Who /suddenrealization/ here?
Doing LSD and shrooms really opened up my eyes to who I really am, and I learned a lot about my mental and emotional state. It is interesting to see just how different and how much of a lost cause I am at this point. It's kind of amazing.
I'm way past the point of no return.
Describe some of the transition so I can see the evidence. Before-and-after. I'm not anti-drug, just a bit skeptical.
Yah
On acid I figured out that all things and everything in the universe is meaningful as it is. I was thinking about how everything in the universe may end in heat-death, and how meaningful to me that is. How no matter what in life, I have meaning, I have value, I have purpose. The purpose is to just do whatever. The entire universe is meaningful.
I wonder if similar thoughts are where the phrase "The inherent value" comes from
>>27619982
Well before I took the acid I felt that I created the meaning of my life, and I wanted that meaning to be accomplishing a few goals.
But the prospect of thinking everything else is meaningless seemed so unpleasant to me. So being the creator of my own meaning, I made everything meaningful.
Sort of like, ice cream for every meal sort of deal.
I feel bad for pedophiles. Their life must be a living hell
>>27619920
Not if you havean 11 year old gf ;)
>>27619980
Even if this wasn't b8, the fear of getting caught must be haunting. One wrong move and your life is over
>>27619920
i feel bad for kids being abused by pedos
Robots, which is more painful?
Losing your oneitis or losing a family member?
oneitis because i hate everyone in my family and they hate me desu
>>27619816
oneitis
>implying I love anyone in my family
Family, losing your mom is the hardest fucking thing ever.
/friends/ what a meme honestly. It took me a week to lose every single one of my friends and a day to realize how much better off I am not being around them. how did u guys lose your friends?
I just stopped replying to texts and calls. It took them a few months, but they got the hint. Then I deleted normie book a few months later.
>>27619882
do you enjoy your solitude now? Ive been welcoming of it I started writing a lot more and have been trying to better myself overall.
>>27620021
no, but the friends I did that too were toxic losers. I'd like to make new friends... but I think I'll have to get a job for that.
What is your reason for not being able to attract women?
Be me
>possibly aspergers
>have trouble making money and getting a proper career path
>still make $9/hr unskilled labor
>have extreme difficulty entertaining people or even starting/holding conversations
>25 year old virgin
>bad anxiety
>low testosterone
>fap...
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>stutter, not terrible but noticeable
>never want to initiate conversation
>not ugly but just no motive
>literal autism when i try to speak
>can't sit still
>skinnyfat
I'm wizard at soul.
does anyone notice how spongebob images are coming up more often on this boards
its because kids who growed up watching spongebob have now grown to be 4chan age
i wonder what the memes of the future will look like. will recent nickoledeon trash like sanjay and craig be memes in here in 8 to 12 or so years?
/r9k/ I really need your help with approaching this autistic, mentally ill guy I have a crush on. I'm so autistic myself that I literally have no idea how to approach him
>live in mental housing institute
>been obsessively stalking my neighbour for well over a few months
>He's a heavily psychotic, schizophrenic, and probably autistic mess of a 25 year old man (I'm an 18 year oldbiologicalfemale)
>every time I see him he's...
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>>27619686
give him a usb of your creepshots and vids
>>27619757
I need serious suggestions here man...
>>27619757
This is a horrible idea
Oh dear. I seem to have forgotten his name. Could someanon remind me?
it's Dan Schneider
Dan "get your daughter and hide her" Schneider
>>27619552
So what's the deal with this meme? Google doesn't seem to show that he's a rapist like the nicknames suggest
Anyone else used to be outgoing and fun as a child but gradually became shy and awkward as fellow students and teachers beat it out of you?
I used to be a talkative babby chad but I became terrified of people finding out im a virgin with no dad so I stopped talking as much, which led to me being seen as the quiet kid and ensured i would never get laid
>>27619537
That and molestation hurt me. I bet that poeple in my shoes lived great lives before. I think it might be more internal than the little external things that happened that I couldnt move on from.
>>27619629
I'm terrified of my friends finding out I'm a virgin too. I've known them for almost 2 years since I got to college.
>tfw no gf who happens to black but that's not her defining characteristic
>>27619522
>Mfw no ugly ass loud black gf
>tfw people only know you as the "white guy"
>oneitus who happened to be black died
>everyone but me apparently remembers her just for being black and championing black people shit
>they're posting BLM propoganda with "RIP Oneitus, I know you would stand with this highly controversial movement if you hadn't died from being so fucking black"
Who's your favorite dj, robots?
>>27619502
Seven lions hands down, maybe the prophet after that or bass modulators
>>27619502
Knife Party / Pendulum
Kaskade is pretty good
If we learn from them and use pure will power we may be saved.
>>27619457
If there's one thing I learned from /fa/ without a shadow of a doubt, it's don't fold your pant cuffs up like they were long sleeve shirts. They look retarded as all hell.
>>27619457
all you need from /fit/ is the sticky
all you need from /fa/ is to never use that board at all
>/fa/
Not a chance. Their idea of fashion is "how much of a weak shit numale can I look like today?"
>/fit/
Yes.
How do I get over the fact that I'll never have a teenage romance?
I hate seeing young couples at my wagecuck retail job, it makes me lament my life up to this point. I've been doing so much better but I can't shake this one.
>tfw no sneaking around getting drunk and avoiding her parents
>tfw can't discover our sexuality together
>tfw learning how a relationship works before college, before adult life
>tfw can't satisfy my raging...
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well. i had a high school gf. jewish. she didnt want to have sex. we had some oral things, few dates, lasted about 4 months and she dumped me because i joked around with her appearence. really its nothing special.
>>27619438
by getting laid you dumb faggot
>>27619438
Have a romance now. Teenage romance just didn't happen for you for good or for ill, and you need to accept that.
ITT we establish why autists are objectively superior
>limited need for social life, meaning no tfw no gf
>lack of social contact allows for extensive development of the intellect and the pursuit of a noble life
>obsessive nature allows autists to develop skills that completely BTFO neurotypicals
>average iq of 150
>autists wuz rambo n shiet
>>27619322
But you guys suck now so...
>>27619357
>ignores the first four reasons I listed
typical neurotypical getting BTFO
>>27619322
Just because us autists were superior then doesn't mean were superior now. Most of us don't even have the courage to leave our mothers basements to get a hot pocket for fucks sake.
>tfw you'll never work at a new walmart during its grand opening in an all black community
look at all the diversity!
>>27620906
I see a white guy in the background, he should be removed. Not quite diverse enough with him there.
>>27619281
>you'll never work at a new walmart during its grand opening in an all black community
Thank god for that
>Make $145k a year
>Family thinks I'm a failure cause I'm not a doctor or engineer or cpa
>>27619277
guess it's time for you to kill yourself.
What do you do?
When you have a million dollar house and drive around in luxury cars how can they call you a failure?
Unless you're a drug dealer or something.
>>27619372
I make my money in various ways, some legal, some illegal, in some states anyway s