>I'm not living
>I'm just killing time
when you're ready to get off that feels train just hop on over to YT and listen to all the female covers. that'll break the spell pretty quick.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=UlsUpcmkRN4
>>65019309
Funny how something can stop the feels but also make you want to kill yourself even more
>>65019309
those covers are terrible desu senpai
how does one truly live?
>>65019930
through intellectual endeavors of course!
the mind is the true ecstasy
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=NGLTchPwxFk
>>65020006
i get that part im just bogged down by the whole "survival" / "money game" /"slave labor" part
>>65020045
yeah, i suppose it can be quite hard if you're working for yourself as well. i myself have recently registered for college and hope to use that as a platform to a better future.
i still maintain my philosophy that a fruitful mind and not blind hedonism or complacency will bring about the most happiness in an individual and perhaps others as well.