>18
>met a girl on counter strike
>she lives 2 hours away
>really kick it off and play almost everyday, exchange numbers, and talk consistently and daily
>you decide to meet and things eventually get serious
>for a while I always felt like I was low priority and neglected
>get in a fight
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Literally you tried to have a meaningful relationship with a bitch who plays Cs.
You're so pathetic it hurts.
He didn't take her from you, you faggot. You discarded her and he picked her up.
>>28760182
our relationship lasted 8 months with thoughts of moving in, it was meaningful for a while
Does anyone here have anger problems? I'm bipolar and it's fucking up my life. I get angry when I watch something on TV that makes me mad or I read some comment that pisses me off online and I just can't control myself. I'll run around the room and think of the violent things I want to do to the people that make me mad, then when I'm done my heart is racing. I'm fucking scared because of this. Not because I will do something to somebody but because I know one day I could have a heart attack because of this. How can I even cope? Does anyone else feel this way?
I know this is probably just going to get lost
BPD here. Depending on my mood, the smallest thing will throw me off and mess my entire day up. Earlier today I went to try something on, and some hag cut in front of me which bothered me so much that when the store attendant wasn't looking I banged on the door of her changing room and said some scathing words. I ran out the store like three seconds later, but yeah, I get upset pretty early.
Sometimes on a thread where I'm nice I'll end up reading something that upsets me and I purposefully change my typing style just to write incoherent threatening bullshit, kek.
Fuck yes. I never think of actually hurting people, but what I do think of is defending myself no matter who I hurt. Then when I actually do hurt someone (emotionally ofc, I never get physical), I come down from my weird anti-high and beat myself up over the guilt 5ever. Which just makes me angry at myself and the cycle repeats.
Fuck this gay brain.
A lot of times I don't even genuinely care about what makes me angry, but some autonomic fuse in my mind just fucking blows and I'm forced to act as though I do for however long. And when I stop I'm left...
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Am I a chad /r9k/?
>6'2"
>white
>blonde hair
>slim
>in college for animation
>listen to black metal and classical music
>18
>neofascist
>never had a gf
>ive held a girl's hand before because she grabbed it and call me her bf, but she was ugly...
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18
Neo fascist
Pinochet.jpg
Edgy faggot confirmed
>chad
>no gf till 18
No, but if it's any consolation i'd suck your dick in the alleyway behind burger King.
Is he the Ubermensch of the modern era? The Goethe of the 21st Century?
No. Was a pussy faggot. Died a virgin. Not even sad
>>28760062
The defining characteristic of the Ubermensch is his immense creativity.
Elliot was a destroyer, not a creator, and he certainly wasn't a Goethe.
>>28760119
He wrote a book though. You can't deny that's a creative act
http://www.atlnightspots.com/boy-dies-after-masturbating-42-times/
So, /r9k/
why haven't you jacked yourselves off to death yet?
for some reason after seeing op's pic it reminded me of harry potter and now i really wanna go watch harry potter. brb gonna torrent harry potter
damn, respect
Sounds like too much work desu
Some people unironically actually like him.
How does that make you feel?
yeah I hate that edgy contrarian cunt. Why would you make this thread on /r9k/ instead of /v/ though?
>>28760014
Because that would require me going on /v/.
>>28759965
who tf is that
(this comment is 100% original)
When will autism be the hip new trend for normies to pretend to have?
>>28759863
Its already started.
That'll happen when I finally reorganize so my reaction folder and fap folder doesn't crossover.
So, never.
It's already starting. You'll still be hated because it's only cool if Chad does it.
>lmao I'm such a nerd xD I love geek stuff
>omg my social anxiety at this party
>bro I used to be depressed and suicidal but then I got better by jus bein myself
>you don't have a QT short haired high school gf
Come on, /r9k/, what is your excuse?
>>28759847
Not my taste icles
>>28759847
>tfw no longer trust girls with short hair because that's what my last relationship was
>tfw still turned on by short hair
Dammit.
I did but she moved away before I could bone her.
>ywn be gay
I love the female body but I cannot stand any woman's personality. By nature their personalities are repulsive to me. Weak, very conformist, and generally unintelligent. However I can't bring myself to be gay, and even if I did somehow find a way to make myself like male assholes and bodies, I would still feel a bit of shame about being gay. But I think it would be worth it.
Anyone else know this pain?
Sorry you're having issues, but I think you're a perfect example of how being gay isn't a choice. You can't force yourself to like men no matter how much you want to.
>>28759812
True. I do find penises cumming pretty arousing, but I think it's more about my brain knowing how good that feels and projecting it on to myself than actually liking dicks, because I don't just look at a hard dick and get aroused.
Maybe I am mistaken but every female I've ever met is the same, just with different faces.
>tfw gay and the exact opposite
Men taking everything too seriously
I take everything too seriously
Women seem to have this way of floating above everything
It's more attractive
>girl admits she likes me
how do i process this
Walk up to her and sneeze
I guess that means you don't need to be hanging around here anymore.
You have a few options:
>Wake up
>GTFO r9k
>take the b8 and get made fun of in front of your peers
>want to see some cute grills
>go on tumblr
>gross porn
>meh at best women everywhere
>some post abuse stuff as if that's cute
where can I see cute grills?
Pornhub you tard
>>28760263
I don't want porn
Danbooru.
What's r9k's favorite dip?
It's a tie between hummus and avacado, but I prefer variety over a single kind of dip.
>>28759685
>>28759685
Hahaha, oh man.
recently skoal cherry, but southern blend is a good shout
I'm 24 years old, a kissless permavirgin, and just masturbated for the first time in my life. I did it for a girl that I'm sexting with on a messaging app, that's how pathetic i am, recording an orgasm for an online girl
I know this is pathetic and "cool story bro" but i needed to share it somewhere
I would say, you're lucky enough to be that innocent. STOP while you can. at the very least never start watching porn. Look for a wife, you can do it, you have all that seed and sexual energy stored up that you never wasted in your formative years. You don't realize how rare you are.
Go do it, find a virgin wife and marry and have a loving family. You're one of the few untainted by modern degeneracy (until just now).
>>28759780
Do this, OP, while you still can. Masturbation is a horrible addiction. Don't start!
>>28759780
This is wrong. Purity is never and was never valued in a man. Even a quality woman would think you are a freak if you don't masturbate or watch porn. You are not women, r9k. Stop trying to act like them.
Should all white men fuck non white girls, to cuck the traitorous white women?
White men should be the only men allowed to fuck.
White women don't give a fuck who white boys stick their pathetic tiny peckers into.
>>28759568
shut your bitch ass up weak lil dicked blackie
Yaaaawwwwnnn
That was a beautiful night.
I love working out in the morning and listening to russian hip hop.
I'm really glad i don't have to go to work on a monday that would be unthinkable.
Mommy already left and will be home in the evening preparing my food.
Hmm what should i be doing today? Perhaps i will watch a film or a new tv show or work on my russian.
Too bad you don't have the luxury of self development since you have to spend your lifetime slaving away for some heartless company to support yourself
I pity you
>>28759508
>make 23/hr doing literally nothing at work
Feels good fampai
>>28759508
Can anybody update me on the neet vs wagecuck /r9k/ civil war? Who is winning?
I have Monday of next week off