Are you happy ?
>>4278970
no, i'm always sad
No.
>>4278981
i'm pretty sure
>>4278994
:( sorry to hear that. I suggest posting on s4s more.
>>4278998
i do my friend
>>4278970
bury happy, thx
nope, I really like that album though op
>>4279003
Maybe a name will help. Name figs frequently circle jerk each other off
>>4279003
Internet hug my friend.
>>4278970
are you a DEADBOY OP
only when I'm posting Bune Raven
No. I'm plagued by crippling anxiety and untreated depression.
>>4278970
yeah. i'm happy
FUCK YOU FAGGOT PIECE OF SHIT. I'M ANGRY
>>4279016
Favorite song ?
>>4279183
What makes you think it's depression ?
>>4279185
Yes let it out
no op my life is a serious of mistakes someone help me
>>4279537
Tell me M.
>>4279591
RELATIONSHIP ISSUES:
i have never had a gf because i dont talk to people i think maybe 4chan is my gf
sometimes i talk to girls online but eventually they or i stop
ALL OTHER ISSUES:
i am very lazy but also very good at college so i have given the people around me high expectations but i dont even know if i am going to get into graduate school now and i am just doing nothing and waiting on applications to come back but they are not coming back and i have not told any one yet
i guess there is more i have to go eat at a place
I'm so far away from happy that I've come to terms with it and now convince myself I'm happy where I "am".
I wanna kill myself
>>4280155
we need to go deeper
>>4280155
>>4280192
WHERE IS THIS?
I will drive to it
>>4279775
It's okay. Do you have clubs in your college ? Try and join them, I know it will be painful but try to.
>>4280155
How do you stop yourself everyday ?
>>4280155
no i tell everyone i suffer from depression everyday and people have gotten to the point where they don't care anymore and wish I would just hurry up and die
>>4281093
The trick is to not tell anyone. The only one to tell is tour therapist. Trust me nobody gives a fuck about you. Maybe your parents give but idk
>>4281097
I had two therapists in high school and neither one of them told me I had any disorders.
I paid two trips to the hospital in the last 2 years and both diagnosed me with different disorders. Literal people with PHD's diagnosed me with disorders. meanwhile in highschool, people who sit down with you during counselling don't prescribe you anything.
the whole thing makes a lot of sense i really have to tell you.
>>4281102
Oh that sucks man. But trust me on this never tell your friend, your family that you are depressed. Even if they're quite progressive, the doubt always creeps into people's minds. Hope the people with PhDs prescribed u meds
not atm, I want my raifu back tbqh
>>4281112
it's too late for that now
are you sure it'd a good idea to thoughts like, "i wish i were under that steamroller right now" to yourself
>>4281084
college is over
back at home applying for grad schools
never did clubs but i had friends and went to the bar a lot once i was 21
i spend a lot of time drinking now
>>4278970
sad boys
If I had a gf I'd be happy
Won't ever happen though
>>4279110
u know that felt really good
>>4280207
mfw no pigeon
