Let's have a general chat thread !
Threads are all stale, or about dicks. So here's something more engaging. How's the week been so far /soc/?
I mostly talk about music. Is that going to be ok?
Week has been stressful as fuck. Moving out of my shit house into an ok one. You?
Week has been shit
If I haven't been ill I've been feeling miserable for no reason
worst week of my life, but i love booze
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=pO3NUC7BrtI
>>22821107
Yes of course. Play any instruments?
Same as everyone here, had to fix a lot of shit at my work
>>22821120
I was just listening to this senpai
job employer won't tell me if I've gotten a job yet, come on m8 I'm on edge here
>>22821123
My kouhai.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=K4JecMnBoYI
>>22821102
just finished horrific night at work.....have a look at /soc while winding down.......here i am. how is everyone ?
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=mhz0CMZsIwI
>>22821102
Ice cream
>>22821144
I had never heard of this band before but one day came across a cassette of this very album and I bought it on a whim. It's really good stuff!!
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wVvoQIdD80U
>>22821151
the week has been "ice cream" so far lmao
>>22821102
ty for copying my pose
>>22821151
I remember first listening to them when Beavis and Butthead played Black No. 1
I feel like I'm really stuck in my life. I pretty much just go to work then come home and play vidya until I have to go to bed, rinse and repeat. I don't know how to break out of the cycle, I don't know anybody around here since my ex dumped me in May, and I've been horrendously lonely since then seeing as she was my first really serious relationship and I am really bad at dating and relationships in general. Sometimes the pressure just feels like it's going to crush all my internal organs into paste and I feel like suicide would be easier than anything else. But other than that I've been geat.
>>22821162
I need to get more into metal. Right now all I really know is deftones, tool, acid bath and the old greats like black sabbath. I like the genre but I guess a lot of what it is now has put me off from expanding much.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=e4vH5VtViqg
>>22821159
Basically true enough
>>22821190
I ain't gonna lie, that sounds like a really good week
OP do you use omegle? I'm sure I recognise the wallpaper and yourself.
>>22821192
It's okay. It would be better if I could share it with somebody and if I didn't have work! I got Friendly's ice cream for $1.50 a half gallon at the store so I got three different flavors. I think black raspberry is my new favorite of the month lol.
>>22821180
Have you listened to Rage Against the Machine?
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=T1ZAM6VsCEE
>>22821102
>"She kinda cute."
>"HOLY FUCK THIS NAILS, DON'T STAB ME, PLEASE I HAVE A FAMILY, I AM A GOOD PERSON DEEP DOWN, DON'T STAB ME."
My week was 5/10 so far and if I keep procrastinating like now, it won't change but the potential to get a 8 is still there. Hope dies last and shit.
How was your week, OP?
>>22821163
>and play vidya
Found the problem. Don't you have any hobbies? Will distract you from your ex and make you feel better.
>>22821151
Brandon? Did you get laid already?
>>22821205
Yeah I have all their CDs :)
>>22821206
Naw sadly
>>22821206
My hobbies include reading and video games. And MTG but everyone I knew who plays around here was friends with my ex so. And it's not even her so much that I can't get over as I just miss being close with someone so much it's physically painful.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=JCDjP4JnpGU
Doing ok, acne has gotten worse again and I think my flat are having a party tonight. Will go and drink a bit but hope I don't make an idiot of myself.
Don't have the self-confidence to chase after girls so if none of them approach me I'll chill out alone again tonight.
https://youtu.be/Xok3CGNPSE0
My favorite album
>>22821205
You have great taste in music just saying. 90s alternative for life!! M or F??
>>22821219
Oh and my favorite album ever desu
>>22821209
Have you listened to Faith No More?
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=hiyvw5AD-C8
>>22821109
I've been slightly down since I was looking forward to something last weekend that ended up not happening. I keep on having like semi-memory like dreams that make me miss the old days. /end sob
I'm planning on moving outta this shit town next year. I was supposed to move at the end of summer but there were complications. You live on your own anon?
>>22821114
>>22821118
I feel both of you.
>>22821125
I always try to go on an internship off the bat, then I win their hearts and it's easier to get the job full time afterwards. NEETing now tho cause I'm planning on a move.
>>22821159
Idk who you are anon ;(
>>22821230
What is your other favourite album?
>>22821233
Yup! :p I like Mr. Bungle too
>>22821237
Would NEET with, you're too cute!
>>22821237
>ignores me n my ice cream
>prolly cause she's a qt gril
>>22821247
Lol Brandon don't start
>>22821203
Have no idea about that brand, sounds delicious though
>>22821237
Does this ring a bell senpai
>>22821205
RATM are not too bad.
>>22821239
A Perfect Circle....13th Step. Love me some Maynard!!!
Who /fish/ here?
>>22821240
Have you listened to Deftones?
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=LQAa2oxb5TM
>>22821253
Are you me lol?!
>>22821250
It is! Very rich and creamy!
>>22821249
Righhhhht I just wish I didn't have reasons to feel so unlikable by the opposite sex lol. This place sure as hell convinced me that I don't have good first impressions
>>22821251
What is your favourite non Maynard related album?
>>22821163
I have the exact same feeling now that I've seperated from my ex. I miss him terribly but I decided to cut off all contact since that's what he 'feared' most and I don't want to satisfy him by being around and available. I'm utterly miserable atm tho. I also just want something to happen... and soon. I'm going insane with boredom. I could get some sucker to stick around, but I want someone I truly care about, which leads me to be picky af and lonely to boot.
>>22821206
They're not sharp. I like growing them long since I think it looks more feminine ;p.
You can read some other posts. Not great not bad, but now everyones talking about loneliness so, so am I :p i'd rate the week a 4/10. Nothing bad has happened but it's still kind of been a sadish week.
>>22821253
Yes! I just mentioned ITT white pony is actually the only album I know well by them. Digital bath is such a good song.
>>22821261
Ok the music is on, give me a minute.
>>22821263
Maybe you'd not be so bored if you didn't tune me out
My favorite album is the music from yo gabba gabba
desu
>>22821258
I am Obluda.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=XUekVmpT70k
>>22821283
Have you heard the Lost Highway soundtrack? It's really good
>>22821237
Please don't touch me you'll get ill
florida-kun here, doing alright cuz i get some vacation days soon, and i'm gonna use them to visit friends in my old hometown. crossing my fingers they havent turned to douchebags irl since i last saw them
>>22821275
Gabba Gabba Hey
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=G6m0Rc1KW0I
>>22821102
>How's the week been so far /soc/?
Pretty meh. Anxiety issues and shit seeing a psychiatrist about it. Going to chat with my sister this evening though so I guess this day will be alright to some extent.
>>22821121
I started harp lessons for a year, but don't really know how to play it now.
>>22821287
I love the soundtrack and the movie. Reznor also worked on the Natural Born Killers soundtrack
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=9zyrUgIh8wY
>>22821261
This is my favorite non-Maynard album!! But I'm a huge rock/alternative fan
>>22821311
Dude for real I just got the NBK soundtrack CD this week lol we have a lot in common. I like that soundtrack a lot too
>>22821309
Oh shiiet nigga why'd you stop? I heard its pretty difficult to learn
>>22821270
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=5R682M3ZEyk
>>22821318
Do you like System of a Down?
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=A3tU_ko6s5g
>>22821325
Could your taste get any better? The beautiful people...the beautiful people!!
>>22821237
thanks for being a bro anon
>>22821329
Not that anon but I do :)
>>22821331
Only one way to find out.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=kIBeYoP9Wi0
>>22821338
Do you like Soundgarden?
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=OTWlUIIiUNI
>>22821341
Lol hell yeah Du Hast!!!! How about these??
>>22821346
Of course and Audioslave, Chris Cornell has an amazing voice!
>>22821315
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=RZsUP4T8cHY
>>22821350
Do you like White Zombie?
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=XxHqst5XFIo
>>22821361
Fuck yes I do!! I'm more human than a human!!!!! And what's with the cactus captchas??
>>22821349
Stone Temple Pilots is my facorite out of the bunch.
>>22821364
Do you like The Cure?
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=R9RrspCGuhs
I have the strangest feeling ever.
Today i've just landed in Japan, but i dont know why, im not "excited" at all, it was one of my dreams, i wanted to live there for months etc but i'm just not happy, im not miserable thought, it's just meh.
I've been in Tokyo already once, two years ago where i met one of my best girl friend ever, she's truly perfect, and i think i mighty have some feeling (not reciprocate) for her, but that another story.
Today i've made her a surprise with my visit and she was truly happy, she cried from happiness ^^
But The thing that bothering me its that i dont feel usefull to her now, i know im still her dear friend and i count to her but i have this feeling like she'be made some "better friends" than me, some People who suit her better, People smarter, more interesting, i dont know im not jealous at all i just feel sad.
I've saw that she changed a lot too, she putted an end to her 6years relationship with her ex in february, she felt relieved she's so happy, she moved ok so fast while im still struggling with my broke up who happened 1 year ago, she have some project, she travel a lot, she do things she like... Its amazing, but i just feel like a shitty human being when im near her. When she knew me, i had everything, money, love, i even had her attention, i did stuff that i liked, i was truly happy.
But now i feel so crushed by her charisma that i dont know how to deal with thoses feels...
Maybe i just think too much, im sorry if it's not too understandable, english is not my first langage, but i had to vent.
What do /soc/ ?
>>22821369
B A S E D
the cure fucking rules
>>22821369
Yes I like the cure and........here pick your favorite out of these if it's not too hard to see! The pic will most likely be rotated improperly lol!
>>22821267
Do you like Primus?
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=D1duvKOUs_Q
>>22821382
In Utero is my favorite but I already posted that one.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=CgexxKf_tXE
>>22821383
Absolutely. PRIMUS sucks!
>>22821388
I saw you posted that earlier and yes I like Primus....after all my name is Mud :) How about older music?
>>22821375
Well, self reflection is good but you seem to go bit too hard on yourself here. So yeah, you're overthinking it all a bit.
Other than that, focus on your other dreams. Easier said than done obviously.
>she's truly perfect
Also don't ever do that shit. Thinking like that is retarded on so many levels and are far from the truth and even further from being of use to you.
>>22821380
"Disintegration is the best album ever"
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Qi4BeJddHj4
>>22821399
i dont know man, the join the dots compilation is sick, seventeen seconds and faith is also good.
>>22821394
Pink Floyd is my favorite out the bunch.
>>22821401
Oh absolutely agree....I don't know where all my other CDS are but I can listen to that Floyd album on fucking repeat...it is so relaxing!
>>22821400
Did you like Bloodflowers?
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=fasU8fKInlI
>>22821401
Ok this is the last test.....you'd better love this album or your taste is shit :)
>>22821413
Yeah I like this one lots
>>22821408
I do like some of their recent stuff. Us or Them is one of my fav songs. Can't say i pay much attention to the new albums that much though
>>22821107
What kind of music do you like?
>>22821109
Moving is stressful, but I'm sure you'll be stoked in a couple weeks :)
>>22821114
Physically sick or mentally not well?
>>22821118
Worst week how? Also, be careful of relying on alcohol as a coping mechanism. I did and became an alcoholic. Of course, your mileage may vary :)
>>22821125
How long has it been?
>>22821137
Horrific night how? What do you do?
>>22821163
Yo, I want to pick your brain - what is it you want to do besides playing games and working? I wouldn't worry about the ex or dating at the moment. Trust me. I tried to "feel better" by searching for someone else to make me happy. It doesn't work like that. If you try to date, they will pick up on your discontent. That's why I asked you " what is it you want to do besides playing games."
>>22821405
I really Animals.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=gOqblSqx_VI
>>22821422
I mostly like gothic and industrial shit.
>>22821422
Both
>>22821247
see >>22821249
>>22821271
I mean my day-to-day life is boring. I find things to do, but I want something exciting like a change in the course o my life type of exciting. I tune you out because I'm afraid of a blowup.
>>22821243
I'd be glad to have someone here !
>>22821250
Oh ! Sorry Aussie-chan didn't have that in mind when making the gif.
>>22821289
O-ok anon.
>>22821252
I don't but you look like a doppelganger of this one mormon dude I had a crush on when I was 11.
>>22821297
How long have you been gone? I was dating during the whole year up until recently and spent all my free time at my exes town. I haven't visited my hometown since Feb I think ;( It was fun the last time I did tho.
>>22821303
You f or m? You get along with your sis? Older or younger? I've been very anxious the whole day. I just went to buy groceries and my little store was so full I was shaking. I know the workers pretty well and I could tell they told something was off. I just hope it didn't look suspicious but the guy that works there is chill so I'm not worried about him as much as the old lady kek.
>>22821334
yw anon. I'm trying to take a break from the strong stuff so I bought myself a 0,5l Garage.
>>22821417
Good taste friend....this whole album is good!
>>22821237
Nah its a part time thing for the holidays but the process has been strangely long
>>22821422
About 4 days but they said ASAP
>>22821440
All g :D
>>22821440
Okay but you didn't even tell me why you ignored me at first. Is it my looks? Just be honest... Girls are never friendly with me on here... And I hear mean words constantly.... If I looked normal wouldn't people be nice to me and care that I'm a cool guy that's just lonely and sad like a lot of the people here instead of being ignored and/or made fun of?
>>22821396
Thanks mate, but my dreams are unfortunately mostly about possessions and expensive so it take some time to focus on others, and when i say "perfect" i dont mean it in a loser beta way, but thats clearly The opposite of The type of girls i had before, she's The most trustful person i know, she's kind and caring, she's not a slut at ALL but still kinky in bed, she's smart and strong minded, she definitly had an éducation and a personality that match mine, but of course she's not perfect that was just to insist on her good sides (she have some flaws too, she's needy and can be clingy too, she's too hard in herself so she might be to The others as well... Etc..)
And i think im angry at myself because before, when i was in couple and happy, i was really at my best psychologically and now i feel weak and useless to people, and The fact that i have so much difficulties to find another gf make me feel worse, im sick of being alone and sad, i want to be happy and i know how The whole situation could be better but thats just not happening :/
>>22821440
Feeling is mutual lol....being alone sucks! I have a kitty to keep me company tho :)
>>22821151
this is a very gay picture brandy boy
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=vIPcg0iqxmM
U say don't start but it's not like I got up wanting to start feeling like an unlikable weird looking young man today that girls are turned off by. Maybe I take things seriously but the way my life goes, I kind of have to :/ I wish OP was nice to me too... Lord knows it would be the opposite of how ignoring me fuels my adopted complex that I so terribly want gone.
>>22821462
oy la would you please stahp?
bitching is not the way to get bitches, believe me.
>>22821457
Hmm okay
I literally don't know how I must look or what girls expect I be.... I just wish actual girls took the minimal effort to be upfront and constructive with me instead of like... Just.... Cold and distant and so uninterested in even making my life less miserable by just the offer of friendly advice.
>>22821462
I know you've probably got countless advice here but honestly you need to stop worrying about looks and impressing people and live your life. There will be a girl or girls that will like you!! Not a joke my dude, the more you over analyze and stress about this shit the more depressed you will become. Easier said than done but you need to relax.....things will happen!
>>22821448
You look normal. The beard is kind of messy. I didn't ignore you before until I saw how insecure you were.
>>22821456
My exes dog was the most lovely dog I've ever met. I miss her ;( But now I'm ronery and animal-less. Adorable cat. I'm very allergic tho ! I was even slightly allergic to my exes dog. I got slightly annoyed at the poor thing sometimes because she'd jump on my face that was already chimping out from allergies. But when I didn't have any symptoms we were best buds and would mope around together waiting for my ex to come home. ( I had a Papillon and Yorkie and then some mutt that didn't cause any allergies.. so I guess it depends on the fur)
>>22821440
i've been gone for a little over a year. it's also my ex's hometown too actually, but after i moved to florida we did long distance for a little while. she did cheat on me during the last few weeks of the long distance though. i was very mad but honestly i was looking for a way out of that relationship anyway (she was a hog) luckily my friend group there hates her too so i will definitely not be seeing her. that alone means it will be a fun time
>>22821468
I could never get girls to give me the time of day when I acted like it didn't hurt me that they avoided me either... And I used to feel totally confident in myself believe it or not. I'm not even bitchinf because I actively want to improve whatever makes girls so avoidant
>>22821469
i used to talk to you on kik sometimes, do you have skype lad? lmao
>>22821485
Yees is killahbee93
>>22821476
Awww sweet looking dog! I had a Yorkie named Tipper, he died :( I'm a huge animal lover!!
>>22821477
I always feel bad seeing people speak badly of exes. I feel like my ex probably runs his mouth about me just as badly. I've never really hated an ex, just some of the things they have done. But if one of them had physically cheated on me I might be singing another tune. What do you mean by a hog? And how long have you been separated that that's one of the first things on your mind?
>>22821488
added, now i can tell you about this new friend i've made, his name is joe and he lives inside my ear
>>22821441
Do you like Katatonia?
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=9jwnOi-4vKk
>>22821440
>You f or m?
M
I haven't talked to her in a long time. She got diagnosed with Ovarian Cancer, got into surgery, now gets treatment to stop cancer growth. 50/50 chance to live. Didn't want to disturb her or anything during that time, but now I wanted to chat with her.
Sorry to hear about your day. A lot of things can cause anxiety to come out of fucking nowhere, Hope you will be better tomorrow.
>>22821419
Their albums after Bloodflowers let me down. I consider Bloodflowers their swan song for now.
guys how's the right way to cook goose?
i think i'd boil it in milk.
>>22821498
yeah once you get cheated on it's nearly impossible to look at the good times. by hog i meant that she was gross looking. which i know is a superficial thing to say but it was a challenge being with her. i dunno why i did this but i originally dated her cuz i felt sorry for her, and maybe if i got to know her i would develop larger feelings for her over time. which did kinda happen, but the passion was gone after like 8 months. i found out she was cheating 4 weeks ago and broke up with her immediately
>>22821417
Do you like The David Townsend Project?
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Q4q_1nP0bKo
>>22821517
Is she doing alright now? I don't know much about ovarian cancer at all, or about the treatment. How old is she? That's frightening.
It's ok anon, I think me being cut off just makes my anxiety rise through the roof whilst being alone outside. I had an odd dream last night that just set me up to have a horrible day. Just feeling meh. I didn't want this thread to become a sad or negative one but asking people about their week seems to have been a poor choice of a question.
>>22821496
We had one called Lulu who died recently. and have another named Poppie (We got her in 2011) and recently my parents got a new yorkie called Macy. I don't see them often since I live in Finland and the dogs are in S.Africa with my parents. Poppie is also absolutely lovely. She has a similar personality to Muru (My exes dog) But is a bit more selfish and stubborn. Muru was the ultimate cutiepie though.
>>22821413
My taste is shit because I liked One Hot Minute better than Blood Sugar Sex Magik
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Fgdrn_Y0XcE
>>22821121
I am too untalented to play any instruments.
>>22821229
27/M/Vinnland
![[Glowing Statue].jpg](https://i.imgur.com/j8RKTfF.jpg "[Glowing Statue].jpg")
>>22821542
She seems to be alright, she's wearing a wig so she's taking some kind of radiation treatment, she's over 40 years old, was never able to have kids either.
Your anxiety won't last forever, that's for sure. Get comfy, don't over think, think positives as much as fucking possible. About your dream, don't know what to say. My dreams are mostly a mix of past events, random shit that literally make no sense ever at all, and are rarely vivid and even rarely lucid. never tried to have lucid dreams intentionally either.
And don't feel too bad about starting the thread, it's good to let out bad emotions and talk about them with others, trust me I know, since I felt a lot better now that i've chatted up with you, and I thank you for that.
>>22821535
That's pretty strange anon. But desu I've liked men who are... 3/10. Eyesore kind of ugly. So I kind of understand. I didn't feel sorry for them though, I liked them for reasons other than appearances. I never will understand pity dating desu. Why do you think she cheated? Does she have esteem issues or is she just ''lol Im young wild & free 1!1!"? My one ex flirted with one chick online in the army and I was furious. I knew he did it just because he was feeling inferior in the relationship since I get a lot of attention from the opposite sex and he wanted to prove to himself he was attractive. The girl was hella young and pretty ugly and man was I pissed. But if it was actual physical cheating I would have probably wanted to murder the guy. How long were you two dating? So the breakup is fresh. I broke up about 3 months ago but it still feels fresh af( But I've always been sentimental and care for only a few, so the few I care about I care strongly about). Probably because everything around me is sort of a reminder of how alone I am kek.
>>22821565
It doesn't to try to learn, who knows, maybe you're the next buckethead
>>22821390
Did you like the Sausage side project?
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Sx06CgkcnZY
>>22821587
I would rather be the next Trent Reznor as long as it is pre-With Teeth
>>22821102
>How's the week been so far /soc/?
shiiiiiiitty. work sucks, life sucks, everything sucks. and i need money...
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=sjWHotHHxc8
>>22821610
meeeeh, at least some good music on this shitty friday. good taste.
>>22821585
i dunno but i'm clearly never pity dating again. i'm 100% sure the cheating was because of the long distance, and because she's the type to swoon over any guy that will give her attention. i'm pretty sure my skype calls weren't equal to the face to face interaction she had with other people at her school. we dated for 13 months. afterwards she gave me the 'i hope we can be friends' thing, but i'd rather never speak to her again. i'm sorry to hear that you've had some bad luck with these exes, ive only ever had one. if it makes you feel better, if i was in finland i'd probably date you without skipping a beat kek. but overall i'm gonna be way more picky now, had a lot of signs early on that it wasnt gonna work
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=LrhI9Pxin_0
>>22821598
Doesn't hurt ugh
You know what i meant lol. I personally want to be like the legendary Freddie Mercury :)
I always read your threads still rokku.
I miss you but ah well.
>>22821615
Well if she isn't attractive I can see why she'd cheat. Not that it's acceptable. I'm friends with 2 of my exes. The first one being the uglier version of you. He was my first bf and it wasn't serious by any means. Feels stupid even adding him to the list. Then I dated a childhood friend of mine and we lived together for a few months before he went to the army. We're also still the closest of friends. It just didn't work because of the career he has planned out (he's in Lebanon.) The last ex I just want to pretend didn't exist. I guess because it was an insane disappointment. Things were going so well, and he was great. But one tiny thing just set the relationship into a 180 and it was insane. It really worries me for the future, since that mess came out of fucking nowhere.
Yeah I'd probably try to get to know you too, you seem cute and level-headed enough.
I can just imagine our arguments tho
>Y-you rated that filthy skank a 8 on 4chan.
>>22821612
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=JmHQubsMdlQ
>>22821634
Who else do you want to be?
>>22821542
>>22821548
Ah a fellow Finn!
Nice to see another Finn posting on /soc/!
>>22821654
>>22821663
fucking fits my mood perfectly.
>>22821657
>But one tiny thing just set the relationship into a 180 and it was insane
let me take a guess, it involved one of your exes?
>>22821673
I'm OP, finnanon ! (Since you linked some random post, dunno if you got that?)
Only aussie-chan has posted a picture. Show your face, or do you lurk facelessly on this board?
>>22821657
>180
I know that feel
>>22821665
Well not really be, i just wish I could sing half as well as he. I do love his charisma, any great vocalist/entertainer really
>>22821676
No, not at all.
It involved our work schedules.
>>22821689
mhh, i was wrong then. mea culpa.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=QFvt2cNSOaM
>>22821680
Been very busy lately so I haven't had much time to spend posting, and my mobile can't do jack shit about street sign captchas, or configure old school captcha.
Relatively new pic of me.
>>22821681
You could always be like David Bowie
>>22821583
Oh, okay. I hope she pulls through alright. My exes mom had colon cancer when he was younger and fast forward 12 years and she is living on without any issues. My Ouma (Grandmother) has always had anxiety issues so she goes on about how it's hereditary. I'm not sure if that is even possible, but I do feel like it's something internal. I can live long periods of time feeling anxiety free, but sometimes the most silly things can make the anxiety sky rocket. I hope to just chill out. Thanks anon, and I'm glad !
>>22821695
>>22821657
psh you still get the highest ratings from me anyway. i can't see you cheating. but yeah i honestly wish i couldve been friends with my ex but she's just such an unsavory person that it's not worth it. you've probably seen the american redneck stereotype? that was her to a tee. i'm actually happier now than i was when i was with her. the breakup is actually the reason why i started coming to soc a week ago
>>22821700
Love him too, idk why that 70's glam rock appeals to me so much. But my top is mercury, his voice is so beautiful, especially in the first few albums
>>22821704
>My Ouma (Grandmother) has always had anxiety issues so she goes on about how it's hereditary
Anxiety is basically Fight or Flight in On mode. It can be hereditary.
And our instincts go way back to the rock ages and shit.
>>22821707
Yes punpun was quite retarded.
>>22821676
Coil are great for any occasion
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=78bTMh1jwKI
>>22821709
Yeah, I started talking to /r9k/ robots on my homechan (they hurhur raided it) via a throwaway e-mail and after a bit some directed me to /soc/. I remained faceless whilst talking to them, but here I've posted my face and still find it somewhat weird to post my face on a imageboard. I'm not uncomfortable doing it, just never thought it'd be appropriate to. kek. Well she must have had some redeeming qualities if you dated her for 13 months. Sorry Florida-kun I'm just projecting because I hate to think of all the nasty things my ex says about me. But I'm glad you're feeling better. How did you find out she cheated?
>>22821720
and so are you whore-chan.
>>22821710
Do you love Lou Reed?
>>22821727
Indeed, indeed anyway goodnight I just wanted to say hi again kinda.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=0jrC2W4PRUc
>>22821741
I hope next week is atleast a 5/10 for you!
>>22821727
yeah prior to soc i never losted my ace outside of fb or instagram. and well if you are still friends with your exes then i doubt they'd be saying things about you as mean as i'm saying about a cheater. she did have some redeeming qualities but i think i just felt comfortable with her being the first girl i had the confidence to approach. she had the decency to tell me over text that she'd been seeing someone else for a few weeks.
anyone drinking today?
thinking about hopping into the car and buying some smokes and something to drink
>>22821745
posted my face*
>>22821704
>I hope to just chill out.
So what do you usually do to chill out and relax?
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=_-m31auCrd8
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=zq7xyjU-jsU
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=IRK5eqy2s5c
fuck those lizard headed pricks
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=LRm7Hcd1DYA
Life is horrendous. This week especially though, because I failed a course, and I'll have to take it again the spring.
>>22821102
Broke up with my long distance gf last night. I feel like shit, but probably not nearly as bad as she does right now. It was for the best, though.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Q0oz0xE88S0
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=K-jR-9o0cew
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=f5mB9U07DT0
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=_zYuNSWfio8
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wmin5WkOuPw
Somewhere between complete hell and abject desolation. Me and the ol' ex (of 8 years) had the "are we going to get back together" talk and the last seven dares staring into cheap whiskey in my vintage glass Two-Face cup from McDonalds has been... less than fulfilling.
>>22822033
...*days
My week got way better as of last evening.
I asked a young lady I've been talking to for a few days now that I found on POF out for coffee and she said yes. We just need to hammer out our schedules. She works a lot, and if I'm not in school... I'm at work. Or both in the same day.
So, we're going for coffee "Definitely Soon" which still felt awesome just to get someone to say yes at all. I've been separated since January, and on the march towards divorce. So I've not really had anyone or anyTHING (if you get me...) since well before that.
>>22821739
You like ICO too!!! I had to leave for a while, but fuck you really have good taste after all. I take back what I said about you earlier. Shadow of the Colossus was a tad better in my opinion though...
>>22821548
Well that is just adorable!! Maybe you can have an animal friend again soon so you're not ronery!!!
>>22821253
Noice
>>22821596
Sure, but not nearly as much as the Oysterhead supergroup!!!
>>22821739
This is one of my favorite games tbch man. I've seen this game get some flak but the whole thing holds a special place in my heart <3
>>22821474
Hey,thanks for the kind advice. A lot of this has been said. Im sure you're right. It's just particularly easier for me to feel angst or like something is wrong with me. I guess I'm also stubborn too so I figured I'll see girls like me if its true I'm cool enough. So that makes me second guess myself.
>>22822033
That's no good. Go out and buy yourself a new glass, maybe? Or get some nicer whiskey. Better booze is a nice pick-me-up.
>>22822054
Good for you! Definitely soon can be a dangerous answer, but you seem pretty optimistic about it, which is great.
I've had a quick week. I heard Christmas music for the first time this year today, so I'm very excited for the holidays.
Been working a manual labor job for 12 hours a day for four days now, I feel like I'm going to drop dead or something. Thank you 3rd world economy, well at least I won't have time to think about how shitty my life is.
