Hey guys it's 3:32am should I make hot chocolate?
if you want diarrhea, then yea sure go for it
>>29533537
>hot chocolate
what is this?
>>29533557
Why would I get diarrhea?
I can't remember the last time I had diarrhea.
Anybody else /BoredWithLiving/
>>29533462
try lots of drugs and alcohol, they help
>>29533479
Every just feels the same to me now all movies are the same, all vidya is the same, all people are the same everything is just so boring and bland and people will lynch you if you dare to think differently
>>29533462
Yep. I'm at a point where EVERYTHING feels like a chore. Can't play video games, can't watch TV, can't watch movies, can't listen to music, can't read, etc. Every day I go to work, I'm miserable the whole time I'm there and I can't wait to go home. Then I finally get home and realize I might even be more miserable there, and I actually want to go back to work.
Just got laid off this past Friday though, so now I don't have work to keep me occupied any more....
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>take a couple hits from one hitter
>decide to go to grocery store to buy candy
>walk into store feeling like I was on a rocket to Mars, feel like each step is like I'm doing lunges
>instantly paranoid everyone is watching me, grab a snickers, slam it on the counter
>didn't realize there was someone already there paying for food, ended up just cutting in line
>realize what I did,...
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>>29533458
>camping with about 9 people
>someone brings his bong to the camp fire one night
>one person gets high for the first time
>he starts freaking out
>he starts having panic attacks
>someone has to calm him down for the rest of the night in his tent
>>29533693
Fuck that guy should had left him to his trip
I WANT TO QUIT BUT I COMPULSIVELY BUY :(
>tfw suicide is the only solution to a permanent problem
>>29533451
then why are you here posting this worthless thread and not dead in a ditch somewhere?
>Suicide is a permanent solution to a temporary problem
I never got how this saying was supposed to be anti-suicide. Solving your problems permanently is a good thing. And of course when the problem is that you're alive, it goes without saying that that's temporary.
>>29533505
because l am a coward
>The perfect girl/guy.
It's still too early on to tell, but the brutal realization that the perfect person for you doesn't exist has hit me. I'm close to losing all hope. If you can prove me wrong, go ahead.
They do exist but the problem is they might not even be interested in you in the first place.
There's no relationship where feelings are entirely mutual. Why bother, really.
>>29533461
Then he/she is not the perfect person for me.
Were you happier as a child?
no, i was not. i went from being reclusive and playing video games to being reclusive and browsing imageboards.
>>29533391
Fuck no. My man I think of offing it all everyday.
No, because when I was younger I wasn't as sociopathic as I am now. I used to care about other people think about me but now I can do whatever I want without the fear of being judged.
Hi /r9k/ i just wanted to share my thoughts on this and hopefully get feedback
most of us robots are skeptical about nearly everything or just don't believe & have hope ad faith in life, so what i question is, is that the cause of our failures or the cause of never attempting ?
Often here we post about nile (redpill) theories about women & society etc
>normie
>chad stacie
same rhetoric non stop
i continue seeing normies, even the ugly normies manlet 5f3 bald bucktoothed...
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i just think we aren't meant to live long
most of us just wont get that kind of success or relationships. we are like the extras in a movie or a show and we aren't supposed to get the girl like the main or side characters.
i feel like i've been alive too long and i should of committed suicide back like 3 years ago back when i was in the moment for so long. i really regret it since because now i have new responsibilities, friends, and a cat i have to worry about and it's stopping me from killing myself. now i am just completely miserable ever...
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I was going to talk about placebo effect & i wanted to say its the same thing as the blue pill, normies are more susceptible to believing in sociatal meme's which in effect really just act as placebo's in their lives i.e
>"stay in school, get good grades, find a girl settle down, work and make the most money you can"
we are all indoctrinated to that way of thinking from early age, if we were to believe it and pursue it and live that life to the T then our lives would be different
i myself early on did not believe...
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>>29533478
its funny because i remember in my first year of high school it started out alright with like high hopes and then something just rewired in my brain i guess and then it came with depression and anxiety. i've lost all hope in getting a girlfriend or getting a good job.
Why are you a robot? Don't give me the "I hate normies" excuse. We all know you want to be one.
I'm not a robot. Robots are fucking idiots.
>>29533352
Unattractive, socially awkward, low salary.
>>29533352
Hating normalfags doesn't make you a robot. Normalfags already hate each other. It may be a disposition born from a set of conditions (alienation from peers, negative feedback from attempted alternatives, lack of communal network, etc). I am an apprentice.
I'm really hungry, but I don't really have food in my house and I don't have much money. My neighbors are having a party and they have a buffet thing going on in their garage. Their backyard gates are wide open and it looks like they're having a BBQ too.
Do you think they'll notice a stranger going into the house , taking some food, and leaving?
It depends. How many people are at their party? Do your neighbors know what you look like? Do you look like you would be out of place at a neighborhood party (disheveled neckbear, etc)? How close are their conversation groups to the buffet and what angle are they at relative to it? Do you have an entry/exit route without long sightlines that they might see you running away while carrying their food from?
There are many factors that can go into this question.
>>29533329
get in there. Take a backpack and put a plastic cover all over the inside. Dont be nervous or act out of place. Just go straight for the food. Then start filling the bag as fast as you can and book into. You cant go straight home do. So find somewhere to sit and eat away from any lights
>>29533444
There's lots of people there of all ages. The entire street is filled with their cars parked. I can change my clothes to fit in with the crowd. Their house is around the corner from mine so I don't think the neighbors recognize me. No one would be able to see me leaving my house from that house.
if dubs i kill myself this year
the golden gate bridge is like an hour away so i really need to be in the moment to do it
ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh fucking why
>>29533315
Even if it was dubs, would you really?
If dubs you will find happiness
>tfw incel
>tfw rejected by 26 girls
>tfw I will never get a gf because I am ugly
also ugly thread. help me feel better. yes, that's me in pic.
>>29533287
Fucking hell mate.
JUST
>>29533287
Holy shit, just kill yourself. There's no recovering from a face like that
>>29533287
We know that feel all too well.
I would drink to your efforts but my stomach can't really take too much anymore.
Where do want to go anon? Where would you really fit in?
I know I'm going to hell and I kind of like it. It fits who I am. Yea it will be an eternal suffering but it beats whats I'll have to put up with in heaven. I wouldn't enjoy it. Full of Mormons and shit. I'd throw a rocks at the fuckers and get kicked out.
i want to go to heaven but im worried i'll go to hell
there's no heaven or hell you dumb normie fucks
>this corny edgy cringey post
yikes
When was it?
For me it was all of the sexual discovery during youth. Got so close to sex but never had sex. Still 32 yr old khv.
That and video games, especially looking ahead to upcoming systems and reading about them.
>be me
>summer 2011
>12 years old, 18 now
>get obsessed with Harry Potter during the school year
>shit fell into place, i lived with my paternal grandparents but both sides of the family lived in the same town
>poor-ass mother gets a nice van and a nice apartment, with a nice job as a town clerk and a notary public
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>>29533620
>Start dating her
>naive
>she updates her pic, i fall for it
>google introduces reverse image search
>Lucas says she's fake, says I'll get hurt
>Also this girl says her name is Andromeda but her middle name is Arcadia, people call her Cadi
>k
>deny she's...
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i don't have any magical period in my past, but i'm almost 30 so wizardhood approaches and i will gain magical powers soon
>send someone a message on steam
>they are now away
>>29533251
recently ive just disabled most social programs because the depression just gets worse and I don't feel like talking to people. but that has happened to me too.
>message "friend" on steam
>they were online so they must have read it
>they log out shortly after
then:
>day later, i log in
>they're online already
>they respond 4 min after i logged in
>they log off again
>>29533251
can anyone pls add me? i'm a lonely person who is socially autistic :^)
Where do you find a girl that has hobbies?Extreme hardmode: Hobbies that aren't related to fashion/cosplaying or media consumption.
My oneitis paints and sketches, and does graphic design, and plays trumpet, guitar, and sings.
Too bad another hobby of hers is fucking any boy who gives her attention
If I were to give you some real advice anon, join a club that aligns with your interests. You'll meet a girl there who at least has something in common with you.
And try to make it something that girls at least enjoy. I don't mean fucking anime club
>>29533249
nearly all women dont have hobbies. they have interests that they sometimes participate in to get niche dick