When was the last time you were genuinely happy?
I honestly can't even remember, I want to say some time in my childhood but I don't know nothing sticks out. Maybe when I had hopes and dreams.
Nowadays it's just distractions after distractions to make it to the next day.
When I got really drunk a year ago
Probably not a good sign desu
>>29511374
Wednesday
I was on a "date" with a qt gurl
We drank a smoothie and she showed me how to longboard
We talked for a lot of hours
Yesterday was also an okay day but the happy moments were all short
I went to a lake with a few qt girls, but I was scared a lot
Talked to a qt gurl whilst swimming and I was kinda happy
She was super nice
I didn't have friends for years
The 3 months of mental hospital stay almost fixed my anxiety
Now I only have to kill the depressions and...
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There are several times in the past I can think of when I was genuinely happy. But they're all distant. The most recent being mid-December, I guess. Such a fleeting thing, because then I fucked it all up on Christmas Day and here we are 6 months later of never fixing it, resenting myself the whole time, because it became impossible to fix this month. When will I next be happy? I'd like to say "soon, right? I just need to get over this, right?" but I dunno. It could be soon, it could be in a year, it could be next year.
I'd like to feel genuine...
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you wake up tomorrow as this. How do you proceed with your day?
>>29511369
>how do you proceed with your day
I don't
1. Laugh about it
2. Kill myself
>>29511369
I was going to kill myself tomorrow anyway
>tfw i come here everyday to you fuckers
tfw i spend at least 6 hours per day every day on r9k
time flies when you have no job....or motivation....or friends....or hobbies....
i think a coma would be more interesting than my life tBh
>>29511350
>tfw i spend at least 6 hours per day every day on r9k
about 12-13 here.
I used to think that I just spend my time playing video game, but really I only play vidya for like 1 or two hours at night, the entire rest of the day is spent with a few browsers tabs open including r9k.
I managed to get away for a while, but bounced back
nice to see you again OP have a great evening...
Why are black people so pathetic? Always posting their shitty unfunny memes here because they feel threatened?
Why don't black people have dads?
Why don't black peoples live above the lower class?
Why are black people so fucking stupid and ugly?
>>29511347
why're you so mean, senpai? I thought this board was acceptant of outcast. I didn't choose to be born.
Blacks aren't meant to live in western civilization, it's not their fault their brain literally isn't structured the same as that of your average person.
>>29511485
It's not accepting of dumb niggers
Does anyone else feel like they are one of the most pathetic people to have ever existed?
I remember things I had probably never given a second thought to before and realise how fucking shameful I was behaving now.
I can lose myself momentarily in a game, music or a fucking thread here on /r9k/ but no matter how much shit I can fill my head with a memory of many comes and slaps me in the face to make me remember who I am.
Does anyone feel like this?
>>29511337
Sounds like you're mentally ill chummers
Better go see a therapist
>>29511337
Recognizing a problem is step one to solving it, brev.
The fact that you can identify that there is something wrong means that there is a chance for you. Don't ignore it and sink back into the cycle. Break it and do something.
>>29511391
Most of the people on here are mentally ill. I myself included. Mentally ill people are always robots and live ostracized socially isolated lives. Its the price to pay for genetics and upbringing.
what teir are you? degenerates welcome
>I have at least one fetish in every teir
>>29511329
get your spooks out of here
just beat it to whatever you wantwithin the laws of your country
>no Kaworu
shit chart can't relate
>>29511329
>completely and utterly in the abyssal zone thanks to exclusive necrophilia
>sadism isn't even on the chart
utter fucking garbage OP
>5:24PM 6/24/2016
>STILL NO STEAM WEEB FRIEND
REEEEEEEE
>>29511322
what games you play anon, and what animemes do you watch
>>29511322
I like these threads, keep it up
>>29511322
>>29511341
pls respond ;_;
you want an original comment do ya lad
What are Stacey's doing on this fine Friday night?
>>29511309
>What are Stacey's doing on this fine Friday night?
Chad
They're dancing and prancing at the club. And then springing and sprunging on Chad's skin pickle.
stacies in the northern hemisphere are enjoying the start of summer by going out on friday nights wearing next to nothing hoping chad notices them and fucks them
>tfw just took 5 hydroxyzines
Oh God what have i done
>>29511298
Stop being a bich. U didnt even take enough to OD u fag
>>29511320
Are u sure? Am i gonna hurt?
Expect to be nauseous as fuck
Can we get a JUST/Brendan Frasier thread going? I'll post what I have. I feel more like him everyday.
Original content wise, I really do feel like him most of the time
Sometimes your shit just gets fucked up
It's Friday night and I'm all alone. You probably are too. Just fuck our shits up.
>Spend 25 minutes putting thoughtful content into thread
>carefully edit out typos and redundancies
>0 replies
REEEEEEEEEEEEEEE
>>29511194
I know that feel, my brochacho
>>29511194
>Spend 25 minutes putting thoughtful content into reply
>carefully edit out typos and redundancies
>thread 404s before filling out the Captcha
>>29511237
It really fucking ruins your night, the worst part is that there are a million and one generic >tfwnogf threads with 200 replies
alright motherfuckers i need your opinions. i keep getting carded for my alcohol purchases and that's really getting in the way of my gin consumption.
how old do i look in this picture? what are some ways that i can make myself look older so the small town liquor stores stop carding me?
pardon the shitty camera, i am deaf
>>29511184
>pardon the shitty camera, i am deaf
>pardon the shitty camera
>i am deaf
>pardon
>the shitty
>camera
>i am
>deaf
>deaf and is wearing headphones also
what thegreat shirt though
>>29511184
You're drunk, dad. Go back to bed.
Selling to underage means being fired.
Selling to drunken bums means being fired.
You look like both. Why do they take the time to card you?
Annoyingly overused words on 4chan:
>unironically
>cuckold
I want to jump through the screen and strangle you whenever you write "unironically."
>>29511094
>unironically being a cuck
lol
The word "unironically" has become an unfortunate necessity. Our culture these days is so infested with irony that you seriously have to distinguish which actions are genuine.
>>29511134
Funny part is that the word "unironically" is mostly used ironically, being an ironic word in itself.
I don't know what the fuck is happening to me
>get on tinder
>have some matches
>start talking
>immediately lose interest in them and just leave the conversation
>with others when I end up arranging a date, I cancel
>on other dating websites I just don't care after a while to continue talking
>every girl I've met over the years I just ignore
I...
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You have borderline personality disorder most likely
It's pretty common to see these kinds of things in people with BPD, that's why they make bad relationship partners
Jesus Christ are you me? I cant keep enough interest to keep talking to these girls. I get 5-10 matches a day, with a few even outright starting convos. I just end up doing small talk then lose all interest and drop them within a day or two. I'm tempted to just ask if I can fuck them instead
I think it's just kind of a fucked medium. It doesn't feel as real messaging back and forth compared to meeting in person. At least you're getting some attention. I struggle to start off with anything interesting and it usually just trails off into nothing if I'm not just outright ignored to begin with.
What does r9k think of Boogie?
I sort of like him but also hate him. Thoughts?
>>29511021
He told me he had a rough childhood
>>29511021
He's a fence sitting retarded faggot.
>>29511021
Who the fuck is this fat turd and why hasn't he killed himself yet?