ITT: Your favorite album + the worst thing you've done
>put cum in my little sister's sandwich once
tuna sandwich?
>>64117630
Dude that is fucking sick I am literally reporting this post to the FBI RIGHT NOW
>>64117630
Abandoned a family member with abandonment issues (BPD)
Jacked in the car on a family road trip while sitting next to my sister. Jizzed in my lap pillow. Also oferred another boy sex when we were both young. We were the exact same age but never did anything. I grew up straight.
And uh Mechanical Animals, why not.
Fapped in a church restroom after my dead grandfather's memorial service.
Jacked off to austin powers while my brother was in the room.
Don´t ask which scene.
>>64117862
hahahahahhahahahahhahahahahhahahahahhahahahahhahahahahhahahahahhahahahahhahahahahhahahahahhahahahahhahahahahhahahahahhahahahahhahahahahhahahahahhahahahahhahahahahhahahahahhahahahahhahahahahhahahahahhahahahahhahahahahhahahahahhahahahahhahahahahhahahahahhahahahahhahahahahhahahahahhahahahahhahahahahhahahahahhahahahahhahahahahhahahahahhahahahahhahahahahhahahahahhahahahahhahahahahhahahahahhahahahahhahahahahhahahahahhahahahahhahahahahhahahahahhahahahah
punched a girl in the face.
>>64117894
Nice, apex twins. While I'm at it, I also life guarded a pool multiple times while high on various drugs: 2CP, weed, Ritalin, spice, you name it.
Throwing in In Keeping Secrets of Silent Earth:3
Once started making out with my dog
was (not so) indirectly responsible for a girl's suicide
>>64118103
Story
i've made the only girl who ever loved me stopping loving me.
made out with my cousin once (we were both 13)
I want to be a girl but I think transitioning is too fake for me.
So instead I just catfish people online and cyber with them as a girl for months at a time until they catch on or I get bored. Then I disappear forever.
>>64118169
hahaha faggot
>>64118144
it was this exchange student who was attending my university back when I was still studying, I started talking to her in class because she was really hot, and never sat with anyone so I figured must have self-esteem issues or something
she was really weird, messed up in the head, turns out she had been beaten by her dad as a kid, and her only other relationship had been with this guy who treated her like shit, so she had an extreme fear of men
I essentially coaxed her out of her shell over a number of months, talking to her in class every day and then seeing her outside of class at cafes and things, helping her study, then just catching up socially, always telling her how much I admired her and how incredible she was, growing closer and closer to her until she felt comfortable enough to sleep with me, and then after a week of decent sex I told her I didn't have feelings for her and stopped seeing her, and stopped replying to her calls and texts
she killed herself with pills a few weeks later
I don't really feel that bad about it, she was just mental, but it's still probably the worst or most extreme thing I have been involved in
she didn't really have any friends in the country and had no close family members so I never really felt any backlash from them, which was good, because if she killed herself over some dumb uni "relationship" she was going to kill herself no matter what and it's not really anything to do with me
drove at least 20 miles round trip to buy weed while blacked out on benzos with my little sister in the car
definitely the lowest point of my life
>>64118169
pls stop
>>64118220
that's totally fucked dude
I got into a pretty bad fight and ended up with a broken nose if that counts
Also why is Pinkerton always the album in these threads attached to the most fucked up post
>>64118301
Damn, I don't know if I could deal with that.
You have the right mindset though.
>>64118301
That's a real amateur thing to do, dude. I've done the whole "cutoff social contact" thing too, but I never felt good about it. Still, no way you could've known what would happen I suppose.
Almost got expelled from school for sexually harassing a kid on my bus
I've peed in a nice hotel's janitor closet, jerked off in a federal government building, stole a bag of Catholic communion hosts and ate them with my best friend, stole a bunch of stuff while car-hopping, bought H in the inner city, almost started a forest fire, jerked off in a rectory. The worst of those things is probably in the eye of the beholder.
>>64118493
...what
Freshman year of high school, some fat chick gave me a love letter, and I tore it up and never said anything to her again. I don't know if I am the cause of it, but she stopped coming to school shortly after that and had to repeat the year. The same thing kind of happened sophomore year with a slightly less ugly and fat girl, but I still just kind of ignored her until she stopped me in the hall one day and screamed "Why don't you love me?" At which point I literally ran away and never spoke to her again.
I guess I got what was coming to me though. A few years later, a girl I was completely in love with absolutely crushed me. There was a lot of shit going on in my life, and I didn't realize it at the time, but I was suffering a really serious case of depression and what she did pushed me over the edge. I asked her out a couple times and she said yes, but then when I would try to make actual plans, she would always say she was busy with work. Then I found out she went ahead and found herself a boyfriend. As embarrassing as it is, I seriously considered suicide. Instead, I just kind of got drunk every day for the next couple of weeks, and I kind of got over it. I still haven't loved anyone since, and I'm starting to think I never will.
too many to count. I guess the thing currently burdening me is
>selling cocaine to my friends even though i think its one of the worst drugs
>>64118220
w t f
i did the exact same thing, i was even supposed to meet up with a guy i had been chatting up for months before fucking him up and telling him we could never meet (he never found out i wasn't a girl tho)
i have a collection of nudes from guys cumming over my "girl" pics also
that was all part of a really depressing winter
>>64118510
>bad tier
almost starting a forest fire
stealing from cars
peeing in a janitors closet (really dude, their job is shit enough)
>meh tier
buying H (only because you probably indirectly funded something fucked up)
stealing glorified rice crackers
>nothing wrong with this tier
jerking off
I threw rocks and eggs at small children on holloween
I've put most of my roommate's pens, their toothbrush, flashlight, Swiffer handle, hairbrushes, markers, bottles, cleaning utensils etc. in my butt, cum on their bed, used clothing, desk etc.
>>64118730
>stealing from cars
It's the one thing that still eats at me years later. I can explain other things away as necessity, panic, or even retarded boyish larks, but car hopping was just utterly slimy and inexcusable.
>>64118241
ur dad
>>64118851
wrong pic
>>64118378
>>64118480
I probably could have guessed she would do it, she told me she almost killed herself when her previous boyfriend dumped her and that she still cried about it regularly
you wont be able to empathise with this but I took a strange pleasure in knowing that I had her completely in the palm of my hand, and I essentially decided the final outcome of her life
but no, I didn't know she would actually do it
It's a doozy...
>ninth grade
>there's a sweet, pretty girl who had lost her legs in an accident and uses a wheelchair
>has very few friends due to her condition
>she's a fantastic artist
>my friends and I decide to prank her for shits and giggles
>I pretend I want to be her friend and she warms up to me immediately
>we start to hang out outside of school
>she takes me to her home one day to watch a movie
>I ask her if she can show me her portfolio (she was in the advanced art program in our school and needed to create fifty or so amazing art pieces to pass).
>during the movie, I say I need to go to the restroom
>retrieve the big ass scissors from my pocket, go into her room, and cut the bottom half of all of her art pieces off and trash them
>leave
>the next day, she rolls up to me in the middle of class, on the verge of crying, and asks me what happened to her art
>I said "I made them look like you."
>all my friends laugh heartily
>she rolls over to her table and just stares at her hands in her lap for the rest of the day
It was less than a month before that art was due, to. There's no way she made it up in time. To this day I still look back and wonder what the fuck was wrong with us.
>>6411887
story?
>I adopted a cat from someone solely to impress a girl who was in earshot. I cared for the cat until my landlord threatened to fine me the pet fee ($200+25 per month) then I released her in to the wild where I'm almost certain she died.
>Aforementioned girl didn't notice me at all.
I once bullied a kid till he had to move out of my school.
I have never got over it.
eh i jerked off into my friend's little sisters panties and left the cum on there
>>64118308
I know. I hate myself for it.
>>64118939
nice
>>64118907
This is bullshit i've definitely seen this before. Why do you feel the need to lie on an anonymous image board.
>>64118907
Dude...
>>64118899
Maybe low self esteem? Like having her under your control made you feel wanted, or better about yourself; something like that?
Fapped in the same room as my grandpa
tried to kill and rape my whole family blacked out on 5 tabs of 25i
>>64118220
>not using them to get money
Pleb
>>64118907
Why
Why would you do that. Tell me about yourself. Did you crave attention at that age? or did you get some sort of hapiness from her misery? im genuinely curious
>>64119090
You win
I went travelling in America about five or six years ago. It was a really nice trip, I saw all the typical tourist sights round the country, was probably a huge pain in the ass to most locals, but whatever, I was happy. Anyway, while staying in Reno, Nevada to see the Sierra Nevadas, I got a call from home saying that my brother had fallen on a bandsaw at his work and had died within the hour. My brother and I were very close. Even if he hadn't been my brother we would have undoubtably been best friends. He was best man at my wedding before I got divorced. I was so incredibly mad and angry that I didn't know what to do. That night I went out and got as drunk as I had ever been. I barely remember most of the events, but I was thrown out of the bar for being too rowdy. I think I might have pissed myself in an alley, regardless I fell asleep in one and came to round midnight, all wet and filthy. It was some backstreet so luckily no one had found me, but you have to understand I was so mad I didn't care at all. I had been leaning against this old blue ford, and in a fit of rage I busted one of the windows and unlocked it to sit in the passenger seat, but going to sit down I sat on something cold and hard. It was a brown paper bag on the seat. I looked inside and found this scungy old black pistol. I was still really drunk at this point, so I started playing around with it. I put it in my mouth. I genuinely considered suicide. I swear to god I was going to pull the trigger, but before I did it I heard someone shouting - some fuckwit had come into the alley and was yelling at me, I didn't really understand what he was saying, I was so fucked up. I think it must have been his car. I calmly exited it as carefully as I good, and stared him down. He was half running towards me. I felt genuinely sick to my stomach at the sight of him. He lived while my brother didn't. As he approached, I raised the pistol and shot him three times in the chest. I just wanted to see him die.
>>64119143
haha now only if i could win their trust and love back
>>64118907
the fuck is wrong with you
My best friend had ptsd from being raped and abused by her father at a young age. I accidentally sent her into a really bad panic attack and she ended up attempting suicide. We talked briefly after she was released where I apologized profusely, she assured me that it was ok but after that she never spoke to me again. Feels bad because I know exactly what set her off, but did it anyways because I was a dumbass. Don't feel comfortable saying exactly what it was, for my own sake.
>>64119248
Tell us, it will make you feel better. You need to get it off your chest.
>>64119248
>>64119281
yea really
no way it could be worse than
>>64119090
this is the 4chan equivalent of
>"sigh.... if only that PIECE OF SHIT would stop. it would make everything better"
>"you ok?"
>"yeah just dont want to talk about it :/"
>>64119153
10/10 read until the end
Bottled some dude in a fight
Bullied a kid so hard that he became a socially awkward loser with trust issues. Ironically enough we're good friends now.
>>64117894
oh i know which scene
>>64119296
>>64119281
Eh, fine. It was a shitty joke about her being tied down. Can't remember the context specifically. Something harmless, but given what happened to her not so much.
>>64118220
Classic Sufjan
>>64118996
>>64119039
>>64119137
>>64119177
>believing this story after having read the "I made them look like you." line
>people actually fell for this
>>64119153
It even sounds like a Johnny Cash song
I applaud you
>>64118907
Nice pasta
>>64119469
its quite literally based on a johnny cash song i cant tell if you caught that
"i shot a man in reno just to watch him die"
>not knowing folsom prison blues
>>64119112
>>64118220
One day when I was sending out a moneygram a very weird, half bald, aggressively christian man started a conversation with me. He was sending 10,000 dollars to a women from Canada to fly her to come marry him. They'd never met it person but he showed me the 3 month long text messages they'd exchanged, including photos (yeah, there were nudes)
>i didn't ask or initiate any of this btw, i just politely nodded
He was so obviously being scammed... Whats more, he said he's been scammed before, but that he was very lonely and alluded to some personal problems. As he explained his face got red, verging on hysterical tears.
Point is, I saw the face of the men who fall for this. I saw the check in his hand and the tentative hope in his eyes. These men don't need anymore punishment. Please leave them be
>>64119557
MODS delete this fucking viraling
rap isnt music you fucking wiggers go suck abo dick
>>64119374
FUCK I remember, we were both gay so we made a lot of weird sexual jokes about each other. In hindsight I'm not sure why she was comfortable with that but not being tied down. I guess I can't really understand unless I was in that position.
>>64119557
what level of irony is this
>>64119626
no irony just viral marketing plz report these fucklads its not even relevant to the thread
>>64119626
well they picked the perfect thread
Jacked off to softcore porn on mute while staying at my gramma's place in Mexico as she was sleeping a thin wall over, no doors between us.
>>64118081
why
>inb4 furry
>>64117714
top kek. Did this only make me laugh?
I was sexually abused at a young age by a man who was, at the time, a family friend. He had two daughters: one my age, and one about five years younger. Once, in private, the younger daughter told me that her dad did bad stuff to her and hurt her. I could guess what that meant. She asked me not to tell anyone. I never did, even though it could have meant helping her, because I was scared.
>>64118565
I remember this nasty smelling fat chick did the same thing to me. It was the end of class and she just came up, gave me a letter saying I was cute with a heart and a phone number on it and said in a deep and creepy voice *text me if you want*. I was thoroughly creeper out and disgusted, so much so I didn't rip up the note because I didn't even want to touch it. I told my girlfriend at the time and she thought it was pretty funny
>>64118565
>but I still just kind of ignored her until she stopped me in the hall one day and screamed "Why don't you love me?" At which point I literally ran away and never spoke to her again.
fucking lol
Touched my cousin sexually, tongue kissed her, licked all over her belly and touched her breasts when she was 11yo, me being 20 at the time.
>>64119866
actually kill your fucking self
seriously do it
please
kill yourself
This >>64118169
I'm a nineteen year old kissless virgin mostly because if a girl is interested in me I assume something is wrong with them.
I'd like to not be like this but I feel like I'm subconsciously pre-dispositioned to being alone. :(
>>64119866
this validates my hatred for mineral
>>64119886
>mineral - the power of failing
actually kill your fucking self
seriously do it
please
kill yourself
>>64119866
actually kill your fucking self
seriously do it
please
kill yourself
>>64119949
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=hLzSr-YUjtc
>>64119973
still not understanding why he shouldnt end his fucking fat greasy life
that girls broken now you dont recover from that shit
>>64119904
>I'm a nineteen year old kissless virgin mostly because if a girl is interested in me I assume something is wrong with them.
>if a girl is interested in me
>something is wrong with them
Whoa now that is a lack of self-esteem that even my high school self could only aspire to.
>>64120002
I wasn't implying he shouldn't.
>>64120040
so why should i kill myself? what were you implying
u just quoted the album title and then reposted what i said
>>64120014
It's hard to explain why but I think it's more complicated in this instance.
>>64118899
this sounds made up, but if not I think you are probably a shitty dude
>>64120080
Explain anyway.
>>64118955
What did you do?
>>64119866
>>64119886
killing urself will only make it harder on the girl.
Tried to get with my friends ex of 5 years a couple weeks after they broke up, and became obsessed with her for a month or two.
Also, I had helped set them up initially and tried to convince her he wasn't good for her right afterwards. He ended up cheating on her multiple times so I guess I was right in a way, but I wasn't good for her in the end either. Turns out we were all shitty people.
>>64120173
HAHAHHAHHAHAHAHAHHA
im assuming ur the rapist
no
she wants you dead
she should do it yourself
cut your fucking dick off and choke yourself to death on it
This or pet sounds.
>say "I hate you" to my mom
>Bully a girl that was falling in love with me
>have fantasies with my aunt
>jerk off on my grandmother bathroom
I think that's all, I'm sorry for all that things. I just try to keep with life and be more humble and good with people.
>>64120061
oh shit nevermind I just noticed I linked the wrong post
fuck sorry
>>64119459
Old pasta
>>64120226
its okay :^)
>>64120207
Not the rapist but killing himself will probably only make her feel guilty as fuck. She will think she is the reason he killed himself.
>>64120286
that's not how it works dude. I'm almost positive she hates him and would absolutely rejoice if he killed himself
>>64120286
post ur doctorate in psychology u fuckin dweeb
she wants him dead
>>64120281
thanks
I was trying to make a joke about mineral, who I've actually never heard, but failed miserably.
>>64119904
lots of people like us out there man. Embrace it, relationships are for people who don't know what to do with their free time.
Punched a kid with asthma as hard as I could in the stomach simply because I didn't like him. He went to the ER. Claims he almost died. His mom hated me forever.
Dead Kennedys - Fresh Fruit for Rotting Vegetables
>>64120398
HAHHAHHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHSHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHHAHAHHAH
i guess u consider doing things with your free time being fat and playing vidya?
>>64118301
Holy fucking shit, my player is ony shuffle then weezer's butterfly played while reading your story. My player is on fucking shuffle.
btw, not cool man.
>>64120130
It's like, a defense mechanism or something like that (I don't know the technical psychological terminology).
I spent my teen years masturbating everyday and killing my libido thinking that if I befriended every girl that was interested in me eventually they would stop liking me and we could be friends instead of the inevitable heartbreak and drama that I felt that a relationships would lead to.
I think it's called like posing yourself as a minor threat or something like that.
Ironically now I have almost no friends and don't talk to almost any of those people anymore.
>>64120398
I don't know. I want to love someone, anon. :(
>>64120286
>probably
Please. Can speak from experience, I would rejoice
>>64120403
damn fantano i knew u were punk as a kid but thats just downright "rotten" ;^p
at the moment this is probably my favourite, but my top 5 would be this with loveless, song of the stallion by robbie basho, spirit theyve gone spirit they've vanished, third by soft machine
>9th grade
>bit of a social autist but have friends
>pretty angry at girls
>have crushes on girls but fall for the friendzoned meme and let myself get used by them
>most popular girl in my class, never liked her but she was pretty attractive
>always spoke down to me and regarded me as shit because i didn't constantly try be nice to her
>find only way to have people like me is to constantly make jokes, usually edgy ones
>joke about writing song about how this girl and other new popular girl are battling for hot girl supremacy
>end up writing a super ironic poem/song about it where the two girls get endless breast enlargements to beat each other at being alpha girl until i set a tripwire and they trip and their fake breasts explode, destroying the school in a flood of silicon
>perform it at lunch the next day with 30 kids watching and some mates playing some movie soundtrack 'epic music' to accompany it
>the script gets out
>get suspended, almost expelled
>had to go to therapy for a year
the girl never really got hurt by it but I had nightmares about the shit for years. got over my autism and have had a proper nice relationship for a while, but still feel bad for being such an autist back then. worst thing I am doing at the moment is probably staying with a girl that loves me and telling her I will make the effort to go long distance when she moves to another city even though I know I won't
i kept telling my uncles (who were 3, and 4 years old at the time since my grandma is a foster care parent) to throw their toys at each other and incite fights between them for my own enjoyment
>>64120314
>>64120327
Not exactly. Regardless of whether she hates him or not, want she wants is to forget about it and move on. If she were to hear he killed himself it would probably bring back lot of negative emotions along with feelings of guilt, even though she knows it wasn't her fault there would still be some guilt knowing he killed himself because of what he did to her. Sexual abuse isn't as simple as something like assault. It all depends on the rape itself though, there are many that would rejoice in him killing himself but it's usually a lot more complicated than that.
>>64120507
P O S T
Y O U R
P S Y C H
D E G R E E
what in the fuck do you know
now you kill yourself too
im a trump guy and this is bordering on rape enabling
>>64120457
Yeah, that's definitely a self-esteem issue. Heartbreak builds character, embrace it. Anyway don't feel bad man I was a kissless virgin until 22.
>>64117630
almost raped my friend's sister when I was 15
i constantly fake sadness to get attention from others
>>64120588
wow, a tim hecker fan on /mu/ that does that? Would have never expected
>>64120507
>there would still be some guilt knowing he killed himself because of what he did to her.
I'd be so happy if a pedophile killed himself because I made him feel bad.
>>64120560
Don't Trump guys love the statutory stuff, and not believe in the violent stuff anyway?
>>64120628
nah we dont make excuses for the weak like pedophiles and welfare queens
both are forms of taking advantage and abuse
bernie cucks would posit its a mental illness
in reality these fucks are subhuman
>>64120560
I don't have a psych degree but I do work around this subject and know a fair bit about it. You don't seem to grasp that every case of sexual abuse is different. A very small amount will even say they enjoyed the abuse, does this upset you and are you going to call me a "rape enabler now". Here are the facts kid not every abuse victim wants to see their abuser die and if their abuser was to kill himself it is very possible that it will do even more damage. Many sexual abuse victims feel guilty about it and will always feel guilty about it, they shouldn't feel guilty about it but the fact is they do because sexual abuse is a very complicated thing.
>>64120779
k i l l
y o u r s e l f
m y
m a n
grab a hornace
wear it until ur death
end it all
>>64120457
Adopt a cat. It's like training wheels.
My cat Taught me that I didn't want love. I just wanted to feel needed. The second a girl fails to convince me that I'm important to her, I emotionally denotate and cut contact with her (or push her away).
Seeing as how you sound exactly like per-hospitalized me, I strongly recommend you consider this train of thought before you romanticize yourself as someone you're not.
>>64120779
>I work around this subject
so you're doing psychology in highschool?
>>64120700
>weak like pedophiles
There's is nothing wrong with child love, as long as the child consents to it and is okay with it. I bet you still hate gay people too, keep living in the stone age.
>>64120866
im bi
>>64120700
why do you bother making such broad statements about groups of people's beliefs based on irrelevant factors like who they would vote for in an american election
at most that gives you a broad idea of their potential beliefs
being so specific about large groups of people, and lumping yourself in with other groups, is a disservice to you and to others
ps. people who get dubs at the end of their post number all believe that pedophiles are biological offshoots of dodos who worship a sun cult (this is literally you)
Beat up a guy for groping my girlfriend and stealing drugs from us.
>>64120866
molestation and rape are different things for a reason
>>64120562
>Heartbreak builds character, embrace it.
Yeah, I know this.
On one hand I feel like I should put myself out there but on the other hand I'm comfortable in solitude. I feel like a relationship is more fulfilling to long for than to actually engage in.
I'm not really interested in sex as like, an achievement standard of masculinity or anything like that. I really don't even want it unless I love someone.
>>64120854
>The second a girl fails to convince me that I'm important to her, I emotionally denotate and cut contact with her (or push her away).
I'm also guilty of this, although not for the same reasons.
>Seeing as how you sound exactly like per-hospitalized me, I strongly recommend you consider this train of thought before you romanticize yourself as someone you're not.
Can you rephrase this please?
>>64120920
that wasnt a bad thing, you were just being a man
>>64120779
>You don't seem to grasp that every case of sexual abuse is different.
Nice backpedaling. Before you were insisting that the kid would definitely feel bad, where now you have no choice to admit that yeah, it could feel pretty vindicating to have someone kill himself because he realized that he ruined your life
>>64118301
you can't fix crazy and there's no point in even trying
>>64118169
getting dumped isn't remotely bad you gaylord
>>64118510
stealing the stuff was the worst thing here but still not terrible
the best part about these threads is how people are basically totally innocent shut-ins or monsters, like there's no in-between
>>64119866
Did she just not tell anyone?
>>64118363
It's a meme
>>64119727
i hope that's pasta. merely because i don't want to be sad. but i guess we all have to be sometimes. im sorry this happened to you.
>>64119904
>>64120424
>>64120457
Pathetic addicts lmfao. If you care about love or sex to the point that you're whining about not being able to get your fix you're no better then druggie scum, gtfo.
>>64121001
>get my fix
That's not what this is.
Got a girl pregnant and we had an abortion.
>>64121068
MURDERER
I jerked off and came in my crush's hair on the bus-ride home on the last day of high school.
>>64121068
I did the same, plan B pill though. Why do you feel bad about it? For me it was a long term relationship and the condom fucked up so we did it the next day, we were both pretty ok with it though.
>>64121044
>replying to this mariana trench tier bait
>>64121144
>plan B pill though
both legally and medically still contraception
I took a job as Santa at a store so I could get kids to sit on my lap.
back in high school me and my lads would go around and bully the loner/unpopular kids during lunch
>>64121044
>>64121175
So what if the term isn't the exact same, it's similar enough. People here sound like whiny heroin addicts whining that they can't afford their next fix.
>>64120866
get the fuck outta here
>>64121184
I know mate.
>>64121100
Did she notice? How thick was the cum?
>>64121100
>last day of high school
fucking pathetic
>>64118907
of course someone who likes morrissey would do that shit. go kill yourself
>>64120931
The tone of your writing implies to me that you are a kind, thoughtful, but inexplicably wounded young man who could be "fixed" by love.
That's the romanticization that you convey to me (but i might be wrong, and am probably projecting a little bit). I would like to explicitly tell you (also me) that you will next be "fixed" by love and it's not something to upset yourself over.
Love is a brief chemical reaction that either mutates into friendship or disdain. If you can't maintain a friendship, you won't be able to sustain a relationship past the initial euphoria.
If your like me, that's out of the question. So buy a cat. And get some hobbies
>>64121301
>being this autistic
>>64121301
>next
"never"
>>64120965
It's been 2 years since and everything is pretty much normal. Sometimes she visits me on her own initiative, I help her with her studies and we play vidya. She also likes to take my dog out for walks and stuff. Haven't engaged any activity like that after but she didn't seem to hate it.
>>64119866
>incest with underage
>mineral
you're just like wasting air at this point
>>64118907
should have fucked her senpai
>>64121144
Mainly feel bad because when we started dating she told me that she'd never get an abortion and that she wouldn't want to end a life no matter what.
She was just really innocent and I kind of ruined it
>>64121257
Not while I was on the bus. It was a pretty big load, not porn-tier or anything though.
>>64121068
>>64121144
See you in hell murderer scum.
>>64120491
holy fuck this is gold.
>>64121365
The emotional repercussions will probably haunt her far more than anything physical about it. She might turn out to be fucked up later on.
>>64121100
...how?
>>64121438
She probably enjoyed it, he should have given her the d too, it would have taught her about sex at a young age which would benefit her.
>>64121413
I dont know about that but at least its music related
>>64121478
Careful with that edge, son.
>>64121390
have you ever had sex on the regular my friend? it is tougher than you might imagine to not have a child. and if you say you would keep a child no matter what then you are a naive child
>>64121175
It's for my inner dialogue as well. A lot of times I contemplate how lonely I am and think I want meaningless sex to fulfill me, but in a more conscious thinking mind I know that it would just exacerbate my pre-existing depression.
>>64121225
>next fix
I'm a virgin. I don't want sex.
>>64121301
>The tone of your writing implies to me that you are a kind, thoughtful, but inexplicably wounded young man who could be "fixed" by love.
>That's the romanticization that you convey to me (but i might be wrong, and am probably projecting a little bit).
I think it's mostly true. I feel like an asshole a lot of times but in a lot less frequency now that my interaction with other people is so limited.
>that you will next be "fixed" by love and it's not something to upset yourself over.
>If your like me, that's out of the question. So buy a cat. And get some hobbies
Yeah, that's what I'm working towards right now, as I think that's also out of the question for me. Channeling those frustrations into more productive things, stuff like that. Thanks for your kind words, anon.
>>64120779
>but I do work around this subject
so you're a 1st year sociology student
>>64121504
https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Adoption
>>64118907
>morrissey attached to this post
i kek'd
>>64121478
>low_quality_bait.jpg
have a (You) familia
>>64121506
>I'm a virgin. I don't want sex.
>A lot of times I contemplate how lonely I am and think I want meaningless sex to fulfill me
Nice contradiction.
>>64121413
people always told me that in high school, got lots of kids who thought I was a legend for it, but I always thought it was just dickish and immature and petty. should have just gotten better socials skills isntead of lashing out like that. the only good thing about it is that it forced me to look at myself and change entirely, especially in regards to my attitudes towards women.
>>64121546
You didn't even read my reply
>in a more conscious thinking mind I know the it would just exacerbate my pre-existing depression.
>>64120491
>had to go to therapy for a year
>for mocking some girls
that's how you fuck up a boy for life and turn him into a massive beta
>>64121583
I read it, it sounds like you don't know what you want. So maybe I'm right anyway.
>>64121521
so I should have made my girlfriend keep it even though she didn't want to? I should have ruined the next 9 months of her life, forced her to do horrible at uni, endure all the extreme embarrassment that a teenage pregnancy at uni would have engendered, made her go through all the shittiness associated with pregnancy biologically? can you even imagine the emotional heartbreak she would have to endure going through giving birth and then having to give the child away? how about the fact that she was already quite depressed at the time it happened, and how all that would have affected you? there is no way any anti-abortionist could have gone through the experience of entirely unwanted pregnancy at the age of 18 and wanted to keep it.
>>64121629
>I should have ruined the next 9 months of her life
wtf how so? just for starers lets get it at least down to 7. How the fuck do the first 2 months of pregnancy ruin a girls life? They usually dont even know they're preganant til about a month
> can you even imagine the emotional heartbreak she would have to endure going through giving birth and then having to give the child away?
more than literally fucking murdering it?
>>64121627
>you don't know what you want
>So maybe I'm right anyway.
We've been over this. I'm a virgin and I don't want sex. There is no next fix for me. Armchair psychology is not your field of expertise.
>>64121494
>>64121543
Trying to nullify my post by calling it bait doesn't make it any less true.
>>64121464
I was sitting alone in the back row of the bus with my dick out of my pants, my crush in the seat in front of me, and was masturbating to her facebook photos. When I got to the point of no return I made a snap decision, stood up, and unloaded into her hair.
>>64121695
>he can't into human development
Kids who experience physical pleasure from childhood sexual abuse still usually suffer from emotional ramifications.
>>64121390
>falling for the 'life begins at conception' meme
>implying hell exists
>>64121674
she would have to live constantly with the idea that she has a child growing inside her and she will have to give it away, with the realization that she is going to be socially ostracized and will probably have to give up uni. again, I ask, have you ever actually gone through this situation?
>>64121687
>I'm a virgin and I don't want sex.
Same, but your post made you seem confused.
>>64121733
Still better then being a murdering scumbag.
>>64121733
and again I ask, how is that better than the knowledge that she murdered it? oh I know, willful fucking ignorance.
I bet you think I need to know how to play the guitar to rate the new grimes album.
>>64121702
alpha desu
told one of my closest and most gracious friends that he was unimportant
>>64121732
not at conception but a whole lot closer than you'd think.
11 weeks 3 days fetus, Thumb Sucking.
see you in hell dude
>>64121786
it was literally the next day after, the idea that it was murder is just ridiculous.
>I bet you think I need to know how to play the guitar to rate the new grimes album
>grimes
confirmed for being absolute waifufag who has never had sex. knowing an instrument to rate music and having been in my situation in order to understand it are absurdly different situations. I hope for your sake that you never have to be in this situation.
>>64121873
>it was literally the next day after
the original post was 2 people
and we already addressed that plan b is literally contraception so wtf that nickels already spent
>>64121927
>>64121873
"It was murdered early on, this makes it okay!"
>>64118169
I can relate
Kicked a girl i just met out of my house at 2 am in the middle of sex because she tasted horrible , she cried , never called hher again.
>>64118652
noice album
>>64121953
plan b is both legally and medically contraception
>>64121851
Dude who even cares if its alive. If a woman doesn't want to go through pregnancy that's her prerogative.
If you had a relative who needed a kidney transplant to live, and you were the only eligible donor, would you be fine with being legally forced to donate your kidney?
Regardless, I'm already going to hell anyway so idc.
>>64118652
why is it one of the worst drugs
also if you feel that way I would stop the money prob isnt worth it unles you absolutely need it
>>64121998
>prerogative
>a right or privilege exclusive to a particular individual or class.
>individual
2 lives are involved not 1
>>64122035
>or class
Faggot. The class is obviously "pregnant women".
>>64118907
jfc man
>>64122055
Why do people keep responding to this. Have you really never seen this pasta
>>64122054
thats a demographic not a class
besides it would still pertain to an individual's choice within that class and again abortion is making the decision for 2 people not 1
which is beside the point even still. Past a certain number of months it is both legally and medically considered murder. so the only question is how far back do we go? currently its at about 5 months pregnant.
>>64122139
>law determines morality
desu i wouldn't mind if it were pushed back to nine months.
>>64121068
If this isn't murder or morally wrong, why do you feel bad about it?
If it is murder and morally wrong, how do you live with yourself?
>>64122172
or at any point in the pregnancy, whatever
>>64122172
>cherry picking this hard
and medically
>>64117668
Yeah i know blue album was way better
>>64122224
It should be illegal to have taste this bad
>>64117989
grow up
Fucking white knight
>>64119886
>>64119906
>>64119930
>>64119953
>>64120002
You guys do know that this incident was made up to meme attack the album he posted, right? I was actually thinking about posting The Life of Pablo and then lying about how I would sneak into a stable that my grandparents owned and get fucked in the ass by a horse in the middle of the night whenever I slept over there.
>>64122316
>You guys do know that this incident was made up to meme attack the album he posted, right?
which I got right but fucked up and linked the wrong post
>>64120491
Nice. If I were you I would have escalated the conflict when they assigned me to therapy and have been an uncooperative manipulative dick in therapy on purpose.
>>64118305
Jesus
Had """"sex"""" with my best friend at the age of 6.
We're both males and straight at the moment.
>>64122426
I don't think playing with yugioh cards is considered sex
Album: OK Computer
Worst shit I've done: Visit at least 15 massage parlors for handjobs while dating my girlfriend
>>64122491
So you're saying i didn't have sex with more than 200 different people? Fuck.
>>64119530
I'm aware of what I do. I do not let them buy me things though but regardless I am aware. I hate it.
>>64118939
Kek
>>64122529
That's what im saying
>>64122511
>over 15 handjobs
damn man you're probably going to hell
>>64119338
It's not ironic if you're both awkward losers
>>64122511
Just 15?
>>64119078
he was probably aware but monitoring your stealth skills
>>64117630
care to share the story OP
>>64122511
In a row?
>>64119726
Nope
>>64119904
Nah, I get this man. It's why I never stay with a woman - I'll fuck them, but if they're interested in me I could never love them.
>>64117630
I often say horrible things to people to make them dislike me and to seem nasty so it's not a surprise to me when they eventually do.
>>64118301
she killed herself because you manipulated her into thinking someone actually cared and then used her. you're directly responsible for her suicide all because you wanted what probably amounts to a few minutes of sex over the course of 7 days. don't kid yourself; it's definitely your fault. had you not have been a fucking hedonistic sociopath she would have just kept to herself and still be here.
>>64120866
Ultimate Marxist right here.
>>64122697
>>64122948
It became difficult to remain hard with her after she put on some weight and after we argued often, so I'd visit massage parlors. 15 different visits over the course of maybe 8 months
>>64123107
fucking diabolical
>>64123034
This, I'm actually surprised that no one had mentioned this yet.
>>64118565
thats a good album for you
my fav as well
>>64123137
>>64123034
>white-knighting for suicidal mentally unstable chicks on a chinese cartoon imageboard
>>64123107
How the fuck do I do this? Single so I would benefit greatly.
I beat off the only time I ever watched Schindler's List and I regularly pee on my roommates dishes if I'm mad at him.
>>64123034
>>64123137
You really can't always be blamed for someone else's actions. Some people really are just mentally unstable and overreact to things. That said, judging by his story in particular that is a really sleazy way to use somebody, there's no getting around that. Trying to convince himself that he wasn't at fault at all and it's got nothing to do with him is a bullshit way to weasel out of it.
>>64123288
lol
Tried to kill myself twice, obviously failed both times.
>>64123034
right yeah, it's directly my fault that she was an abused child and general mentalcase
dumbass
>>64123034
nah, like he said, if she was going to kill herself over something as petty as a relationship, then she wasn't going to live much longer with or without him.
>>64123362
No, but it is directly your fault that you took advantage of those qualities
You made a conscious choice to treat her the way you did
If someone is too crazy for you, don't make an effort to get MORE involved with them
Dumbass
>>64119866
you realize she's living an entire life of suffering because of you i hope
>>64123107
are you still with her?
