Here is the story
> be me
> be a normal guy since forever until 25yo and with an happy life.
>1 and half year ago i start to have extremely painfull back pains.
> it hurt so much i litterally have to stop everything : job, parties, walks in the wood, to come back to my parent's basement to get some help
> gf leave me ofc
> even lose self esteem while my mom have to hold the bucket i piss in because i can't even move to the bathroom to piss
> after fews months and a lot of exams they finally discover an aggravated form of ankylosing spondylitis and i'm HLAB27 positive
> doc say me "wazzup bruh u'll hav dis shiet foreva, enjoy ya wheelchair soon" :(((
> since this day i'm a pure shit, a waste of time and money for myself and my relatives, i take between 700 and 900mg of tramadol each day, with various others painkillers,
anti inflammatories and muscle relaxants who transformated me into zombie. I lurk and shitpost since this very moment desu
I can't handle this situation anymore, i'm being so depressed since that i can't stop to think about suicide. But i hate so much the jews that i can't handle the fact killing myself without taking at least one jew's life.
What do /pol/ ?
pic very related.
Thank you for updating your blog, Jean-Jacques Picard
>>75639277
i hope my NEETbux come from greece
don't do suicide. I have no other useful advice
>>75639149
If you want to make a real impact do something symbolic against the refugees or the feminists. I guarantee you /pol/ pushes it to the front page of every news site on earth.
Have a friend with AS he quit the narcotics and smokes weed erryday. Still dont work though. Plays video games amd reads all day.
>>75639149
When the White Revolution starts in Europe, you will help operate safe houses for our people and will be a useful ally.
Stay alive. Even someone who can't move can help, and we're going to need all the help we can get.
>>75639149
have you tried the dude weed lmao meme
shoot up a synagog
Blow yourself up inside of a bank. You'll get at least one jew there
If your going to go out, leave a long-winded suicide note about /pol/ and then go and shoot up a mosque or a rapefugee center.
>>75639149
Save up for exo-skeleton legs and shoot up some shitskins, I guess.
>>75639149
Had a similar situation a while back, had to quit my job and could do nothing but lie in bed all day and even that was painful. Get a second opinion from a spine specialist, my first doctor fucked me and told me there was nothing to be done but I'm free of pain now after surgery. Stay strong life's not over yet
Learn programming, graphics design, or any kind of job you could do without moving; then help the white race from your chair.
>>75639149
LOL is the docs name actually "Dr. I Amdidouche"... thats douchetastic. Get a second opinion in a country that doesn't have socialized medicine. You may be surprised what a doctor who works for profit may find.
>>75639739
>>75639715
>>75639700
Was thinking about that, but carrying a weapon, especially automatics one, is almost impossible in France, how can i get a weapon ? I just know here in France we don't need legal aut. to carry black powder guns, will be enough ?
>>75639149
I'm sorry man. I have had a ton of back issues too. Its really slowed me down and Ive put a bunch of weight on.
Nothing even close to what you're going through.
Stick around though. Things might get interesting. You never know.
>>75639997
Best idea so far desu. Also, learn languages (russian, spanish, chinese...) if you can.
>>75639149
Why are they prescribing that much tramadol to you? You should never take more than 400 mg/day part of it because it can induce seizures. Why aren't they prescribing you something stronger instead?
>>75639149
Self-educate, make real money. Get high while waiting for good virtual reality tech and when prosthetics get good get 'em.
>>75639660
yes i'm on weed since forever, i love it but def. not helping me with the illness
>>75639544
The NEETbux of Greece comes from the rest of the Eurozone, including France.
>>75639149
Is there any possibility of recovery?
>>75639149
Go to gracetoyou.org and browse sermons
>>75639149
Kek has spoken and he doesn't want you to end yourself.
>>75639149
dont be a burden, kill yourself. fuck it take some migrants out with you. be the hero we deserve
>>75640022
it was a pretty hot sandnigress chick :3
I saw others specialists but the conclusion is always the same for the moment.
>>75639149
Out-Jew the Jews.
>>75640239
He wants you to get on a 747 and take lives!
have you tried seeing a french doctor rather than a sandnigger shit ?
>>75640056
>Was thinking about that, but carrying a weapon, especially automatics one, is almost impossible in France, how can i get a weapon ?
Join the islamic state. They recruit at the nearest refugee centre, or failing that the nearest mosque (which in France is probably across the street).
oh and by the way it seems we don't live that far apart from each others if you're in étampes
>>75639149
Don't kill anyone OP. You're story is very heartbreaking and I love you. If you are a Christian remember "I will make those who are of the synagogue of Satan, who claim to be Jews though they are not, but are liars--I will make them come and fall down at your feet and acknowledge that I have loved you."
Don't act in anger and keep your heart pure. You are being offered a massive challenge to prove your loyalty to our Lord, Jesus Christ. Stay strong.
>>75639149
>aggravated form of ankylosing spondylitis
You are pretty much fucked desu senpai.
I was going to see if I could recommend some non-sanctioned meds or drugs, but not even that will help. You'll already get the dankest opiates to deal with pain.
> i'm being so depressed since that i can't stop to think about suicide
You can do something about your outlook though. Yes, you'll die. You knew that already, right?
You might be in such pain you will want to end it early. Since you're on 4chan you should know about helium tanks already, but why bother with that - save up on morphine tablets over time, until it's time.
> But i hate so much the jews that i can't handle the fact killing myself without taking at least one jew's life.
Not going to help. Although you could get your names in the history books easily if you took some traitor politicians with you.
Not saying you should, of course. That'd be illegal and wrong. :^)
But we still talk about Gavrilo Princip and John Wilkes Booth and Lee Harvey Oswald. One man can make a difference.
Unrelated picture.
>>75640467
impossible, i look like a fucking giant neonazi, plus i just want to puke and chimpout around arabs
>>75640324
I hear ya but... don't trust your life to a sandnig or a woman. America has some pretty world renowned specialists in the way of spinal issues. Maybe take a trip here? Won't be cheap but, the alternatives are worst than the costs imo.
how's your diet? I mean healthy or junkfood etc. You'd be surprised how much a good healthy diet can change things and I know this is easier said than done but prob need to get off the jew meds too, the shekel collectors aren't doing you any favors.
>>75639149
You should try doing dabs, and eating hash oil instead of the narcotics.
It may not work, but it's worth a try.
If it alleviates the pain enough to cope, you'll still be able to function much better than you do on narcotics.
It can't hurt to try.
>>75640069
thanks lad, at least i have a very great RARE collection now
>>75639149
Just read plebpedia's article, just pray for whatever god you believe in you'll at least be able to die in peace.
Also is welfare in France utter shit ? Looks like you're completely disabled, at the very least the state should pay for your meds and someone to help you.
After that looks like you have to deal with the pain, your depression is due to you feeling worthless so try and self-study something you can do at home.
Be glad you're not responsable for this, and if your parents have the gall to treat you like shit tell them to fuck off and remind them they gave this to you, you have the right to be pissed off at the whole world at this point.
As for your girlfriend she did the right thing, at best you'll get a relationship when you're older and sex isn't a necessity,
Dont let it stop you! Check this Spondilitis dude https://youtu.be/EcqDZ2XMRDA
>>75640197
only surgery, but the doctors don't want me to use this way, they say it's too dangerous
>>75639149
How many government agencies don you think are currently in this thread?
>>75640660
France has terrible welfare for French people, it's actually better to be an illegal ahmed with 45 children
>>75639149
> have you tried psychadelic drugs?
I advise mescaline, DMT, Psylocibin (shrooms), LSD or Ayahuasca if you got a shaman friend.
Shit will show you the reason of your life, what to do next and whatnot, if you'll focus hard enough. Don't become a fucking junkie though, use them as a bridge, not as a road.
Other than that, you're obviously not too damaged to write on the internet, so you might as well try to write book(s). Or become an internet blogger... still so many possibilities for you to have a decent life, as long as you're mentally alright.
>>75639149
Find a coal burner and kill her entire familly.
>>75639997
good idea. there are a lot of freelance sites (e.g., upwork). most of them are pretty shit and attract stingy clients, but you can get a lot of experience that way.
do your first couple of jobs for next to nothing just for positive feedback. you could develop good relationships with some clients like this and get referrals.
you'll get many times the rates you see on these sites if you find clients directly. ($75-$150+/hr vs $15-$30/hr)
>>75639149
>hate the jews so much must kill
seek help
>>75640705
Is the alternative never getting well?
>>75640705
I had a relative with spinal cancer, and the doctors didn't want to operate because it was too dangerous.
You know what happened?
She died. Of spinal cancer.
>>75640800
insight bias
>>75640800
>canada
>healthcare
>>75640705
Take the gamble, you've got nothing to lose other than a life that is miserable already.
Doctors are obliged to say that to you because if you die and they suggested it then they can be sued.
>>75640741
>I advise mescaline, DMT, Psylocibin (shrooms), LSD or Ayahuasca if you got a shaman friend.
Believe in Marion, she'll save you my friend.
>>75640056
You can get weapons in the deepweb accessed with tor browser
>>75639149
>muh First World problems
pressure makes diamonds; all else crumbles as coal
>>75640800
i see your point, and i'm not affraid with death, i just want the pain and the feelbads.jpg to leave me alone
>>75639149
That's fuckin life, isn't it?
There's nothing you can do. You have to make the best of a bad situation. Write a book. Learn programming. Learn about God. Do something in your situation.
Just remember you can't reverse the situation. You have to embrace it.
>>75640220
https://www.gty.org/
http://www.josephprince.org/daily-grace/praise-reports/single/healed-from-20-year-excruciating-back-pain-after-watching-sermon/
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=JfRGkm47N5c
>he got a weak back
Should've started lifting
>>75640514
t'es d'ou jacques ? etampes c'était pour un IRM, mais je vis dans le 91
>>75640866
>case 1:
>no surgery, cancer metastasizes, patient dies
>case 2:
>surgery, cancer metastasizes, patient dies
>case 3:
>surgery, cancer successfully removed, but complications in the spine caused damage, patient lives wheelchair-bound
>case 4:
>surgery, cancer successfully removed, patient lives happily ever after
It was obviously malignant as she had died.
>>75640800
This is the result of "free" health care.
>>75639149
don't do it! you must watch the world burn. it will be fun. well worth it m8
>>75639149
when you find a way to psychologically overcome all this, become a motivational speaker and write a book on your experience
>>75640886
>>75640561
>That'd be illegal and wrong. :^)
i guess it's a terrible idea my dear friend :DDD
i wonder if i would need a silver bullet to get rid of Merkel
>>75639149
Sorry 2 here ur pozd up frenck bro
>>75641080
Ris Orangis
yallo op.
If i were you:
- if i'm a faggot uncapable of good an heroism, i take the surgery or kill myself.
- if i'm the real alpha male, i kill every jew and police officer on my way to heaven.
justice served.
>>75639149
Stay strong brother.
>>75639149
>STOP DRUGS
>START INCOME
>GET SEX
simple. If you are a man, you will overcome.
It's because you're an asshole that generalizes and hates entire groups of people that shit came onto you, it's called Karma, Pierre.
>>75640535
your words really warm my hearth anon, thanks. I grew up as an atheist in a 100% libtard familly, but even if i don't buy the mythology around it, i have limitless respect to Jesus Christ, maybe becoming a #christmissile is the solution, i really dk
>>75641213
Evry
Get hiv pos and your t cells will be too fucked to do ant damage.
But did you consult private doctors?
The socialized ones we have dealt with always recommend putting people down with a morphine overdose. Old and infection? Put her down. Heart attack? Oh sorry, but it's best to put him down.
They are completely useless and don't care about people because putting people down is what they do all day.
>>75639149
>be me
I think you need to go back you know where.
>>75641388
Alors tu expériences la misère environnementale aussi
>>75639149
Can you make the rain stop in Paris for Roland Garros to resume?
>>75639149
Go to other surgeons and get their opinions, show the medical reports, etc.
Demand surgery to relieve the pain.
>>75639149
Well, at least you don't have herpes like me. Hope that makes you feel better m8.
Keep on living though. Does pot help at all?
Also, don't get fat. You might want to start eating just salad.
>>75639149
Well now that you're wheelchair-bound you might as well create 16chan.
>>75640594
i'm too poor for the travel for the moment, but will have some infos about it, thx anon
About the diet, i eat junkfood most of the time, i tried a calcium-free diet with mitigate success for the moment
>>75640056
Convert to Islam/do it in it's name before doing it anon.
>jew hater
>true to life sob story
Have you thought of becoming a politician and champion hospital reform and anti-globalism for FN?
>>75639149
If I ever turn into a hard disabled like you, I would for sure kill myself. I would written a manifesto and kill myself.
I think people should have the right to kill themself
You don't have to do it of course
Hello op
I have had AS for 5 years now
Are you recently diagnosed?
It gets better when you find the right medication!!
Some tips:
Don't try bs diets, they have no impact whatsoever and ruin your morale.
Go swimming. Do it.
Physiotherapy. Do it.
Don't try to "man up and endure the pain" and take your medication. Suffering for no reason is retarded.
Ama I'll try to respond, posting from my phone at work
>>75642195
Christ, how common is this shit?
>>75640660
thanks Enzo, yeah the state pay for my medication, and made good job so far from what i know, i don't blame it for once.
My parents are very supportive and know it's a difficult path i'm in, they are really great beside the bluepill they swallow on a daily basis.
About the sex it is impossible to perform so i can understand her, even if she is a fucking slut at least i'm aware of it now.
>>75641786
I like this
>>75639544
tramadol can get you high bro. take like 300mg
>>75642195
What do you work?
How it affects you?
Do you receive welfare?
What are your hobbies?
Have you thinked on killed yourself?
Do you have friends, girlfriend?
>>75642408
read OP's post again faggot
>i take between 700 and 900mg of tramadol each day
>>75639149
Damn bro, get money and hooks before you go
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ozMuy_k4Nrg
Always keep on pushing.
It's all a matter of belief.
Do you think life is valuable? Then keep it up.
>>75639149
Do some online business or some volunteer work in your community. Just don't be useless and don't give up on anything. See another doctor
>>75639149
The only valid option is get rid of the medical jew and follow the teaching of Wim Hof and practice his method, trust me bro it'll improve
>>75639149
Give your heart and soul to Jesus and He will show you the way. I am truly sorry for your pain, but Jesus is the light and the way.
>>75639149
You can still do things. Get yourself involved in some hobby. Look at Stephen Hawking, he's in an even worst condition yet he still goes on and contributes more than 99.9999% people on this planet.
You can just not move much some parts, then practice with your legs and do some exercises. Do some work which doesn't require moving a lot like:
1) programming
2) translation work
3) history, philosophy, ...
4) maths, some physics, ...
5) Get involved in the market. If you have time (you seem to) and are careful you can provide for yourself and buy a good house in the nature or any nice place to live in.
6) You can even take lessons from the net or in some univs. They can be really well adapted to people like you.
Good luck op. I really wish I don't become in your condition because I know It'd be depressing. But hopefully there are still a lot of things worth fighting back for.
>>75641714
quit the junkfood bro
if your parents don't have the time to cook for you every day get one of those meals on wheels services
your diet has heavy influence on the neurochemicals in your brain
Put your faith in and submit to Allah.
>>75642408
the high is shitty unless you take >600mg in one shot
>>75642640
>Do you think life is valuable?
no
>>75641987
a politician yes, since i'm a good orator
>>75641786
>Convert to Islam/do it in it's name before doing it anon.
No thanks ahmed, i want to be screenshoted on /pol/ with some pepe once i molotoved a yeshivah
>>75639149
Speaking purely hypothetically, somebody so inclined could probably fit a lot of explosives in, on or around a motorized wheelchair.
>>75642980
Do you prefere to have your name on /pol/ or in history books, even if it's with redpilled content ?
>>75640639
how did you discover Reunion?
i'd just assume it's france and move on
also, there are some non-rares in your rare collection (mostly european)
I want to be your friend OP
Do what you can before your spine turns into bamboo.
I understand the choice. Go out like a with a purpose and been seen as a hero, activist, and trigger for a cause, or sit there and shrivel into oblivion.
>>75639149
I'm sorry Frenchbro ):
>>75642441
I work in IT in a comfy office job
The pain fucks your life up sometimes.
Especially when you can't sleep because of it.
I have no gf and my last date was in January. One close real life friend and a few good online friends.
>>75639149
A native frenchman killing innocent jews and "refugees" will only make people hate right-wing politics even more. If you do it, you're no better than ISIS sub-humans.
>>75639149
how did the pain appear? just suddenly you or it kept getting worse and worse over time? like first time you felt pain in your back was it 10/10 pain or 1/10 and next time like couple months later it was 2/10 and so on gradually till you visited doctor about it? please explain how did this happen? did you have any sports injuries?
I feel very sorry man...
things like that can come from the most trivial things, like the wrong shoes etc
you should definatly get to some second doctor like >>75639952
Try to find a nice hobby on your pc, like 3d Modelling, you can always find something
but then again, this isn't your blog Jean-jacques grènèbles
>>75639149
Anon, I don't know what to tell you, but if you get enough NEET bux, try to provide for your family. Learn to invest, you can buy stocks that pay dividends, eventually you will make 1000 + dollars per quarter or bi annually, this way you can still be self sufficient and not feel like you are a burden to your family. Maybe you can pay a hot nurse to hold your piss bucket as well.
>>75643157
This. By doing so, you show that the religion on peace isn't one.
Plus you can still get screenshoted on /pol/ with your memes.
>>75639149
what kind of pills are those?
>>75639149
You can become an advocate for antifeminism and antirefugees mate. Blame them all on your problems. F.e. the unattainable standards feminist women have for men, refugees that get neetbux that you as a legal citizen deserve. Be creative and invent lies just like they do. Nobody will disagree with you if you're a cripple.
>>75644204
this
you can be gay too, a gay cripple, no one would have courage to opress a gay cripple
Not sure how popular the profession is in France but have you tried chiropractic? I've heard of people having at least moderate success with back pain after seeing one.
>>75644402
It's very popular. I know a lot of people who go there with the effects you say. Indeed good advice I think.
>>75641009
Stay away from Joseph Prince and anyone on tbn or daystar. False teachers
>>75639149
Killing Jews/a Jew would likely have a negative affect towards your long goal. Especially now you've posted it here.
It would be framed to make more immigrate to Israel which helps the bad guys. You would have to pick a rich Zionist but your chances of success would be very low now.
Ummmmm get more pain killers ideally something that works like Oxy and sell the extra trams to support the legal defenses of a hacker/information freedom person.
>>75643230
We are all friends on /pol/ as long we pray KEK anon, i can feel it
>>75643470
you got the point
>>75643574
thanks ameribro, our mightest ally
>>75643654
ok mister t.
>>75643773
the pain appeared suddently during evening after the job, who is very physical (i'm a hot air ballon pilot) almost at his critic level (8/10)
it keep getting worse and worse for few days, until you reach the apex of pain, like 8-9/10 then the pain go down until you almost stop to suffer during few hours, sometimes few days. Then it's worse again, this pattern in a chronic way.
>>75644027
nice idea, being a virtual jew will release me for sure
>>75644140
i don't remember, maybe my pantoprazole (i also have an ulcere)
>>75644204
I can't troll that much, why all the germanbro want me to become a cucked whinning bitch? it's really make me think
>>75644402
i'm not aware of it, i google it actually, thanks
>>75644792
yep you right but hey.. rich zionists are so convinced they are untouchable they don't even protect themself that much in France
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=mQ46CJ8UPJU
>>75639149
>>75639149
>>75639149
OP HERE'S WHAT YOU DO.
Check out Helminthic therapy: https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Helminthic_therapy
Here's the explanation if you're sketchy:
https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Hygiene_hypothesis
Helminths really work to stem the progression of and even cure autoimmune disease. I have first hand experience to know that it works. It infuriates me that there are people out there who are dying from these conditions and their doctors will refuse to tell them about this treatment.
ALSO CHECK OUT THIS TESTIMONIAL LIST that lists your condition as treatable by it:
http://www.foodsmatter.com/natural_medicine_comp_therapies/helminthic_therapy/articles/ht_success_stories.pdf
If you're interested (and you should be), you should search for a provider or a free donor. Autoimmunetherapies is a good one, and the owner Jasper Lawrence lives in the UK, but you'll have to pay. There might be a donor close by if you search for DIY helminth therapy, particularly some yahoo groups.
I understand the feeling but don't throw your life away just yet; try this first. It's a Godsend.
try to get soros
