Why did Kurt kill himself?
For the lulz.
apparently courtney had him murdered
I dunno why all the info hasnt been more mainstream until now
>protip: he didn't
what did courtney say she had the handwriting sheet for
>>63514621
cringe
>>63514600
Because he got rich and famous, got everything he wanted, and realized that it didn't make him happy. He also probably knew it would cement him as a legend forever if he did it. It was about ending his suffering and leaving as big of a mark as an artist as he could.
dude seriously guys he was fucking murdered
the gun was too long
all kinds of shit
courtney accidentally left her backpack at the lawyers and when they emptied it there was a practice handwriting letters sheet
>>63514673
And leaving his toddler daughter without a father. The bastard.
If Kurt Cobain was alive he'd probably be playing acoustic guitar shows with Mumford and Sons or Dave Matthews
the truth is out there wake up sheeple
>>63514685
Source? Interested.
genetic predisposition for depression exacerbated by drug use and unstable personal life
i too am pretty sure he was murdered but, honestly, he peaked. there was nowhere left to go with Nirvana.
>>63515101
Pretty straightforward accurate answer.
>>63515101
>>63515113
i suffer from crippling depression and my family has a history of mental illnesses. im 20 and have remained unmedicated but every year gets harder than the last.
up to this point i really feel that anti depressants dont work. hallucinogenics like ketamine have proven to have actual results but no idea how/where to get it administered.
what should i do?
>>63515153
Dunno to be quite honest. I'm a depressive myself with it being on my mothers side of the family and I'm just riding it out. No medication or anything. I have my lows and highs and I just keep dealing with it. I should probably get myself checked out again.
>>63515172
see thats me but the problem is the lowers keep getting low and i just worry some day it'll be the point of no return
>>63515153
just post memes until the pain fades
>>63515184
What do you experience with the lows? Mine never really changes too drastically. I have a highly obsessive personality though and I'll get addicted to different hobbies or things for seemingly no reason. I'll obsess for months or weeks on and I'll burn myself out and I'll lose interest almost instantaneously.
I generally start drinking more, stop exercising and become a couch potato who sleeps in late as fuck.
>>63515153
>>63515172
stop labelling yourselves and just power through it
>>63515153
Ketamine is a dissociative not a hallucinogen. Small amounts of Tramadol (50-100mg) can mess with serotonin levels and provide temporary relief. It's safer than Ketamine.
If it keeps getting worse try a NaSSA like Mirtazapine. It doesn't tend to have a lot of the nasty side effects of an SSRI. It can have weight gain as a side effect but if you're doctor likes you Modafinil can offset that.
Either way stay safe.
>>63515209
I was diagnosed by a psychiatrist and psychologist as bipolar. I'm not a tumblrina special snowflake brah.
>tfw depression motivates me
It sucks but fuck guise how are you not enjoying the depression gains?
>>63515218
That's the thing with me. I get 3-4 months of huge bursts of motivation, then the rest of the year I'm a sack of laziness, anger, bitterness and unhappiness. I do nothing. I wish I could ride that constant high.
>>63515201
i guess its just that they've gotten more physical and interfere with my energy level, libido, interest in things, etc.
im also very obsessive but i enjoy that aspect for creative reasons.
>>63515209
wow good stuff thanx
>>63515213
thank you. i will take this into consideration. im very self conscious of my weight due to being fat as a kid so thats definitely a side effect i couldnt live with
>>63515246
>i enjoy that for creative reasons
It's a shame my obsessive and impulsive tendencies are never productive. Except for working out.
>>63515218
thats actually why i dont want medication because im a comedian and of course its just a part of what helps me write/be funny but i really dont think the amount that im suffering at this point is necessary or even beneficial in fact most the time im so miserable i dont even want to write
>>63515228
i cant quite break into into calendar months like this but pretty much
>>63515256
its not necessarily productive so much as when im productive it allows me to obsess over every minute detail, the productivity comes in burts from some completely different factor
![CdxsCC_UUAAkcfa[1].jpg](https://i.imgur.com/O0oJt58.jpg "CdxsCC_UUAAkcfa[1].jpg")
because he was ashamed of his freakishly long arms
>>63515257
For a perfect example. I love working out and exercising. I do. It's fucking amazing. The funny thing is it's great for depression too but it doesn't help too much when you're already severely depressed.
Recently I've stopped working out completely. Been doing fuck all. I hadn't worked out for nearly two months up until the other day. Now I have to go through that process of getting back into it. I just wish I could keep some fucking consistency in my life.
He's a pussy.
![tumblr_my6uqyBmiG1s11k1yo1_1280[2].jpg](https://i.imgur.com/SN7hciR.jpg "tumblr_my6uqyBmiG1s11k1yo1_1280[2].jpg")
for those who don't know it was murder yet
http://cobainevidence.com/evidence/
http://www.cobaincase.com/freemanual.htm
>>63515266
>its not necessarily productive so much as when I'm productive it allows me to obsess over every minute detail, the productivity comes in bursts from some completely different factor
Actually, that's something I do agree on. Whenever I embark on any kind of task/hobby/chore I will do it with 100% detail. I will always force myself to finish the job. I will do every single little part that I can to make it perfect. No matter the task.
>>63515271
>toes
>>63515294
are you saying he put his shoes back on after killing himself?
The real question is
Who the fuck cares? Kurt sucked as a person and his shtick was getting old anyway.
>>63515272
this is me except im not quite as passionate about it. but i workout mostly out of insecurity/self hatred due to my heavier years as a kid but once i get in the groove i genuinely feel better and enjoy it. not that it completely rids me of the depression but like you said it helps a little.
>>63514600
Because reasons
>>63515293
yeah ocd can be great if you channel it correctly/effectively
>>63515246
Average wait gain is about 11lbs. If you can consciously control your intake and take something to suppress it you can cut that way down though. Modafinil was my example but anything like Phentermine would work too. Questionable safety wise next to Modafinil though.
NaSSAs and SNRIs tend to help though. They're not like Seroquel (Quetiapine) which works by taking your emotions away.
>>63515308
I personally enjoy it. I used to be into the whole "body building phase" and lurked /fit/ and fitness forums obsessively. That was one of my phases that actually lasted a couple of years. The thing is, now I can barely go six months without losing motivation, then the process of getting back into it is shit. So I struggle to make huge amounts of progress because I always find myself stopping.
>>63515318
Any tips or pointers? I wish I could focus it on getting a fucking proper full time job and saving money to move out of my parents house. I'm almost 22 and I'm pretty lost.
>>63515319
>which works by taking your emotions away
this is what im afraid of
>>63515153
deep web
>>63514688
>Being a shitty drug addict and possibly a shitty father who could possibly hurt her in one way or another
>Killing yourself, cementing yourself as a legend, thereby making sure your daughter is set for life and sparing her the struggle of having a drug addict father
Idk man. He might've done it out of consideration for her.
>>63515299
He could have done it with his shoes on. It really doesn't take much to pull (or, in this case, push) a trigger.
>>63515331
god, no, im in no position to give anyone advice seeing as how im miserable and asking a board of anonymous strangers for help. im in college and despite being miserable my ocd allows me to maintain an above average gpa. whenever i have a job on the side its fucking miserable and i hate it but i get through it, so i cant say any of this helped me with that.
>>63515351
Do you have a social life? Friends/family? I almost have no consistent friendships. I don't use social media. I have maybe one friend that I kind of see on occasion. I've pretty much dropped off the map.
>>63515337
The big two for that are Seroquel and Sodium Valproate. The former being an antipsychotic and the latter being an anticonvulsant. Avoid those two classes and you should be fine.
SSRI, SNRI, and NaSSA drugs shouldn't cause that. I'd recommend SNRI and NaSSA over SSRI anyday though. There's bound to be one that doesn't have a link to weight gain. You might just need to look around. Bupropion, Amitriptyline and Nortriptyline come to mind.
>>63515362
when my grandmother was dying of brain cancer it caused me to seek escape and flipped my personality on its head. i could no longer sit in a room by myself when i had previously existed purely doing just that. my friendships have carried over from that time, but aside from college/social situations which force me to interact with people i am predominately back to being alone.
>>63515362
>>63515396
i should add that i do have family and while they are extremely damaged people, i do have a good relationship with them because they are assertive/dont let me go too long ignoring them
>>63515396
Despite the fact that I'm generally an extroverted social butterfly, lately I've been feeling like I'd be better off leading a solitary life style.
>>63515409
That's good that you have a good relationship with them. Try not to lose them.
>>63515307
ok mate
>>63515420
being at college 2,000 miles away really disconnects me from them but i still communicate over the phone.
i dont dislike either my introverted tendencies nor my need to interact with people, theyre both needed, but when one overpowers the other its bad. my main interactions these past few days are with the employees im ordering my fast food from. ill go to bed around 8 am, wake up around 7pm, get food, lock myself back in this room. if someone sees me they will strike a conversation and thats okay. im on break this week so next week itll be back to forced interactions which are good for me.
>>63515449
Why do you go to bed at 8AM? I used to do shit like this and it did nothing but make shit worse. It's 11:22PM here in Australia and I should be sleeping already. I'm so severely addicted to the internet it's so pathetic. I'm trying to break it and my addiction to pornography.
What is the motivation for his murder though? Why would she actually bother to come up with an elaborate fake suicide plan?
>>63515347
um look at the picture of the shotgun, there's a trigger guard (something nearly all guns have)
unless he was wearing pointed shoes there's no way he could have pulled the trigger with his feet, actually he was wearing converse sneakers
>>63515484
you're literally retarded if you can't see the motive, even without hindsight
>>63515480
because i loathe human interaction enough to build my schedule around being awake when there are less people but it just gets more and more exaggerated. also, if im in a good mood, i fear going to bed and waking up to a worse day so i try to extend it as long as i can.
>>63515571
The only reason I hate going to sleep is because it's exactly that. Sleeping. It's shit. It's such a waste of time if it weren't for the fact that I actually fucking need it. Lmao. I know that sounds stupid as fuck but I just see it as a huge waste of my time that could be spent doing other shit.
>>63515590
once im tired ill sleep until i physically cant anymore because it keeps me from being awake/in this life. part of why i sleep that full 12 hours into the evening if i go to bed in the morning.
>>63515604
The weird part about my depression is that I don't hate living. I love life. I'm just a sad sack of shit with no motivation. I know that sounds stupid but that's how I feel.
>>63515527
He could have caught the edge of it, maybe. I don't know. He probably just used his hands.
He wanted to feel a long, hard shaft in his mouth
>>63515153
Realize that your problems are bullshit.
>>63515657
did that around my junior year of highschool, yet here we are champ.
>>63515627
maybe in this moment you arent in the throes of it but i dont enjoy life. it certainly isnt worth the trouble to maintain it at this point.
>>63515632
But no fingerprints were found
>>63515750
I've never felt like I wanted to end my life. I wouldn't have it in me anyway. I enjoy life, I just wish I could be happy within myself.
>>63515751
Then we're back to the side-long glance with the shoe. Or someone else killed him. Hard to say.
Dylan Carlson killed him.
>>63515066
Everyone in this thread should watch Soaked In Bleach if you haven't.
I used to be skeptical that he was murdered but now i seriously doubt he did kill himself.
Also Kurt and Courtney is a good documentary.
Album sales. The only thing better than a rock star is a dead rock star.
>>63516064
But taking your own life just for album sales is stupid
>>63515272
I think that's starting to happen to me. I'm getting less motivated to exercise.
Trying to find the rational of an inherently irrational act is a pointless venture.
>>63516097
I think any reason for taking your own life is pretty stupid, but I'm not one to judge how others conduct their business.
>>63515342
Too bad she was raised by Courtney Love
Kurt lived in the woods, because he had arms the size of architecttubes... He met a man, name was eddie... Eddie veteran. Eddie raped the fuck out of kurt coalbane. Kurt tried to strangle eddie, but ended up strangling all of music, the world, and really mostly his wife curtseysexmug, but in reality, after the fart cleared, he had... ....
>>63516203
if you're truly miserable to the point of no return, its irrational to remain alive
>>63516469
really meant for >>63516183
>>63516469
>>63516480
There is no such things as a point of no return except for killing yourself.
>>63516652
so not true. mentally illness is at most manageable, not cureable, and thats only if you find a medication that helps (or at the very least doesnt have some adverse reaction that puts you over the edge)
>>63514600
more like why DIDN'T he kill himself????????
>>63516675
In a more civilized society they would find some use for such people. but I see your point.
>>63516737
its not that they're unfulfilled/without use but its genuinely, physically a miserable state to be in. kind of like how we put horses out of their misery due to injury.
>>63516835
It's not because of mercy that we kill the horse, it is out of economy.
>>63516878
i feel like its both, and the same is true for depressives
>>63515860
That would be a fucking bummer. Earth is awesome.
>>63515288
>>63515271
How has she not been convicted yet?
>>63517000
yeah $$ i $ often$ $ $ wonder $ $ that too $$ my $$ friend $ $ $$$ $ :^) $
>>63516924
Mercy is only there to vale the horrible truth of the act, and the same is true for depressives.
>>63517000
Because a martyr sells better than a victim -- and if you can somehow make someone both, even better.
>>63515218
>depression
>motivates
Does not compute
I wish Courtney would murder me
>>63515860
I've had that thought too
>>63514600
he had crohns disease
>>63515271
∃ will → ∃ way
>>63514694
and then he'd kill himself
>>63517239
And to think, with all our medical advances in gastronomical ailments in the last 20 years, he would still be dead because he shot himself in the head with a shotgun.
The moral of the story: if you want to shoot yourself in the head with a shotgun, wait 20 years. Things might be different then.
>>63515318
>ocd
>great
alright
>>63517398
read literally all the other words you left out of that post you dumb motherfucker
Cobain was a russian spy people for fuck sake. He was never supposed to become as successful as he did, and he basically knew he was going to be killed or lynched so he offed himself
He realized that marrying Courtney Love was the biggest mistake he ever made. I'll bet there wasn't even a pre-nup. I'd kill myself too if I was stuck in a situation like that!
He was definitely murdered...
The real question should be 'why do famous shills (especially Dave Grohl) help her to sweep the truth under the rug?' ... fucking sell-out piece of shit.
heroin and borderline personality.
I relate so much >.<
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I thought /mu/ had decent posters and mods.
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can someone just end me, everyone is 17 and not giving me their pussy
>>63515307
Are you still in high school
>>63518802
a lot of the replies were a genuine discussion on mental illness, maybe the most substance this board has had in months
>>63518883
>>>63515307
Are you still in high school
Still in HS? No... that was Axl Rose.
>>63517294
underrated post
>>63519189
>>>63518802a lot of the replies were a genuine discussion on mental illness, maybe the most substance this board has had in months
The majority disagrees with you... we must all be wrong though. Pay no attention to the fact that the gun was too long..... to Courtney's handwriting practice sheet..... forget the "famous" hired assassin who came forward and admitted that Courtney had approached him with an offer a few days before Kurt was found dead..... just NEVERMIND.
The fact that a shitty band like the Foo Fighters could attain so much success after the fact is all the proof I need.
>>63514600
Courtney did it.
>>63514635
lulz
>it's a cobain truther episode
>>63514600
Because you touch yourself!
If only waterboarding were legal, we would probably be able get the truth from Grohl... wouldn't work on Courtney though..... she has no gag reflex and is already dead.
So is the whole Cobain conspiracy theory just "a great man can't be taken out by such a common thing" bullshit or is there really something to it?
Poor Francis. Her dad was the coolest pop culture icon to be associated with rock music in thirty years and she'll live her entire life longing for his validation by being with guys like this.
>>63519555
>So is the whole Cobain conspiracy theory just "a great man can't be taken out by such a common thing" bullshit or is there really something to it?
You tell me... https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=WRKyLfYZad4
>>63519700
Yeah, there's no way I'm watching all of that.
>kill himself
so he could be resurrected as the dude from diiv
How do you think he would feel about the fact that the jews have sold every single recording he has ever made for shekels? Even the ones that aren't music related
>>63519984
He signed. Fuck him.
>>63519722
>>>63519700 (You)Yeah, there's no way I'm watching all of that.
The first few mins is pretty much all you need to see... it contains a comparison of Kurt's "suicide" note with Courtney's forgery practice sheet, and a reconstruction of said "suicide" note using the letters taken from her practice sheet. You can go deeper to find out more, including the actual interview with El Duce" where he admits to being offered $50,000 by Courtney to "off" Kurt... he accidentally named the person he believes did it..... guess what? He fell asleep on the train tracks and was run over shortly after that video surfaced.
>>63514600
he heard your'e favourite album
>>63519999
it only happened because Courtney killed him and because Courtney decided to release that stuff
blame Courtney
also checked
>>63520125
I've heard all this before. The practice sheet stuff is admittedly very suspicious. From what I know of El Duce, I both believable that Courtney would approach him to kill Kurt and that he would lie about Courtney approaching him to kill Kurt. I also believe that he would fall asleep on the train tracks.
>>63520254
kek
>>63514654
How this is cringe?
>>63515311
Jesus the lactation one. Are these confirmed real?
The real answer: chronic stomach pain led to a dependence on opiates, which in turn led to depression.
>>63520303
>>>63515311Jesus the lactation one. Are these confirmed real?
Would be funny to take Courtney's practice sheet and use the same reconstruction technique from the video to basically claim Kurt wrote anything... I'm surprised no one has done this yet, and would anyone even notice?
>>63514600
He was heavily influenced by Joy Division
>>63520653
I still think the middle one is a qt, even though I know he's a dude.
>>63520929
Don't feel bad. I was jerking it to Rikki Rocket from Poison for a couple months before I realized he was a dude. The 1980's were a tough time to be a teenager.
