who /horribletrustissues/ here?
it borders on paranoia, I always feel like my parents only pretend to love me and that people will say straight to your face that they care about you and would never hurt you and their only intention is for you to lower your guard. I'm so unhappy because of it, I can't possibly be able to get through life if I always feel like people just have no conscience and will do whatever they can get away with.
I've always been scared of being abandoned or left behind by the people I value most.
It's happened before, so it can happen again, and this makes me feel very scared and paranoid.
Iktf. They make it painfully obvious that i'm their least favorite kid and always try to depict themselves as the selfless martyrs who care so much about their alleged "problem child" to the outside world, blaming everything they themselves do wrong on me instead, in fact they've been doing this as far back as i can remember
It's gaslighting 101 basically
>>25384523
Yep. Literally just last night I had a dream where a girl told me she was attracted to me. At first I was overjoyed but then I came to my senses and expressed doubt and she immediately stopped pretending and started tormenting me, got a hose and started spraying my belongings to fuck with me. Not even safe in my fucking dreams, kazoku.
Im drunk and lonely t.Kill me alreayd.I canmt take it anymore robots.I just wana end it all.Who herer also /drunkl/ ?
>>25384516
shoot up some normie nye party and commit suicide by cop
Just had the first shot. Hope I make it till midnight.
It's pretty early to be illegibly shitfaced. Even by my standards. And I'd bet money I'm the worst alcoholic on this board.
Is it good idea to eat shrooms while being high as fuck? In a sense that the shrooms wont be wasted or waaaay more potent than supposed to.
I know that smoking weed WHILE tripping on shrooms is ok, but what about the other way around
Pic unrelated
>>25384254
>Illegal substances
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=7rHm8GbTHyE
Gross... Stoner Sloth...
>>25384279
>Having problem with illegal substances
Yeah, well thats just like your opinion man.
> sitting in therapists office with case worker and parents
> case worker trying to explain my 'disability'
> explains how after welfare I'll have to apply for disability support
> parents think I'm some psycho who goes berserk on a tangent
> I have major depression with psychotic features
> at some point Dad asks I'm my own worst enemy
>...
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>>25384501
Just get a shock collar desu.
>>25384501
> you can just "decide" not to be depressed anymore
Should of asked your case worker when he decided that he was a faggot.
Don't listen to the faggots OP, if you are actually one of the people that can find a medical use for weed instead of going on about how it makes you see gnomes and bullshit then go for it. My mom hated that I smoked, until she actually noticed I am not a sperg when I am high and that real meds did jack shit.
>he licks the flavouring off the pringle first
i seriously hope you dont do this
>>25384186
But thats the best part anon
For pic related do I have to use skills governed by each attribute, or can I choose the skills I want and then efficiently level the attributes I want like Strength, Endurance and Intelligence? I'm asking here because /v/ is shit
>>25384464
I think you choose the skills.
Like when you create the character you pick 8 or so "Major Skills." Only leveling up major skills effects your total level.
Each attribute governs a skill, too. If I remember correctly, every time you level up (by leveling up your major skills) then sleep you choose a few attributes to boost, which help you preform your skills in different ways. Like boosting agility or whatever increases lockpicking or whatever.
hope this helps.
>>25384568
But do I have to have at least one skill for each attribute? Seems unnecessary if I'm not worrying about that attribute like willpower, where I'm mainly gonna be using complementary spells like Shield
i find the leveling system is less shit if you use the console to give yourself the stat multipliers that you think are fair
like maybe a 5x a 3x and a 1 x of your choice
having to grind heavy armor just to get that 5x endurance every level is fucking gay
Ok robots, fuck it, lets write a true story line by line, me first
>be me
>>25384274
>be gay as fuck and ugly too
>>25384298
>kill myself. the end.
>go to heaven
>mfw my favourite meme is the >Month Year, time flies meme. Pic related
This is always the best time of year.
>forced reposts that you desperately wish to catch on are memes
hello!!!
>>25384169
>OP image>not a meme for a very long time
>>25384667
Oh god that attempt at green texting. I'm gonna save you the embarrassment and ask you to delete that immediately
Fucking hell, new year and fireworks, and my dog is suffering. Once again.
>>25384248
why do i want to hold that pepe so bad
>>25384302
Me too. Can we just make this a cute pepe thread?
Same here OP. The poor fella has to take those tranquilizing drops for many hours and keeps breathing extremely heavily
At least i have an excuse that way not to go out with others and shit
Someone else who lives with their parents going in a hotel just to not spend another new year with?
Why would you do that
Yeah obviously that's not an original comment
You have to fuck one of these girls. Which one would you choose and why?
>>25384017
the white one because original comment
The white girl
>>25384017
The white cutie, 2nd frmo the left
She has the best face, an hourglass figure and is more petite than all of them
>meet up with two friends for a few beers
>one of them starts talking about this sweet porno he fapped to where the women were hot etc etc nice tits blah blah
>told him i didn't know he was gay
>looks confused and angry at the same time
>again, told him i didn't know he was gay but its good he came out and should be proud of who he is
>both of them get mad and i calmly explain the...
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He was gay for entirely different reasons you fucking retard
Anyone talking about how they like to fuck gorgeous blonde skanks with big tits is just trying to play pretend that they're straight
human sexuality exists on a continuum there friend
>>25383864
no hes gay because he pleasured a penis
its not fucking hard to understand
>these are the squares Elliot hanged out with
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=brWTp6R3L2g
tell me again he's a "failed normie" and not Elahiyut Rajah Shahid alayhi al-salam
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=aFfA04JyPEY
Who's getting their beef munched tonight?
I didn't even know there was Rick and Morty porn.
Fuck yea
Fuck my fucking fuck hole
>>25384905
>porn
rule 34? there is always porn of it
Friendly reminder
Don't party too hard this weekend, wageslaves
Boss man needs you front and center, ready to work for the New Year
>>25383524
People don't work in the 1st, though.