You hanging in there /mu/?
What are guys listening to?
>>61187476
>You hanging in there /mu/?
what do you mean?
>What are guys listening to?
nothing
dumb frogposter
Just about senpai. How are you?
Still bumping Lil Ugly Mane - OA
Been listening to lots of Beach Fossils lately. I always thought of them as more of a summer band, but their empty atmosphere really fits winter, and especially what I'm feeling like right now.
I just feel like every day is the same. Depressed, lonely, and tired. Rarely do things change, although I do have this nice girl who I might try to peruse something with, if I could gain the confidence to talk to her.
>>61187476
explosions in the sky
>>61187476
>You hanging in there
By a thread
https://youtu.be/3_Yg62JYpIU
I feel like killing myself
Listening to Angels of Light
>>61187529
Go for it senpai. I have a girl who holds my hand during lunchtime at school. We talk about the silliest things, my hand rubbing against her inner thigh and knee, which are covered by her black, skintight leggings. Every movement she makes against my body gives me a pump of blood to the penis, causing an amazing erection that I have to hide from her view out of pure embarrassment. I rub my fingers down the back side of her legs and I play with her fingers.
>>61187631
oh boy
>>61187631
keep going
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=DV08nrktjlI
pretty depressed tbqh finally got a good job and aunts and uncles sent me $500 in cash and gift cards just to find out my mom is taking it all :(
Now she is telling I only got my job and gifts because she prayed to god and she deserves it :(
just finish this album sleep it off and start back over saving money to move out
listening to dookie era green day and wishing I had a gf, a job and a band.
I listen to descendents - milo goes to college right now
I tired
>>61187672
>>61187694
That's it. Show's over.
>>61187529
Cliché but definitely go for it, and more importantly get some sort of help before you slip further into the hole anon.
>>61187733
Underage b&!
>>61187476
>you hanging in there?
You're on a computer, you're experiencing first world luxuries. Stop being a pussy.
>>61187941
this tbqh
>>61187529
>I just feel like every day is the same. Depressed, lonely, and tired. Rarely do things change, although I do have this nice girl who I might try to peruse something with, if I could gain the confidence to talk to her.
this is literally my life right now
hopefully things go well with this girl but if they don't I kinda have nothing to live for
I think i fucked up
we hung out friday and then I saw her today on campus but didnt say hi, idk if thats weird or not. I'm afraid it makes me look like some shy autist but the reality is she wasn't that close to me and i didnt want to look like a creep to go out of my way and say hi
>>61187941
>Problems are objective
>bi-polor SO tells me put a gun to my face in a it of rage
> start listening to AnCo discography I've had on backlog
> feel 100% better
>>61187941
Why does this argument erupt in every one of these threads?
Ugh, you're not barely surviving each day as it comes by scavenging for food and water? What else could you possibly have to be sad about?
>>61188033
>you're not barely surviving each day as it comes by scavenging for food and water? What else could you possibly have to be sad about?
Exactly, thanks anon.
>>61188033
maybe if you tried scavenging you wouldn´t end up posting these threads fagtron
>>61187941
>you have access to the internet
>therefore life is good
lol kill yourself my man my relatives in Georgia had access to the internet in 2008 when their country got bombed
people starving in Moldova have access to the internet as well
theres even internet in the poor parts of Nigeria, how do you think they send all those scam emails?
There are kids in America sexually abused by their parents that have their own laptops too, do they have nothing to complain about
Youre a delusional shithead
I'm listening to Fishmans. I know they're a meme, but they're the only band that gets me in a good mood anymore.
>>61188007
so you don't find it stupid when a spoiled rich girls cries when her dad buys her the slightly less expensive car? Sure to her it's the end of the world, but in the grand scheme she's WRONG just like you are idiot.
>>61187631
Kinky, but thanks for the advice.
>>61187920
I feel like I should ask for some help, but I don't know what's wrong. I seem very bi-polar, where I'm happy for a day or two, and then really bummed out for like a week. I know that's not really how a bipolar disorder works though.
>>61187971
I feel you bud. I think of her often, and it kinda motivates me to keep going and see if something will turn out. Similarly enough, I also don't really talk to her enough. I've talked to her lots of times, but I'm pretty shy so it's difficult. Good luck to you man.
>>61188114
alright keep being a pussy and defending cry babies I wont stop you. I love how ass blasted you are tho
>current album
Chrome - Half Machine Lip Moves
>current feel
dreamt last night about my ex, don't want to go back to her because she's a cheating whore but i still feel like a lonely piece of shit
i wanna die
been listening to bonobo a lot lately
>>61188143
lol like dude you have internet access lol like just be happy xDDD
>>61188158
Nice strawman. The internet was an example of first world luxuries.
>>61188131
>I think of her often,
me too man
I always do but every time we hang out the feeling renews
we hung out on friday and ive been thinking about her nonstop since then
it should calm down in a week or so, but idk if I want it to, I like thinking about her man, it makes me kinda happy
i wonder if she likes me
>>61187733
I'm pretty sure it's illegal to take other people's mail. Anyways you should probably move out
>>61187476
separation sunday by the Hold Steady.
and after that im probably just going to put Trans-Siberian Orchestra on loop in the background. maybe then it'll actually feel like Christmas.
>>61187971
It's alright dude, just fucking go for it. Literally just sit down with her and feel the anxiety and the fear. Just get used to it. Don't pussy out. Tell her that you like her. Fucking go for it. Fucking do it.
>>61188188
Like I said, since you're the same person, just go for it. It's really, really tough, I know. There's a huge amount of anxiety involved in confessing your love to someone. It's really hard. Go for it though nigger.
>>61188131
GO FOR IT. Again, GO FOR IT. I'm really shy too. Hate people. Antisocial as fuck. Then I just talked to her and told her I liked her. It took like 30 minutes of stalling (thank god for hour-long lunches) before I told her. Just fucking go for it.
>>61188010
jesus fuck, but yea AnCo is great for depression.
>>61188236
thanks for the inspiring words bud
I will eventually for sure, just have to find the right time :)
>>61188269
>I will eventually for sure, just have to find the right time :)
(^:
>>61188269
Awesome. :)
>>61188295
no I don't mean that I'm gonna stall forever
I just need to hang out with her a few more times and then Im gonna do it
I already have it planned
>>61187476
i just want to be drunk 24/7, i don't like being sober, but i barely drink anyways
i don't like my job, i don't feel like i take pleasure in anything
listening to pic related
>>61188188
>I like thinking about her man, it makes me kinda happy
This. I know it's toxic, but thinking about her a lot makes me happy so I keep doing it.
>>61188236
I'll probably make my move next time I see her. But I have no idea how. Do I just tell her I like her? Do I move in for a kiss? I rarely show affection to others, but I really want to. Thanks for the inspiration.
>>61188322
Don't move in for a kiss
I just keep telling myself to keep waiting for the right girl. But I really know deep down inside she doesn't exist and love is just a chemical reaction based off of a mutual physical attraction.
listening to slowdive-souvlake
>>61187476
This always helps me hang on
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ztkF9GL02n0
>>61188322
>Do I move in for a kiss
definitely not
just find a way to tell her you like her as more than a friend
whats the status of your friendship now?
>>61188131
go to the doctors or any sort of local mental health charity. I've only recently actually reached out to do this and haven't had an appointment yet, but I know this is the only way to move forward. Life doesn't have to be shit anon, don't let it be
>>61188322
No kiss friend. That comes later. Just talk to her for a little bit and get comfortable. When you feel ready and comfortable, go in for a transition or a segue in the conversation. No matter what you do, it's gonna be awkward. It's okay, it's fine. Just let her know how you feel and everything. Once the first few sentences pop out the tension sort of relaxes and you just start going off without much difficulty. It's just beginning that topic that's hard. You got it though, man.
>>61188131
>>61188355
don't take anti depressants unless youre on the verge of suicide and have no other options
they generally make you feel worse
just immerse yourself into something that can give you perspective, for me it was literature and music (more so literature because sometimes I would just listen to sad music and sulk)
most importantly realize that happiness is a choice. find the root of whats making you unhappy and change it
These are really good beats
>>61188388
>>61188331
>>61188347
Okay thanks for clarifying and giving advice. I'd say we're relatively new friends, not too close to each other. However, a mutual friend told me that she has asked about me, which gives me confidence, but also makes me feel for her more.
>>61188355
>Life doesn't have to be shit anon, don't let it be
This is strangely motivating. I'll make it a resolution to consult someone about it. I never really liked telling people about my feelings, but I need to move on from it. Thank you.
>>61188447
aesop is the man
check out labor days, I think its his best album
>>61188428
I would ignore this and go to a fucking doctor instead of taking medical advice from 4 chan.
>>61188459
like I said >>61188428
don't let some dickhead doctor put you on anti depressants unless you really really feel you need it
they usually make things worse, you can improve your life in so many ways naturally
i know religion isn't for everyone but personally going back to Church regularly helped me out, you could try that out
alternatively, just go out more. a lot of times id just get depressed from sitting in my room for days on end. go out and socialize, even if it doesnt lead anywhere its healthy
Listening to The Unicorns for the first time in a long time. The hippy girl I've been dating really likes them and I've been trying to give them a try. Actually really good. Other than that super nervous to be with a girl after no gf for the last 2 years. Super cutey though..... Which makes me even more nervous.
>>61188470
>letting the psychiatry Jew fuck with your brain for money when you can easily be happy without any of these chemicals
stay classy tripfag
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=hwDVAhdkPgQ
>>61188470
This is Brandon
Don't listen to him
He's crazy
>>61188428
>don't take antidepressants
I don't think that's necessarily good advice... Different people need different remedies y'know.
>>61188447
Aes Rock was my absolute favourite artist for a few years. Have you listened to much else by him?
>>61188459
I'm as closed off as they get anon, but that doesn't lead anywhere good in the long run. You're welcome man, I hope you find happiness anon
>my birthday tomorrow
>going to have dinner with an old friend or two soon
>feel sort of bad the only people i have to see on my b-day are old high school friends
>but they're really nice guys
>listening to this album because i feel hyper
>>61188509
>>61188428
Thank you for the advice. It means a lot that there are people who want to help. I've heard often that medication often makes things worse, so I'll try to avoid those as much as possible.
I have hobbies like Music, literature, and film. But I feel like all those things put me in a worse mood (like you said, I sulk with sad music).
>>61187941
Fuck off faggot
>>61188466
>>61188447
Already listened to Float and Labor Days, I'll check out Bazooka Tooth now.
>>61188577
exercise helps me feel better too bro
i hate running more than anyone but going for a nice long run, no matter how shitty it physically makes me feel, really clears my head
consider trying it
Church helps too
the smiths
>>61188600
Skelethon is my personal favourite
>>61188569
happy early birhday, anon
>>61188740
Will check out, thanks for the rec
>>61188569
It's better than a bunch of fags who only show up because you bought the booze.
>>61188926
cheers to that
>>61188956
i know im trying to feel blessed to have people who care about me no matter who they are.
hope all you guys have a very merry christmas.
negativeland sounds pretty sweet.
>>61188614
u go to general gatherings or specific types of church meetings?
>>61188569
>>feel sort of bad the only people i have to see on my b-day are old high school friends
Dude wtf, I never even have anyone acknoledge me on my birthday besides a few facebook happy birthdays
>>61189102
I just go to my Orthodox Church every sunday, so I guess its a general gathering
Orthodox Churches are kinda cool, its not like the Catholic Churches ive been too. You don't have to sit and listen to anything if you don't want to, you don't have to talk to anyone. You just walk around and light candles and pray individually, and listen to the Priest if you want its pretty calming
>> 61189166
Ur very right. I just graduated uni this year. I guess I thought I'd make new friends over the last four years. But I'm lucky to have people. Not really a bad feel, just where I'm at. Hope ur doing good tonight anon.
>>61187476
go the fuck back to /r9k/ you literal piece of shit
fuck you
Always puts me in a better mood
>>61188317
i'm listening to that long ass song from this album atm, also drinking
Driving across central Florida in the middle of nowhere at night from Palm Bay to Winter Haven listening to Music for the Masses. Gonna listen to some New Order once this album is over.
>>61187826
zetus
>>61190148
dont post and drive, bro.
but new order is some of the goat night driving music, particularly true faith
le epic circlejerk
>>61190466
le zero value added tripfag
>>61187631
>Holding hands
This is a christian imageboard, get that filth out of here.
>>61190463
I'm a passenger, should have specified that
Person Pitch on loop
i stunk up the whole house with weed again
>>61190752
listening to pic related
>>61188116
It's only a meme cause it could be considered sub neo mucore. Let's try not to perpetuate this cause it'll give dilettantes the idea that they can easily dismiss it
>>61190463
>>61190708
God damn it, why won't my gf's parents ever just ask me for directions... ? I have google maps on my phone and they get lost or take a wrong turn literally every time we go anywhere. I saw we were making a u-turn and looked at google maps and saw we missed a turn a few miles back, but by now it would be faster to just keep going and eventually pick up a different road to get home. I told them it would be faster to just keep going instead of doubling back, but they said they knew this but they didn't want to drive on X road at night, even though we wouldn't be going on that road at any time on the new route home. But I didn't want to push it and annoy them since they're old, so yet again, we're taking over half an hour longer than it should to get home.
I hate it when people who HAVE AND KNOW HOW TO USE SMARTPHONES AND HAVE A GPS never look at the actual map on the screen to see where they're going and just follow the poor directions from the computer or rely on their terrible memory of where they're supposed to turn. JUST LOOK AT THE FUCKING MAP AT YOU WOULD SEE WE'RE GOING MILES OUT OF THE WAY, JESUS
AND DON'T GET ME STARTED ON YOUNG PEOPLE WHO HAVE ZERO SENSE OF DIRECTION OR PLACE AND RELY ON THEIR GPS TO TAKE THEM TO PLACES AROUND THEIR OWN CITY THAT THEY GO TO EVERY DAY. FUCK.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=UR8Pha_MZv8
The sundays - you're not the only one i know
I'm so fucking sad
The Beatles - Good Day Sunshine
Fuji Grid TV - Fujifilm/Cougar
Saint Pepsi - Skylar Spence
Esc 不在 - Willfully
Shitty Franz Ferdinand - John Stamos Sex Dreams
Infected Mushroom - Ratio Shmatio
Madvillain - Raid
Video 2000 - Cruising
One Billion Nanograms - My Impression of Borat
ぎヴぃんgてぃさしょt
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=otvGoSmEDIQ
>>61191352
Shit, wrong thread
>current song
Fishmans - Long Season (Live @ Club Quattro)
>I feel really lonely
>tfw I have been super horny this last week and I'm masturbating thrice a day or more
>tfw having a small break of acne
Just fuck my skin up, gonna put on some peel off masks and mud in the next days
>tfw avoiding a couple of stupid texts and conversations
I don't get the appeal of texting, I just like to use it to arrange going outs sometimes
>tfw I need to get out of this house or I'm going to go insane
What can I do solo outside, I don't have lots of friends and even fewer to hang out with
>tfw my hikki ways are coming back, like every break, sleeping at 7-8am waking up in the afternoon, staying inside for weeks
>tfw been desiring a romantic relationship so so much lately
What's some essential shut in music?
>>61192984
crywank
the smiths
flatsound
andrew jackson jihad maybe
>>61187476
A woman
holiday blues on my head. this album just kind solid or something though. I can't feel.
>>61189176
Don't knock Catholic masses, they're p cool
>>61188118
Cool, dude. You can feel free to leave the thread that you disagree with, now. There's no need whatsoever to suffer us your dated view on human psychology any longer.
>>61187476
>>61188118
that's nice and all but that girl probably still has the will to live after throwing her bitch fit
>>61192057
thanks for the blog, beta
tfw you typed something out but realized you don't want to look sad so instead yea guys I'll just figure it out myself thanks
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=4GOqbFq8R_M
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=RQRJurmw3iM
>tfw last break before finals
>tfw alone
i can't take it anymore
>>61188116
How is Fishmans a meme? Is it because they're getting recognition?
>>61187476
listenning to music to play in the dark vol1 by coil
very good, would listen again
/mu/ what am i doing with my life
this year i got hot i think
i'm getting pussy and i'm just the worst
i'm awkward as shit, i've never kissed a girl, so I'm scared as shit to go that far and have them discover that and be like "What the fuck" and think i'm like a creep or something.
This 10/10 girl's been staring at me for months in class and now she comes sits by me and asks me for help and embarrasses herself doing stupid shit i have no reaction to
most people get stuck in the friendzone, are gross, or just wonder if "does she like me? i wonder" forever
I KNOW and i'm not doing shit, what the fuck
then there's this girl I've had a crush on for years and I make her fucking melt now and it feels kind of good, but i dont know....i can't even sum up the courage to talk to her, i dont even know if i want to
i hope that everybody doesnt think i'm gay because i have no idea how to react to flirting
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=M4Pz_fP1SmM
I'm pretty good, thanking for all the support
>>61187476
>You hanging in there /mu/?
Christmastime is always a bit of a downer. I can't help but feel lonely even when I'm around my family. But I do enjoy the winter and listing to some good snowy weather tunes.
>What are guys listening to?
https://youtu.be/oPwXHSqFl9Q?list=PLbOGt8cOph4VdjVMDkzGeDmw26FfRU6ku
>>61195921
*listening
>>61195651
>tfw in similar situation
The thing is that now people approach me but I just don't feel attracted to them, either physically or their mentality, then there's the few I like, and they aren't into me, at all, jdimsa, I just want to find someone who is as into me as I am into them
>>61187476
>You hanging in there /mu/?
Christmas alone, again
Gotta take the trash out
>What are guys listening to?
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=atoXylgyBks
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=FRCfOHGxAH4
>next week will be 2016
>>61187476
Just put on nirvana at reading in 92
Im sick of the feeling of getting older. This entire adult thing is such a shit mindset. I mean get responsibility, and I understand that i need to get my shit together, but fuck man, im only 22 and with some of my friends its like they're fucking ready to 40 or some shit. They're completely content with going to work every single day and going to bed right after. Its like they've checked out and stopped dreaming, they're piloting their vessels right into the good ol american dream called the 9-5 and its fucking depressing me. Im still full of energy, i feel like im still fucking 14, I want to get out and do shit.
>>61197150
>tfw only a few more years of human life on earth remain
>tfw miss houston
>tfw curl up and listen to dj screw as suffer in silence in this frozen hell called canada
haven't left the house in days
unsatisfied with many things; my relationship, my future, my thoughts
>>61197281
feels good man
>>61187476
Anyone with depression married? How does marriage help/influence depression?
I am anon with tendencies towards depression, and recently married, so I'm curious.
Also, music for this feel?
>>61187476
>You hanging in there /mu/?
Yeah. Just that. Nothing more, nothing less.
>What are guys listening to?
Right now I got I Am Robot and Proud - Touch/Tone going.
https://iamrobotandproud.bandcamp.com/album/touch-tone
What do you do when you kiss a girl and can only think of another person
Maps - The Front Bottoms
>>61197931
Kiss the other person instead
>>61197940
The other person is a psychotic toxic bitch
>>61187476
>You hanging in there /mu/?
Not really
>What are guys listening to?
Let's make it right - troubadour dali
>What are guys listening to
pussy money weed needa honey and sum gs aint it funny how i be cuz i smoked a pound of weed now give tha crown to me cuz i got sumthin to prove i got nuttin to lose when im clutchin the ooze
Recently discovered that Lady Gaga is great, and still kinda baffled by her Artpop album. The only one I've heard from her up to now, but I can't stop listening. I though she was just some generic, though well-produced, commercial pop artist, but she's definetly much more than that.
>You hanging in there /mu/?
Barely, just fuckin barely. But it'll be better soon
>What are guys listening to?
D-7 on repeat
>>61187550
you are good.
I'm working from home today so I'm listening to the entire Godspeed discography. Currently on Yanqui which I love but is my least favourite.
>>61187941
Clearly bait but on pretense that you're actually just retarded, the worst problems that person faces are still the worst problems they have ever faced. Nobody can compare being lonely to living in poverty until they've experienced both.
If depression is the worst thing somebody has ever had to deal with, that's exactly it. Why would they be happy that they're not starving if that has no relevance to their every day life?
>>61187476
mac mememarco
