>birthday today
>don't really have friends since most of my friends stopped talking to me after highschool for some reason
>only friend left that talks to anymore is a guy I knew since highschool
>always had a total crush on him, but never made a move because I know a relationship between us won't work
>he offered to take me out for my birthday
>super excited since my birthday is one of the only times in the year I get to leave my house and talk to someone my age
>when he picks me up, his new girlfriend is in the passenger seat
>totally shocked because friend didn't tell me he was dating someone
>sit in back of car
>feel like a kid that's getting taken to the park since friend and his girlfriend are chatting among themselves as if I'm not even there
>arrive at restaurant
>friend and his girlfriend sit across from me
>I sit alone at my side of the table
>feel completely ignored the whole time since they're mostly talking to each other
>keep looking over the menu and at my phone so I don't have to see them kissing or being flirty with each other
>after the dinner , friend drives me home and asks me if I had fun
>tell him 'yes' to be polite
today was supposed to be on the one few days of the year where I'm guaranteed to be happy and someone ruins it for me . Usually when my friend takes me out on my birthday it's always just us. I didn't even feel like a third wheel. It was like I was some kid he was forced to bring along because they couldn't' find a babysitter.
>>29804993
yeah no one is that clueless. that dude is either an ass or socially inept. i wouldn't talk to him again.
>>29805062
From his point of view I kind of understand that he didn't want his girlfriend to be thinking he was cheating on her with a female friend from highschool. I feel mad about him bringing her to my birthday dinner, but at the same time he's putting effort and money into seeing me and this is the price I have to pay for a little bit of happiness.
>>29804993
people change after high school
sounds like you know why your other friends stopped talking to you
it's time you stopped talking to him
honestly anon, having no friends isn't that bad. I stopped talking to everyone I knew from high school after and I think my life is better now than it was in high school. Less stressful for sure, at least
Shh. Listen. Do you hear that? The absence of their voice. I won't tell you who, good for you if you didn't even notice, but they are gone. They are finally gone. I only hope it stays that way. I can't tell how long it has been since I last saw them post on here. They said they weren't going anywhere, but the left, but I didn't. I am so glad.
>>29804984
Eggy said he was leaving. So I guess that only leaves the blonde fag who's name I forgot. Been a while since I saw him post. Maybe he finally an hero'd.
The only poster I ever remember hating in my long decade on 4chan was the tripslut Japanese Lettuce Hardcore. I don't even remember much about her but that she posted in EVERY thread and ALWAYS derailed it into shitposting.
It's been a few years since I've seen her. Maybe more than that. I'm old. I remember reading something about her having a drug habit. Hopefully she's dead now.
>>29805026
> The only poster I ever remember hating
"hating"... it's been years and you sound like you're still in love with her. wondering about her... probably crying about her every night, waiting, hoping that she'll return.
Who /alcoholic/ here?
How much do you drink a day?
What's the worst thing you've done while drunk?
>23 here
>Never been drunk
>My autistic friends let me go to clubs with them without having to drink alcohol
>my crush likes to drink
I don't even want to try to count. Too scary. I'm scared about what health effects it will have. Most nights I drink myself to sleep.
>>29804953
I drink myself to sleep almost every night. Usually 7+ standard drinks.
Last night I drank 3/5 of a bottle of vodka in less than 2 hours before passing out. I just got a 4loko because I don't have an excuse to go to the store over the weekend and all I have left is the rest of that vodka and a bottle of cheap Merlot. This isn't going to last me past tomorrow and I'm a closet drinker so I don't want my room mate to see me going to the store with a backpack.
>been described as intense
What do they mean by this?
>>29804901
I like this guy
He has solid values
What the fuck layout is that? Two doors to the same room with some kind of non-window in the middle? There are hinges on it, is it just a third fucking door? And those fucking switches.
>>29804901
>What do they mean by this?
Literally edgy, the actual term and the meme term in one
Who /practice gf/ here?
I personally think its a win-win. You get valuable practice, companionship and aren't invested enough to get hurt.
Going to give it a try soon.
you asshole
i hope you end up getting attached to her
Whats a practice gf? I'm innocent desu
IRL gfs are for normandies.
Where can I find a white nationalist gf?
I'm reasonably good looking and fit. I just want to date a woman who's redpilled and not a slave to mindless Marxist propaganda.
Give up
Also op pic is a mexican looking girl
>>29804872
>not a slave to mindless Marxist propaganda.
i'm not
>white nationalist
i'm not
you are a slave to mindless white nationalist propaganda. grow up.
>tattoos
>not a slave to mindless Marxist propaganda
I bet you're a skinhead too.
Makes the whole movement look bad.
Anyone else /gave up/?
I recently just accepted, that I never had a chance with girls in the first place. Literally and unironically not a single female human on this planet will ever feel anything else than disgust for me.
Same. Couple that with the fact that most women are evil creatures incapable of love and devotion, and it makes it 100x easier to deal with.
Yeah. I'm redundant.
>give up on romance
>give up on friendship
>don't even masturbate anymore because realize that an orgasm won't be satisfying if I'm still fantasizing about wanting to be with someone
Just want to work an honest job and be able to take care of myself and not burden anyone with my existence and death.
>parents trying to make me look for a job again
Help me r9k help me
I don't wanna have to shower and write my high-school grades on a piece of paper and go outside and hand out copies to people who will throw them in the trash.
No mummy no I just want to be a NEET forever please leave me alone.
That's not how you find a job anon
Nooo she's apparently home ALL day I can't escape.
>>29804831
I work a part time job I'm fairly comfortable with, pay is worse than shitty though and mommy wants me to find full time job, but I have no qualifications and am afraid to do anything please kill me I'm a failure.
Post yfw you realized you're NEVER going to make it
>>29804822
MY LIFE IS A BIG FUCKING JOKE
I had no hope of ever making it.
I refuse to ever "realize" this
Right now the hope I'm operating on seems to have been forcefed to me, but it's better than commitment to the abyss
Who /hungover/ here?
Drank a couple bottles of red wine on an empty stomach last night, feeling terrible but was worth it. Don't ask me anything, i'm trying to get comfy and sleep until the hangover goes away.
>>29804812
Why did you drink so much? Who did you drink with?
i wish i was an alcoholic
>>29804812
Not hungover, because it's 2:00 A.M. here and I'm drunk.
how hairy are you anons?
>leg hair on women is okay
ha ha nah fuck off lmao
pretty fucking hairy
Mostly average, but with unshaved pubes, and sasquatch ass
>tfw granted a $120,000 freemasons scholarship to do my PhD
Suck it losers, I'm not one of you anymore. I'm #teamnormie now
>>29804768
Were you already a Mason?
PhDs are never normies. Haven't you ever met a professor?
>>29804768
Nice job joining the illuminati OP.
NORMREEEES > NEET TRASH
>2016
>Still no safe, legal, accessible prostitution
It's like they want us to suffer needlessly
>>29804758
>2016
>still wanting to fuck 3D women
onaholes exist, and moist hole technology is only getting better. There isn't a need for these archaic holes anymore when we have new high tech multi-use holes that you can own
>>29804758
Feminists won't allow it to be legalized. It would take away a lot of their power. Just like they will never allow sex bots for men.
>2016
>still no safe, legal, accessible cuddling
>no gf
Do girls like skinny guys?
I'm currently a couple BMI points under normal and my height is 6'0.
i'm 6'0 and weigh a whopping 112 pounds
holla at me fembots, i'm single and ready to mingle!
>>29804660
>Do girls like skinny guys?
GIRLS DO NOT LIKE YOU
>>29804660
Put on some weight. I barely have a normal BMI (19.3) and a decent number of girls are interested in me.
>actually find girls who are really into me
>try to reach into some reciprocal feeling of that kind
>nothing
I can't feel romance anymore. I used to be able to get obsessed with girls, but I might just not be able to feel that anymore. Or maybe it's this specific one? It's uncomfortable, though...
I haven't felt romance or love in my entire life. What does it feel like?
>>29804649
I know this exact feel OP, I even had my highschool oneitis go after me in college, held her hand and looked at her smiling at me and I though "I don't love her..."
also
>tfw a girl whines to you about being lonely because her bf ignored a text message and you have to hold back from telling them to fuck off
>>29804732
Showing disinterest is even a strategy to make her interested.