but considered a trait only for the people that make a lot of money, because capitalism wants to connect talent with earning loadsa dosh, in every field: business, art, academia, etc.
I hate how conformity and alienation sneaks in if you 're not alert.
>>23014293
I have a profile on a gay hookup site and routinely get on cam and show off my body and jerk off for others to watch. I'm slowly becoming addicted to being a male camwhore for gay men.
My friends ex (who is still friends with him) was out with me and some friends and she was totally giving me signs that she was interested and I didn't pursue because he is my friend but now I'm actively trying to bang her because she is hot but I think I blew it and now I hate myself.
i'm married.
been married quite a while.
my best friend is quite a bit younger.
i want to bang her so bad.
she would be sub, too.
she drops hints, likes it when i tell her what to do ...
I'm with the girl I know I want to marry and spend my life with, but I think about fucking her best friend every day
>>23022000
Pro tip: that almost never happens
When you see those videos online, it's all staged. Most of the stories are completely made up. The most that usually happens at those parties is the guy gets their cock awkwardly stroked a couple times then they scream and giggle and pull their hands away.
>>23014584
You're making me so fucking jealous. I usually have to do the work with girls, to the point where I've cock blocked several fine, intelligent women because I don't want to push them too hard, or make them feel uncomfortable.
I can't imagine being dominated to the point of discomfort. I'm exceptionally accommodating, but nothing makes me do what I don't want to do.
I work too much to want a social life. So I spend all my money on hearthstone to make up for the loneliness my dick feels.
When I was single nobody ever approached me or asked for my number at bars or clubs. In high school and uni, no one really smiled at me or complimented me. I've been told that I look threatening and unapproachable because of my height, but why should that stop anybody? It's given me a real bad complex.
Now all I want is a friend irl who will value me as much as I value them. Like, sure it's nice chatting to people online, but some female-human interaction would be fucking great. I've attempted making friends with local girls, but none of the girls in my town respect relationships and try to make a pass at my partner.
I understand how pathetic it sounds, but all I want is a best friend who just wants to chill and not try to fuck my partner.
Not sure what to do about this.
>Be me on Halloween
>Drunk in back seat of boss/friends car
>His 8.5/10 GF is sitting next to me
> Lay my hand on her leg
>She cuddles up next to me.
>Says nothing about it for a while
>Gets progressively more mean to me at work
>FF to about a week ago
>We're all drunk at a party her BF is inside
>We're outside by the fire
>She goes "hey anon, about Halloween"
>She says that she was mad at her bf about something
>Thinks it was a bad idea
>Says she did it cause she thinks I'm cute and that she regrets it
> I simply reply with "I don't"
>Spends the rest of the night rubbing her ass against me
Not sure what to do about this one guys. She's hot as fuck, but we all work together.
>>23030649
abolish your notions of monogamy
accept that humans aren't property
your boss should be happy that his partner finds happiness with you and that she still loves him.
>>23030649
Well, if you want to keep your job and your pal, walk the fuck away. Pretty simple.
If she's that stupid and reckless, she's stupid enough to hurl the truth at her bf in the heat of a moment. And then you're in a living hell.
>>23030666
>implying anyone would listen to Satan
That's a very nice thought, but you don't start philosophizing to your best friend about relationships while you're balls deep in his previously exclusive, committed gf. And even poly partners set boundaries.
FWIW the poly people I know are more respectful of those traditional boundaries than most single people...
>>23030668
That's what I keep saying to myself. And right now, I'd like to think I wouldn't do it. However in the middle of her rubbing all over me, I grabbed her ass a bit. I don't know that I have the restraint to stop it.
>>23030666
He gets particularly jealous. Almost fought our other coworker over him saying she's hot and fuckable. Though he's not quite the fighter.
>>23030692
Well, it's sort of a classic test of character. I've walked away from two stupidly fuckable married women who were dtf. Never even met their husbands, couldn't even pick them out of a crowd. It's just a miserable thing to do to another man, much less a good friend.
>obviously I hated myself for a week and beat my dick raw afterwards
If he gets that jealous, he probably knows in the back of his mind what kind of woman she is.
It's one thing to fuck around when you're 19 and every girl has a "boyfriend" she holds hands with sometimes... whole different deal when you're an actual adult and you're messing up real relationships with years and money invested.
Feeling pretty bad for your buddy over here... maybe think about how badly he'll need you when she inevitably fucks somebody else.
I've been with my girlfriend for 3 1/2 years and I love her to death but I crave attention. I love when cute girls say they think I'm attractive, or when someone says I have a nice body. But I feel like she wouldn't like if I sought out that kind of attention.
>>23030730
He actually started dating her by stealing her from someone else at his workplace. It's a weird cycle it seems.
>>23030785
kek. What can you really say. He really shouldn't be surprised that she's a whore, but think about whether your job is worth what might be a very short affair.
I'm infatuated with a woman and i know she likes me but she's got a boyfriend.
The way it's going, they're gonna break up soon.
I want her so fucking badly but i don't want to ruin a relationship for it. It they end it, I'll still feel like the rebound fuck but i dunno.
I think I'm in love with two woman at once
I have the world's hugest crush on a girl who has a boyfriend, and I know she'd like me too, but I value her too much as a friend to even cinsider interfering in their relationship.
I want to ask her if she has any friends like her, but that seems like it may not work, and could strain our friendship.
>>23031702
Ya need to be selfish on that one anon. If all you do is wait, you'll only grow regret and end up "settling" for someone else.
You'll end up hurting two people.
i sent my gfs sister dick pics and got nudes from her from a made up kik account
I have a pretty crazy fetish for mind control. Not like I wanna control someone in real life just in the bedroom. I'm very dominant during sex and I want to control my lover. It makes me fucking hard. Its a pretty weird thing to describe to others. I've only told 3 people that I've known.
My ex's best friend and i fuck all the time.
She moved a few towns over for uni.
Whenever she comes back to catch up with her friends and my ex we fuck.
I have little respect for her, i don't know why i keep doing it either, she's not a good lay, and she's gotten fat.
Theres not even the excitement of screwing one of my ex's best friends. Theres like nothing there.
We chat occasionally online and it always quickly goes into "So what're going to do to me next time"
and she's done Uni now and thinking of moving back. Man i don't wanna deal with that shit.
I'm in a married to a women who is nearly 300lbs and tries to dominate me and becomes angry when I can't or wont fuck her. My father is a narcissistic piece of shit who thinks he's entitled to run my life because he bought me stuff growing up. I don't talk to my family anymore. I've been with close to 20 people sexually and once had hpv because of it. It's inactive now and there are no warts. I'm broke and can't afford a dentist or head doctor. I think I am slowly losing my mind because my job requires sitting alone, bored and cooped up for 12 hours straight. I drink too much but who'd blame me? This wasn't how life was supposed to turn out.
I've given up and decided to hire an escort.
>>23025714
Me again
I was at a sporting event today. It was fucking awesome, I was enjoying the spectacle as it's the first game I've been to, of a sport I really like.
Until.
Some couple in front of me start kissing and shit. And not just one small kiss, they kept doing it. Like they weren't even on camera and shit. I tried to focus on the game but it was so fucking distracting. I then felt this weird loneliness and for the next few hours I felt like shit. I hope this jealousy thing isn't a regular occurrence, it's terrible. Especially since I was so excited to go to the game.
This sounds so fucking dumb and petty, but I honestly felt bad about not having someone to do that to (even though I'd do it in private, what a waste of tickets.)
End.
>>23032646
Finally someone who, instead of whining about being "forever alone" and too virtuous for a loveless sexual encounter, rents a hooker so he can lose his V card and see that sex isn't the most important thing in the world.
My secret darkest fantasy is turn a young beautiful women into meat and leather.
I want to make delicious meals of her flesh, pies and roasts and stews and other rich treats, and a warm jacket of her skin to wear for years, maybe shoes and a wallet too, with a cheeky little tanned nipple to rub on the side, to remind me of her long after she's gone.
I see short and stacked girls at my college, and I salivate imagining fucking them and bleeding them out or biting off a fresh chunk. I hate that this is my ultimate fetish, but it is. To take a woman completely like this. I'm pretty sure I'd never actually do it, but I want to be able to tell a girl this and not get freaked out about it, preferably like the idea.
I've fallen in love with a camwhore on here. I cut contact with her a couple months ago due to serious strains on our "relationship" (friends with benefits) caused for the most part by her. I was hoping to get her out of my mind, and even have a gf now. But just yesterday I had a fucking dream of seeing her, running up to her and grabbing her and hugging her as tight as I can, telling her I don't want her to leave me. I fucking hate her for being able to do this to me. But I love her so fucking much it's killing me, and my attempts at relationships. And I haven't even fucking talked to her for a month and a half, but she's in my mind every single day. I don't know what to do. On one hand, I want to tell her that I want to be with her, no matter what, and on the other I want to scream at her until my throat is raw. And last thing I knew she had a bf. I don't know what the fuck to do anymore.
I've been head over heels in love with my boyfriend's brother for 2 years. I'd never act on it, of course.
>>23032837
what happen during those few years?
I have never wanted to cheat on any of my ex 's... But my current gf makes me want to all the time. She accused me of actually going out and fucking several people. It drives me insane to the point that I really really want to just so it's not just a constant form of frustration on my end without even the reward of having some strange.
>>23032646
how much?
>>23030689
rules on these matters are made by the heart
I'm escorting and camgirling for extra income. I can't masturbate or have sex with my own partner without getting the thought "I could've earned this and this much from this".
I also only have sex with my partner for one reason. I'm afraid he will leave me if I don't.
I wish I could have a bf who didn't care about sex and felt the same as me, or even does the things I do.
I used to be very optimistic about everything. Always cheerful.
I was 20 years old in 2007 I met a girl that I was dating long distance, visiting back and forth from our countries. This being my second serious relationship. In 2009 I moved to her country, sold my belongings and only took necessities. Used the money to learn the language and spend the rest on when we moved to a different town in this country, her hometown. In 2013 we got engaged and in December 2013 she broke up because according to her she didn't want to commit to me for various reasons. It was her not me, is what she said. Evidently I am not the first guy this has happened to with her. I did not see it coming.
We lived together from when we broke up til the 20th of December while I tried to find a new place to live. I came home one night to hear her sweet talking with someone on the phone. Not my place to comment on it, though it hurt like a mother!
One month later she is together with one of my best friends and they still are to this day.
They told me in March 2013 they were seeing each other. I knew she was seeing someone because of what happened before but not who.
Assured me it happened after we broke up. They have since moved to a neighboring town.
Since then (mind you I am now 28, 29 in January) I have dated 3 women, both single mothers which I have no problem with, I love chilldren and get along great with them. I would love kids of myself some day. But the same thing happened with all 3, they thought it got too serious after a few months and weren't interested in starting a serious relationship and a family again. And who can blame them, they have kids already. I felt really after those few months I was with each of them.
I can't seem to find single women without kids in this small town, my friends seem uninterested in me because they knew my ex before me. And I don't want to move back to my home country because I really do like it here and have always dreamed of moving away.
>>23036046
I have become pessimistic, lonely and I feel like my best years were wasted on someone who from the beginning knew she would eventually break up with me because she doesn't want to commit.
I have since given up on actively trying to find someone because I just end up getting with the wrong people and can't seem to see it coming and end up getting crushed. I am working on myself a lot by exercising, reading and I am studying to get further specializations as a DD Nurse (working with disabled people, I already am a qualified DD nurse now) because it's what I do for a living and I really love it. I take my failing in relationships out on myself and feel it's my fault for not being able to keep them interested in me. I don't consider myself ugly or attractive, probably somewhere in the middle. I don't have any disgusting habits, I have a nice apartment and a steady job that brings in a normal salary. But I feel defeated somehow, like it's just somehow not meant to be for me. I try to reason with myself saying it is silly to think that way when you're 29 but it's just a creeping feeling I get as the years go by.
I have a huge fear of living the rest of my life without that "special someone". It's a crushing feeling. Especially during this time of year. Not because I need them to complete me but because I want to share my life with someone. Someone to build up something with, whether that's kids or buying a house or just us two and renting for our whole life. It doesn't matter, I'm flexible to stupid things like that. It would just be nice to fall in love and actually feel like I get the same love in return.
Pic related, it's my Christmas tree this year and what I want more than anything in the world as a present.
(For context, I'm nineteen and male.)
I'm so deeply aroused by the thought of serving and humiliation and submissiveness that I'd take a dick in the ass or suck a cock just to feel used and abused.
Maybe that makes me gay or bi, but I can honestly say that I'm not really attracted to male anatomy.
I have no desire to transition or take hormones or get surgery, but cross-dressing and sissy/femboy/trap shit deeply arouses me.
My current romantic partner (a woman) has expressed interest in fingering or even fucking my ass with a strap-on, but these suggestions have yet to come to fruition. It'd be a dream come true if they did though.
At the same time, if I let her become too dominant I'm afraid she'd leave me. It's been instilled in me that submission men = beta males and that beta males don't get women. Is there such a a thing as a sustainable relationship where the woman is dominant? What if they're only dominant in the bedroom?
>>23036046
What country did you move to anon?
>>23035909
If you stopped escorting (say you had a client give you $100,000 to do something they thought was fucked up but is totally normal by your standards) do you think you could go back to having sex for the sake of sex again?
>>23036235
Yeah, I'm sure I could go back to normal sex in time, maybe in a few months. Applies to both having the money I need instantly from one client or if I eventually get there in time from many clients.
I'll stop once I have the money for what I need. It's an important surgery for me, and I just want to get there faster.
Btw, what fucked up thing you want me to do? ;)
>>23014293
I hate most people and I have very few friends. I am in love with my best friend and I hate the fact that I am and I'm trying to keep that out of my mind. I can barely talk to anyone in general and I doubt I'll ever get a date.
>>23036278
are you that girl that /b/ used to raid?
>>23035486
Called a few, but none answered so not sure yet.
>>23036136
I moved to Norway. Quite far up north. It's really nice here and I'm planning to soon move to a different town in the region to start over fresh. Again. Maybe that will make a difference.
>>23036278
>fucked up
Be a beautiful woman who loves me and I can love back in a long term relationship where we build a life together and are mature enough to get over the bumps and truly enjoy the good moments...bitch.
>>23036360
Absolutely disgusting
>>23036413
Yeah, I've been a bad boy. We had a discussion and decided to forgo life insurance until we have kids. You know you think that's fucked up.
I want to cheat on my girlfriend and I don't know why.
It's a weird feel when you love everything about her, but wouldn't really mind fucking another girl either.
>>23036360
Okay, I love you
>>23036471
Oh, yeah, baby. You wanna live in a condo in the city or a house in the country? Uuugggh...let's try to live without a car for a year, so how it works!
I wish my boyfriend would be kinkier and more dominant in bed
>>23036517
You should date >>23036497 instead
Clearly he's a wild one
>>23036497
In a city. If I ever kid a child then the country would be nice. I grew up there myself and it was just wonderful.
>>23036529
Electricity and internet, sure, but plenty of time in the woods. Teach the kids how to treat leather and forage for a meal. Teach em high level math and have em reading at a college level before they get to high school. Have an extension on the house with huge windows that will open to a breezy grove of trees that the sun peeks through in the evenings. A king sized bed piled high with silk sheet and pillows where we make wild, passionate love as often as we can until the tea runs out.
>>23035909
Ever taken a client's v-card?
>>23032668
Toby go home
I'm experiencing the most intense bout of self-loathing I've ever had in my entire life, about my body, my intelligence, my character, even the skills that I thought I was confident in, I'm doubting, and it is shaking me to the core to the point where I no longer want to be alive and am at a very scary point where I'm legit somewhat considering an hero. This has never happened to me before. I'm beyond terrified. My self-hatred has never been so in front of me before. I'm legitimately concerned that I may do something very bad to myself tonight.
>>23024277
doesn't that break your dick?
Hello /soc/
I've been in a relationship for over 2 1/2 years. I keep falling in and out of love with significant other. I kinda dropped out of college and started working full time at a good company, but I'm worried that I'm not going anywhere with my lofe. Also, my metabolism is slowing down and I'm gaining weight. Fast. Because I work full time and my significant other rakes up the rest of my time, I don't have a chance to work out.
Our relationship is exhausting and unhealthy, but I don't want it to end because I'd be alone and I'm so very lonely... all the time... sometimes, I feel like suicide is a better option...
That was a lot. Thank you for listening.
>>23037733
I'd be more than happy to talk to you anon about what you're going through. I've been through a terrible rut like that, trapped on all angles, thinking death was best.
>>23024277
Jelqing doesn't work, can cause serious damage to your penis. Don't do it.
>>23037757
Only if you do it wrong, which is most people.
>>23037631
>>23037757
a few minutes of reasonable stretching a day is not going to hurt you. if you begin to feel any kind of pain you stop, its that simple. give 24 hours to heal the microtears each time
if you arent a retard and dont go and yank your dick off in impatience the first time then you will be fine
>>23037842
>>23037894
Post before and after pics then.
>>23038299
Difficult a concept as it may seem to you, I don't take dick progress pics. That said do some fucking research, there are many sources to read and cross reference.
>>23038299
you arent going to go from a micropenis to a monster. you have to be realistic
if you've got 4 inches then you can go to 5 after a year or so and generally your penis will be stronger and harder
if that doesnt sound worth it to you then dont bother.
>>23030751
I know that feel. I love my girlfriend so I have given my flirty ways, but nothing gets me off like girls finding me attractive. Stupid histrionic personality disorder
>>23038392
Yeah? I have done my research. And literally everywhere I go people say it doesn't work. I found one guy who said it did, and the was girth only. Now his dick looks like a water balloon in his own words.
>>23038533
Whatever excuse you gotta make for yourself to not even try, needledick.
>>23014293
I give up
>>23017352
you sound lazy to me.
>>23017397
therapy is real. Never too late to ask for help.
>>23017424
Only one way to fill an empty bed.
>>23017863
Sorry. You live and you learn.
>>23018556
You should find a twink that'll be with you for free.
>>23018778
High standards get high results
>>23020260
I hope you keep that as a fantasy.
>>23020353
Sorry bud, shit happens. Time heals all wounds.
>>23020391
He's your boyfriend. He'll understand.
>>23020597
Don't hide who you are? Fuck people. You'll only get what you allow yourself to have. There are always options and not all of them are good.
>>23020600
I'm sorry bro. Your body is nothing to be ashamed of. It's natural to want to be liked and to want others to see your vulnerable state and accept it.
>>23021808
You know what to do. If you don't flip a coin. Or ask a friend.
>>23022000
Don't let your dreams be dreams.
>>23022430
Fuck all that beta shit. You're you. You're the only you that you'll ever have. Don't fill your time with self doubt. Take what you have and work with it.
>>23022519
You should probably just date her brother.
>>23024895
Tell her and find out. It's just like jumping in a cold pool. Once you do it there's no backing out. Just get used to the cold. It won't kill you.
>>23025714
Sounds really shitty.
>>23025822
Idk about signing contracts... but have fun. be safe.
>>23026967
Don't fuck where you work.
>>23027069
Get out.
>>23027913
Ask for help. Don't be too proud. You don't have shit to lose.
>>23029836
You can get a girl like that you just have to start off slow. That's where most guys fall off.
>>23030063
let go of your pre-notions? Seems like you psych yourself out before you even start.
>>23030088
If you're good at something never do it for free.
>>23030190
plenty of other girls out there that'll suck your dick for free.
>>23030288
probably should go through counseling before you cheat and make a huge mistake.
>>23030391
por que no los dos?
>>23030510
work less, go out more if you want, otherwise nothing wrong with being a neet.
i'm bored
my biggest secret is that i like trans girls but im ashamed of myself. what do?
It's hard to find a fwb, let alone just wanting to eat a chick without any problems.
>>23038691
be honest with you'er self, why do you like them?
I fucked my gf's sister during Christmas at their parent's house.
>>23038711
ive never really had a reasoning behind it. its usually a compatibility thing for me, except i couldnt find myself compatible with a guy
>>23025957
>being this pathetic
>trying to big yourself up this much as if she was going to actually reply
It's people like you that make /soc/ unbearable to browse. This is why all the woman on here are entitled as fuck, because of pathetic fucks like you pouring your heart out, trying this hard and letting them use your face as a fucking doormat just in hopes to fish out some reply that's not even going to go anywhere, and if by some miracle it does it'll probably end once sees that pic you sent her. Please stop, for the sake of all the non-thirsty, pathetic men (which there are very few of) just stop.
i did anal insertions for a while, because it gave me a feeling of achievement to take larger objects. Not attracted to other males sexually though, and i could never got an orgasm just from it, but it felt good in those times anyways
I'm actually a 10/10 girl that browses this board to laugh at the losers here, it makes me wet so I get my chad to take care of it and we laugh together
>>23037437
who's that?
>>23038780
substandard bait desu
I fucking hate liking you as much as i do.
Get the fuck out of my head you cunt.
You are making me weak.
The man that I love keeps giving me things and wont stop. It makes me feel bad like I'm one of those women that uses guys for gifts and things.
I do my best trying to give him gifts by selling my own stuff because I lost my job, but I can't keep it up.
I tell him it makes me feel bad, I don't want him to spend his money on me and to save it for the future and he doesn't listen.
I even went full corn mode and told him he's enough of a gift and the best gift.
I'm just worried about him and I wonder if the poor thing did this with other women in the past.
I'm so damn lonely. I just want a wife t have kids with and live happily ever after but every time I find a girl I always end up controlling their whole life down to the last detail until they snap and leave but by that point I've cared about them for so long it makes me want to kill myself and the only reason I haven't over the years is because I have a dog to take care of.
I met a girl on this board a couple years back. Well, I didn't really meet her, we skyped a couple times and she seemed really great. We planned to meet up once and I sort of canceled at the last minute. I feel like a dick because I just sort of ignored her after a while, and she rightfully stopped talking to me. I've posted in local threads lately and haven't seen her around so she either stopped coming here completely or just stopped posting, either of which makes me think she's doing well for herself. I would message her and apologize to her but it's been so long I don't think it would mean much anyway, and I'm pretty sure neither of us hold on to the past like that anyway. All I know is that if I was lucky enough to meet a decent girl that I got along with here again I probably wouldn't hesitate to jump on the opportunity.
>>23017352
I've met some. Rare. good luck anon
My ability to do my job is actually compromised by the really cute new guy at work. I'm trying to stay focused and professional. I'm also trying to stop cheating on my boyfriend.
Pray for me /soc/
>>23032613
American beauty that shit, anon.
>>23032774
Fenanon here. Same. I could never tell anybody.
Wanna get my mother in law drunk and eat a hotdog out of her ass while she talks about sports I don't care of. USA. USA.
>>23039979
Does your boyfriend know you've cheated? How long have you been with him?
If you've already cheated and he has no idea, just fuck the new guy and get it out of your system.
Been happily married four years, but I would love to fuck other people. I would never, because cheating is against my morals, and I worry that I'd develop emotional attachments to other people I had sex with. I love my spouse and I could never destroy their trust/emotions for a fleeting act of pleasure, and we are happy together, so why do I lust after others? I wish I could rewire my brain.
>>23041711
Do you have children? Ever voiced these feelings to your husband?
>>23041731
No children. My partner is jealous and emotionally fragile. Knowing the way I feel would destroy their self-esteem and trust in me.
>>23041779
Sexual attraction is part of being human. All people, whether they are in a relationship or not, feel this way. It's really a matter of being mature, communicating these feelings, and respecting your partner not to cheat if that makes sense.
I despise men, I feel like I'm becoming the female version of /r9k/ but it seems like they all eventually cheat and leave you for a younger girl when they're done using you (not that females don't cheat, but in MY experience men do it way more often). I'd rather die a virgin.
I hate myself and everyone. I have no friends. And i have a std. I have the feelings for a girl i can't have do to her having a bf.
>>23036298
See if he or she feels the same.
>>23041779
You're a femanons right? Just go for it. Cheating is hot. It probably turns you on. It's OK as long as your husband never find out.
You're emotionally fragile partner sounds like someone insufferable who probably doesn't fuck you properly. Just cheat you'll feel relieved after.
>>23041801
Women cheat more they are just better at hiding it. Go be a hypocritical cunt somewhere else there are plenty of shitty people from both sexes.
I grew up as the other family because my dad had two previous families. I'm dating a man that has children and I worry that if I stay in a relationship with him i'll be considered the other family again and his children and ex will hate me.
I'm closer in age to his oldest child than I am to him.
>>23041827
I fucking know there's shitty people of both sexes, no fucking shit sherlock, but I've seen tons of middle age women that despite being in shape and good mothers/wives get dumped. Not playing the victim, I understand why they'd want a younger bitch but then what's the point of devoting yourself to a man? fuck it
>>23041906
I fucking know there's shitty people of both sexes, no fucking shit sherlock, but I've seen tons of middle age men that despite being in shape and good fathers/husbands get dumped and forced to pay child support because their wife cheated. Not playing the victim, I understand why they'd want a different cock but then what's the point of devoting yourself to a woman? fuck it
>>23041916
Yeah that's 1 in a hundred cases
>>23041939
Nice statistic you just pulled out of your ass there
I had the girl of my dreams 2 years ago. We had been going out for almost 3 years and i made the decision to break up because i felt like towards the end we were fighting too much. Stupid me. I still love her. And i feel like every girlfriend ive had after her i was trying to fill that empty void of her not being mine anymore but i know that she'll never love me again
My fiancé is 3.5 months pregnant with our first child. We are in a long distance relationship (over 10,000 miles apart) and see each other for about 6 months of the year for the 2 years we've been together.
I'm moving to her permanently in May. I'm just worried as hell right now. I need to save a few thousand just to help set myself up there (going to teach English once I am living there). Our economy sucks in Canada right now. I can't find any work, everyone I know is being laid off or having their hours cut back. I might have a chance at a job in the New Year that'll let me save more than enough before moving there but if I don't get it then I'm not sure what I'm going to...
I can't miss the birth of my first child.
>>23041952
I wouldn't be this bitter if I didn't know for sure, I've been a intern in several law firms and that's the usual shit believe it or not
>>23042033
>Law firms
When you surround yourself with shitty people what do you expect?
>Intern at a law firm
Oh you're probably a shit person too you're just in denial. Fuck off.
>>23042040
If you can generalize why can't I do it? You fuck off.
>>23017863
How long did this go on? How old are you?
>>23042054
Because I'm being half sarcastic whereas you're totally serious. Lawyers are shit people. Especially criminal lawyers. What the fuck do you expect a person who takes money to defend rapists, murderers and pedophiles to be like in their sex life? Some loyal, happy, angel?
You're incredibly naive and need to grow up.
Also are you fat?
>>23022519
dayummmmmm
>>23030031
Yupp same boat fellas. If I have a couple days to go underground playing games and smoking I go into straight lone wolf mode and my communication with friends goes to shit.
why is it so hard to find a relationship or any sort of meaningful bond with another person? im 19 and not too unattractive, good hygeine and weirdly dispersed body fat. it seems like a stupid thing to complain about but i am just a naturally clingy and needy person.
maybe loneliness/depression is getting to me
>>23039079
just explain to him that's now how you show affection to a person. Just a sit down, maybe some alcohol involved to ooze in the message.
>>23030031
Yupp same boat fellas. If I have a couple days to go underground playing games and smoking I go into straight lone wolf mode and my communication with friends goes to shit. Did the same thing to an ex not too long ago and it puts tons of stress on the relationship.
I cant physically take a shit anymore without fingering my asshole until I begin to shit. It started when I was about 14, and curious. There is nothing sexual about it, but unless I fijnger myself I can sit on the toilet for hours and nothing come out. I have done some research, and apparently the same thing can happen from using enemas too frequently.
The past year, I have been making strides to stop and its so hard. I have soem weird psychological addiction to it. The longest I have gone, was 2.5 weeks w/out doing it. I went 5 days before I could take a shit on my own.
Its been about a week since the last time ive done this, and I have had 4 regular movements. I am so proud of myself, and so very ashamed.
Thank you for listening.
>>23042124
you ok,just look at r9k to see how far you can fall
>>23041573
He doesn't know I've cheated. This is good advice anon
I've been in a relationship with a girl for almost a year now. Her personality is great, our sexual interests pretty perfectly intersect and she's very supportive and understanding..
I'm falling out of love with her because of her weight. I feel like a totally shallow piece of shit because of it, but she's pretty overweight now and it's starting to affect me. When I see other girls I get jealous and when I see her naked I damn near go soft. I don't want to break her heart, because I care about her, but if I'm being honest with myself, I don't know if I'll ever find her physically appealing unless she loses weight.
She's tried to diet and exercise for a while, but her family is a bad influence and she doesn't stick with it more than a couple of weeks.
>>23043417
So how many times have you cheated?
How long have you been with him for?
I hate how people try setting me up with people out of my league.
Why do you want to embarrass me?
>>23014293
I'm a 21 year old male, and a horrible introvert. I really want to meet someone, but I have no idea how. Had a fiancée that was my highschool sweetheart, and through a long string of events I basically lost her, and many of my closest friends. I don't know how to pick myself back up from this. I'm afraid I won't be able to. I'm currently taking a vacation in NYC, but it's mostly just me in my hotel room. A bar here, or there, but I don't even talk to anyone. I don't know how. I fucking hate how codependent I am. I yearn for some form of companionship.
I can't find a half decent fucking picture of myself, so... Take Pringle lips.
I'm 5'1. I consider myself average looking, with a somewhat larger penis, and a pretty good personality, I think. I can make people laugh a lot, and I can be fast friends with someone. But not once in my entire life have I been successful in asking a girl out. Ever. The only thing I can think of is my height. Does height really matter that much?
I have a library of naked pics and vids of myself and I wanna find someone who will enjoy watching and looking at them...
>>23020364
I love you
I'm married but I have a feeder/weight gain fetish my wife doesn't know about that I partake with a girl in the side. She's 5 years younger than my wife, and she has the same fetish so I constantly feed her and send her food and make her gain weight and she sends me pics and updates. She's gained over 100 pounds since we started. I've never done anything physical or sexual at all with her but I'm not sure how my wife would feel if she found out desu.
>>23043953
Would you be able to do a cum tribute?
[email protected]
I want to fuck kids
and kids love me too, you'd never know I'm a secret pedo
>>23025714
You should listen to "Whole Wide World" by The Proclaimers, it might be cathartic
>>23042514
i really, really love this girl and we're more or less "exclusive", but man i just want to fuck someone else.
i'm probably going to do it, too. i'm good looking and finally in great shape. i see the girls stare at me. it's also winter.
just one quick fuck with some random white slut and i'll be satisfied. i swear.
>>23043967
just tell me what u want me to do on here.
>>23044725
>I really love her, man
>just gonna fuck one slut, I swear
You're kind of garbage.
>>23044947
not denying it
>>23044951
Welp. That's fair. Just don't fuck her head up, man. Shit ruins people.
>>23044956
you're right. i care about her too much to purposefully fuck with her head. honestly i'll probably tell her. it'll hurt her but it'll give us an opportunity to define things i guess?
idk man. i'm a dog.
>>23044993
Uh. I don't know about all that. Probably going to mean more to her than you realize.
Hope it works out, or w/e though.
I fell in love with a lesbian and its driving me fucking crazy
Listen to what makes this one squirm.
I'm a simple man. Average looking. Kind of dumb. Not particularly interesting. I have a few close friends that I would die for but beyond them I mostly keep to myself. I live alone and work from home. I spend most of my time awake working or exercising. Keeping busy and being creative helps me avoid depression and anxiety.
I'm 25 and I haven't been in a relationship. I never spent much time thinking about women let alone pursuing them. I found my career in middle school and worked my way straight through highschool and college. Thankfully I'm not a social retard, so I can hold my own with conversation and flirting, but when it comes to relationships, I'm inexperienced as hell. And I'm really conscious about that fact.
As best as I can remember, I've had three crushes in my entire life. The first two I never acted on and honestly don't really regret the fact. But here is where I am now, I'm currently going through the third crush. It is pretty bad. For a long time, I was content to wait it out and not act like always, but then I said fuck it, and asked this beautiful, wonderful girl out on a date. She accepted.
So why this long post? Why the fucking life story? Because I wanted you to understand why I FREAKED RIGHT THE FUCK OUT with a full blown anxiety attack and canceled the date the next morning. My thought was "whoa fuck I am not actually ready to date anyone" but it was just cold feet. I was just a loser. I try to live life to the fullest and make a point to regret nothing, but even now, I can tell, on my death bed I will be reflecting on that decision and cringe at what I did and did not do that day.
In hindsight I should have never thought beyond fuck it. I don't care if I'm not ready, the worst date in the world would be easier to handle than this overwhelming sense of I FUCKED UP.
>>23045151
Is it too late to try and explain yourself to her? Maybe try again?
>>23045205
She is still single and on good terms, but I dont know if I am capable. Im torn
>>23045411
I don't know you, but you might be more ready than you think.
Unhappy relationships and frustration contributed to making me really unhappy for a while. Being "experienced" made me jaded and unwilling to open up the way I could when I was younger. How many femanons can say they have a boyfriend with zero baggage from past relationships?
>>23022099
That's called porn. IT doesn't happen irl .
>>23043590
I've cheated with three men. I don't know how many times, roughly fifteen?
We have been together for several years
>>23014293
I have betrayed a lot of my friends over the years with their women. I've done some really terrible things. I used to have a superiority complex as well, looking down on everyone. One abusive relationship lasting two years later, I don't do that shit anymore and I'm a different person.
I just got out of a place very similar to prison. I'm actually a skinny guy who doesn't really seem like he would belong in a place like that.
I've felt lonely for months and all that I want is to talk to some women.
Skype:
rusty.shackleford95
>>23014578
>
>I really dislike most people. I don't feel like elaborating too much but in general I just find a lot of people are very preoccupied with materialism, consumerism, many have no respect for others anymore (e.g, cheating on their partner or encouraging others to kill themselves), and in general I'm very sick of it. It's hard to find genuine people.
I can see why you think that. In general you would be right... The system that is setup around us encourages us to get lost in consumerism so we are more worthless to the world around us when shit hits the fan. You have to realize that each person has an entire life experience behind them and in front of them that they are getting lost in. From basic urges that aren't being met due to poor communication skills or worse to a crude sense of humor that has developed from being on boards like these. That type of humour is adopted by these people because it helps their mind cope with the difficult and fucked up things that sometimes get posted online. In person generally people will give you their best until something ruins their willpower to do so.
>>23032419
This isn't too weird, I'm a femanon, and I have this fetish
>>23047996
...rique?
My fiancee is right to dislike my best friend.
We just made out the other day.
Just finished my degree, and I feel utterly unprepared for anything in my field, which is fine because I completely lack ambition and I'll probably get stuck in a mediocre job rather than start a well-earning career.
>>23038804
I know a few chans outside of this desu and they do come here though I don't know if they're hunting for loserbait or not, mostly I think they're just attention whores.
>>23041988
Get a test, don't be stupid
>>23045058
Take the dominant position and show her who has penis in the relationship?
>>23046651
I know a very old woman with a boob job that would disagree with you.
A friend of mine is going through some shit and won't tell me about it and it just angers me cause I feel like its me even though I know its just how she is
>>23048911
If that's a person's name, I'm not that person.
>>23040226
You mean you want to do the same, or you want it done to you? I assume the former, but...
>>23049504
just like most people
I've spent my entire life being happy in my own company but now I'm not and I just don't know how to change.
i catfished nudes from my gfs sister using kik, im just bored and lonely. I need a direction to follow or i will just destroy myself
Used to be in a long distance relationship, ended with her being unfaithful. One night when we were having sex she was being particularly dominant and she choked the shit out of me as I came. It was mind-blowing. Even months later after I'm over her I masturbate thinking of that night and wish I could experience something like that again.
>>23048930
Will you tell him?
I want to have a threesome with my fiance so I can see her getting fucked by some other guy and maybe try some stuff with him as well. I might let him fuck me while I fuck her or stuff like that.
That's not the only thing. I constantly think about cheating on her, mostly with other guys cause I'm so curious but once in a while I think about doing it with other girls.
