Why does everyone always need to do something with their hands, legs, hair etc. all the time, and especially while they're all alone outdoors? The perfect example is the bus perhaps. I've started glancing at people more oftenly recently, and I've noticed NONE of them can ever sit down calmly, while not at least moving every 5 seconds. Not to talk about those who can't stop stomping repeatedly, so they turn out looking like they have a snake down their sock. The only calm people I've seen were those that had their baby bottle with them, that is their phone. I've actually noticed that I get a lot of weird looks from people because of my extremely calm appearance, which is completely bizarre, and not to say how many times people thought something was wrong with me just for standing/sitting calmly while not moving my glance. Who is to blame for this /pol/?
>>76099792
I have a colossal anxiety problem and have this problem everyday of my life the past 12 years.
Sources:
>single mother
>abuse
>no role-models
>multiple nervous breakdowns towards the end of my teenage years
I'm hoping I will mellow out with age.
Hmmm, really makes you think
People are scared and tired.
Count your blessings, OP.
i got called a statue once while sitting on a park bench
i bet it was because im not glued to a phone like the rest
>>76099792
>I've actually noticed that I get a lot of weird looks from people because of my extremely calm appearance
How do you know that's the reason they were looking at you funny?
Where I live 99% of commuters are always plugged into their phones, tabs, etc. The other 1% are sleeping
>>76099792
Adults know the Truth
Kids are aware of it
>>76100806
>single mother
I can't stand this anymore. Every 2nd to 3rd person I know at the moment comes from a broken marriage. Can this stop?
And I'm sorry to hear about the rest of the things that impacted you in that way, I too hope you'll get rid of that problem.
>>76099792
I'm on SSRIs for anxiety/depression. Feels ok man. But I have it far worse than normies.
Normies get nervous because they haven't had sex in a few days and have a party to get to.
>>76101091
This one lady mistaked me for a statue at an art exibition half year ago, I can relate.
>>76100806
I have a similar problem.
Sources:
>divorce
>living with single dad
>leave mom
>dad is a physician who leaves for weeks, even months doing medical work
>I'm left alone
>I was abused early in my life
>no consistent role-model
>replace role-model with computer
>addicted to it now
>multiple nervous breakdowns with elevated heart rate and psychosomatic disorders whenever I'm not on the Internet
>dad leaves the computer with me whenever he goes out of town
It's a horrible existence, Anon.
>>76101253
Because I really do stand out because of it, I can see that myself too. The same thing is with my clothes, though I almost usually wear neutral colours like black, white, brown and beige, I stand out because everyone else almost always has to wear something colorful or neon. I doubt it's because of my face, I look pretty plain.
>Guy who sits across the hall from me at work taps his feet constantly all day
>Has one of those plastic-like chair mats so the sound is enhanced
>Due to distance and a wall between us the sound is reduced to a barely noticeable level
>The subtle noise starts to dominate my psyche. Start to hear the tapping noise when I know he isn't at his desk. Hear it when I'm not even at work
I think I'm going crazy.
Hey guys, there's this kid at my bus station who just autistically stares at people while not moving or blinking. It's making me and the other passengers pretty nervous, we keep shooting him glances hoping he'll get the hint but he just keeps staring with this air of smug superiority. What do we do?
Being in a place you don't want to is a sign of weakness.
>>76101699
From your description I think you might be a synth. Maybe that's what others are picking up on. I'm picturing you as a cross between Data from star trek and all of the members of Kraftwerk.
>>76101807
This.
Man, I remember this guy at high school who was the worst feet tapper ever to exist. He would literally start SWEATING because of how fast he'd tap. To this day I have never seen someone as nervous as him, I remember him being so distracting at tests that you coudln't resist starting to tap your feet too.
>>76101404
If I remember correctly, the divorce rate went over 50% this year. (can't remember if this is US or Irish)
>>76101612
I'm staving off suicide by:
i.) Going to a good uni full of nice people.
ii.) Doing well in a STEM degree so I can walk into a job easily
iii.) Shitposting, writing music and reading literature.
As soon as you can, get into a college course. Mark my words, you will regret it otherwise. As a side note, things do get quite a bit better as you grow older. But when you're seriously affected by this (like me), you only get better gradually and a full fix seems quite far off even at this stage
>>76101612
Time to get on Opiates, my friend.
>>76101612
>>multiple nervous breakdowns with elevated heart rate and psychosomatic disorders whenever I'm not on the Internet
I had a very similar literal withdrawal when I had to go without internet for about 2 weeks. Never realized how much I rely on it.
>>76100806
>Single Mother
This is really a scary epidemic, because it seems to grow bigger each year. As OP said a lot of people are getting raised from single parent/broken households. No wonder people are glued to their phones, social media, attracted to being an SJW, preaching tolerance while being violent, addicted to porn, women running wild voting in more shitskins, etc...
We no longer have strong role models. Instead we let the state and jewish influenced media do the raising while the parent slaves away to pay rent.
I used to have such bad social anxiety that my hands would turn white and tremble. But this was before the #safespace era and people told me to just 'get over it.' Too many people see anxiety as a switch that you can turn on and off.
>>76101827
I never stare at people, thought that was politeness 101. Though I see that most people don't care for that, since I've had numerous situations where people'd just stare directly at me for 5-10 minutes with no shame. I feel no sense of superiority, but rather concern. Why are Americans always such bitter shitposters?
>>76102579
>attracted to being an SJW
To be fair, I have a close friend who I bonded with initially over finding things in common that our idiotic single-mothers done.
He's extremely far-right and, being 6"3, frequently calls people out on liberal bullshit.
I'd say that growing up with a single-mother shows you first hand why you should despise women and the attrition of good family values. Leftists mostly come from wealthy, nuclear families.
Get some worry beads ffs
>>76099792
you all still have PTSD from being bombed by NATO
>>76103082
Nah, you guys were just the cumshot.
The real hardcore action happened in the first few years of the 90's.
>>76102193
Damn, I did get a lot of comments saying that I look like an alien/robot. I'm really questioning my whole existence now /pol/
*besides being told that I look like Hitler or a doll, never really got how those two are similiar
>>76099792
We should be out fighting for our country and race. Our subconscious knows.
>>76103204
Making repetitive motor movements is called 'stimming' and is common with autism.
>>76102957
Are you serious? The only thing leftists ever want to do is ruin traditional family values, and they are the ones to blame in the first place for a high divorse rate.
>despise women
Yeah that says a lot about you in itself, no I'm not an SJW, I do recognize the fact that women are to blame for a lot of crap that's happening at the moment, but I in no way hate them. I recognize that they are very pliable in their nature, but that's why a man exists, to help her stand firm and not strand in the wrong path.
>inb4 MRA "we dunt wuntz to serve womeeen"
>>76102326
Damn, that's just sad. The state that the present generation is in is no surprise when you're aware of that
>>76099792
People used to walk/forage/hunt/perform some kind of physical labor for most of the day in order to stay alive. Any time they took to rest, they really wanted to rest and relax.
Now most people don't walk further than their kitchen or car, so they have a lot of pent up energy which they need to find an outlet for. Any time I get back from the gym, I usually sit and relax for a while. I don't bounce my leg anymore, or anything like that.
>Who is to blame
Sometimes you need to blame yourself. Blasphemy, I know.
>>76101475
>taking the capsilized jew
If you don't have a desire to move you're probably low energy and/or low T
>>76105771
Tolstoy was still young and full of shit when he wrote War and Peace. Read The Kreutzer Sonata if you want the truth
>>76104501
>Yeah that says a lot about you in itself, no I'm not an SJW, I do recognize the fact that women are to blame for a lot of crap that's happening at the moment, but I in no way hate them. I recognize that they are very pliable in their nature, but that's why a man exists, to help her stand firm and not strand in the wrong path
>to help her stand firm
Serbian friend, it's not the 1840s anymore.
Try getting a "red-pilled virgin" that some of the day-dreamers here talk about.
Read Tolstoy's first epilogue of War and Peace and think about how that domestic romantic bliss has been expressly denied you.
Ireland is lagging behind a lot of other countries, so it's not so bad here; but you have admitted that they are responsible for so much yourself, I don't see why it says a lot about me that I despise the majority of women.
I think if you experienced what it's like having your mother embarrass your family name and make a fool out of it, you would snap out of the precarious middle-ground you're trying to cling on to.
There's a reason why there is a legion of omegas nowadays.
>>76105386
And do you think the fathers are the ones pushing for divorce? You need to think about these things friendo
I think some of it is due to sedentary lifestyles. We weren't designed to sit all day at work then sit all day at home.
>>76106325
>Tolstoy was still young and full of shit when he wrote War and Peace. Read The Kreutzer Sonata if you want the truth
I have read it, Tolstoy was a bit of an eccentric when he grew older. Read the biography written by his friend and first translator. (I can't find his name, I read a pdf)
>>76106325
Not to mention that story is awful lol
>>76106020
Yeah, guess that's a logical explanation, but I think that the general anxiety that's implemented in a lot of people today plays it's role too. The feeling of being watched and judged by others and whatnot. Because I rarely see a friend tapping his/her leg when we're all alone, it only ever happens in big crowds, when the person is all alone.
>>76106200
Well I do have really low blood pressure and occasional anemia, that sure played its part.
>>76104501
>get married
>best case scenario she keeps her 1000000 past dickings a secret and stays with you because of vague feelings of fear and complacency
>worst case you spend the rest of your life living in a rundown cuckshed, paying alimony and visiting your genderqueen offspring and xer stepfather tyrone
>>76106585
So is war and peace senpai
AK and Ivan Ilych are his masterpieces
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=0Z760XNy4VM
This is our reality.
>>76107070
>AK and Ivan Ilych are his masterpieces
I'd include War and Peace with them. I narrowly prefer AK but War and Peace is without doubt in my top 10.
Keep reading though familia, nice to see some people here reading
Society has become too demanding, it's like there's a list of things you need to do or else you're made to feel like a loser.
>get good grades in school, because if you don't go to university you're a loser
>but also party hard because you need to enjoy your youth
>get a good degree or else you're a loser
>get an internship or else you'll have no job prospects and work in retail like a loser
>get a tinder and bang chicks or else you're a loser
>after exploring your sexuality with a double digit amount of people you must get married, make sure to get as much sexual experience as possible or you may be incompatible with your partner!
>get a good career or else you're a loser
>but also be prepared to retrain in a dynamic and rapidly shifting global economy
>buy a house, renting is for poor losers
>but also be prepared to relocate in a dynamic and rapidly shifting global economy
>somehow in the middle of all this you're supposed to travel the world
>constantly bombarded with social media, people posting their fun experiences making you feel like you're missing out
>all this must be achieved in a hyper-competitive job market
As a result most people are overwhelmed, get anxious as fuck, some say "fuck it" and drop out completely. Information overload causes many people to to become like a deer in the headlights. Should I pursue a career in X, what if it gets automated? Maybe I can become a programmer, but then I will be outsourced to the third world, after all anybody with a laptop and internet connection can do that.
>>76106711
I think that's not too abnormal, some people are just more prone to fight/flight response and it would happen in a big crowd of strange people. It has some benefits.
>>76106336
I'll surely get called an attention whore for this, but I'm infact a what you'd call "redpilled" (though I hate that expression) female virgin. And I have a couple of quite "redpilled" girlfriends on top of that too, so the meme that such women are only a "daydream" falls into water. Again, only using this for the sake of argument. And I'm not a "not all wumenz!!!"
I'm sorry to hear you've had such an experience within your family regarding your mother, but you shouldn't just give in to that one moment controlling your whole perception of half the human population, for the rest of your life. You cannot infact be "redpilled" if you don't recognize the importance of a strong family bond and traditional family values, since those are the things the Jew has been degrading since his recent grip on humanity.
I don't think it's the fathers that are pushing divorce, I think it's unmistakably mostly mothers.
>>76107070
>>76107472
>tfw getting a new bookshelf and books soon
I had thought getting employed again would relieve me of anxiety but it only seemed to make it worst. Now I'm worrying about making mistakes that would get me fired.
>>76107604
The only winning move is to not give a fuck and do your own thing. Not surprisingly people would like you more, and you'll be happier overall.
>>76107759
>but I'm infact a what you'd call "redpilled" (though I hate that expression) female virgin
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>>76107759
>one moment
You mean 21 years. I chose my words carefully, I said the majority of women.
Oh wait,
>female virgin
Dropped
>>76099792
A-am I weird because I just sit there, looking around and taking in my surroundings?
>>76107883
I swear my bookshelf is not really this weak, it's just that I always carry the books around my house and leave them at random places. What are those red books?
>>76099792
>I've actually noticed that I get a lot of weird looks from people because of my extremely calm appearance, which is completely bizarre, and not to say how many times people thought something was wrong with me just for standing/sitting calmly while not moving my glance.
Iktf
They bullied me in elementary school for it
>>76107883
>gass
>reading senile, fat memejoyce
>>76108568
A 19 year old female who doesn't want to lose her virginity until she gets married since she's religious and finds that act sinful, that sure is awful. I don't get it, on one hand you hate women who sleep with whomever they can but now you're using the fact that I'm a virgin as some kind of an argument that automatically makes my opinion completely false? Okay.
>>76099792
Sitting down for more than 20min actually damages your heart. Leg movements help blood circulation. You must be retarded to not instinctively want to circulate blood through your body.
>>76099792
They are unsaved and plagued by the burden of sin
>>76100806
lol same
I also lived in section 8 apartments next to a freeway and so I didn't get any social contact from age 11-18.
>>76101612
i'm in a somewhat similar situation, minus the molestation
>parents divorced when i was 3
>raised by father; in truth was raised by grandmother
>taught me that the world was going to end in 1999 and that i was going to hell
>told me that there were worms in poptarts
>constantly told me i was fat
>if i argued/disagreed with her in any way, she'd whine to my father and i'd be beaten
>also told me that my mother was dead after the divorce
>this went on until i turned 13 and moved in with my mom
>still can't shake the poor self-image and the dread of dying/going to hell even as i sit here a broken 28-year-old man
i know i haven't had it nearly as bad as some others, but it still sucks.
>>76109149
The one's that you probably can't see are the very top left books, which are: Old Testament, New Testament, The Divine Comedy, The Aeneid, The Metamorphoses, lot of Tolstoy and The Decline and Fall of the Roman Empire (like you, the gap is because the books are sitting on my desk).
The red ones are: nearly everything by Faulkner, some Kafka, some Bronte and Middlemarch.
These are only the books I can afford to buy right now, I've been studying a lot of religion and philosophy. Have you read Kant? He's definitely among my favourite philosophers.
>>76109699
I assumed you were lying. If you actually are serious, and you actually read the books on your shelf, then you are too good to be true and I'm equally suspicious kek
>>76109512
Yeah, I really didn't like the Tunnel or much else. Same with DFW. Gass' essays are pretty interesting though.
>>76109739
Don't worry for me, I walk outdoors for at least 2 hours daily + exercise on occasion. I'm just the kind of person that easily drifts away in thoughts and completely shuts down from what's happening around me, so I genuinely forget to move. Low blood pressure also plays its part.
Modern industrial soft society lacks outlets for regular natural physical exertion (gym doesn't count, it's not integrated into daily life). People aren't designed to sit for the majority of the day.
>>76099792
it's stress, people who have actual jobs suffer from it
>>76110590
I'm so used to retarded ignorant dipshit answers on /pol/ that seeing someone with an insightful and reasonable post is jarring. You hit the nail on the head, it's potential energy that's not being used.
>>76110912
You're clearly a fucking idiot then to think this is a good answer
>>76110416
Kekmate
No better feeling than that of when you kill a meme.
>>76111150
That's literally what it is. It's people in beta wave functioning who are thinking intently, over-energized or stressed out. Our sedentary lifestyles are not natural and create antsy people.
>>76110515
How did you come around to your views?
I'm writing a novel and I could use your biography to work on my female characters.
>>76102466
I'm a typical chantard who spent his teenage years at the computer, yet when I would go vacationing to my grandparents in the countryside I would go fine the whole summer without access to a pc or the internet.
>>76111570
Are all Serbian girls like you?
You also made it into my 10 folder. Congratulations.
I like your soft delicate facial features
>>76099792
>goes on about people being nervous
>is nervous about others being nervous
Kekkity kek
Especially those fat people who constantly pull their shirt down to make themselves look less fat
>>76111570
Shit I'm going to have nightmares, no offense
>>76111620
Really? That's great.
It's not that much of an interesting story though
>had a "redpilled" father
>was fairly disgusted with the state the world and its people were in since my early age
>didn't really fit in which made it easy for the atheist/specialsnowflake/commie group of people to invite me to their cult and for me to accept that
>genuinely thought that they're these amazing, brave people, with courage that I too wished to have
>came to know that they are some of the most mental, cowardly people to exist
>got fairly depressed since I thought there's no hope for both sides and that people are just done for
>one day my father turns on "Triumph if the will" for me to watch
>i get really confused, the beauty of the film amazes me
>start reading about Hitler and ww2
>start reading about Jews
>and more about Jews
>come to know the beauty of Orthodox Christianity
>get baptized
>discover /pol/
that's an okay short version of it i'd say
>>76112400
I'm just trying to hide my tits
>>76112739
>posts decent bookshelf
>saving her virginity for marriage
>posts chaste and classy selfie with timestamp
And you respond with this.
>:(
>>76112739
It's okay, I do have sort of a weird face.
>>76099792
You don't bite your nails in today's society? How do you function? My actions other than that will not show any fear but if you aren't at all anxious these days there's something wrong with you
TECHNOLOGY CAUSES ANXIETY
>>76113405
>sits totally still
>can't see her eyes
>that doll-like face
>>76113406
Good, I'm sure you're pretty but this^ combination is creepy
>>76112225
Nah girls around here are getting more and more indulged into all sorts of perversions, now it's normal for girls as young as 13 to be losing their virginity. Not to say that most of the time these are their role models (pic related), and they've completely lost any sort of real sense of nationalism and love for their Orthodox faith. And when I say nationalism I don't mean what most of them do, that is take a selfie with a serb flag while having too much skin shown, just to show how "patriotic" they are to men.
But I don't want to generalize, besides them there really is a minority of quite redpilled, nationalistic, religious women. Especially out of Belgrade.
>>76111570
Is that you?
>>76114275
She is example of american media
>>76114275
Well i think serbia seems to be a nice place
>>76114275
She is just a kim kardashian wannabe
>>76101091
I can top that, I was in a museum in Texas once waiting for my sister to finish using the bathroom, just standing around. I guess I was standing to still and looking around with my eyes while people were walking by and one woman jumped back, startled, as she observed that I was in fact a human being, and not one of the museum's mannequins.
OP may have a point, there's just something off about someone just standing around not doing anything
>>76099792
I think social media has a big part of this. Everyone feels like they're being judged constantly or watched, because they essentially are. I mainly see it in young people. Started noticing this among the young people in Kosovo as well. Never happened with the media explosion w/ phones. Sorry if this was already posted or a shitty observation.
>>76113974
Yeah, now that I look at the picture again I do look a bit creepy. But as I said, I just have a really weird face.
>>76113233
>>76114275
I wouldn't be so dismissive, it's quite a bit more interesting than most. How late was your baptism then? Was it recent?
That's a shame, the rot has set in deep with instagram, etc. exposing kids to the wrong types of role-models at young ages. I know two girls near me who lost their virginity to a 24 year old drug dealer at age 11 and the other at 14.
You seem like someone who's interesting and I'd like to ask you a lot more without keeping up my chan persona, drop me an email at my temporary account if you want:
[email protected]
I already have a few people I've met here that I'm using as biographical studies and character sketches, and you would be one of the more interesting.
>>76115074
You look fine.
>>76114511
Why did you need to write this out in four separate replies?
Yes, that's me.
I agree, Serbia is absolutely gorgeous
And she is a full on Kim K. wannabe, no mistake there
>>76115262
>pls respond
>>76115335
Why you are being rude to me?
Are you muslim?
How old ar you?
Why you browse this board?
Im going to move to serbia, what city dl you recommend me?
>>76115458
Hahahahahaha
Yeah
>>76114663
Not really m8.
>>76115572
Autism
>>76115001
Yup, it definetly is. It's so weird seeing just how much people have changed since smartphones became widespread and Jewish propaganda became more available to them. I remember that just 4 years ago, you couldn't find one person in Serbia who'd be supportive of the sin of homosexuality, there were literally none (except for homosexuals themselves), but now? I get attacked almost always when I express my views on it, and they always carry themselves with the Jewish Cultural Marxist rhetoric whom I'm very familiar with. It's really unbelivable.
Yeah, my foreposters said it: The world is going mad faster than people can come to terms with it.
Self drugging and escapism will only continue to become even more frequent in the future.
I myself have anxiety and severe depression, due to the loss of my family and life. I can't leave the house without music, because the sounds of the world around make me anxious.
Life sucks and hopefully soon I will die.
>>76115572
>76115572
Am I? Sorry for seeming rude, wasn't my intention.
No, I'm an Orthodox Christian.
19 years old
Good discussions, sane people
I'm sorry, but why exactly are you moving here?
>>76115930
Many people here have many problems, i realize im the most normal guy here
>>76116049
It's a typo, I swear I'm not autistic.
>>76115930
>due to the loss of my family and life
What happened?
Also, sometimes working can really kick you out of a depressive spell. I also have depression and anxiety, but what helps is accumulating small positive experiences with other people. Working in some petty occupation helps with that.
It doesn't go away, but you know when you feel like you're running on empty and feeling numb? It helps get rid of those severe episodes.
>>76116049
To marry a cute like you ;)
Women like you shouldnt be alone, you need a man to love you
I thought you were a muslim , in your first pic you are wearing a headscarf
>>76115086
Will do, though I'm fairly busy these days I hope I'll remember to contact you.
>>76116329
Headscarf is not exclusively a Muslim thing
Also, I'm cringing hard pls stop
>>76099792
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>>76116289
Mother died when I was a boy, Father when I was 19. A couple of years later I lost my fiancé in a car crash. That among other things is what happened.
Takes away the will to continue, really.
And I have a job, I even earn good money.
I it no solace to me however, now that I cannot enjoy it.
>>76116145
I doubt that. Do you ever read your own posts?
>>76116351
Send a quick one now so I'll have your email address, you'll forget otherwise m8
>though I'm fairly busy these days
I know that feel, I'm working at a bog all next week...
>>76116329
You are scary, please don't.
Muslim women are not the only ones who wear them, though Catholics seem to have completely abandoned them, Orthodox women still oftenly wear them.
The ones who bounce their leg are self-soothing with erotic stimulation (you'll notice that it's mostly guys who do it). It's typical for someone who had some sort of parental neglect as a child.
The rest is just the addictive nature of social media.
>>76099792
You have the opposite of ADHD (ADD)
>>76116658
This is 4chan
I dont act like that in real life
>>76116771
Why am i scary?
Have you see me?
Im just joking here, i know you are a dude
>>76116658
You really have a hard life
Anyone else being spooked by this Dominican dude?
>>76099792
I have an anxiety disorder. Shit sucks but it is what it is.
I find that not fapping as much and limiting my time on here helps.
>>76116658
When I was younger and in a hopeless state of abuse that seemed to be an eternity away from ending, I started reading quite a lot of literature and poetry.
Some things that helped me were:
i.) The Magic Mountain by Thomas Mann. (about a man who goes to visit his cousin at a sanitarium for a week and ends up spending several years there -- one of the big ideas is that modernity requires the ability to "get used to not getting used to things") It's a very powerful book that is very life-affirming despite its sympathy towards death.
ii.) Moment of Freedom by Jens Bjorneboe. A short read that is one of the most powerful books I've read.
These things take years to begin to recover, but they get there eventually; the important thing is to just sit it out. Think of the next few years as a matter of waiting, sitting still. It'll get easier.
>>76116663
Good thinking.
Well now I feel bad for saying that I'm really busy since you're far worse off, good luck to you.
>>76117335
>Anyone else being spooked by this Dominican dude?
kek
I was waiting for someone to say it
>>76099792
They don't have Jesus prayer in their head at all times.
When you have it - it's pretty much impossible to feel anxiety or stress in any situation.
>>76117335
you should see him post his autistic ramblings about germanics and Persians and other pseudo history, its weird and autistic as fuck but this attention whore needs to go
>>76117335
You know im not black you stupid
What are you?
>>76117335
Reporting in
>>76117560
Wittgenstein said this, that religion is most beneficial in getting rid of that state of nervous angst that we tend to revert to most of the time; good point Romania.
>>76117474
Serious question
Do you work?
What do you do that you are busy?
>>76117705
100% filthy shiptar
>>76117587
Wow
Im really famous here
Fuck off of my board
>>76117705
HE'S GONNA HIT SOMEBODY
>>76117798
Oh you are that guy
You look so retarded taking pics like that
You dont proof anything
>>76117760
This is Indian tier harassment. I'm cringing hard right now.
>>76117474
>Well now I feel bad for saying that I'm really busy since you're far worse off, good luck to you.
Thankfully it's only two very miserable weeks out of every year.
>>76117835
nothing to be proud of for being autistic and having shitty facts, plus creeping out people on 4chan is a new high for you
>>76099792
>I get a lot of weird looks from people because of my extremely calm appearance
They just don't want you to murder them.
depends who else is on youre commute
>>76117989
Es solo una pregunta
>>76118067
Are you white (germanic)
Why you people use that word so much?
I mean for everything
What i say is real, this isnt a neo nazi board
OP u kom gradu zivis?I sto kenjas toliko?
>>76117989
>HALLO U ARE VRY SEX
>PLS RESPOND
>>76117835
>>76117760
>>76117952
>>76117705
>>76117179
Somebody should make one of those compilations with lots of zooms, etc
>>76118313
*cringe*
>>76118427
>>76118542
I dont understand
You are acting very serious here, this is 4chan.
People joke and troll around
What is your fucking problem?
I dont even find her attractive or something like that
Im just joking,ok
Stop being butthurt
I dont like slavic or germanic women
>>76118935
U WANT HOT BIG SEX
GOVE PHOTO SEXY NICE LEG
>>76118036
It doesn't necessairly need to be miserable, hard yes, but I wouldn't consider it miserable. It's kind of refreshing to hear of a man who's not a 50kg worth-for-nothing couch potato.
>>76119062
You are acting retarded now
Grow up, idiot
>>76118036
>>76119209
you guys are in love now
>>76119216
>>76119209
It's very warm here now though, about 25 degrees celsius, very warm for us Irish who are used to the rain and cold.
Not to mention it screws up my powerlifting and study schedule entirely and makes it hard to drink 4 liters of milk a day without looking weird ;-;
>>76108577
I do this all the time.
I commute into London and I'm always curious as to what's going on around me throughout my travels.
>>76109739
I work a 10 hour+ desk job. Try and gym in my lunch but guess I'm destined to clot up
>>76111570
Too Muslim/10
>>76120290
she is christian
>>76116658
I'm sorry. I seriously wanna take you out for a bite to eat and to grab a beer.
Thoughts go out to you
>>76102293
One of my mates is a self confessed buttock clencher. He is a very restless chap and will tense his buttock on and off whenever sitting down. He has buttocks made of iron.
>>76099792
Not sure, but if I'm fidgeting at all it's from stress or anxiety. I swear I'm borderline autistic or something sometimes.
>always try and assess all possible outcomes of situations (short and long term)
>tailor my persona to be agreeable to everyone
>at the same time have put up emotional walls
Recently I think those walls have been somewhat chipped down, and as a result of being more vulnerable, my trust issues, and the traits mentioned above all conflicting I've started having mild panic attacks
>>76119612
25 degrees celsius sounds so nice, temperatures during our summer often reach up to at least 35 degrees, though we've had situations where it reached 40 degrees. I get depressed only thinking about just how insufferable it will be in less than a month...
Anyways, good luck once again. Also, I've sent you a mail.
>>76120290
Can't tell if sarcasm or you genuinely think only Muslim women wear headscarves like the creepy Dominican guy.
>>76115086
If you ever need one more person for your study, I could participate. French 20yo female virgin here, sick of society's current state and basically going to live as a hermit.
inb4 bait or vaginal jew, I am open to talk about my experience if anyone wants to hear about it.
>>76120937
That sure is something.
>>76101699
Same, my neutral colored brother.
But people always comment I have a ''mean face'', though. I guess the chronic dark circles around my eyes help.
>>76122278
Wrong pic, but whatever
This Irish guy has got some game.
>>76121400
>temperatures during our summer often reach up to at least 35 degrees, though we've had situations where it reached 40 degrees.
Wow, at least I don't have it that bad.
I spent quite a while in Australia and had to deal with regular 40+ degree temperatures; the difference was that I got used to it because it was constant. If I remember correctly, your blood thins out when you're in consistently high temperatures and then you get used to it. Still felt like I stepped into an oven when I got off the plane however.
Thanks! I'll get back to you in a few minutes.
>>76121558
Sure thing, just send an email so I can add you to my main email.
Everyone helping out will be part of a book that I'm wasting nearly all of my energy on between studying different languages, reading more, writing, finishing my degree to get a stable job, and thinking hard about where the world will go next.
>>76121558
Are you french or immigrants?
Why are you lying?
>>76121684
This is serious question, what do you do that you are busy?
>>76121101
You're over analyzing stuff, which in itself is basically the root cause of anxiety at all. You need to understand that you are not infact the one to cast upon your judgement on anything, and that all of those tiny little things you seem to notice and over blow in your head - probably weren't even noticed by anyone else but you. And those things are so very unimportant when there are such more divine things to occupy yourself with and think about. Once you come to learn of God such things as "did I embarass myself because of this or that" become completely non existent.
Just don't think about yourself that much anymore, that's the most counter productive thing you can do, it never leads to anything but frustration because of the sense of lack of control.
>>76122483
HE'S BACK
Can't relax around the blacks
>>76099792
Those are the Reptilians friend. They grow uncomfortable wearing the flesh suits all day.
TRUST NO ONE
>>76122591
Hahahah
What is your problem with me?
>>76109149
Jew-based religions + Kant
>get a load of this faggot,jpg
>laughing whores
>>76099792
Thats how people act in closed spaces with random strangers. The same shit happens in the subway where people stare at the floor or the ceiling (and more common these days udoing shit in their phones). Its just instinct.
>>76122361
Yep, and then again at winter temperature can go down to -15 degress celsius, our climate is seriously amazing.
>>76121537
Just sarcasm.
>>76100806
Why not Jesus Christ?
>>76122967
>at winter temperature can go down to -15 degress celsius
Sounds like living in a desert, we just get rain instead of subzero temperatures.
>>76121537
Im not fuckkng creepy, i was just joking around
Cant you get a fuckinh joke?
This is 4chan, grow up
Why would i move to serbia?
Do you seriiusly believe me?
>>76122483
Mostly Prussian from 3-4 generations ago and whiter than you'll ever be, mate.
>>76109149
Post a better picture.
>>76122800
Have you ever heard of this weird thing called "I want to read something so I could base my opinion on it"? I'm not a lover of Kant, I took the book from my grandfather long ago to see what he was actually all about, turned out not to be my cup of tea.
>Jew-based religion
I hope you understand that Christianity has nothing to do with Talmudic Judaism though. When Christ spoke to the Jews in John 8:44 he said:
"You belong to your father, the devil, and you want to carry out your father's desires. He was a murderer from the beginning, not holding to the truth, for there is no truth in him. When he lies, he speaks his native language, for he is a liar and the father of lies."
>>76109149
In what subjects are your books organised in?
So, basically, everyone should do what YOU say they should? No, fuck off. If you want to be a beta creep, then be a human statue. If not, text bitches on facebook. And anyone who stomps their feet as they sit just want attention from everyone 24/7, like true alphas. OP is literally a faggot.
>>76123015
Sorry, I'm unable to recognize sarcasm since that dude's cringe fest
>>76123368
I dont want to be white, thanks
You germanics are crazy and damage
You had one job romans
>>76099792
it's called tics and it's very common
>>76123689
Are you talking about me?
You seriously have problems
I WAS FUCKING JOKING OK?
>>76123689
Niggers gunna nig.
Do you guys hate Italians by the way or is that just a meme?
>>76123658
Well he says is a woman
>>76123658
OP is a traditional Orthodox Christian and she's not a degenerate like you.
>>76123848
Im not fucking black you fucking germanic pigskin
>>76123939
Give it a rest.
>>76123893
Cry moar, low test cuck. Are you even American? You sound like a low test beta orbiter.
>>76124401
No, I just have respect for pious people.
>>76123570
>Update
>>76123570
Um perhaps you deserve special treatment for having a vagina,
but Ill drop some candid info :
Some messages on Pol are shitposts, and shouldnt be replied to. The image often helps, and the flag can be a tip off, especially if it says Brazil or Italy, known fonts of absolutely shit and dumb opinions.
My message wasn't worth replying to;
I say this as someone who also studied economic and political philosophers like Kant, and engaged in accademic disection of religion.
The fact that you know a little bit about the Jewish religion leaves me baffled as to why you'd adhere to it.
Philisophically, any being worthy of worship would never demand it of others, nor would they desire it.
Philosophically, if you literally beleive that magic is possible, or that the mind of god (real in this universe) can be altered at whim, reality is no longer real,and not just historical knowledge, BUT ALL CAUSALITY goes out the window,and ALL PREDICTIVE SYSTEMS lose their value.
We can't know if its rain tomorrow, or fiery meteors of doom, and, if what (religion says is true), the mind of god can change at any time, and no predictive models have ANY value.
Or perhaps magics not real?
>>76123614
I used to keep them in good order but now they've kind of mixed together, but the bottom right shelf is arts, above it is science, then psychology, then random modern books, then philosophy (as I've stated I'm not a lover of Kant but the book's there, a lot of my favorites aren't on the shelf since I always leave them around the house). The left side is from bottom to top: films and photography, Asian literature, random books, some of my favorite books (a lot of them are missing), books on war (again, a lot of them missing from the shelf). And on the top I have books which are too big to fit into the shelf, the Holy Bible and the Icon of Lord Jesus Christ.
>>76107759
Belgrade please
I'm 173 , 20 in school
>>76119216
FUCK OFF
>>76123237
Make him look good at least.
>>76107883
>>76109149
I mostly read statecraft, mirrors for princes etc. My collection isn't very big but do either of you shitlords have any recommendations?
>>76099792
I just can't sit still. when i'm sitting, waiting for soemthing some part of me has to be moving, nothing to do with being nervous.
>>76124989
Do you have any war memoirs of soldiers or do you more on have strategy/history books at the war part.
>>76121558
I think I saw you in another thread. We basically have the same views on society. It's relaxing to know that some others have reached the same conclusion. Modern urban life makes me feel sick.
>>76107883
>>76109149
get on my level
>>76100806
I know they say it mellows out with age but it's only ever gotten worse from me.
Now I'm addicted to xanax. There simply isn't a solution to it that isn't chemical. No amount of breathing exercises changes anything. It's a malfunction with some brains that never goes away for some people.
>>76124693
>muh religion is magic
I don't even have the strength of going into this. If there's a fellow Christian who could try to reason with this guy instead of me I'd be thankful, thank you. I never really understand how some of you miss out on all the Christian threads that are up here daily, whom could perhaps clarify some thing to you, but I could take a guess that you purposufully don't read them so you could stay in your bliss of ignorance. Though you always say that we are the ones that are ignorant.
And cool down with the use of word philosophically, it doesn't automatically make what you're saying philosophical in any sense.
>>76125683
>>76125641
Yep, I remember some Britbros I talked to out there, was it in the thread where I asked if modern male and female actually hated each other, or were manipulated to do so ? You must be one of them.
Glad to see you again.
>>76121558
I'm open.
4chan phaggots feel free to email me @ [email protected]
>>76099792
Society has gone full /r9k/
>>76107759
Fuck off whale
>>76125167
Usually don't reply to these messages but it's a rare occurance that it's actually someone from my town, zdravo prijatelju Beograđanine.
>>76125872
Assorted random big books, way to look like a fucking ass
>>76126080
>big books
>ass
learn to read moron
>>76125872
>Drones
>Thus spoke Zarathustra
>Basic Economics
Good lad.
>>76125500
Strategy/history
>>76125989
Bruko
When a person is disturbed in the inside, when he is bored... He will look to do other things.
But what is boredom? It is being anxious. When you are calm you don't mind sitting and not doing anything..... Achievement of inner peace comes when you empty yourself, look into your life, your sins... Show them in front of you, in front of god.
>>76126321
Ako ne znas pravila 4chan-a vrata su ti prva levo. U prevodu : TITS OR GTFO
>>76125969
What do you want to know?
>>76125872
>tfw you're serbian so you need to read half of your books in pdf because they don't have em here
Good books you have there mate
>>76099792
Because 90% of people are usually anxious.
[spoiler]Which is why if someone accidentally makes eye contact I constantly stare at them if possible to make them more anxious[/spoiler]
>>76126507
>disturbed in the inside
uh oh. somebody get this man a loo!
>>76125872
>memes
>>76126173
Kek You can tell I'm getting tired.
You should focus your reading more, read systematically, it looks like you are trying to fill the shelf with big names. (and large books)
>>76126639
Uopšte nisam očekivala to, svega mi.
>>76126871
i get what people recommend. usually I'm not disappointed.
>>76099792
i leave my phone off until i actually need it.
nobody has any reason to call me and if they do need a reason they can leave a message.
when in public i just observe and people glance at me like im strange. well i guess technically i am strange
>>76127191
Gotta start somewhere I guess. I started a lot worse, with thrillers. But I was 13 then.
Later I developed serious anger from spending time on /lit/ where they circle jerk the same bunch of books and it seems that a few of them spend their money on all the latest post modern crap or have a bunch of fantasy shit piled to the ceiling, all bought for the purpose of posting the collection in a bookshelf thread.
Anyway, my recommendation stands, systematic reading is something you should try next.
>OP says shes a female
>no one says TITS OR GTFO
>continue to reply to her
This is why 4chan and especially /pol/ are going to shit. Everyone that replied to this thread after OP said that she's a female and didn't ask for tits should take the easy way out and an hero.
Jebem ti mater kurvo glupa
SAGE
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>>76125941
Yeah it was that thread. I'm going full hermit lately too, but it's my birthday today so I'll go for a comfy walk then update my journal on the current pitiable state of society.
>>76128168
>anon says he's a man
>it's normal
>anon says she's a female
>she's an attention whore!!
Fuck off with your fucking meme, you're literally an illness.
>>76128316
Happy birthday brother. Have a wise and solitary birdie.
>>76128168
>wanting a pious orthodox christian to defile herself
Savior of white Europe, everyone.
>>76099792
Around blacks never relax.
Society is learning.
>>76128316
I like taking comfy walks while listening to Burial. You ever hear of him?
>>76128716
A-aren't you the femanon who took a pic of her identity card the other day?
>>76128699
>>76128781
>>>/reddit/
>>76128875
Nope, but I will definately check his work out.
>>76128920
No, that wasn't me. What was she talking about?
>>76128316
All the best wishes to you brother, God bless you.
>This thread
/r9k/ finds a girl
>>76129077
Oh, too bad.
I don't remember exactly what she was talking about, but she was about 20-21 years old and she was living as some kind of shut-in. Then some anons accused her of not being a girl and she took a pic of her ID in the end.
I'm glad we have so many french femanons on 4chan, whether it's on /pol/ or /int/
>>76101807
Thus happened to me when I used to race dirt bikes.
I'd be trying to sleep late at night and flip out because I swore to God some one was trying to be Ricky Carmichael outside my trailer.
There would be nothing there
>>76099792
Chemtrails
>>76129280
/pol/ is pretty much /r9k/ with a politcal twist
>be anxious
>challenge anxious thoughts
>"oh I suppose there isn't much I can do about that shit anyways"
>still anxious
>take a xanax
>no longer anxious
>now bored or tired
FUCK
>>76129024
It's ober buddy women habe taken over 4chan and theres nothin u can do :DDD
>>76129354
It would have liked to talk to her. I'm more of the surrounded by nature kind of hermit, to try and keep what's little left of my sanity in this world.
Je suppose que nous sommes même plus nombreuses qu'on ne le pense sur 4chan, mais que ce cher TITS OR GTFO en dissuade plus d'une de parler réellement de leurs expériences.
>>76129797
I meant *I would have liked to talk to her, I'm typing too fast for my own good.
>>76099792
Some people are just restless. I constantly move part of my body not out of anxiety but because I have problems sitting still, I have a massive urge to move constantly and I find sitting still very uncomfortable. Not in a painful way, it's hard to explain. Some times I just have to get up and pace and whenever I smoke I pace because I feel uncomfortable standing. It's honestly a very healthy habit but so many people mistake it for nervousness that it blows my mind, in fact the more relaxed I am the more I do it, I usually just pace for 15 minutes before I go to sleep.
>>76099792
>See this post while waiting for the bus
>Try sitting perfectly still
>Nearby couple think I'm a soon to be school shooter
>Get tackled into the ground by a SWAT team upon exiting the bus
>Spend six hours in lock up being interviewed by the FBI
T-Thanks Serbia....
>>76129797
Je pense aussi que ça en dissuade beaucoup, je me sens désolé pour les filles pêh
It would be interesting if I met people like you in real life, unfortunately my live is hermit-like as well
>>76129974
It's ok, people on 4chan don't mind typos, we aren't a normalfag site
>>76130344
I haven't talked to an actual person more than a few words in months. I guess we'll have the occasion to come out unharmed of our comfy nests once this madness is all over.
As for the typo, it changed the whole meaning of my sentence so I corrected it, I don't pay attention otherwise.
>>76130749
>I haven't talked to an actual person more than a few words in months
That hit home.
>>76130031
The sad thing is that I can actually see something like this happening in real life in some time soon, looking at the way things are developing.
feelsbadman