ITT post current feel and favorite song atm
>I was pretty sad earlier but relistening to STGSTV made me pretty cheerful
>Animal Collective - April and the Phantom
possibly beginning to grow apart from my high school friends. for the first time I feel alright about the idea of moving away and not seeing them much. the idea used to always depress me and it still does but I'm starting to think it needs to happen because I really just don't have that much in common with some of them.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=x0-u0miWbdw
crippling anxiety
shes lost control
Drunk
Kettering
>>66021112
Forgot to mention that I'm about to leave for college and my childhood home's being sold. It was a pretty fitting time.
I have a pretty bad problem with drinking, can't stay sober for more than 3-4 days
bought 2 more fifths today
Been listening to alot of b-sides and ep's of Red House Painters
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=O-o7cFANH60
Kinda wish that song on Rollercoaster cause i think it's from the same session, maybe take off the Mistress Piano edition
Feelin' fine
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=lNG7EcTtRmg
>>66021201
how old are you?
So some guy is starting a podcast
http://www.radioking.com/play/wivaria
we've had a lot of different things, from sinatra to dalek to opeth to zappa. the taste is eclectic
go here to chat and request stuff with youtube links
http://us21.chatzy.com/59909875845885
come and feel or something or don't
>>66021197
you're probably better of its happening like this. I think that it would have been easier for me to enjoy my college experience if I could have let go of the place that I grew up. I fucked up and made zero lasting relationships.
>>66021248
I'm 21 and the same way, just try and focus on getting what you need done and I'm sure that eventually our lives will turn around from this constant drunk stupor
>>66021281
I hope so man, Both of us are young so there is alot of time to get our shit together. Just gotta deal with the problems head on i guess some day.
Hope all works out for you.
>>66021335
I hope the same for you man, it will all be okay, I see it as we are still in a phase where making mistakes is normal. Don't stress yourself out too much
>>66021271
I know. It's shitty all my friends moved away several years ago, but at least I'll have a completely clean slate.
>loving life desu
>daft punk - instant crush
I'm hungry
Carissas Wierd- Ugly Valentine
crippling-back up
pic related is my mood
>>66021281
I'm also relatively young and have been drinking a lot hope it doesn't become a problem tbdesu
Currently on a short pharmaceutical reprieve from chronic eczema so the lack of pain is really comfortable. Dreading whenever it comes back.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=H2GMQShkJYM
>tfw gf you can't break up with
I long for the days of no gf again
>post malone - money made me do it
exgf/best friend is dating a piece of shit because she believes "she wasn't enough for me", so she'll "settle for less"
she always became paranoid whenever I was around other girls, especially her roommates, even after we broke up in november
I was out of her league desu but I cared about her. still do. I also think she was mad I didn't put out enough
he already said he loves her, that bothered me
kind of lame, but I'll get over it in a week or two. found out about a week ago
https://youtube.com/watch?v=6Lk3NFWw9Fg
he's already controlling her, won't even let her hang out with me
>>66021598
fuck her bf to make her jealous, only way
>I broke up with her like 2 weeks ago and all I do is sit in my room, think about her and go to classes when I need to.
American Football- Stay Home
>anco - Fireworks
>not sure if me and my girlfriend will make it, but I'm hoping/trying for the best
>>66021100
homesick on vacation and ready to go back to oregon
toro y moi - say that
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=JDVKYdJDSSQ
feelin tired. just was used by woman as a sex object.
at least the sex was good but I'm alone now
We're perfect for each other but she doesn't love me back. I'm miserable without her.
https://youtu.be/MD3DdskaPhs
>>66021609
he's a pseudo-intellectual who reblogs anime and poetry on his tumblr
he isn't attractive either, doesn't look like he takes care of himself
chuckled when I first saw him desu
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=NynkFRDlWtY
I took my whole script of thirty ativan one drunken night, now mad I'm out of ativan.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=8ga85OSyVH0
i'm dealing with a bout of insomnia, but other than that, not too bad.
https://youtu.be/_rrGZVzT1H8
>>66021158
>>66021201
ayy.
Drunk/stoned, trying to avoid reality
Golden Gal
>>66021798
same
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=_NfnXdXpjL0
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>feeling
I am feeling like I am just existing and not living, like I am waiting for something to happen, but nothing is going to happen unless I make it happen, but I don't know what I want to make happen.
>Song
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=64MMP_a1I0I
I have had vacation for over 2 weeks now but I haven't left my home. I have completely wasted it all but I have no motivation to go out. I just sleep.
When I'm at work I miss the neet life but when you go back to the neet life you become desperate for something to do. Just wish my job wasn't so fucking shitty and didn't make me feel even worse about myself.
Current song: Songs: Ohia - Soul
opened up some almonds and theres fuckin walnuts in here
walnuts are bull shit
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=TaS3rIfqbNg&index=136
>pic related
surrenderdorothy - suddenlyeverywordmadesense
>>66021100
slightly drunk. got home from work about 2 hours ago, got the next two days off. gonna hang with the gf and do some shit. feels good, but i enjoy my alone time. i need to recharge
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=fW9vRbnGSW8
First night sober in a long time, thinking a bit too much.
Horror-Algernon Cadwallader
I feel like I am just drifting through life towards an inevitable suicide or drug addiction which will ruin my family.
https://youtu.be/y2npUbLT47E
official misfit thread
>>66021100
Feel: I want to fuck the brains out of my best friend's girlfriend.
Favorite Song of the Moment: Meat Loaf - I'm Gonna Love Her for Both of Us
https://youtu.be/HnHojqq06Jk
Feel: Im feeling a lot like The Dude right now
favorite song atm: hyphyskazerbox - Eyes Closed, Open Again
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=KxXKFUz2gP0&index=4&list=PL1MwFkTGazEPcLxO_k98QSGU7gcmQVbIH
comfy sad i guess
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=RCIAyvp43LM
>tfw it's been a year since we broke up, I still think about her daily. I'm starting to realize she ruined me. I used to happy with myself and trust issue-free before I met her. I'm feeling myself getting constantly more bitter, cynical, depressed, and lazy.
>tfw she treated me like shit but' I'd still kill to have her back
I want out of this.
>Radiohead-Weird Fishes
>>66022344
meditate to this
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=z1_plFaNrNM&list=PL1MwFkTGazEPcLxO_k98QSGU7gcmQVbIH&index=13
>>66022082
Find little things to do in your spare time that make you feel productive in a more exciting way
Learn to cook
Find a cool hiking trail
Take photos of cool shit
Try writing something
Just find a way to actively do stuff that isn't too out of your league but will make you feel like your life is being fulfilled
>>66022344
Son of Dork - Ticket Outta Loserville as you sound 16.
>>66022413
or he could just take adderall. That shit legitimately helps sometimes
>Living with parents while looking for a job after graduation
>No gf and no motivation to look for one cause I'll be moving to another city for a job
>Somewhat pumped to be going to a show in a few days
>Days N' Days - Misanthropic Drunken Loner
I'm fine.
MBV - What You Want
>>66022484
Jay Z & Linkin Park - Numb/Encore
>>66022511
ecks dee
>>66022484
Rogue Taxidermy is goat folk punk. lets travel together anon do you play washboard?
>>66022560
ahhh that meme never gets old
>>66022565
I could. I play guitar
Had a shitty solo folk punk project a few months ago
The Delgados - Repeat Failure
Just came out of a suicidal slump that was particularly draining last week. I guess I'm relaxed now, but it's with clear knowledge that it will happen again if things don't start going well soon, so I still feel shitty about it. I had a good day today, but I think the mood has just been spoiled for me until further notice.
>>66021592
>can't break up with
why
>>66022584
Do you have anything remaining from that era? recorded or otherwise?
>feel
i've never been interested in making connections with people and have always been fine alone, but lately that has been changing and i feel empty without people, and now i'm terrified because i've always been rejected and i don't want to be looked down upon, and lonely because i realize i'd be too boring and strange to even want to be around or talk to in the first place, so i'm trying my hardest to shape myself into a better version of myself so i can at least not feel like subhuman scum undeserving of human interaction, and to have enough confidence to not feel like garbage since i have no friends or family
>song
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=rftuKIPb4JQ
the passage at 1:36 and 2:50 is just lovely
also this
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=dwCk0truaXY
>>66022641
https://machuandthepicchus.bandcamp.com/album/demo
>>66021201
Don't buy alcohol then nerd.
