>Be me
>20 yo kissless virgin
>go to uni and have to form couple with a girl from class for assignment
>be kind, the girl sends "signals"
>invite her to come to charity event
>tfw not comming
Am I missunderstanding the "signals" and there is nothing between us? Does it mean anything?
What were the signals anon?
Classic smiles only at me even when I'm with other mates and she is with hers. She is kind with me and smiles but shy with others.
Other friends agree on those signals
Just tell her something like "I missed you at the event." and then open up for something new to do, but leave the ball in her court to see if she is interested or not. Say something like "I was thinking of doing XXX (movie, dinner, whatever) this weekend, would you like to come, or do you have something else in mind you'd like to do?"
Ive taken pure lsd 8 times this month.
what do you feel
this is a good idea if you have anxiety, right?
timestamp or its fake
also i hate making original comments because fuck
I don't get close to people.
People see this "quirky mysterious awesome mess" and they instantly fall in love with someone they hardly know. I am silent so they get curious and think I'm hiding a great personality, I am pissed so I live impulsively and they find me exciting, and then they find my little quirks... delightful, somehow. People find all these "great things about me". I'm really just an emotionally fucked nerd (nobody knows shit about my real interests or thoughts...) but I'm also overwhelmed with thinking I'm some...
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>>28415400
I've realised this behaviour though and I've figured it is best for me if I just keep to myself. I've bowed my head into work and I've isolated myself since last year. I had spent a good deal of time on /r9k/ until even then, I decided I'd just drop the Internet. I've moved and I severed myself from all the people who were "friends" and "family".
I am alone and I feel sick now. But I think this is how it should be. I wish I could love and I wish I could care...
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>>28415400
You must be attractive. I tried the "le edgy and mysterious" angle but it completely backfired because I'm an ugly chinlet.
Anyway, thanks for the blog post.
Fuck you. You're just a 2deep attention whore who thinks its "edgy" to have a mental illness. You probably watch girl interrupted 20 times for ~*inspiration*~ for your blog
If I was born in 95, would you say I'm a le 90s kid or a filthy disgusting 00s piece of shit?
Born in 95 and im definitely a peice of shit
I was born in 87 and feel very removed from your age group in taste along with interest.
Born in 97
You were in school with us shitty 00's kids
You are one of us
>little sister(13)going through edgy teen phase
>yelled at earlier,
>"you're just a weird no life asperger freak! i hate you!"
>go into room while mother calms her down
>lay down
>cry for first time in months, only this time, cry from the heart, literally feel like something is stabbing my heart out
>remember when she used to be a cute fun little...
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Fuck her. She's just a roastie, she was doomed from the start. Remember the good times you had with her and let it go,that monster is no longer your sister. Just know that you can end her suffering
>have an older sister
>she has been a bitch since I learned to remember things
>never got to see her be a nice and cute girl
>only seen her when she have been a rude and crazy teenager and now a rude and crazy 30 year old
t-thanks for waiting 10 years after your first child, m-mom and dad
fuck her until it feels better again
ITT: pornstars you'd actually marry
i'd gladly be married to the father of my gf's son
>he doesn't care that his gf has taken countless load on camera
this isn't a porn star but your thread isn't happening anyway so i'll just chime in with something related
i want to marry this cosplayer
>wake up
>open eyes
>see Iiterally this
what do?
>>28415321
Feel really bad about forgetting whatever happened last night, because it was probably pretty awesome and I'd love to remember how I pulled it off.
Nah, honestly I'd probably instantly assume that my friends had snuck in with her and were trolling me.
>>28415321
"What are you doing on my Mother's couch?"
so i left this thread open on 4 chan on my laptop last night?
>Anon I heard you're a racist that wouldn't want a black gf, is this true?
>>28415319
get out if my bathroom you harlot
Yep its true.
originnn
is this a thinly veiled black girls thread
post hot black girls
I know the history of this world and to an extent the universe. History is all the same, it never changes. War, rich people, poor people, homeless people, tortured people, evil regimes, American empire, countries, born, die, blah. Existence is futile and extremely stupid. We could die at any second and we would have changed nothing. Where is our goddamn purpose? Where is our point for existing? Our purpose for existing on the large scale. There is none. How do I quit life? Where is the god damn button?
Gonna jump with the pics I usually post. What would a meaning for an existence even look like op? I can be emo-teen levels of existential but ultimately the question doesn't seem to make sense. For me the better question is, why live?
If you haven't read Myth of Sisyphus yet I would recommend it. It's only like 120 pages so you can smash through it if need be. It doesn't completely satisfy me though but I can't think of anything better. Stoicism looks cool too
Not existential but interesting
ITT your most shameful fap
Pic related
>>28415234
The bible. I was pretty young and I read a verse about a king watching a lady named Delilah take a bath. I feel like the version of the bible I had was really descriptive.......:/
iS bumping allowed if you are londely and suicidal??????????
>>28415234
I've fapped to pics of girls I kind of know on multiple occasions. I do cosplay photography and know a lot of cosplay girls, so there's lots of material to work with, especially when it's my own photos of a girl in a lewd outfit and I can zoom in on 24 megapixels of tack-sharp skin.
Probably the most shameful was a girl I did a shoot with, clicked awesomely with, felt super confident about asking her out for like the first time in my life, and then found out she had a BF.
>you will never do this without getting ostracised and arrested
>only chad can do that
https://i.4cdn.org/gif/1462627681980.webm
>>28415196
Describe or gif pls... Sorry I'm on mobile
jesus i never even thought about that
true feels
>>28415196
Nothing to do with Chad, she's probably his GF. I know a lot of guys that are far from Chaddy that do shit like that to their GFs all the time and get similar reactions.
Notice how she turns around looking pissed and then grins when she sees who it is.
>come up with an amazing idea for a Movie
>start writing what ever comes into my head about a topic i picked
>"yes yes this is great!"
>suddenly stop
>realize ill never EVER be able to make a movie because im just a fat poor ugly high school dropout NEET living with grandma
>rip paper apart and cry
>>28415188
I know this feel
I do the same thing. I wrote about a page on Microsoft word and stopped because I actually don't know anything about writing. I just have the great idea and no way to express it.
>>28415188
Post the script faggerino.
>>28415188
they made a film on an iphone now, you can do it. the sound part is hard but you can figure it out. or just start out with a silent film with a voice over narrator or something.
editing will be tricky but you can make it happen if you work at it.
yes your first film wont look like a blockbuster, but no one's does.
Anyone else /horny/ here?
What porn are you watching? Link/post if possible. Are you gonna fap soon? Are you fapping? Come hang out.
show me your hard cock, anon~
no, I've already emptied my balls
>>28415198
I'm not currently hard or watching porn, but I plan to be within the next hour.
I have zero desire to be with a real woman. I once tried to get with an escort to lose my virginity and I could not maintain an erection because a real woman's body is too inferior to the perfection that can be found in a fictional medium. Thank God I didn't do anything as I would be ashamed of myself. I cannot touch people. I do not even allow my closest family to touch me. I don't like people. So this works to my advantage in the sex game. I have no interest in the act. The thought of having relations with a woman is unappealing to me. Though I was not born...
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>>28415151
(2/3)
Real women are selfish, lying, deceiving, hypergamous, narcissistic whores who have no love for men. It's a lie. You will never find a pure woman on this Earth. It is an impossible feat. There is only one place where perfect women exist and that is in fantasy. Fantasy is perfect, incorruptible. It will not let you down. It will not disappoint you.
Fictional women are superior to real women in every single aspect. This is not an opinion, this is fact. Which is real or not is irrelevant. A lightsaber is not real, yet it is better in every way than a wooden sword which is real. You can touch a wooden sword, do certain things with it and physically interact with it, yet the lightsaber will always be BETTER than it. This is irrefutable.
Thus fantasy will always be superior to reality. I do not care for this world. I have no stake in it. Therefore I envelope myself in fantasy. It puts a certain wonder in all things.
Go right ahead and call me a psycho, freak, retard, gay, sexist, loser, whatever. It does not affect me. I am free from your shaming tactics. There is nothing women can do to revert me. I have no interest in you. You have lost me. A rich, handsome, intelligent young man with warmth in his heart. You have driven me away and now I am unreachable. "No loss" you say? Yes, the exact to you. No loss.
>>28415151
>We are told that women are pure, loving, caring, non-superficial angels that embody all good things in the world
Who told you that?
>>28415159
(3/3)
It is wonderful to be a free man. Let me tell you, every man that enters a relationship with a woman in this modern time is playing Russian roulette with 5 rounds in the cylinder. The chances of a woman cheating on you or merely growing bored of you is higher than ever. Women cannot be exclusive. It is in their very nature to always seek something better. This is fact. It is engrained in their genetic code(sic!). If you are a man seeking a loving, caring, loyal, virginal woman to share your life with, start...
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>Go to gun range and fire my air rifle and have allot of fun with my new toy. I want to start shooting rats on farms at night as a hobby so tried to get my scope as centered as possible.
>Afterwards head to shop to buy mom some flowers and chocolate for mothers day.
>Millennial girls tries to take pictures of me standing with flowers
>Laughingwhores.jpg
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>>28415088
>"air rifle"
is that the thing other countries shoot because they can't have guns?
>millenials being faggots
yeah dude internet culture is pretty cringey irl and girls are even more of social whoring creatures because of it
>>28415145
Ye I can't buy AR15 at Walmart for shooting rats...
>>28415088
many times
>be me
>be in 12th grade
>be only person with aspergers
>normies study about columbine for english
>look towards me 3 days later
>"hey anon, i heard you got a kill list"
referring to this post i made about the list of people that can go fuck themselves and die
>"no,...
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