I know a lot of you self-harm or used to.
I have a lot of keloid (raised) scars all over my body and found out about a process called dermabrasion where a surgeon removes upper layers of skin with some glorified sandpaper under local anaesthesia.
So I sanded off the scar myself and put some zinc ointment on it.
Anyone ever do this? This is a test run to see how well the scar heals after that (shaved off around 1.5mm). If it heals well I'll do the rest of my body during winter (less sun and can still go to work without anyone noticing)
Share scar...
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>>28566900
K. KEEP ME POSTED
[Spoiler]Oh god this makes me feel like I didn't hurt myself enough[/spoiler]
>>28566987
What? Why? No, please stop. At least don't cut yourself. Burning hurts much more and leaves barely any scar tissue. It also doesn't bleed and the days after are a lot easier as long as you don't pop the blister.
Please don't cut.
>>28567117
I've already got enough burns on my hands
same nose as pic related. please post pics of girls with this kind of nose you find hot.
This is the second worst kind of nose, truly awful
>>28566850
come on, rise up to the challenge
>>28566832
i don't notice things like this until people point it out
i don't see anything wrong with that nose
Would you date a qt tattooed girl?
Hell no.
I am neither Cletus or Jamal.
Tattoos are fucking disgusting, especially on a girl...
Look at granny why is her skin funny looking?
>>28566772
That bitch is insufferable, saw her do a documentary on some shit and she was going on about society pressuring women for surgery and all that shit. Hypocritical uggo.
Roleplay what your life would be like if you could control what happened to you.
>I wake up to my beautiful wife to my side
>"Good morning, starshine," she says before kissing me. "What can I make you for breakfast?"
>"But I was supposed to be the one to make breakfast today," I say.
>"I know, but I bought some cinnamon yesterday, and I know how much you love waffles and OJ."
>I...
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>>28566644
>Unironically naming your daughter Akkarin
>>28566644
Congrats on the autism
Holy fuck I've never been able to determine who actually has autism on this board based on what they post, congrats OP you're the first
It's going to take a lot of practice, but there is pretty much no other way for me to get better. I'm going to focus on meditation, exercise, and a healthy diet. This is it robots, this is my only chance.
Has anyone experienced a breakthrough with meditation?
Currently, I stay up late as fuck, smoke a pack a day, fap to pornhub 3-4 times a day, eat really shitty fried food and junk snacks, and pretty much browse r9k all day long.
Something's bound to change if I trade that toxic lifestyle for one of meditation and health, no?
>>28566631
Best of luck, but be prepared for what comes to the surface once you meditate (fears, repressed memories, irrational emotions)
Good luck man. Leaving this place is the best option desu senpai.
>>28566661
Can you put your demons to rest forever via meditation? Right now I'm so down all that negative shit is pouring out anyway.
And thanks
What do you take /r9k/?
>>28566557
Is that venlafaxine?? If so I take that too my negro
>>28566582
Yes it is mein friend
I've been taking lexapro since 2013. Works pretty well.
I remember one time on r9k someone didnt believe that i was a girl, and then said "nice try lonely boy" and it made me laugh a lot, also the picture is a painting i did
You seem like an attention whore but that picture is actually really dope anon
>>28566528
thanks bruh. and kinda am an attention whore, at least i dont deny it *shrugs*
>>28566509
Nobody cares if you're a fucking gir.
>at library
>can't find anything to read
>look in catalogue
>there's some interesting ones in the teens section
>tfw 25 and will be given creepy looks
Who really gives a fuck? Just don't lurk. Plan ahead what books you're gonna get, walk in, grab them, and quickly walk out.
It's not fucking rocket science
>poorfag
>go to library to use internet
>4chan is blocked
>go to desustorage and 4plebs archives
>not blocked
>read live threads
>mfw
>>28566569
Oh shit good idea, thanks for the tip
Post the best insults/burns you have ever heard
I'll start
>be in middle school
>talking with a couple guys from my class
>topic is girls, and one of them mentions an ugly girl from our school
>standard insults are dropped until one of them drops this one
>"Dude x is so fucking ugly, her face is a fucking natural disaster"
>mfw
'Were you born on the motorway? Cuz thats where most accidents happen'
>>28566465
>female says the same exact thing
>"women are ebil!"
>"normies have no empathy :'( "
>"and ppl womder why we hate women??"
>>28566465
It went something like this:
>OP is a faggot
Seriously, fuck you /r9k/. You made me believe in your cynical and self-deprecating world view and made me hate myself for who I am. You basically ruined my life you worthless faggots. I hate this board filled with sad, self-pitying robots. Fuck all of you and killed yourselves. I'm leaving forever this worthless shithole.
>>28566382
Good fight me in real life you gay faggot.
>>28566428
Give me your address you little piece of shit. You're probably a skelly or a neck beard
>>28566382
Everything we say is right.
Let's not talk about cunt holes for once, and focus on something more interesting.
There is one question I really want to see solved. That question is the question of consciousness. What the fuck is consciousness and how does it arise? Why does it exist at all?
>>28566376
It's just super advanced forms of the same rudimentary way life senses its environment.
>>28566376
Because it do
First, how do you feel about consciousness?
http://www.familywatchdog.us/
check your address or a nearby address, i dont give a fuck, and post your naughty neigborg
>>28566319
Nothey'll take my oregano
Hmm
Is this a site normies created to bully the robots even more?
protip: 80% of the people on that list got arrested for pissing drunk in public
>tell myself never to get a crush again
>fall for a girl
>suffer again
Literally every time. When will I learn.
>>28566284
>that feel when literally EVERY girl ive been interested in has rejected me
Even after lowering my standards and going after average looking grills i still get rejected, fuck this gay earth
>>28566330
I've done this. It used to fucking infuriate me when people go "just lower ur standards dood :-)", but now I just feel nothing.
>>28566330
>thinking the level of attractiveness of a girl affects her likelihood of accepting your offer
It's a numbers game. Just a matter of asking enough of any human females for one to say yes. Most average girls get hit on more than beautiful ones anyway because of this mistake, so their self-perception is all fucked up and they think they deserve Chaddies
>Get on bus
>Black people are loudly talking with each other
Why do niggers externalize everything? Why can't they just do stuff in their head like civilized people?
>>28566127
Say it to their face you little faggot.
>>28566127
>civilized people
>public transportation
You're just lying to yourself OP. You're one of them you little faggot top kek desu
>>28566147
>upvote gif
opinion ignored
I'm on two tabs of acid
what should I do? besides order more
Try to suck your on dick
>>28566104
Go to church and get your life straight
>>28566123
tried it before could only ever get the tip
>>28566131
lsd is beautiful its the drug trade that makes drugs seem dirty