Diagnosed with schizophrenia today, music for the feels?
>>65321389
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=BFjuPbCShBw
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=SBjQ9tuuTJQ
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=-oNiP0JfdM0
>>65321401
this and only this tbhfam
>>65321389
https://woodygrant.bandcamp.com/album/schizo-spectrum-superstar
Obviously this my friend. I too am somewhat psychotic but will never be diagnosed with a schizo spectrum disorder. Just an autism spectrum one :^)
>>65321389
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ThSx62z_adQ
>>65321389
This album was made with people like you in mind.
https://m.youtube.com/watch?v=xXcs_hgIHH8
>>65321389
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=pDdeOncpD5E
the obvious ones are songs of pain and the madcap laughs
>>65321389
everything death grips
>>65322306
>*EPIC*
>>65322336
First mention I have ever seen on /mu/
Amazing album
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=rfgQ1xZyttI
>>65321389
https://youtu.be/FcVnfh-epsI
the fragmentation of the self means nothing, when you understand there is no self; you were only meant to know despair
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=D6-FOgniyW4
>>65321389
this is how schizo sounds from outside
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=KLhSFATOhW0
recover in style:
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=VzY5Lqrq5kg
gwt better soon
>>65321389
how does it feel? were you aware you might have schizophrenia before the diagnosis?
>>65321389
it will only get worse from now on.
you can either slowly slip into madness or take pills that will turn you into an emotionless zombie.
good luck and don't kill yourself too soon, think of people close to you.
>>65321389
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=GXfhO5vkWXg
>>65324051
but don't take this seriously, enjoy your life while you can.
to me the world seems sometimes as a gigantic playground and sometimes like a pile of shit, i guess i'm in the other stage now.
take care now bro
>>65324051
reported
>>65324198
what did i do?
https://youtu.be/cLoytewvn0g
>>65324198
Not him but none of what he has posted I'd a bangable offence newfag. In fact you stating that you reported someone is against the rules.
>>65321389
you should read about psylocybine & schizophrenia and shamanism & schizophrenia
>28 replies and no one has posted this yet
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=-qgXYvjVNvk
>>65324340
good taste senpai
more Johnston:
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=x1CdrKenfXo
DO IT
DO IT
DO IT
>>65321418
kek
![Daniel_Johnston-Hi_How_Are_You[1].jpg](https://i.imgur.com/2PsIOZQ.jpg "Daniel_Johnston-Hi_How_Are_You[1].jpg")
rough times man
hope you're able to manage it by some means
>>65324274
Not OP, but curious - what should I be looking at here?
Schizo myself, only done shrooms a few times, never really "tripped out" but I felt a positive effect on my perception - what's the link to shamanism?
how do you get tested for mental illnesses? im pretty sure i have autism or aspergers. maybe even schizophrenia too. often when speaking i lose track of what im saying and people find me very difficult to understand or follow. sometimes i cant even remember how to speak when someone adresses me and cant say anything at all. i also often hear sounds in other rooms which i tihnk are people talking and enter and no ones there.
>>65321418
What did you mean?
>>65322401
this, schizo reporting in
>>65326593
sounds like schizotypal personality disorder
>how do you get testet?
just see a doctor you dip
>>65326593
go to your doctor obviously, they'll refer you to someone/somewhere appropriate
if you were schizophrenic wouldn't you be sternly defensive about how you think you are not/everyone's lying to you?
I am asking cause i really don't know
>>65326770
symptoms vary enormously
![danny-walsh3[1].jpg](https://i.imgur.com/8iZTOxY.jpg "danny-walsh3[1].jpg")
>>65321389
have some of this
mhva.bandcamp.com
>glitchscapes, drones, washing pianos
>>65326825
Ah i see. its just i used to think all of my school friends were having these meetings behind my back about how annoying they thought I was and everything.
I even started camping out behind the school and for a while I thought I was watching them have them too.
I couldn't take it anymore so I had to switch schools, so I don't know if those meetings really happened or not
>>65326848
fuck off to bandcamp threads viral marketing faggot
>>65326899
yeah you should probably see someone about that, if you haven't already. that's a pretty hardcore delusion
it's a good sign you can recognise that it was delusional though
>>65326907
off-topic, bruh
>>65326899
sounds a bit sketch
>>65327005
what does
![image[1].jpg](https://i.imgur.com/iQP17vN.jpg "image[1].jpg")
>>65321389
http://radology.bandcamp.com/album/dusty-bubbles
>retro-funk-80's drums with some samiyamish elements
>>65324254
>bangable offence
>>65327031
paranoia and delusions. like that other guy said, though - at least you recognized the situation to be bizarre
>>65327048
Found the newfag
>>65321389
https://mikeossomusic.bandcamp.com/album/seat-save-infinity
>cool psychedelic groovy bits with nice vocal harmonies
succ SCHIZ>Z
ÅÅÅÅÅÅH; MEINE KUUUCHEN
>>65327089
>>65327033
>>65326848
>>65322232
this isnt a shill your own bandcamp thread faggots
>>65327237
I just post music I like you dancer, read the fucking OP
>>65321389
https://machinedrum.bandcamp.com/album/vapor-city
>crisp drum'n bass with chopped vocals, pitched pianos and the likes
Bumping this thread because I'm typing a comprehensive response and don't want it to 404 before I'm ready to submit.
>>65328762
sup dude
>>65322490
>being this new
Formal diagnoses are among the foremost cancers of our present society, especially diagnoses towards youth and young adults.
It's as though the mental health and psychology realms, ironically, have no grasp on this generation's belief that they're in any sense unique, and unaware of how such a diagnosis may affect said belief. For brevity's sake, I'll refer to this belief, this condition, as "snowflakitis," as in "special snowflake-itis."
These diagnoses largely serve to validate our youths' snowflakitis, which then serves to excuse them of previous failures and present grievances. They absolve themselves of all responsibility for their actions' consequences and simultaneously wield their snowflakitis while having accomplished nothing that would warrant such a title.
Consider this with the fact that women are the overwhelming recipients of formal diagnoses, the same women whose snowflakitis is already well-documented through phenomenon like "I'm not like all the other girls" and such, and it's a compound of cancer.
Further, the surfacing of such a cultural phenomena exacerbates what is already a criminal injustice towards modern men, whose afflictions and sufferings wither in the winds unheeded.
Suppose we've a conventional family, by which I mean a mother and father, and son and daughter. The son approaches his parents, to tell them about his internal struggles, and they tell him to deal with it. He tells them he's depressed, and his parents tell him to make friends. Now, the daughter approaches her parents and tells them that she's feeling depressed, and she's showered in sympathies. With haste they schedule an appointment with the family doctor and promise they'll get her help.
The whole of culture and society has served to debase and devalue the weight of formal diagnoses.
>>65329055
how'r you doin', fat shit?
>>65329138
I'm not fat.
>>65329055
>Formal diagnoses are among the foremost cancers of our present society, especially diagnoses towards youth and young adults
unty, I agree with you
besides that TLDR faggot
>>65321389
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=cddCdpbMRbs
Is this Eddy? I'm here for you bro ;)
>>65329055
>Formal diagnoses are among the foremost cancers of our present society, especially diagnoses towards youth and young adults.
>coincidentally I'm a youth or young adult btw
This "everyone is wrong but I am right" millennial mentality needs to go.
Hello Kitty Suicide Club
>>65329493
I've never received a formal diagnosis, you idiot.
>>65329689
Quote me where I said you did.
>>65329713
What the fuck is the purpose of your post, then?
>>65329722
Did you read it?
>>65329533
i like the one that goes
>AAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHH
>>65329805
I read it. You imply that I belong to the party I'm criticizing, and I don't, which is why I can criticize it without being a fucking hypocrite.
According to you, blacks that grow up in the ghetto, go to college, and grow to be financial successes shouldn't be able to criticize blacks that grow up in the ghetto and die in the ghetto, forever blaming their behavior and problems on circumstance and society, and they shouldn't be able to criticize them because they're black too.
>>65329896
Not what I'm saying. Read it again and use your brain this time.
>>65329938
> brain
but its unty
LMAO
>>65329938
Yes, motherfucker, it is what you are goddamn saying.
You present the fact that I'm a young adult or youth to argue that I'm ill-equipped to criticize young adults or youths.
Don't reply to me again unless you've got something to say. Convenient as it is for you to obscure the fact that you're on the losing end of this discourse by repeating yourself, I recognize it for the bullshit it is.
DO NOT reply to me again unless you've got something to say, AN ACTUAL argument.
>>65330014
>You present the fact that I'm a young adult or youth to argue that I'm ill-equipped to criticize young adults or youths
Incorrect
>DO NOT reply to me again unless you've got something to say, AN ACTUAL argument.
See >>65329493
>>65330014
>DO NOT reply to me again unless you've got something to say, AN ACTUAL argument.
>>65330032
>Incorrect
Incorrect.
>See >>65329493
See >>65329896 and >>65330014.
The above serves to illustrate how easy and futile your post was.
>>65330060
Non sequitur
Don't get mad at me that you have poor reading comprehension
>>65329533
>Hello Kitty Suicide Club
so do they all use the same scream sample or what. I looked at a thing they recommended (you aint shit till you've been shat on) and heard that same scream sample
>>65330087
It's not a non-sequitur. I'm literally doing the same thing you're doing, which is repeating myself while contributing nothing novel to the discourse, because I'm not going to slave away typing essays while you simply Type three letters and link me to a previous post, as though that's an adequate defense when said previous post is what I'm refuting.
Acquire better rhetorical strategies.
Sonic Youth - Schizophrenia
>>65330149
>It's not a non-sequitur
Of course it is. I answered your question alreday. All your replies are not addressing the issue at hand and literally do not follow.
>I'm literally doing the same thing you're doing
No, you haven't been correct yet.
>contributing nothing novel to the discourse
I already did. There is nothing left to say unless you try to refute it.
>as though that's an adequate defense
Why isn't it?
>>65330241
>All your replies are not addressing the issue at hand and literally do not follow.
Of course they do. I refuted your argument from the onset of our discourse.
>No, you haven't been correct yet.
Ah, but I have, since the onset of our discourse.
>There is nothing left to say unless you try to refute it.
Something I've already done.
>Why isn't it?
I have already refuted it.
Did you used mariuhana?
Many years ago, after a night of alchool + pot + redbull usage I fell into a psychotic state that lasted many days or even weeks.
Then almost suddently the paranoia went away, but it took me one year to totally recover.
>>65330241
Also, I'm getting in the shower, my next reply will be delayed. Do not interpret that as an indication of intellectual surrender. It is not.
>>65330377
*so my next reply will be delayed
>>65329055
Your argument is largely based on the anectodal idea that mental illness is looked down upon way more for men than women, which I believe is a vague-ass statement.
Also listen to Pavement, OP. I feel SM's lyrics are a byproduct of dealing with mental illness himself.
>>65330335
>I refuted your argument
No you created a strawman and refuted that
>but I have, since the onset of our discourse.
Are you a trained psychologist?
>>65330377
>Also, I'm getting in the shower
Well, there's a first time for everything
>>65330406
>*so my next reply will be delayed
Don't bother unless you can address my actual point, instead of (intentionally?) misunderstanding me and refuting the misinformation
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=CQEiMt_t5b0&ab_channel=ThaH8nta420D00Mster
"I love seinfeld" what did he mean by this
>>65321389
Boo fucking hop did you sell your soul yet faggot?
https://m.youtube.com/watch?v=A7Tfjq8fFCE
>>65324274
This
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=sf2qYa8c-cA
how has this not been posted
>>65327308
>drum'n'bass
syd barrett
>>65321401
>>65321438
kekd
his stuff is gr8 though all jokes aside
rock on london rock on chicago
>>65323941
I understood what was happening, I experienced many delusions, hallucinations, and paranoia. But that was my brain's sense of awareness of the world. I didn't like doctors anyway
>>65324051
Is this real? Please send screen caps if this is real
>>65324274
I was forced to
>>65326770
I revisited this thread, and I have been taking everyone's post in consideration. Some are very dodgy but I watch
I appreciate everyone's posts and suggestions. But I am not entirely sure about some of the posts in the bottom half where people are shouting at each other. I didn't remember anyway what they said.
>>65331109
I couldn't process their words
>>65330417
>Your argument is largely based on the anectodal idea that mental illness is looked down upon way more for men than women, which I believe is a vague-ass statement.
False. That's not the entirety of my argument, and it's far from anecdotal.
It's already recognized that interactions with strangers and our perceptions of them are already informed by level of physical attraction. Via the halo/horn effect, if an "ugly" and an "attractive" person said the same thing in the same manner to the same person, a stranger to both, the responses would vary wildly as physical attraction informs our interactions and perceptions. The "ugly" person may be perceived as a "creep," while the "attractive" person may be perceived as a "bad boy," while both did the same thing, to the same person.
The original notion is a simple expansion of this, while accounting for the fact that men are generally given less sympathy than women. A lone man is perceived with contempt, while a long women is perceived with sympathy. This is consequence of the "herd" mentality that also informs our interactions and perceptions; the individual presents a threat to the collective herd, because the herd does not understand the individual, and therefore cannot predict or control them. Dressed in neutral clothes, attending a Friday night flick by himself, the herd loathes the lone man. Said man may be incredibly nice, and compassionate, or he may be a wild sociopath, but whatever the case, it is assure that he is who and what he is through his own volition and that societal strings are of no consequence, no weight on his whims, and he is ever-loathed by the herd. The woman only escapes this contempt because the man's desire to fuck the woman is more potent, as is other woman's desire to add to their social circles.
It is through a compound of these phenomena that I arrived at such a conception. It is not vague, nor wild, nor unsubstantiated.
>>65330504
>No you created a strawman and refuted that
No, I created a refutation. It's not my fault you lack reading comprehension.
>Are you a trained psychologist
No, but studying and psychology is one of my foremost hobbies. I very much value an understanding of the human mind and the impulses and inclinations that steer us onto our undoing.
>Well, there's a first time for everything
This is a non-sequitur.
>Don't bother unless you can address my actual point, instead of (intentionally?) misunderstanding me and refuting the misinformation
You should revisit my previous posts. I've refuted you.
>>65331243
>>65331346
What is going on? I don't know who these are or what they are saying
>>65331480
I guess I don't know anyone on the internet but you two seem familiar
>>65321389
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=-lWAhwGPilU&ab_channel=ThinkFloyd61
> you're just begging at this point
>>65331607
Begging for what?
>>65331346
>No, I created a refutation
...of something that wasn't my argument.
>but studying and psychology is one of my foremost hobbies
Oh what books have you read?
Name 40 of them
>>65331346
>This is a non-sequitur.
How so? You just mentioned taking a shower.
>I've refuted you.
See first reply above.
>>65329232
what's next, you're not black?
>>65331654
>>65331692
What is this
>>65321389
Brendan Byrne's - Micropangaea
I've always thought schizophrenia sounded kinda like that
>>65331654
>
Reading comprehension.
>
Arbitrary and irrelevant.
>
OK, not a non-sequitur, just an aimless insult borne of ignorance. Much better.
>
I refuted you.
>>65331762
>Reading comprehension.
OK I'll play your game. What was your initial point? Maybe I misunderstood you?
>Arbitrary and irrelevant.
I take that as a "I haven't read anything"?
>I refuted you.
By "you" you mean what you wanted me to say.
>>65331762
>>65331801
What is going on
>>65331835
Read the thread
Someone posted this in a bandcamp thread the other day. Pretty bizarre and not really any good but maybe you can connect to it.
https://commercialoddities.bandcamp.com/album/schizo
>>65331801
>OK I'll play your game
>>your game
HA! Motherfucker, this is YOUR game. This is what YOU were doing, what YOU reduced our discourse to when you decided you'd rather repeat yourself than contribute an argument. Even a more refined argument would have been more sufficient than linking to previous posts as though that's going to alleviate my fucking grievances.
Do NOT pretend as though I'm the cause for this. This is YOUR game; YOU simply failed to account for how fucking stubborn I am and the fact that I'm willing to play by your rhetorically reductive bullshit rules.
>What was your initial point
Initial as in when? The point I was making here (>>65329055)?
Here (>>65329689)?
Here (>>65329896)?
Which one?
https://youtu.be/l83vT2svg3g
>>65331858
But it's just words that I can't really digest. I just want people to express music, which is why I created this thread. I don't know who you two arguing are, but I like to keep that to a minimum
this is so autistic
>>65331953
Actually I feel like that's what I feared I had, but no.
>>65331921
>HA! Motherfucker, this is YOUR game. This is what YOU were doing, what YOU reduced our discourse to when you decided you'd rather repeat yourself than contribute an argument. Even a more refined argument would have been more sufficient than linking to previous posts as though that's going to alleviate my fucking grievances.
>Do NOT pretend as though I'm the cause for this. This is YOUR game; YOU simply failed to account for how fucking stubborn I am and the fact that I'm willing to play by your rhetorically reductive bullshit rules.
If you never addressed my point properly in the first place, I have no choice to repeat myself.
>Initial as in when? The point I was making here (>>65329055)?
Yes. The other posts of yours are strawmen arguments, which is why I ignore them.
>>65331952
That's the problem. Maybe you should try therapy if you have mental issues. Music isn't magically going to cure you.
>>65331991
Please stop with these madness words,I want people to talk and express music
>>65332022
What do you think is the cause of your schizophrenia?
>>65331991
Is this real? Because I've swear I have known you before
>>65332083
in IRL or here on /mu/?
>>65332053
I don't know, apparently it was genetics or how my brain developed. I'm not sure
yo, OP
check this out, i mean if you want to get rid of this disorder
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=N0FtVUBpi_Q
peace
>>65332103
Both, I have sensed you in my metaphysical presence. I swear to god I've sensed you before
Well, this whole thread made me feel crazy in the coconut, I guess that's your diagnose right there
>>65332142
What are some of the weirdo things you've done?
>>65332182
Maybe I am just a figment of your imagination
>>65331952
There are a lot of things I'd like to keep to a minimum.
I'd like to keep begging, "spoon-feed me" threads like this to a minimum. I'd like to keep kpop threads to a minimum, along with 21P threads, and Death Grips threads, and Beyonce, Kendrick Lamar, Radiohead, Animal Collective, and other pitchfork approved periphery playlist threads to a minimum, but I can't, because this board is shit.
Deal with it.
>>65331991
The point of that post was that modern, formal diagnoses serve to excuse the previous and present failures of the diagnosed. With these diagnoses, modern youth and young adults cling to their ill-conceived special snowflake syndrome and use said diagnoses to excuse the lack of any outstanding accomplishment that one would otherwise expect from someone with such a lofty self-image and conceptions of being unique.
They can subtly peddle their bullshit about how special they are, and whenever asked to substantiate with an accordingly lofty accomplishment, excuse such a lack with their diagnosis.
>>65332166
I'm not sure if I trust you, because I have taken paths that have been familiar, but were terrible passages
>>65332053
>>65332103
>>65332166
>>65332214
Why are you being nice to him?
>>65332292
People with mental illness should be treated with respect.
>>65332247
>With these diagnoses, modern youth and young adults
Why does this matter? Why are you targeting this demographic rather than all mentally ill people of all ages?
this thread went real sour
>>65332247
>>65332214
I'm not reading or hearing anymore of this nonsense. You people are fucking cancer of a society. I just wanted people to discuss and express music because it personally makes me feel like I'm not alone in a passive area. But you guys just fucking shout incomprehensible words. I don't want people to sympathise or spoon feed me because I learned not to trust everyone anymore. I just want people to express the true art form that is music to make people feel better. Fuck off you cunts.
>>65332292
easy.
i don't think i'm more important than my fellow man
>>65332354
>But you guys just fucking shout incomprehensible words.
Is "you need therapy" incomprehensible to you?
>>65332292
Listen here you cunt, you are a cancer among this diverse society. Everyone could discuss art and music in this community but you just treat people with disrespect. Get out of here
>>65332250
i'm not trying to hurt you, bro.
my brother went through it. and i come from a familly were this disorder is latent.
just watch it. this guy is legit.
>>65332393
Listen I already dealt with that, but I just want to talk about music. Not for me, but it's a coping process for many people with problems
>>65332440
Okay, I will watch it later and I appreciate your words.
>>65332447
>Listen I already dealt with that
Tell me about your therapy sessions.
I will reward you with music recs
>>65332342
Because that demographic wields a sense of self-entitlement that is entirely unprecedented and is precisely why they need to excuse their lack of accomplishment. These are people that grew up being told ad nauseum that they were unique, and that they'd grow up to accomplish things untold, yet these same people are finding themselves living with their parents and tens of thousands of dollars in debt into their mid-twenties. These people were told they'd grow up to touch the stars, but they won't even have better lives than their parents, and rampant diagnoses are their excuses.
>>65332506
Absolutely not because I try to get rid of those experiences. I don't trust you because I know that this will haunt me in the future.
>>65332501
you're welcome.
>>65332406
Why am I a cancer? Honest question.
>>65332559
Sounds like you don't deserve the music then.
>>65329055
>say other people suffer from 'special snowflakes' syndrome
>is a tripfag
maximum cringe
>>65332588
Because you just spread visceral negativity and argue with random people you don't have direct with contact with, especially among a community trying to discuss art forms like music. If you are going to argue why not argue about music because it's topical in a place that actually discusses music. Many people including myself come here for escapism and to learn about new music. It's worthless to shout at people about random things on a music discussion platform. If you do that, do it somewhere else because you are like a cancer that spreads tangible negativity to people's lives. What is the point?
>>65332646
Okay, you are probably going to recommend fucking octopus testicle music. But only from you and unty, because you cancerfied this thread
>>65332721
>What is the point?
Convincing my opponent that I am right and he is wrong, something that is very important to me.
thought this thread would be good but no you faggots ruined another one thanks
>>65332763
>it's all your fault for shitting up my shitty thread that I started!
Yikes
>>65332797
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>>65332797
But what is the point on a musical discussion platform, if you are going to do that, might as well do it on a debate website or perhaps a place that is topical to the topic that you argue about. The fact that you consider the other person an opponent without understanding his background or his true tangible personality shows you aren't a wisely fighter. It's just nonsense and it shouldn't be on a music discussion website. Instead of right, you are a left direction you labia eating wretch.
>>65332848
You two ruined it, it was going fine until you and cunty started arguing about something meaningless in comparison to a musical discussion board. You two ruined it.
>>65332956
Sounds like your fault for trying to go to 4chan for a recommendation
https://m.youtube.com/watch?v=84JuAy0_4Q8
feel the na na na
>>65332994
Fuck me, I'm convinced this isn't real like you said
>>65333083
Wake up. It's time to wake up from your sleep
>>65332873
In my early youth I'd often see people like you, people that took pride in telling another person that his contributions to the discourse were so offensive they'd rather remove them entirely instead of say how he was wrong. You're so intellectual juvenile. It's sad.
>>65332908
Tailored towards the subject or not, this thread would have died without my contributions. It was on page ten when I first entered, which is why I posted >>65328762.
Because of me, more people contributed to this thread and posted music, so my contributions rendered this thread more beneficial for the OP, regardless of whether or not he recognizes it as such.
I consider the other person an opponent because they are literally opposed to my position. I don't mean that I hate them personally. Their background or personality is entirely irrelevant.
Finally, notice that even when people have tried helping the OP, he's responded with malice and suspension. This thread was very well doomed from its conception. The OP did not want discussion. The OP perhaps did not even want recommendations.
>>65321389
Don't use it as a snowflake syndrome. Brother is bipolar II and even he says its hella cringey when mentally ill people think they're automatically more susceptible to weird shit than others.
Either way, good luck. Hope you don't end up giving in to the voices in 20-30 years. Keep in mind the meds make you feel like a zombie, that's true, but they keep the voices away ajd you have to stave them off as much as possible.
>>65333083
Nothing is fucking real, everything is created by my mind. When I'm dead, reality is dead, music is dead, the earth is dead, every person is dead, the universe is dead. Nobody is real and it's all just my imagination and metaphysical juxtaposition
>>65333145
*malice and suspicion
Oops.
>>65333145
Might as well kill what is thriving with cancer and tangible negativity. It is like you have cancer, and people come to visit and express things. I appreciate those people but I still have cancer. It is like this thread. Cancer is just random and is a terrible act of reality. I never wanted this, I just wanted people to talk about music until the cancer spawned out of nowhere provoking terrible things to happen. Starting with here >>65329055
It doesn't matter that you kept this thread alive, it is like a doctor keeping you alive with cancer medication and treatment yet you still have cancer. It was fine until you showed up. I love all of the recommendations I have because it makes me feel apart of a community.
>>65333287
Why would I want people to spread negativity? You are acting like it is my fault when I created this thread and went to sleep, then to read it tomorrow to see what people would recommend musically. Those people are lovely. But I never wanted your comments, it doesn't make sense for me to want people to spread negativity.
>>65321389
Jesus that's tough man, also really weird cause I literally just watched A Beautiful Mind last night and I've known that image for a while and I've always thought it would make a perfect album cover.
Anyway I think Age of Adz is an obvious choice, it's all about mental illness and is heavily influenced by schizophrenic artist Royal Robertson, anyway check at this song:
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=IO17WyaU2mE
Also these:
Radiohead
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=tEsgUiF2jGk
Menomena
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=8x-cIeM8s5k
Kendrick Lamar
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=4wZytWFm7x0
Portishead
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=VCUtrLn42fc
Hope you hang in there bro, just try and spend enough time with people you love, and go outside as much you can, try not to be alone too much. And I say fuck the pills imo, they're bullshit
>>65334761
Thank you so much!
>>65321389
I once used acid, and got crazy and paranoid as fuck. Started believing that EVERYONE was planning to murder me. Even my family.
The police had to enter my home to take me with force to an ambulance, where I was tied to a bed and led to the hospital to get some shit injected in me. I was kinda like this:
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=tGNxuKIqNXA
Anyway, my imagination was always very fertile. But this is also a gift to us! Some notable geniouses used to have mental illness, like John Nash and pic related.
Music for the feels:
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=sf2qYa8c-cA
>>65323803
>the fragmentation of the self means nothing, when you understand there is no self; you were only meant to know despair
what did he mean /mu/?
>>65332956
>>65332994
I'm sorry OP this could have been a cool thread for everyone, but some people are can't understand a good thing.
>>65333467
That guy is just a loser op, don't listen to unty.
I wish I had music for you. Good luck
>>65335290
dat sum krishnamurti wisdom right there
>>65335508
I'm not a loser.
OP, please watch this short right now. It may resonate a lot with you. My favorite animation ever.
https://m.youtube.com/watch?v=1IUX0Qy-IDM
>>65327089
that's actually pretty sweet, where are the vocal harmonies though
>>65322401
>>65326619
Wouldn't Smile be more fitting though
