>terminal illness
music for this feel? I don't want to be sad I just want to feel at peace
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=qsT2akkI4lc
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=tHdvKvLfE-w
Thank me in the next life, OP.
>>60844131
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=eCSi8OU0gZc
>>60844131
who is that supposed to be?
sorry I don't listen to white-people-pretending-to-be-black-on-twitter-core
>>60844199
future
How long do you have, OP?
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=O0NGNKbRU4o
Condolences
>>60844212
is he really a seriously depressed drug addict?
>>60844214
depends if I actually have it, but if I do maybe 2-3 years. If I get diagnosed early I can get stem cell therapy and potentially hold out until there is a cure. But I doubt it. I may just off myself. I don't want to put my family through a slow death.
>>60844174
Not OP but holy shit dude this is awesome
>>60844253
people suspect its an act to sell records but who knows. lots of rappers are functioning drug addicts
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=N-_QF5p93TY
>>60844270
shit nigga you havent even been diagnosed yet? keep your spirits up man you never know
>>60844270
Just please be mindful of the ones that care about you, whatever happens. The same way that you wouldn't want to put them through a slow death, it would be even worse to have left them without warning. Sending good vibrations your way, btw. I hope you're rein good health.
>>60844276
Dude, some anon turned me onto The Radio Dept. about a month ago and I'm forever indebted to him.
Their album Clinging to a Scheme is even better.
However their most recent release, Pet Grief, is not so good.
>>60844302
yea that is true. I just have a really bad feeling and as possible problems keep getting eliminated I get more worried.
>>60844343
hey man thanks for the kind thoughts. I won't do it abruptly. I'll probably have at least six months where I can still walk. In that time I plan on spending a day with people individually. Also If I decide to kill myself I'm going to write personalized letters to everyone I know. I want them all to know how much they mean to me. Sorry about the blog post m8s
>>60844494
wait so have you been diagnosed
come on m8 stop thinking about suicide if you literally don't even know you have the illness
Brian eno - An ending
>>60844494
>If I decide to kill myself