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hi /mu/. i have depression and it's been about a month since i shut down in my house and the only thing that i can enjoy is to listen to music
the thing is that i'm getting bored of always listening to the same shit
so what music or artist would u recommend me?? also whenever i listen to happy songs and shit like that i get irritated and start to get angry with myself for being like this
>i've been listening ok computer over and over for a week
help me pls
tru skramz always does it for me
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=rGYpLIBOkeU
Listen to Jandek
have fun with anxiety as well :')
>>66175461
Listen to this man >>66175397
Have you heard the rest of radiohead's discography?
Probably the most depressing song I've ever heard
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=hiwi7d0f91Y
>>66175573
kid a, in rainbows and others songs but i'm not really into radiohead, but i like this girl who makes greats cover of them, her voice gives the songs something special
>>66175585
cool video
>>66175585
This is actually great stuff
>>66175565
Fuck anxiety man. I lived with anxiety disorder for a whole year.
Now it's almost gone... I just hope it's not coming back.
Do you want music that will pull you out of this mood or music that will match it and make you not feel alone
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=EgVTZbWtbs0
>>66175568
thanks, good thing
>>66175461
Must-listen depressioncore goes to Have a Nice Life and Giles Corey. If you feel like dying and haven't listened to them, do it (the latter, not the former).
drone out of life sadanon
>>66175670
hope u feel better
>>66175688
headphones preferably, and loud, very loud, probably louder than you're comfortable with
>>66175634
as i said i just get irritated with myself when i think about being happy, at least for now,, my problems are just starting and i'm just not in the mood to cheer up for now, so second option.
>>66175671
Here's a sample.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=0FUMl2gAM7c
>>66175699
thanks bro,
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Yls_lhHdfPc
this is the darkest album i know
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=JqNAdDNQP04
>>66175721
Giles Corey like others have suggested, and also Elliot Smith
I'd also suggest talking to someone close to you about this ish, and if those aren't available a psychiatrist. However, I think you know this already
>>66175803
elliot smith is one of the artist i've been listening to lately
figure 8 specially one of the greatest albums i have ever heard. son of sam and junk bond trader are just awesome
>>66175721
Are you angry about it at all? Angry at yourself? Hateful or resentful towards yourself?
Well have I got what you're looking for.
Listen to the first track and tell me what you think.. https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1-g8FlYRflA
Try fevers and mirrors or lifted by bright eyes
>>66175585
OP here, watching this video is like remember the week before i shut down, song is good, thanks
>>66175850
wow that song suits me...
>>66175461
stop listening to music as a form of escape and confront whatever it is that makes you feel depressed and change it
>>66175461
>sniff meth
>learn guitar/piano
>>66175461
kygo tropical house is good for depression imo
>>66176058
i really considered this but i just have no confidence and my problems aren't that simple that i could just try to solve them by myself, i need help but i don't know how to get it
>>66176033
>I cut off my right hand and stand in your shadow
>I cut off my right hand and stand in your arms.
>>66176100
Family/friends/therapist
>>66176067
already play the guitar and violin,i'm not that good at violin but i enjoy it, i live in a small house and the neighbors starts to complain whenever i play,
>>66176100
you just have to do things that build confidence in you bro
you can't just sit around and mope all day trust me i've been there. it never leads anywhere its a vicious cycle of apathy/self-loathing/reaction
you have to fill your day with things that make you happy. it doesn't matter how stupid or trivial they seem just as long as they're different than what you're doing now and they make you feel good.
>>66176200
i'm currently seen a therapist and i feel better when i'm with her but the day after or even the same day when i'm in home i start to feel depressed again.
>>66176284
keep seeing the therapist, try harder to get to the root of your problems. it'll get better.
>>66176284
keep at it anon
you can't fight this shit on your own.
i remember when i was depressed and i put off talking to anyone about it for 4 years. that was 4 years of wallowing and moping dude that i would trade anything to get back. you have to break free of that shit man. its gonna suck fucking hairy donkey balls for a while but i fucking promise the shit out of you. i was this fucking close to ending it all, and i promise you there's a way out you just have to go for it.
>>66175461
Bro, Logic and Lupe Fiasco
>>66176278
i thought of that, in fact i decided of get my shit out of my city and start a life in the countryside. i thoughtmy problem was with my environment, but after talking with some relatives i realized that i was the problem
i did make a image of myself in my head to avoid the real me and i kept lying to my family about what my problem was. the other day i had a fight with my mom who was concerned about me and i feel really bad but this is just one of my problems
>>66176389
god i hate rap fans
The worst thing about depression is the apathy. Are you still crying? I thought that shit sucked at the time but I'd do anything to get it back now. If you leave it long enough all you feel is frustration, occasionally anger, and a vague uneasy knot in your stomach from time to time. The rest is just dull, hopeless apathy. Thinking about your emotions all the time but never really feeling them. Get help while you can still feel.
theres a kpop group called lovelyz that cured my depression. protip: dont just listen to the music. hope this helps op
>>66175461
Hey anon, why don't you try lying in bed and saying to yourself - "I don't want to live with me anymore''. Then you ask "Who is the I that I don't want to live with any more? Apparently there are two..." and then you will become enlightened. At least, that's how Tolle did it. His was accidental though
>>66176423
there are outside problems and inside problems.
go through all your outside problems and i promise you, if none of them come up after a few quiet moments of self-reflection, the problem is inside. the good thing is, inside problems are entirely up to you to fix. with a lot of outside problems comes shit you can't escape (money, disability, bullshit with other humans)
but you can always fix the inside problems.
go to your mom and squash the shit with your mom, try to come to an understanding. if she is not a person who is capable of understanding, don't feel bad. you didn't do anything wrong by trying.
be upfront with people in your life. its going to be really awkward at first but its kind of like jumping off the diving board at the pool for the first time. the first time is scary but it will get easier and easier the more you do it.
>>66176546
protip: do not do this on 5 tabs of acid. you will shortly experience ego death
>>66175461
just listen to swans
greed, white light from the mouth of infinity and soundtracks for the blind are incredible when you're depressed
>>66176566
actually that's the point. if there is no ego, then OP will not be depressed
>>66176495
its a cycle for me
apathy comes before a slight wave of optimism which drives you to break out of the slump, but then shit happens and you get discouraged and pessimistic, then angry, then accepting, then apathetic all over again.
do you believe in chemical imbalances. i dont know if ill ever be able to fix my inside problems
>>66176503
are they good? i just know a few kpop groups and i can say they're good, brown eyed girls and groups like that are. and yes anon u help my just talking with u guys like this makes me feel like i'm talking with friend, thank u all guys
>>66175461
Arab Strap. I honestly can't recommend them enough. Hope you're okay anon.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=XK4c72FIMoc
>>66175461
a month? boo hoo, try doing it for 15 years of your life.
>>66176596
true, and those acid trips back when i would do it every two weeks or so really did change my life and make me less apathetic and depressed (though i do not think I had clinical depression), but it is not something to go into lightly and is not for everyone.
>>66175461
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=4Q_BDH2eQP4
This shit blows my mind
>>66175461
Something to relate to would probably be Crywank.
>>66176358
>>66176650
i know that there's people much worse than me and i wish i don't be like this much longer too but when you feel like i feel u just can think about others and there's sometimes i really want to
i don't know when exactly started my problem but as i see it, it came within me, and it just got worse as time passed by, i felt how i was left behind everyone and just now i realized how much i have fucked up things
Guide to music for depression (the first few albums that came into my mind):
>Black Flag - My War
>Black Flag - Nervous Breakdown
>Urban Waste - Urban Waste
>Deep Wound - Deep Wound
>Keiji Haino - I Wonder If You Noticed "I'm Sorry" Is Such a Lovely Sound It Keeps Things From Getting Worse
>Swans - Holy Money
>Swans - Public Castration Is a Good Idea
>Swans - Soundtracks for the Blind
>David Bowie - Low
>God - Possession
>Oxbow - The Narcotic Story
>This Heat - This Heat
>Xiu Xiu - A Promise
>Slint - Spiderland
>HTRK - Psychic 9-5 Club
>Dinosaur Jr -Bug
>Boris - Absolutego
>King Crimson - Red
>Nick Drake - Pink Moon
>Simon Finn - Pass the Distance
>Mozart - Requiem
>>66176629
great stuff, thanks u
>>66176698
Not OP but thanks for this, been meaning to get into Amon Tobin for a while, and this is pretty sick
>>66176662
glad to hear you got better, anon
I'm in a similar situation, though I don't think I'm actually depressed.
Anyways, Smog, Nick Drake, Low, Red House Painters, American Music Club, Mount Eerie and Townes Van Zant are my best friends. Check em out of you want.
>>66176793
thanks for u dedication into this, i'll listen all of them
>>66176698
it is better of what i expected at the start
slowcore is the best genre for depression and in general
>>66175461
L A U G H I N G
S T O C K
Best depression album for me
Owen Ashworth from Casiotone for the Painfully Alone and now Advance Base. I listened to his stuff exclusively for a two-month period which was the most depressed I've ever been and it wasn't pretty. Hope you get better soon, OP.
CFTPA - Etiquette https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=mYQyGze-QJw&list=PL0Mzaq-b13FrCY9oazrDqrzGIeVD4v3x8
Advance Base - Nephew in the Wild https://advancebase.bandcamp.com/album/nephew-in-the-wild
>depressed
>able to get out of bed
>able to listen to music
>able to use the Internet
>able to communicate in any capacity
yeah, fuck off
stop being an embarrassing burden to your parents and grow the fuck up, you are not depressed
stop cheapening others' genuine struggles by using that word
>>66175688
is this like duster
>>66177677
nothing like duster
>>66177654
even for b8 this is weak
>>66177688
what a surprising response
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=tvqlt7OWTOk
I find a bit of Modest Mouse usually snaps me out of it when I'm feeling down. That or it maginifies it and makes everything feel even more hopeless. Either way enjoy.
>>66175688
Truth
>>66175461
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=WyGmGRNO37Y
>>66176546
Ekhart tolle is a hack piece of shit pseudocultist
>>66177780
He's a hack and pseudo, but wouldn't say piece of shit or liar
>>66177654
You're a fucking idiot if you really believe this. I was severely clinically depressed for a long time and music and the internet was the only thing I had. That and sleeping
>>66177709
this is amazing, i always see modest mouse posted on here, never listened to them, i am gonna go down to hmv and buy an album or two of theirs rn
>>66178131
Glad you enjoyed anon. Go and do it, all their albums are amazing, but I haven't really listened to their newest stuff.
>>66175461
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=TB1H53zFyek
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=yam3CWqoZEc
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=AvEm3a20Yc4
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=_shjVPzb6eY
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Q6pCOXD3qwc
good luck anon
>>66178131
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ZqAqsoaBwlY
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=OjecIllOEio
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=cOtBiwwcA90
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=iAJ4rtCSFMg
they have a million good songs, but here's a few anyway.
Instead of being a shut in NEED, how about get a job and some hobbies you depressed faggot?
If you stay in little comfort zone of a house you're going to get depressed eventually because you're not doing shit with your life...go figure, right?
>>66178602
NEET*
furthermore, I was depressed as fuck years ago. If you don't force yourself to do shit, you will be depressed. Stop being a little bitch
Dark and smooth stuff to emotionally relate to and to listen to while self-loathing?https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=aVnLon8TvXk
Light and chill music to help compensate the darkness of the mind?
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Ea3uxOzPzV4
Hope you'll get better soon pal.
>>66178602
>>66178621
it's incredibly easy to say this shit, and it betrays a basic misunderstanding on your part. i have no idea what you have or haven't experienced in life and your emotional reactions to that, but I seriously doubt you've ever known depression as a medical condition. without apparent cause or relief, unable to see a way out, unable to break the self-destructive cycle. people aren't morons, most victims of depression are perfectly self-aware - in fact often too much so, overanalysing and overthinking every aspect of their life to the point that they get nothing done.
saying basic shit like "stop being a bitch" "man up" "get some exercise" etc doesn't offer anything useful or insightful to someone who doesn't get a positive emotional response from engaging with the world around them. i hesitate to cheapen my case, but i suppose it makes sense to frame it in terms that you might understand: i wonder why "normies" so often seem to have such disdain for the depressed - a group of people who are already inherently disadvantaged. to wake up every day and feel nothing - no desire to change, no desire to succeed, no desire to pursue happiness, no motivation to do anything at all but remain in your shell. that shit sucks. but to be told by the very group of people who want you to integrate with that your pain means nothing - that is the poison that keeps you in that place forever. because no matter how awful and lonely your pit is, it's numb and safe. and it could never be as cruel as the world of the "normies". people are the worst.
I find it much more satisfying to listen to whole albums instead of skipping around individual songs. I won't pay for music anymore unless the band has made a conscious effort to create an atmosphere throughout the album. Here's some favourites you might be into:
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=HSfGvuiFOWI
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=FAApF-FDkoY
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=z4brqp2Y0Fc
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=tMCc02NAU9o
Also, listen to Swans.
When I became depressed in college, the very first step that looking back in retrospect lead to dragging myself out of depression was: stop listening to depressive music.
I became obsessed with the Beach Boys for about 8 months afterwards, because I started listening to a lot of veeeeery emotional, personal music that WASN'T "kill yourself core". That's what you have to do. The depressing music you find so emotional and attached to is just one shade of that kind of music. There is more personal, more beautiful, more interesting music than emo and posthardcore and sadboy shit. I promise. There's a reason why, for instance, many many people find In the Aeroplane so captivating and moving. It isn't depressing in the usual way, but is instead imbued with such profound and "different' emotion that makes a real impression.
Find your obsessive, personally-heavy albums. Drag yourself out through sincere music.
>>66178913
>Hats
My negro
>>66176058
Because everyone is a fucking pro
And they all got answers from trouble they've known
And they all got to say what you should and shouldn't do
Though they don't have a clue
smoke drugs, eat drugs, drink drugs, meditate, do simple exercises, if you need to get a to b in terms of tasking masturbate as the temporary dopamine rush can be enough to create the illusory spell your depression has been lifted, look into chaos magick
for now though, have a slump down to some black dice
>>66177654
Anon, stop pretending that you know shit about depression
>>66175721
I've been living with depression for about five years now. To get out of ruts, you can't be shut in your house. Go outside and walk around, go to the gym, chat with your friends and family, go to the gym (it's important), and talk to a therapist if you can afford it.
Depression is rough. But listen here, it starts with little changes. Follow this outline:
- wake up everyday and make your bed right away. Don't lay under your covers browsing the internet. Get up, make your bed.
- make yourself eat breakfast. If you're not hungry right away make yourself go for a 30 minute walk or do pushups and situps.
- take a shower.
- whatever work you need to now prioritize it. If you have job duties, perform them, if you have schoolwork, do it.
- for lunch eat lightly but make sure to eat fruit.
- throughout the entire day u need to drink a lot of water. I mean A LOT of water. People seem to always be dehyrdated. Remember this, the only fluid your body actually needs is water. Cut out all sugary drinks. Men drink water, coffee, tea, and beer.
- when you've completed your duties for the day you Cannof resign to mindless hedonistic entertainment. You need to keep pushing, keep breaking yourself. Further yourself by reading, listening to new music, weight lifting, running, fishing, swimming. Be a man who voraciously lives life. Be hungry.
Force yourself to be hungry.
Breaking depression is to break yourself over and over and over till you've disciplined a changed in yourself. You have to change your routine, your day-to-day functioning.
Prove to yourself you are strong. If you aren't, make yourself strong. Give life your all!
>>66180431
I believe in everyone is this thread! Break yourself, become something new!
The Hospice album by The Antlers is one of the most depressing albums I've ever listened to, it may not be your specific taste but hey, it's worth a listen.
>>66178743
People are nothing. Who cares? It can be so hard to leave that warm numb pit, but the highs you taste outside of it are unfathomable when you're down there wallowing. But let me tell you, it's too sweet. If you're all numb and can't feel anything anyways why do u care what 'normies' think? That kind of divisiness probably contributed to the pit your in. Fucking crawl out it, scrape with your fingernails, and let these stupid fucking normies laugh at you and tell you 'oh just walk it off' and then do exactly that. Stand up on your feet and walk away. Why should you be constricted to a personal misery? Do you deserve that? You dont. You can't possibly have done enough damage to the world around you to deserve that. Don't let anybody put u in a hole. Yourself included. You have to scrape, fight, break yourself, and become new. Fuck a pit.
Remember, if you hate yourself so much why can't you just become something new?
>>66178478
nice selection man
>>66175461
I, like >>66178913, find full albums better to listening to individual songs. May I recommend
Telefon Tel Aviv - Fahrenheit Fair Enough (Glitch) https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=MQ2qEah8Fns&list=PL5B3DA275EF11F2D4 (my favorites: title track and "What's the Use of Feet If You Haven't Got Legs?")
and
Steven Wilson - The Raven that Refused to Sing (and Other Stories) ("""""Progressive Rock""""") https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=_w8SY_9yO8k&list=PLgs4tQlTRNY36XH79qSOIeDsTTy-QswEh (my favorites: "Drive Home" and "The Watchmaker")
Also, this guy >>66179713 has got it right, at least from my experience too. Listening to depressing music probably won't help you get out of depression, but at least the music is good to wallow with.
>>66175565
not op but
this album is awesome
thanks
>>66179891
fuck off, child
>>66175688
where earth 1 at?
15 years? Pffft, try 25. Now that's depressing.
>>66181092
you're living on it
>>66175461
flatsound.bandcamp.com
helped me through my lowest days. I Clung to You Hoping We'd Both Drown is in my top 10, easily. Hope you get to feeling okay, OP
>>66175461
Try doing something creative, like making music or art or something. It doesn't even have to be that good and you don't even have to release it anywhere, just the simple act of creation helped me a lot with my depression.
>>66181259
very true for me aswell. and IF you are a beginner in most stuff OP, don't dwell on it. it's nice to get to know yourself through self-expression.
>>66175627
>a whole year
>>66181158
flatsound is really great
Check these guys out aswell
https://panuccispizza.bandcamp.com
>>66177654
>having depression means you can't get out of bed, listen to music, use the internet or be able to communicate in any capacity.
>no
>>66182388
>can't differentiate between "melancholic/depressive phase" and "clinical depression"
yeah, fuck off
>>66175461
Richard Wright - Broken China
It's a concept album about depression and whatnot, by far one of the best albums of the 90s.
Not sure if I should cry or laugh over the fact that there are people here who compete on who's been depressed or secluded the most time and belittle the suffering of those who haven't suffered as long as they have. One might think people who have been depressed for so long know a depressed person needs peer support above all else.
>>66178478
>>66178525
these are good
>>66182897
its quite common for depressed people to grow bitter & vent anger through arbitrary shit. been there plenty myself. I'd wager a large part of this website's culture stems from that negative branch of discourse you find in depressed people. it's a shame really but i feel on the flip side i think the anonymity here helps people talk so swings roundabouts etc etc.
tfw no way out
>there are literally people itt who think if you can leave your bed at all, browse the internet or listen to music you are not clinically depressed
boy my doctor and psychologist are sure gonna feel dumb when they find out. along with every doctor and psychologist ever, y'know, what with the whole "having to leave the house to get diagnosed/ treated" problem
Try Shostakovich's VIII string quartet. Listening to it feels like the music ''understands'' you. I know how it sounds, but I really think it'd be something you're looking for.
>>66175461
GET A JOB, GO TO //POL//
>>66177654
depression is different for everyone you silly cunt
Also OP goes to a therapist so surely he has been professionally diagnosed
>>66181133
damn...
>>66182967
Well yeah, 4chan probably ain't the right place to expect peer support.
Have fun with depression.
>>66184076
Within the Realm of a Dying Sun by Dead Can Dance
not OP
last two months:
>18
>depressed
>anxious
>on dangerous acne drug that only heightens it
>some belongings got ran over by a car
>got followed around major city by a pedo
>might have hallucinated the pedo
>got in a car crash
>clipping put out a shit EP
>best friend assaulted his mom and is in jail
>gets out today
>I'm the only person he has to turn to
I'm ready to fucking explode
And this girl Whose into me only because I pop up on that friends' snapchat sometimes Is telling me "Anon, talk to me if you need". How do you talk about any of that.
And I've been tricked by /mu/ and now listen to Swans and Radiohead all day
listening to Get To Heaven right now
>>66175461
youre not depressed you underage faggot
man up
>>66184149
>>>/b/ >>>/reddit/ >>>/twitter/
>>66184168
I hope you become depressed one day and see how it's good when people tell you to man up. What happened to being kind and understanding?
>>66184149
>>66184149
>clipping
>swans
>radiohead
>everything everything
some problems are only skin deep. you aren't depressed because of your shitty life, you're depressed because you're a pleb
Donnie Darko (soundtrack)
>>66184149
you sound like a really fucking whiny and self-pitying millennial, my man.
>>66181133
damn...
>>66184535
>millennial
Why do people do this?
Literally everyone on this board is a 'millenial', if you're not the get the fuck out you weirdo, what the fuck are you doing with your life that you're still here past your mid 20s?
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Gg1d5oXiwuU
If you want to become numb, being without pleasure or pain. Then I highly reccommend this album
>>66184598
>If you want to become numb, being without pleasure or pain
this is exactly what sufferers of depression are trying to escape, dingus
OP here
i fell asleep listening to this >>66176698 , great stuff it help me out i really have trouble to sleep
>>66177616
thanks, really good
>>66177778
liked this one in particular, i would like to see more like this
>>66178478
all of these is good, the third and the last one were specially good, is any of this on souncloud??
>>66178525
think i have listened to them already idk, thanks anyway
>>66178743
u understand me, i'm aware of what my problems are but i feel like i can't do nothing about it, when people wkae up, they have things to do, maybe they have problems to solve or work or school, they have something to do, when i wake up, that's all, its like there's no diference if i'm sleeping or awake, when i'm awake i have nothing to do, and much of u may say that just go outside, talk to people in the street, go do an sport, it's not that easy, if it were just that i'd never be like this at first.
>>66179806
i really thought of that but i guess i'm just no good with drugs.
>>66180981 remindes me of vaporwave, anyways, thanks
i don't remember when i got this but i feel in peace when i listen, if someone have more likes this please share
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=dLe1q_VdF1Y
>>66184535
>>66184589
Ignore him, like most of /mu/ he is a lonely introvert trying to score points on an amish tapestry loom
>>66184637
Being there myself I can say that you should stick to what you know my friend. Becoming numb is the first step in my eyes, accepting your situation and having a clear head to work out the best way to overcome it.
>>66184650
at least I'm not crying about not having the guts to talk to a girl from Snapchat.
>>66184714
I'm not the depressed anon, just a guy that is tired of seeing you tryhard worms on this board all the time. Go out and experience life man, maybe it will cause your self-loathing so subside
>>66179806
>OP is depressed
>"smoke drugs, eat drugs, drink drugs"
Worst advice
>>66184589
wait and see. people rarely leave this site
>>66175461
if you like Ok Computer you might like:
>Kid Dakota - So Pretty
>Interpol - Turn The Bright Lights On
>Portishead - Dummy
>Red House Painters - Down Colorful Hills
>>66177154
best album in the thread
>>66175543
amazing artist, the musical represention of anxiety
>>66184589
Im 38, Who even invited your 14 year old arse to the Party? Suck it big guy
Not OP.
Seeing this thread has made me incredibly happy, all the support, all the advice, shared stories and what not, it's great.
But the people who just come in here to tell everyone their pussies is just retarded. Why expend the energy to beat people down that are already beaten down?
>>66184489
that movie is creepy... i like it
>>66185351
BUT MOM I'M REALYL DEPRESESED I NEED TO COMPLAIN ABOUT IT TO OTHER PEOPLE SO THEY CAN FEEL BAD FOR ME
>>66185130
OP here, just started listening kid dakota, amazing stuff dude thanks today i have a sesion with my therapist i'm not sure if i should go but if i go i'll do it listening that album
it really help to listen to music when i'm outside
>>66185442
go, you need to keep yourself busy
>>66185442
i'm >>66185130
i'm really glad you liked it.
i hope you will get better, i know what it feels like, my advice is to take care of your looks, it will make you feel better and go for a daily walk
>>66185838
yeah i also heard about that when you are depressed u shoul try to look more "fashionable" i think it might help a lot but ii don't have to much clothes besides i almost use the same outfit everyday is it recommendable to go shopping??
Start creating your own music you scrublord.
>>66186001
obviously, and btw you should go to your therapist
Hey OP, I went in for counseling just last week and I was diagnosed with severe anxiety and moderate depression. I've been like this for 5 fucking years since my cousin committed suicide and I had to go in his house the day it happened. Now I have a voice in my head that screams "no one wants you here" "just fucking end it" "these people hate you" and other great things like that. If I had gotten help earlier I would be fine, but instead I'm afraid to even go out to the dumpster some days in fear that my neighbors will attack me or I'll fall down the stairs and die. I compulsively pick holes in my face as a comfort thing but instead it deteriorates my self esteem and makes everything worse.
Please get help as soon as you can, no one deserves to live like this.
Small list I made, anon.
>>66186601
now that I think about it I would swap burial for more DSBM, probably make a change kill yourself- fri. I really like dsbm in case you couldn't tell
>>66181004
you're absolutely welcome
>>66186562
Also, I listen to Ceres and Calypso in the Deep Time by Candy Claws, Mirage by Camel, and a lot of bossa nova music when I want to calm down.
When I want to get hyped up I listen to the new Gojira album Magma, anything by Screaming Females (one of my favorite bands), Sonic Youth, and Iron Maiden when I need to just get the fuck out of my house.
>>66186601
Brian Eno's Music for Airports is the best album to listen to when you're taking a hot bath late at night.
>>66186709
ye very relaxing record
>depressed
>enjoying music
I love this meme.
>>66181133
damn...
I've been depressed for four years but I didn't want to see a medical professional or take drugs so I just tried waiting it out, assuming it would pass after I finished university.
I graduated last week and nothing has changed, and now I went through school without learning anything or making friends or working.
Music - /mu/
>>66175461
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=SyyYfQbwOgA
>>66186562
pick holes in ur arms man
need to keep ur face pretty desu senpai
Ever heard of Rob Crow? His music always has these dark undertones to it. Here is his new band called Rob Crow's Gloomy Place with his new album You're Doomed. Be Nice. (https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=FyOu7O5oBRI)
He comes previously from a shitton of bands, most notably Pinback. Pinback has both Rob Crow and Armisted Burwel Smith.
Armisted or Zach comes from another band called Three Mile Pilot, an experimental rock group from the 90's (https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ix9fGdogFVE)
Also: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=FWTcqP_cYpM
>depression
anon, the last thing you want to do is sit there and feel bad about yourself. Go get a cup of coffee and make yourself do shit. Whenever I get like this, I grab some caffeine, listen to some tycho, and start cleaning. Just make yourself get up and do SOMETHING. It's easy to sit around and hope for pity from others, but in the end it gets you nowhere and you WILL feel like shit for it. Trust me, I spent 4 months holed up in my house a few years ago.
Forcing yourself to move is hard at first, but I guarantee you that the feeling you get after doing something productive even though you feel like shit is really uplifting.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Z6ih1aKeETk
if tycho isn't your cup of tea, find something lighter to listen to. nothing will pull you out of this but yourself. godspeed.
>>66176650
It's not a competition
>>66175461
https://youtu.be/R7FxqsNO4-Y
>>66175461
Brother listen to this
https://youtu.be/JA5rc4M-YrA
I never heard something more beautiful in my life
I'd be depressed too if I was a radiohead fan
Just sharing that my hardest periods of depression were the ones I didn't listen to anything other than the songs I play on the piano.
So it was months of only Bach and occasionally Beethoven until today when I transferred songs from my computer to cellphone again.
Also, looking at them makes me smile https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=x7QPBzAJ_io
>>66186921
Isn't that the girl from that Interview where they ask japanese people what they think about foreign people and she says foreign men are better than japanese?
>>66186601
ambient 4 is geology-core, nerd
>>66188864
Go frig yourself mate.
>>66187625
I get freaked out when I can see it, but if I do it on my face it's like it's not happening. Fuck my stupid brain, and fuck this disease.
