Write a letter to someone who may or may not read it
>>22877088
Dear soc
Choke on a bag of dicks
>>22877088
dear me
youre super happy on the inside. its coming out. everythings gonna be cool
dear ex thomas
although you find happiness in the wrong places and the wrong ways, good for you for being happy with yourself. even if you dont deserve it, your family will always let you know how much of a piece of shit you are, so i understand why you manipulate and cheat and lie to everybody. its sick. it makes me envious of you.
kyle
you gave me the type of guy that i like. a lot. you were so awesome. i wish i told you that. opened my eyes to what i had around me and that i deserved better even if you didnt mean to. im sad were not at least friends
id write letters to everybody who has helped me sift through the shit around me to find my old and new emotions but itd be a long list. today im grateful and happy for the people in my life. <3.
>>22877088
dear /b/ you are fucking cancer
If we still spoke to each other
I would tell you I'm studying Japanese
You would call me a weeb
>>22877323
Holy fuck, my ex is Thomas and my friend is kyle wtf
Dear my boyfriend's manager:
Please shove your dick in my mouth and cum on my face. Soon.
>>22880857
maybe we should be best friends
>>22881024
What does your name start with?
>>22877088
Check'd
AA,
I sent you my new skype today. I messaged you drunk on kik the other day. I still can't believe you ghosted on me. I get that I was too intense - that's what you get for being a romantic NEEt who felt feelings too fast... but, desu, I saw us as real and couldn't contain the feel. God, I hope to hear from you again.
BB
>>22881072
No, youre fucking with me. Nope you're lying.
>>22881078
lol no im not. whats your name start with
Dear Heather
If I weren't dating my gf and I didn't care about losing her, I'd fuck you like crazy and accept your offer to move in with you.
>>22881081
It starts with a fucking A too. WTH?
>>22881095
lmao thats funny
maybe were dopplegangers <3
>>22881096
I think youre just someone I've talked to whos fucking with me. How old are you + where abouts?
>>22881103
no honestly. im 24 from ny.
Stranger,
I have not been on /soc/ for quite some time. Your face brought me back and there were nights I couldn't sleep from the anticipation of perhaps seeing you again. Now that we have been getting to know one another I can honestly say you are no less than spectacular. You are absolutely gorgeous. One of the most stunning individuals I have ever seen and I get the feeling you don't see that you are.
I have my reasons for denying a straight answer at times when you ask. However, I would like you to know that I am the person from the "Crush" thread you were so intrigued by. In due time I suppose. I'll be standing by. You know where to find me.
>>22881111
Ok.
>>22881107
ok so we're different age and place thank god
>>22881111
Was this mystery solved yet????
>>22881036
>>22881111
nobody gives a shit. the only thing relevant here is quads.
The person i'd write dont even browse this shithole anymore, but hey, we really liked eachother remember? But by God, that was getting out of hand. I Cut it off, i sort of miss you a lot still. I still have your adress and your pictures, but i dont think you'll ever talk to me again. Infact, i believe you'll just end up fucking yourself up.
>>22881214
No.
>>22881222
Well shit. Wanna be friends?
>>22881226
Im not sure.
Dear Hannah,
When I met you I didn't think much of it. I was so wrong because it would turn out to be the best thing that ever happened to me. We would talk forever, minutes into hours and hours into days. All about random dumb shit but it didn't matter, I enjoyed it all.
Your smile, your sense of humor, and how you always found the best in a bad situation. You were one in a million.
Then one night when I was at an all time low and more depressed then I had ever been before. You tried to comfort me and I wasn't having it.
So I took out my anger on the only good thing in my life, you. I said horrible things, things that no one should ever hear or say, unforgivable things. I made you cry, and broke your heart.
I've never said it but I cried that night for hours as well, and was disgusted by myself. We didn't talk for almost a week afterwards. I contemplated suicide and was so close to ending it.
Then you messaged me out of the blue one night apologizing. I couldn't believe that after all I did you were the one apologizing. We talked for a little bit then you said "I love you" then I made up an excuse to not have to reply. I ended up crying again for most of the night.
What you don't know is that all I wanted to do was say it back. Then after a long night of thinking I realized I wasn't good enough for you. What I had did was unforgivable and I would be taking advantage of you if I stayed with you.
So I broke your heart again and ended our relationship thinking it was the right thing. I now realize I was selfish and that we should've talked more before I made that decision.
What I never told you though is that one night you messaged me out of the blue you saved my life.
No one can take away the things we shared. I'm glad you are happy, I don't deserve to be happy so its only fair.
>inb4 kys
>inb4 douchebag
Nothing you say can make me hate myself more then I already do, so try your best.
>>22881234
I know she will never see it but still feels a little bit better to type it out.
Hey man/female/dog/transraccoon, it's all good either way.
>>22881196
>I Cut it off
>i dont think you'll ever talk to me again
Not the smartest motherfucker are you?
>>22881245
Details, Details...
>>22881252
How is someone supposed to ever talk to you again if you're the one who cut it off? You sound like a woman. You wouldn't be female, would you?
>>22881265
I told that person that i needed to cut the deep feelings between us. It doesn't matter really. The only thing i know for sure is that that person will probably train wreck soon enough, if that hasn't happened already.
Coldblooded as fuck, son.
But understandable. Unnecessarily stressful people are a burden unless they try to fix the causes of said stress.
Life is a playground or nothing.
>>22881278
at least you said something instead of ghosting.
>>22881288
lel wat
>>22881296
yeah... im sorry for that sad human being though really.
>>22881308
Sorry, drunk.
I'm a sophistamacated drunk.
>>22881330
But you're right.
I guess it's hypocritical of me to say that since my last relationship went to shit faster than a burrito laced with laxatives.
On that note I really want chipotle now.
>>22881349
For said depression/stress. My bad.
Got better though.
>>22881352
Are you ok?
>>22881368
I got a good job, 40+ hours a week, $9.00 per hour, and crippling loneliness that's making me post on /soc/ cause I spend all of my time working.
I'm okay, but I could be better.
I did this for myself, instead of someone else for once, but it's kinda pointless imho.
Money doesn't buy happiness, just cheap black friday xbone games and some budweiser.
Plus add that the beer and my job (escort driver) has me gaining weight like a mofo.. yeah.
I'm okay. Just drunk.
Pic unrelated.
>>22881278
>>22881308
You sound like a cunt. That person is almost certainly better off without you. You probably did them a favor.
>>22881393
Daamn nigga you sound so salty you need to be in a dispenser near the fries at mcdonalds.
>>22881393
>Did them a favor
It was a mutual favor. Too much drama to deal with from both sides.
>>22881404
Lel
But to be honest, you both have valid points; this isn't a hugbox. Stress can fuck your shit up, either causing it or receiving it.
You both left.
Fuck.
Can't believe how much you hurt me, I trusted you
Richard
I sincerely hope you kill yourself soon, you're a shitstain.
Charvelle
I will find you, and I will kill you. Hearing your name seriously gives me dry heaves.
Jes
I know I'm not good enough for you, no matter how fucking horrible Charvelle was towards you, you still kept her around for 4 years. I fear I'm not the one for you and you'll end up leaving me if I fuck up. I feel like I'm just going to be left broken again.
>>22881949
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>>22881953
>Hearing
>Not seeing
>>22881958
Pretty shitty name if you ask me.
>>22881964
Shitty name to go with a shitty person.
I wish I didn't have to move to Australia. Airfare's a bitch.
>>22881974
Wanna swap roles?
>>22881978
Hm?
>>22881985
I could use moving somewhere else.
>>22881987
Get me back to Seattle and it's a done deal. I got some business to take care of.
M
I'm alive. 1g of etizolam and a 6 pack didn't do it. I've been in and out of the hospital for 6 months. I've fought against my honorable discharge. I can deploy 6 months after my last psych evaluation. Chances are, I'm staying in.
I'll be punished for failing the drug test, but they understand it wasn't me partying but rather trying to cope. I got sober, and I'm getting counseling through ASAP. I go to meetings for NA and AA every day. The withdrawals were the hard part. I've been using for 9 years, you saw me fucked up in training. It's too easy. I lost 10 thousand dollars. Freddie went to prison. So did Alex.
Things are different, and I don't want you to know I'm alive until I'm ready. I don't even know if you'll care. You wanted to try an open relationship, and I didn't. So you kept me around. It's stereotypical. Try a bunch of cocks, settle down for the stable one. I was never okay with that. You wanted a break, said you couldn't wait any longer, couldn't handle being with someone in the military.
I said if I left, I wasn't coming back. You responded by fucking a random male from your school so I would leave. I didn't, and I exposed you to everyone, so you turned into the victim.
I don't know if you've grown up. I don't care. The closure is for myself. I don't have any questions for you. I don't expect any answers.
The man you knew died that morning. I'm making progress, and one of the things I have to do is see you. That's all. Your parents will be excited, I'm sure. They'll know what you did. This is for my friends who can't trust their wives and girlfriends. This is for every promise you broke and every delightful word you used to keep me around. The anger won't leave until I let it. I leave it with you.
I'm coming for you.
>>22881993
If the business includes abuse, im in.
>>22881196
>>22881278
You think they'll 'train wreck' because you cut off your internet relationship? That sounds a little arrogant and ridiculous. If you miss them so much why don't you contact them? How serious was this relationship?
>>22882160
I cut it off for the reason i think it that person will train wreck.
>>22882160
Drug abuse, before you ask. Couldn't deal with that pressure anymore.
>>22882173
>>22882192
Shame. Do you know if she still uses?
>>22882017
It includes stabbing.
Lots of it.
>>22882278
On it.
G,
I hate you. You abused me for literally the entire relationship I had with you. Your friends that I still have contact with even say that I should have left earlier. I should have stayed gone the first time I tried to leave you. They said you were really bad to me, I wish I saw it before I left.
I gave up on our relationship a few weeks into it because you were so fucking insecure and mean to me.
Before I force my eyes shut, before I sleep. All I think about is you constantly screaming at me, forcing me to vomit because you wanted to start shit while I was eating. I think about you telling me that everyone has their hands on me and uses me until I feel dirty. I think about you making me scream "I'm sorry" for making you upset for no reason. I think about you making me lose contact with all of my friends, I think about you making me cry by insulting me for hours on end and then saying that I'm the abusive one.
I think about you slicing your skin because I made you upset. I think about you holding your gun to my head because I didn't know the right words to say to you. I think about you making me stay in a relationship where I was unhappy. I think about what we were, I think about what we could have been if I didn't do something to deserve your unending wrath.
I think about how I hate you.
Was your time spent with me just for the memes? You definitely didn't love me, you don't miss me. You screamed at me and hurt me the entire time we were together. I don't know what I did to deserve all of it, but I guess I was really bad to you.
I hope you stop treating your friends the way you treated me before you lose them too.
I am going to move on as fast as possible, because I am not going to be held down by thoughts of you anymore. Have a good life, get a fucking grip on yourself.
-Your punching bag
L,
i shouldve just kissed you when i had the chance.
T
Em
I know what we had was short, and the ending was terrible and i'm sorry. I hope you forgive me some day and I still want to be friends even though you cut me off. If you are reading this I hope you understand that I loved the time we spent together and that I have saved the tickets and other things from the braves game we went to with your family, the receipt from the ice cream shop in Senoa when we had our first date. I don't hate you and have never talked shit about you.
C
some girls these days really tend to make me angry if you want her facebook reply
I'm going to make you love me, make you want me.
I'm going to teach you how to move beyond the limits you have set for yourself.
It may take a year, or ten, but I will be here for you, every step of the way. You deserve that. You deserve someone who will cut through the briar patch of bullshit and stay by your side as you foster new growth.
Fly me to the moon,
Let me play among the stars....
Let me see what life is like on, Jupiter and Mars..
We will do this together, you and I. We will be the best of friends, and for a time I will be everything you never wanted, and then you will find peace.
Buckle up, its gonna be a wild ride.
If you fuckers cared about me. You would answer your phone. You see the pain I carry how bad I feel almost daily. You tell me I can call yet when I needed it no one answered the call or text. A random person saved my life that night. And Im not far from that edge again. I don't want the pity,
I just don't care anymore. You won't miss me.
B. I love you more then anything you know this. Im not even mad you moved out since I even told you that you were going to. I really hope this is for the best. You were right in two years maybe it would be different and the world likes to throw us for a loop. I keep my head up when I see you just because I don't want you to see how much pain there is. I love you. I always have and always will.We are too connected even now.
Hi gus
Youre really nice, thank you for being my friend
Dear lisa
I love you
You're a really pathetic slut but I think you knew that so I don't blame you for constantly cutting yourself. Talking you out of suicide was one of the biggest mistake I ever made. I hope I never hear about you again unless its the news saying you've been kidnapped, raped & murdered with your body found chopped up in the middle of the woods somewhere.
Dear D,
I hope you're doing well. Even though our relationship was awful, even though you abused and isolated me I still hope you're alright.
I know it ended badly, It was 3 months of absolute hell that ended the ruin that was what we thought was love. I'm sorry that I left, and your friend moved away. I'm sorry if you see me as the bad guy, because I expected more then you could give me. I wanted a healthy relationship, and that was impossible for you to give. I never meant to hurt you the way I did, I should have gotten out early, before you adopted me as a mother, a friend, a girlfriend and a punching bag.
Despite the fact that you treated me awfully, I know I wasn't prefect. I should have left earlier instead of trying to save you and hurting both of us more.
I want you to know I don't blame you for anything. Last I heard you were suicidal and an addict with a new love in your life that was leading you down a bad path. I hope you save yourself, I hope you start to want the help that you need.
I'd take you to coffee if I wasn't terrified of seeing you. You make me sad and hopeful. I just want you to get better because I did and do still care about you.
When/if you get clean call me, I know you liked your coffee black, if you still do I'll buy and maybe we can finally get some closure.
B
@the hannah pic look who i found!
07 4157 33933
enjoy my friends
I don't have anything to say to anybody.
>>22881111
>>22877088
Dear /soc/ and /adv/ and everyone in this thread.
I always expectantly read every letter in this thread to see if there's even a remote chance that it could be addressed to me. It never is. I know a fuckton of people from 4chan.
What the hell, guys?
Sincerely, a female"C" or "S". ;_;
>>22884442
Hi C
I think it's pretty cute that you check these letters for one of them to be for you. Keep dreaming. ;~;
I sometimes worry that there's a bad one for me.
J
I love you and I want nothing more than to live with you and be with you and help you get everything you ever wanted but right now what I need to do is survive.
I know times were tough. You were poor, lonely, and bitter from your two divorces. I know that you loved us; I could tell by how desperately you tried to prove your righteousness and innocence.
I know now that your temper was a symptom of your bitterness, and was not a reflection of how you looked at me. I know now that your hatred of my mother was justified, just as your hatred of my still step-father was equally justified. I know now that there are things about you that I miss, that I never thought I would:
That faint smell of tobacco on your clothes; roughhousing as kids playing "monster", where we'd attached your hands and you'd tickle us feverishly; that you drove two hours from the only house you could afford to pick us up twice a week; the encouragement to push our physical boundaries and grow as men.
However, there are things I did not appreciate. I did not appreciate your hatred of my mother, my grandmother, and my aunt. I did not appreciate your disregard of my health in pursuit of your own ambitions. I did not appreciate the sacrifice of my safety to suite the needs of your friends. I did not appreciate your lies and twisted truths.
For years the thought of your name haunted my worst nightmares and day dreams; now I can barely remember your face. The flashbacks in my mind have faded. Are they even real anymore?
Do you remember the day I abandoned you? It was December 25, 2003. I was in the parking lot with my brother, getting ready to get into your car to visit you for Christmas. You had various things in the back seat, and as you shuffled to move them, you continually blamed my mother for past transgressions and stated you didn't think I was coming. I told you to go fuck yourself, and walked off.
I miss you, I love you, and I forgive you, but I am glad to have not known you these past dozen years, father.
J
I was so terrified when we started to talk. Out of my crushes from a few months ago, you were easily the right choice. But, I didn't focus on it because the thought of someone genuinely liking me was scary. Then, we started talking and the thought of you being in my life, in any kind of way, brings me so much happiness.
But, now I'm terrified again, but this time not because I'm scared of where this will lead rather than I may lose you.
Be it next week or, even if you decide to stay, in the future after finding things about me that you don't want to have in your life.
I can't believe how much I enjoy our time together and I feel so stupid.
I just want you to stay a little longer. Please.
N
From the first day I met you, I liked you; I thought (and still think) that you're one of the most beautiful women I've ever met. I think you liked me too; but I don't think that's a conversation we'll ever have.
Neither of us got a chance to test it out, and that's okay. Soon after we met you were going out with someone who would go on to become one of my best friends, you becoming one yourself.
We're both in fulfilling relationships, and I'm happy you and E have stuck it out for so long; I love S and I wouldn't trade her for the world, even for you; but that shouldn't come as a surprise.
There'll always be a special place in my heart for you, though.
L
Dear soc
This board depresses the hell out me and makes me want to kill myself every time I come here. I don't know why I keep coming here.
>>22886119
This honestly terrified me. This could be about me. What's the first letter of your name?
j,
i didn't know i could still feel this way. thanks for showing me.
i don't know what's going to happen between us, but so much about you makes me happy & feels really right & i can't explain it.
k
CK,
You toyed with me like you do to every guy, yet I still wish things worked out with us. You just wanted to have someone to text, and you weren't ever willing to see me. I don't know why I still think about you, probably because you're the only girl to ever act like she wanted something real with me. Why would you tell me you thought I was your soulmate? I know I'll get over you as soon as the next girl comes along, but there's no telling when that is going to be. Fuck everything about you, other than that pretty face.
RN
>>22886215
Same.
Why did you play with my feelings?
That's all
ma...im sorry we never had a good relationship....i know we love each other and we are all we got.... what happened as a kid really fucked me up....i lost my way and im still lost now 10 years later.....im sorry i got in a car accident that ruined my back...im sorry i cant work no more.....do anything anymore....im sorry i dont talk with you much im just so depressed and feeling worthless.....ive lost my way. im sorry i dont smile anymore....im sorry for all the pain ive caused you.....and im sorry for not being able to say these things to you without a straight face. without crying. im trying my hardest to be sane. to help out....i just hope you can tell. how much pain im in all the time. between arthritis and my back idk whats goin on anymore.....i just wanna walk into traffic. drown myself. but i know how much that would hurt you and my family and friends. i love you ma....ill never have someone like you in my life ever again. youre gods greatest blessing to me.
Gabby,
I'm not sure what you meant, nor how you felt. What I know is that you had been a friend for me when no one else would bother being around. I know you're alone very much like I am. While my feelings for you may be uncertain. I don't find it fair to me when you jump in and out of my life like you do. When you run to me when everything is wrong, ignore me when things are fine, and rarely come to me when things are good. When you asked me to leave everything and move in with you, I couldn't believe it, and trust me when I say that if things weren't so hard that I would leave this very second to be there for you. Even if you didn't want to be my lady, I would be there for you as I always had. I don't know if you're ashamed or anything, you hardly talk to me anymore. I missed talking to you, you made me feel like I wasn't so alone. I'm wishing that you finally found somewhere you belong, and if not, I hope you find me in time.
Em,
I don't know why you bother talking to me, I can hardly stand you anymore. You would tell me that I talk in riddles, but you seem to do it more than me. If you're looking for an answer, then, I've moved on, I don't care for you.
Amber,
Thank you so much for being there for me the last few years. You've been a sister for me, family I didn't feel like I have. I'll be coming as soon as things settle, then maybe I can repay you for what you've done for me. I don't know how much time I've got left in me, but I promise I'll make the best of it for you and your family. I wish I could do more.
Donna,
I'm sorry I couldn't be the person you wanted me to be, I've fought for as long as I can remember to stay around and help keep you on your feet. But the longer I hold you up, the weaker I become. I just hope that I'm strong enough to get you out of this hell.
Dear Jacqueline,
You were one of my greatest friends. I still lie awake at night thinking about the last night we ever got to hang out together. You showed up late as usual and decided it would be a great idea to catch up to how drunk I was in five minutes. Once we got out of the room, every time a guy would hit on you, you would grab my hand and act like we were a couple. I will never forget the soft, warm feeling of your hand in mine. Eventually we got to a good party and you danced in front of me for literally two seconds before you grabbed my hand and dragged me towards my room with the intention of bedding me. I still remember our moment in the middle of the quad under the full moon like it happened last night. I remember the cold December wind tearing through my shirt as you stared up at me and said under your breath, "I can't," as if responding to something I said, even though I was completely silent. You didn't kiss me then, but I've always wished that you had. The moment dies because I can't find the courage to kiss you on my own, which was what you were looking for. We head back to my room and I make a trip to the bathroom. You run in after me and get sick and I try to help you. I somehow snuck you past the RAs that were roaming the halls and got you into my room to take care of you for the night. You woke up not remembering anything and I told you about the whole night as if I weren't interested in you, which was how I always acted despite my true feelings. You immediately became embarrassed and responded by saying, "I'm so sorry." I should've told you how I felt at that moment because it is clear to me now that you had feelings for me and all I did was make you feel silly for coming on to me. You thanked me for taking care of you and not taking advantage of you, but I could tell that part of you wishes I would have. I remember the last day I ever saw you. You brought me back to your house and we hung out all day on the couch until it was
Shannon,
You're fucking driving me insane and there's not a shitting thing I can do about it. I can't believe I have a friendship this messy-- How did I let things get so tangled up?
It's too hard to be your ugly sidekick. I want to be the biggest thing in my own life-- But instead, you seem to be.
>>22886228
S. I doubt you're my J though.
>>22886627
almost time for your parents to come home. You dropped me back off at my dorm and we hugged goodbye, promising to see each other the following week, but that never happened. I remember talking to our mutual friend on the phone about you and she would say how she wasn't surprised that night at all because it always seemed like we had an unspoken chemistry that everyone around us could practically feel. You were taken from me too quickly and now I am stuck here, four years later wondering what could've been. Some nights sleep finds me easily and others I get to see the sun as she peaks her head over the horizon. I hope he treats you the way I would have and I truly hope you are happy. I let other things and other girls get in the way of us talking while you were away and I will always regret that. I'm sorry I never got to see you again and I probably never will, but if I do get to see you, I will tell you everything that I didn't four years ago. It's so foreign to me because if I saw you today I would still feel the same as I did four years ago. I hope that whenever you think of me you are reminded that you are a person, not an object and you should treat yourself and your body with respect regardless of how that makes you look to other people because when the right guy comes along, that's the way he will treat you.
Love,
B.
Dear Ariana Grande,
I fantasize about stuffing your little whore mouth with my grande burrito (dick) every 0.00001 seconds. I would love to lift you up and impale your tiny body on my cock just to hear you hit the high notes. I would split you in half like lumber and douse your trembling, ravaged body in a tidal wave of cum. You're welcome.
>>22886659
I'm really sorry that you're feeling the way that you're feeling about this other J. I feel like I'm in the exact same situation as you and him. If I'm anything like him, I'd still love you for you regardless of those things. What's important to me is making it work for us. I'll stay with you no matter what.
I really do wish the best of luck for you S.
>>22877088
L
I think I'm infatuated with you. There's more I want to say, but I won't because I know you're probably going to read this.
J
A
Let me in
J
>>22886722
I know we're not at the point of love yet, but, damn, am I really liking him. Thank you anon. I really hope things work out for you as well.
>>22886926
I think I might have rushed getting into a relationship when it wasn't the right time for either of us. If you just keep being you I'm sure both love each other. And thank you as well, I'm sure everything will be okay.
J
I'm in a relationship with someone I love and I have been for such a long time now but damn it I worry about you. you're so much older than me, you're such a real person, but at the same time it's like you aren't. it's like you're this beautiful injured animal and I wish i could fix you but you don't want me to or anyone else to because you inexplicably hate yourself so much. I love it when you call me drunken on your walk home and give me a chance to apologize for the things I said after you left me and I know we're well beyond forgiving each other but I also know that we could never be together again. I don't think you'll end up with anyone. you don't let people stay close to you. in that respect I'm one of the most anomalous friends you have
The last time I saw you and stayed over your apartment even though I wasn't really supposed to, while you were still at the bar being 30 and I was on your floor being 20, I snooped around. I discovered that you smoke American Spirits and I texted you that I had figured out a secret. I didn't tell you that I smoked one. I found your sketch and poetry book and it made me cry, but maybe that was just because I had drunk an entire bottle of wine at this point. When you got home I wanted to sleep with you but I settled for sleeping next to you. Sorry for invading your privacy but I would do it again.
They say that you aren't meant to end up with your soulmate. I love you in a way that I can't explain. I will always care about you, for the rest of my life. I promise. I love you as much as you refuse to love yourself.
Forever,
A
Fred
I should have never trusted you. You treated me amazint compared to those other guys, but that doesn't mean anything if you don't respect me enough to give me an explanation as to why.
Do you even care that I've cried every day, bawling every other day? I let you in and trusted you, and you toss me away.
You were worried that you were going to hurt me since I'm so young, and you did. You have made me heartbroken. Were you leading me on? I thought we loved each other.
I guess I'll just add your name to "The Men Who've Used Me."
-Vivi.
I have said this to you a million times, but I guess its better if I do it here. Then neither of us has to acknowledge how fucking crazy I am. I will never be over you. I realize that after 4 years of basically no contact I don't really know you any more, but here's the thing. We weren't around each other more than a handful of times before we were in love. It was practically instant. And oh so intense. I want that again. I want you again. You're it. Maybe I should have taken your wife up on the sister wives offer. I still think she really just wanted to murder me, but at least I would have died happy. Love you.
K
>>22877088
This is an amazing thread, I have read 95% of the notes and have felt every type of emotion possible. I feel for anyone that broke up with the "one." I feel for anyone that had a close friend or relative that passed.
Really this thread makes me happy thinking that most of these people are getting a little release from the struggle typing all these out, I hope everyone finds peace.
>>22887044
Wow, got my hopes up for being a j awaiting an, a sounded really. Close. I think all us J's are just meant for depression and no luck. Good luck to you, and to him. For reals.
>>22886215
Why does it depress you?
A,
I think I'm falling in love with you. It's weird, and probably dumb as hell. But it's honest. I'm just not going to tell you because we're too far apart right now for it to be fair to you.
R, I'm sorry. I fucked up. I hope you're happy, and with someone who deserves you.
C
Dear Sonic Girl,
I saw you in a thread recently and couldn't help but stare. You are the most beautiful person I've ever seen. And being the over-thinking type I spent quite a while asking myself why? Why are you so beautiful to me? What does that say about me? What have I assumed about you? I reached my verdict and realized that it's because of the person I see you as. Your physical appearance resembles what I'd find attractive mentally as well.
Now, I want to get to know you because if your personality is even half as perfect as your appearance is, I'll do everything in my power to make you happy. And hopefully you'll want to do the same for me one day.
I hope you respond,
dar
P.S.
I debated whether or not to use your actual photo and thought it more likely to grab your attention. I won't do it again if you don't want.
Dear Quaide,
You are pushing me to a point where I just don't feel like I love you anymore. Your inexperience with being intimate with someone is breaking our relationship apart, and one of these times I'm not going to be sitting here the next day waiting for the apology and the bullshit 2 day "nice you" I get every week after you explode, blame me for everything, then break up with me.
I'm going to be gone, there will be nothing. If your pride is more important to you then so be it, but the fact of the matter is you don't treat me like you love me yet you expect me to treat you like I love you regardless if how you treat me or how I feel.
That's not fair. You are selfish, inconsiderate, and you put everything else above me.
It sucks, because I honestly thought after all we went through together I truly thought maybe you'd be the guy I settled down with and had a family with. Me, of all people, actually considering that with any human being is absurd. But for you.. the idea wasn't that far fetched for me.
I guess what really hurts the most is that you'll never see how retarded you are being and how much you fucked up until we're done. Fuck man, I love you. Please just stop doing this.
Kelly
I,
truth is, I'm falling in love with you. Which makes your words so much harder. We were fine. We were happy. We laid in bed, my head on your chest, watching superjail. I slept with my face nuzzled against your chest. Then you left to go home, you woke me up, hugged me, kissed me, told me you'd text me later. Then nothing. I gave you space, and still, nothing. No explanation.
The worst part is, you wouldn't even end it. You wouldn't even tell me we were over. Even when I begged you to just tell me you were done you wouldn't. Just always the same response when I asked. "chill out".
I've cried every night for weeks.I want to die. You were my best friend, you told me you needed me, that I made you happy. That I was the highlight of your day.You told me you'd always be there for me, your phone would always be on for me, no matter what happens between us. I saw a future for us. Even now, as I sit here, after you called me an idiot, laughed at me, and told me for the 100th time to "chill out", still refusing to actually talk to me, I still hope you'll text me. I still hope I'll see you again. I still hope we'll have that movie, wine and pizza night we talked about.
I'm terrified of you meeting someone new, why I still sit here, wanting you to just call me, say hi, then start discussing mundane bullshit. It's the fact you've kept me in limbo for over 2 weeks. Sitting here, hoping today is the day. Just end it already. I'm fucking begging you. Give me some closure.
I fucking love you, you piece of shit. I'm dying inside.
K
>>22886873
I...already did?
[spoiler]Let's be honest, the J I referenced doesn't go on 4chan.[/spoiler]
>>22887907
Aaaand it didn't work.
Dear bank of america
You're all fucking dirty dirty jews. Please collectively kill yourselves.
