>current song
>current feel
>Marty Robbins - El Paso
>tired but looking forward to tomorrow
>VU - Run Run Run
>tfw worthless piece of shit that always procrastinates
>tfw no gf
>Big L- Da Graveyard
>Felling alright. A little empty inside but I think that's normal at this point
>no one is ever going to want me
>feel like my head is full of poison
>agalloch - kneel to the cross
>varg was mostly right
>Sonny Rollins - Without a Song
>feeling patrician
>Xiu Xiu - Lawrence Liquors
>tfw I'm lonely even though I've been around people all week
>Van der Graaf Generator - Killer
>brother's in the psych ward for a suicide attempt
>gender dysphoria
shit ain't good, but at least i have my memes.
>Art Of The Dress
>tfw free of distress
>Dweezil Zappa - Inca Roads
>Feeling Historically Situated
>Feeling Alright by Joe Cocker
>Feeling alright
The Goslings - Windowpane
Girl that was into me just got mad at me today for not following her around and agreeing with her on everything. Told to myself that I don't care, but in fact I do care even though I'm not attracted to her that much
>>60792160
Iktf
Lately I've been yearning for a romantic relationship way more than usual, I just want to experience what's it like to hug and kiss someone you really care for and that reciprocates those feelings, I've never had that and it sucks
Basically
>tfw no gf
>the routine is driving me insane
>broke
>tfw people don't reply to my messages
>tfw anxious self councious depressed mess
At least this past couple of weeks I have listened to more music than usual as a way of escapism and my backlog is growing from all the stuff I want to listen it
>>60792813
>who are you quoting
who are you quoting?
>>60792813
buddy shut your fuckin mouth and take a hike!
>Modest Mouse - Other People's Lives
>other people's lives really are more interesting than mine
>Smashing Pumpkins - Today
>saw a thread in the catalog where the OP pic was an adorable dog and now I'm sad that I don't have a dog
>>60792790
This is me so much except I'm a degenerate faggot who isn't even out of the closet
>>60792907
>Swans - Power for Power
>was introduced to a really hot girl today
>missed out on having a conversation with her because I was too much of a pussy to take initiative and she heft early
oh well, I'll probably see her again
>>60793017
What if you're really just fucking boring?
anyway
>GY!BE Void and Waste
>Not sure if girl actually is interested or just being nice/pities me for some reason, can't ask because loser/no life
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=PU88nhdCrY4
>comfy but a bit uneasy
>>60793017
and this is the main problem with social media. I just deleted my Instagram and it was one of the best decisions I've made recently
>>60793481
stay anonymous and out of society's garbage
>Carly Rae Jepsen - Gimmie Love
>Perturbing zion
>Famine Wolf - Between The Buried And Me
>feeling pretty good about the hockey team winning, but stressing over finals
>>60793269
try finding someone you're comfortable around before you assume you have no personality to speak of
take your "internet personality" and other disengaged shit you can call part of yourself where you aren't forced to internalize and speculate about yourself for example
also, yes you can totally just ask, it's the first step to having a normal mental attitude in dealing with normielife
Charles Mingus - 'Medley: Modes D-F'
either mildly sad about Weiland or just tired as fuck, can't tell
>current song
Unwound - Demons Sing Love Songs
>current feel
relaxed and comfy, but slightly melancholy
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=XvtiDKI3tzQ
empty inside but ok
>>60791963
>Inanimate Sensation
>Wondering whether a compliment I thought up on snapchat to a girl is too creepy or not
