I had a christmas party with work and we went out of town. We went clubbing andd I tried to get laid. I talked with some girls but they werent interested in me. One girl actually ignored me after another guy started to talk to her. We had talked for 10 or 15 minutes so she was pretty rude.
I came back to the hotel at night and saw one of my female coworkers crying in the hotel lobby. She had lost her phone, wallet and keys so she asked if she would come to my room. I said ok and we went there and another coworker was sleeping there. He is married.
I helped her...
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I feel that way but it turns out the success rate was one in seven thousand, not one in infinity. Keep trying and get clues on how the chads talk to ladies. You're probably sending off major beta vibes.
Maybe try pulling moves on them
yeah i seem to be the same way op. even when i was in better shape i just repelled the fuck out of womyn. im real sorry it went down like that. thanks for sharing this and i hope you can find a way to cope with things.
I'm halfway to depression and thinking of tripping on LSD for the first time. Would it fuck me more or lead me to happiness? Also, LSD stories thread
>announcing your depression
>falling for the depression meme in general
good shit op
There's no definitive answer to this, it's pot luck. I'm sure factors like environment and base-happiness levels play a role, but it's a crap shoot.
You might believe you understand everything, get that sociopathic confidence and have a great time. Or end up crying in bed.
Depression is all in your head, you make it real, which is why it's a mental illness. I reckon next time I'm home alone for a day, I'll give it a spin. What's to lose but my mind :^]
ITT post your favorite album.
>inb4 normie
dont know about normie, but you have shit taste 4sure
>>24953895
At least give it a listen
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=7afDdOv_70E
"don't talk of heartaches, oooh... I remember them all.
And I'm checking you out one day... To see if I... Was faking it allll..."
True feels
This is a desktop thread. You post your desktop and get judged harshly.
I never even see my desktop most of the time.
>mac
>ever
Bed posting is most comfy posting
How do I move to LA? Surely the entire city isn't as expensive as I hear
>>24953688
Why would you want to?
>inb4 acting/music career
>>24953688
you get a job and save up money and then find roomates
are you retarded or do you want a bunch of autists to clap for your *original* idea to move to LA?
>>24953738
Maybe
>>24953741
Well I heard its like 1k a month at least
I am going to the movie with my oneitis, and it's the midnight screening
Not sure if this a date or not.
But any tips for my first date?
>>24953660
Do the meme yawn and hand over shoulder, girls love that shit
>>24953660
stay in school kid, reported for underageb&
>>24953691
I am already 30 , and she is 23
I've started to feel a bit on edge the past few weeks and I don't know what to do
I'll give some backstory. Ever since 2010, I've had spells of going NEET and going back into education/employment. I would have extremely hopeless viewpoints of the world, feel out of touch with society and just wished to remain isolated. Then, at other times, I would be filled with so much energy and wanted to change things.
I used to be a 350+ pound NEET, but I managed to shed away most of the weight during the years of 2011 and early 2012 (185 pounds) That...
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>>24953654
Which is somewhat scary to me and I don't even believe this is all attributed to her. I've tried many times in the past to change before, but that sense of dread, hopelessness and depression always drove me back. I do and still become so engrossed within it that I would not shower for months, interact with no one but myself and only leave the house just to exercise so I can not lose all sense of my mind.
I did all of this because I felt I would never find my place in the world, that I would...
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>>24953658
I just want these crushing feelings of melancholy, negativity, terror, anxiety and depression to cease. I wish it could just go back to the days when I first was a NEET. Everyday felt fun, everyday was filled with adventure and I had no worries about the future -- becuase I didn't have one.
Now I just feel nothing but dread, my spirit is bleeding out and I don't know who or what I am anymore. I found refuge for a long time in the online world because I constructed a false persona for myself,...
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>>24953666
>what the hell should I do?
Stop portraying Flowey as a teenage humanoid girl.
Anyone here unironically own a katana or something similar like a sword or a machete?
>>24953608
i unironically own a kitchen knife
>>24953608
Camp often. Own a machette
>owned a ten dollar butterfly knife for a couple months
>never got very good at flipping it
>lost it in a government truck i was using
god works in mysterious waysto keep me from being a shit-tier shitlord
Is anyone into really hardcore pleb shit like
hard drugs
fist fist fights
extreme porn
degenerate internet subculture
but at the same time have more refined pursuits like
classic literature
academia
successfully running a science research institution
i.e. take part in a balanced and diverse suite of activities and hobbies
>>24953542
>fist fights
I was when i was 16-19, until i got 2x assault charge, kicked out of school, lost my job, and no one wanted to hang out with me because i always ended up fighting.
>but at the same time have more refined pursuits like
No, are you normal?
how to spot a nigger: the OP
sage & hide
>>24953562
Same friend, I was suspended several times and would fight anyone who would look at me funny. I'd also lose half the time.
The rest of my school years were spent studying and programming.
So I just spilled an entire cup of coffee on my computer all over my keyboard. How screwed am I? I got an asus x751L series. Is it just my keys?
>drive from Santa Barbara to Arizona to buy 500 Powerball tickets
>see someone in AZ won the jackpot
>check all my tickets to see which one is the winner
>can't believe I didn't win, someone else stole my money
>drink straight from a bottle of red wine and cry myself to sleep
>wake up to wine spilled all over my laptop
>cry to my mommy over the phone...
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Unplug the power and remove the battery NOW
>>24953594
But my computer still seems to function. I'm on it right now but if there is any chance it'll slow down I'll try to fix it instead of leaving it. It's only like 1 or 2 months old
Rate my girlfriend robots. Did I hit the jackpot?
that's a man OP
Sorry but thats a dude. Or its you posing as a chick
>>24953518
b8 copypasta do not respond 2bqh fampai's
Sage you man's.
>Boy speaks to me once at work about general stuff
>He asks why I look sad all the time, I don't give a real answer
>After work he asks me out on facebook and I say no because I don't even want a boyfriend let alone know him at all
>Next day at work I ask for him to pass me something since thats part of his job role
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>>24953506
Seems pretty entitled and stroppy.
Normies don't take rejection well but people will blame us for this somehow like robots aren't used to rejection
Why the fuck would you think r9k be the appropriate place to post this retarded normie boring ass nondrama. Kill yourself op
Simple question.
Are you NEET or normal?
http://strawpoll.me/6253736
NEET & PROUD
there are more normies on r9k nowadays than neets
and i like it that way
>>24953503
>tfw live off scholarship neetbux
>tfw term is almost up and may end up wagekek next year
what do?
This is the only medicine I have, 22 in total, if I took them all how would my death be? I don't care if it's super painful as long as it doesn't take forever. I read that it could take a week to die
>>24953492
there are better ways to die fast. Do some more research
>>24953502
I have researched, I don't have anything strong to hang with, I can't get my hands on for sharp stuff because of the past, I don't own a gun or a car, I stole these from a house
>>24953551
So the helium thing. Or just put your neck on trainrails and wait.
Honest question, /r9k/:
Do you really think this place's negative attitude is justified? Like, are all the "bad" things people say here (or 4chan as a whole for that matter) representative of the reality we live in?
Or do you think this kind of behavior it's excessively blown out of proportion?
People are much more likely to 'be themselves' when they're anonymous. This is mostly what people actually think besides the baits.
>>24953482
give a specific example instead of trying to drag out retarded universals
I dont come to 4chan for reality, I come here to escape it