Could the fact that I stopped playing sudoku on the toilet be why my depression came back?
>tfw too stupid for sudoku
Also yes
>>29757469
>tfw when can only play sudoku while under stimulants
>>29757446
>tfw the only way to beat depression is to commit sudoku
I'm always worried that whatever it is I'm doing is wrong, but I don't know if I'm acting normal or if I actually am acting weird. Does anyone else have this problem?
>interact with customers in wageslave job
>they look uncomfortable
>not sure if I'm acting weird and caused it, or if they're just weird
>see hot girl
>do nothing
>could make move if wanted, but it's not me to do that
>not sure what to do
>serious personality
>feel like asking serious questions about life makes me an asshole since most people reply with goofy answers
>>29757434
Kek, i remember that thread. It people posting shit from black twitter and some autist thought he could gain some normie points with that golden post.
>>29757510
they just have no sense of humor
that post was golden
>>29757510
just read it again for the hundredth time
and I'm noticing he said nigger instead of nigga as well
>Go to job interview
>Interviewer is a black woman
>go to a job interview
>interviewer is a fucking white male
>>29757404
>nigger with a job
nice 1
>>29757404
Black women are pretty easy to interview with. I don't find them attractive, usually take no risks, and are easy to impress.
>tfw your gf will never kidnap you and restrain you and attempt to kill all your friends for your own good
why even live
why are crazy bitches so hot?
Tfw no body to body, face to face interaction with a qt 3.14
>>29757373
>>29757411
lmao wtf is wrong with yall
Can a fembot please record herself saying "I love you my little belly baby" on vocaroo. Please, I need this.
http://vocaroo.com/i/s1ikf1PNtHXk
weird thing to say lol
>>29757463
wait
is
is that the voice of an angel?
>>29757463
I thought this would ease the pain but I feel no change
Why do people pretend capitalism is fair?
What are you 14?
What do you have a hard on for today child? Anarchy or communism that has never been tried?
It can be pretty good when the capital owners don't make the laws.
It's at least consistent, unlike the unfairness that occurs when trusting people instead of money.
mom wont take me to las vegas to compete in evo
if you were good enough you'd be able to pay your way there via streaming
I live in Vegas.
Sucks to be you!
>>29757292
are you gonna play?
Robots post the fictional character that has the qualities you would want in a partner.
There is none.
Everyone is just a human, even the aliens are just human. I have never seen a waifu with a truly alien mind, but that's all I want.
>>29757236
My waifu, she is 100% perfect in every way.
she's just too perfect in every way
Do most not realise just how absurd it all is?
We've been thrown into this grotesque existence for seemingly no reason but to suffer. What purpose could there possibly be? To experience love and happiness? How could these short-lived feelings, which are not even guaranteed to the already unfortunate, justify what we must endure? It is unnecessarily frustrating and complicated.
Could it be some cruel joke? Hell? It's fucking ridiculous, regardless of what it is. Yes, nice things do exist, but are they really nice if those occasional pleasures are just enough...
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Obviously we are all going to be saved by nanotechnology and superhuman-ai, how could the world evolve in any other way, r-right?
To experience love you must first experience sadness. To have comfort you must first endure hardship.
Once I had a dream where I went to some friendly niggers house and he had living fish trophies on his wall and his television was showing some warp portal of nonsense.
When I realized how absurd everything was the nigger started laughing into my soul that this is no different than the real world.
It finally all made sense.
none of this shit makes sense.
I had stir fry chicken for dinner I'm having chips n guac now what about you r9k. also if the dud ewho cooked a pancake in a pot is still here. clean your oven
>>29756998
Never had guacamole and this shit sure doesn't look any appetizing. Is it sweet or salty or what?
Just finished eating a BK sandwich. Didn't even go near the stove today.
>>29757432
shit's goat very savory also what did you get
>>29757608
Double whopper with hot sauce. Had to take a break in the middle of eating cause I couldn't feel my mouth. I'm a pussy when it comes to spicy shit.
All i ever wanted was just to go to work and come home and live. I never wanted anything fancy, no family, no big house nkthing. Jist a small apartment. But ive had to work so hard to do thay and i couldnt take it anymore, shits too expensive. I dropped out of college today because i cant live with my parents anymore and stress from the outside. Its literally killing me. I cant take other people around me all the time and i was losing it, i stabbed myself about 3 inches deep the other week and ive been hiding it. After that i knew i couldnt keep going, i was so close after numerous...
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That fucking sucks Anon and I'm right there with you. I've almost ended it a few times but today I've felt a small amount of inspiration and I think I'll get a full time minimum wage job and save up like 30k then go through the Bloc online coding school and hope I land a job in Seattle or some shit. If not I'll just end it.
>>29757142
Yeah, im hoping i find time or money to do something like that too
>>29757290
I've considered before just being homeless and seeing where I end up. Just wander and worry about nothing but eating while meeting new outcasts like myself.
>"So people are talking and they say that you like those smelly rice boys, they are just kidding right? Come on you don't actually find them attractive for real?"
more than your dick sucking lips and carefully messed hair.
t. female
That Asian qt thread really triggered you but why anon?
>tfw no qt twink bf to sit on and rape
describe your day so far anon
>>29756886
>wake up at 3
>browse 4chan
>leave at 6 to work out
>start feeling better and feel like cancelling suicide happening tonight or tomorrow night
>get home
>get on 4chan ; see eggy's crack
>imgoingtodoitguise.jpeg
the rest is browsing 4chan too
>wake up at 1:45pm
>browse DBZ vidoes on youtube
>watch Cell VS Gohan
>roomie's gf makes me breakfast
>practice on flute while roomie and gf go out
>take nap
>do dishes
>browse /r9k/ until now
Meh.
>>29756886
>so far
>21 minutes til it's over
>wake up from my alarm for the first time in a month
>go to work
>swipe in
>eat McDonald's for breakfast while watching videos before starting my tasks
>work
>eat a McChicken for lunch at around 3
>do...
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I'm so lonely. I just want someone to talk to. I want a friend
what's up anon?
nice dubs
where you from doctor feels?
how's it going anon? you doing anything interesting right now?
Well, robots?
How do you respond?
Is she right?
>>29756823
>that's the only reason I'm still alive; I'm not a selfish coward
That's a pretty silly reason to put yourself through the everyday sufferings of living.
>>29756823
it is definitely selfish and cowardly.
someone brave would take a few normies out with them when they go.
having a child is selfish