When did you realize that you lost the genetic lottery?
>>29887597
15 years ago. I was so young to learn such a harsh truth.
>>29887597
When i couldn't count to 10 with both hands.
>>29887597
Early on in high school as everyone outgrew me while I remained as a short, frail ugly manlet with a host of medical conditions.
anyone here take antipsychotics? im on pic related
My doc wants me on 15 mg of Zyprexa too, but I don't take it regularly and I stopped seeing her. I pop 10 mg when I'm really delusional or I can't sleep. I don't like taking it because it makes it harder to get high. Also, I always black out and do weird stuff before I pass out. One time, I made a "sandwich" out of just two slices of bread, I took a bite out of it, and then I said to myself, "What the fuck? This sandwich sucks." I just placed it on my nightstand and went to sleep. I didn't realize what I had done until I woke up the next day.
I'm on lexapro and Xanax
I'm a Chad though
>>29887570
tapering off of risperidone rn, haven't been delusional in months. My energy level is really low and i'm starting to grow tits, shit sucks.
Is Windows System & Network Administrator is comfy job (at big or small company?)
I am OK with 50% infront of people and 50% in front screen.
Also what are some other comfy jobs?
>>29887564
Fucking nothing about IT is comfy. Almost all the admins I know are arrogant, overworked, smug, workaholic assholes. The techs they command are either similar or idiots who dont last long.
IT sucks ass now, avoid it if your a robot. If you can barely handle walking outside, you will never enjoy IT.
>>29887656
I am OK with being outside(because I am faild normie)
I got course from social security and I could learn it for free so I was wondering)
or video editing
these are the only 2 course I found the most interesting and practical for me.
if I do it I will get a diploma from microsoft I think, I don't remember the name and the website of the college is down so I can't check.
>>29887762
Just know that you face a road of temp contracts with no benefits and competition from knownothing pahjeets.
Youre 100% better off with the video editing. You can learn to make funny youtube videos and make advertisment N33T bux.
>tfw ran after bus, tore ham string
>tfw destroyed/inflamed nerve endings on fingers playing Spelunky, can never play videogames again, only type a little bit without pain in a day, hasn't healed for years
>tfw slept so poorly last few years my face has permanent bags under eyes, can see my skull eyesockets through skin, worry wrinkles on forehead, skin starting to look like saggy parchment paper
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I'm with ya anon
>was fat riddled with stretch marks
>become junkie lose weight too fast now saggy skin & stretch marks
>Stop going to dentist, cause drugs
>every upper tooth pulled full upper denture
>too poor to get bottom teeth pulled and denture in place
>have severe anxiety and to ease it I pick my face
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>>29887518
>>tfw ate sugar until teeth stopped feeling anything, then ate some more, might need to pull them and get dentures
A filling popped out of my tooth 5 years ago and I just ignored it like a retard and it got totally fuckin infected and I was in the worst fucking pain of my god damn life for 72 hours and then I got it pulled. The infection was so bad that it affected my thyroid system and made me almost completely bald.
Teeth are bullshit, I wish we just had sharp cartilage...
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How do you fuck up your fingers playing spelunky? Where you using gamepad?
Is it worth going back to school really, really late, when I already have a degree (I would be about 29 or 30 when it was a feasible course of action).
It's just that I hate my degree, hate my job, and hate my life, and want to escape it.
It might just be best to save as much as possible and then live like a massive hobo on a tiny income stream until I die. I live in the US so college costs a million-trillion dollars anyway.
>>29887515
Why do you think that a different degree leading to a different wageslave position will be any better than your current situation?
>>29887556
Because I ended up in the most boring position imaginable. But, you're probably correct.
What I really want to do is just not fucking work and have time to study whatever I feel like whenever I feel like it.
>>29887735
If that's the case, another degree won't help, in fact it'll make it harder because of higher debt.
https://www.youtube.com/user/CwcvilleGuardian/videos
The end is drawing closer.
>>29887497
Calling it now, his mom is dead and he's making these because he thinks she'll be fixed if he can get her medicine
>>29887565
Either that or he's become addicted to cough syrup or something
Overdrew his bank account. Out of money until the next paycheck/welfarecheck comes in.
>women get stronger orgasms
>women get longer orgasms
>women get multiple orgasms
>women get sex whenever they want
It's just not fair.
>>29887491
In theory, they get a world of inconvenience and pain shortly afterwards, so it all balances out.
Contraception broke the game.
I can't remember any orgasm ever lasting 20 seconds for me
Insertion hurts, cant find g- spot, inside vagina is too sensitive, clit is not sensitive enough. I wish I had a penis every day because you can wank it whenever and it feels so good that you get addicted. Im jealous
>tfw 22 and balding drastically
>tfw you'll be bald by the age of 23 and i'm not even muscular in fact i'm really skinny
Where's your biological, evolutionary explanation for baldness, robots?
Why are more men balding early and women less attracted to balding men?
Same i'l take it as a sign these genes weren't meant to be allowed to survive so fuck my parents and i won't breed.
Also i'm hanging myself soon looking forward to that little event.
Shave your head and start ricking a Q Ball immediately.
There is nothing more sad than a balding man holding on to the remains of his fading hair. Its the worst.
anyone else fucking hate seeing photos of yourself? i want to die
i'm assuming all of you do
It's because you hate yourself ,but still won't do anything to fix it.
Because you're worthless.
>>29887428
There's something beautiful about seeing yourself frozen in the past.
What kind of thoughts were you thinking at those moments? How much less emptiness and misery were there in your life?
I miss being a kid.
>>29887428
>look at self in the mirror
>think i look pretty good
>take a photo
>look like absolute shit
what the fuck is the reason behind this?
Robots lol. Most of you just seek some identity do you dont have to face your fears. If you dont face your fears you will never be happy for a longer period of time.
>>29887420
REEEEEEEEEE cyka blyat
>>29887420
OP is right.
Robots need to change to stop their suffering.
Accept it. You are monkeys. You need women. Done.
>>29887474
Haha so much truth here REEEE
How many of you robots are still falling for the free will meme?
And for those of you who have been red pilled on free will, were you happier when you believed it actually existed? Or are you happier now that you feel less responsible for being the robot that you are?
I never cared, makes no difference
The same event can occur with or without free will
>>29887398
>less responsible
It's all deterministic, accountability is just a social construct
>>29887466
>It's all deterministic, accountability is just a social construct
That's basically what I've come to believe.
And it kinda depresses the hell out of me. But at the same time, it also relieves me of the pain of feeling inferior or defective. I don't like what I am but it's somewhat comforting that I had little to no choice.
>someone replies to my post with "delet this"
>don't delet this
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>someone replies with delete this
>cannot delete a post this old
>>29887369
>Someone replies with a picture of the "report post" window
>My post doesn't get deleted
Why is Chitose so fucking adorable /r9k/
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When are you going to buy rainbow six siege?
>>29887353
Fuck you and your shitty game
>>>/v/
>>29887348
Is it pronounced "Chee Toh Seh" or "Chai Tos" (O pronounced like "Oh")?
Who /rapist/ here?
Share rape stories or fantasies
I hate Stacey's and really want to rape one, to the point where I've planned out some, but not acted on em yet. Like finding good spots that I could rape Stacie's in peace and not get caught. Pokemon go seems like a great rapetool
I need some motivation so I can get back at these whores who've teased me all my life, and pump them full of my neet cum. I've a handful of girls I think i could get away with abusing. Nothing pleases me more than knowing I can ruin their lives. I want to so bad.
>>29887336
Good luck, Ted.
F.
>>29887336
>Rapist
>On the virgin hugless kissless handholdless board.
>>29887336
lethal, or catch-and-release?
pump and run, or erase evidence and take a chance on court?
what kind of a person are you, OP?
I never thought suicide would actually be something I could consider. I thought all these fucking feelings I've been feeling were just fucking teenage hormones finally finishing fucking up with my body. I actually want out. I don't want to go to college, I don't want to lose my virginity, I don't want to hear a girl say she loves me.
I don't want to know what it's like to sleep next to someone you love. I don't want to know the feeling of getting married. I don't want to know the struggle of naming your kids. I don't want to...
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>>29887334
Piss off, you melodramatic fuck, go throw yourself off a building or storm a crackhouse full of armed niggers with only your hands instead of posting on a frog appreciation forum.
>>29887334
Do you think that you could suffer depression? Have you considered to get an appointment with psychiatrist? There could be something behind this. You could be autistic or something.
best of luck to you op
i love you