Post what you're currently listening to and your current feels.
Grouper - Wind and Snow
Because there's a snowstorm outside. Right now I'm sitting in my bed, drinking coffee and I'm tired as fuck because of insomnia.
>cold
>everyone is outside with their girlfriend/boyfriend
>I am inside with no one and alone
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=-3AmnRPImfk
Jedi Mind Tricks, I just have youtube on autoplay and this is where it is. I feel like a pussy, sheltered, over emotional bitch with no chance to succeed in the sector I want to.
Watermark - The Weakerthans
Pretty much had to break up with this girl I had an on and off thing with for the past year. It was a really weird situation. But anyways she was beginning to get strong feelings for me but I ended up meeting a girl that really liked me and I liked her.
Seeing her go from smiling and laughing with me to complete heartbreak was just the fucking worst. I feel like I really helped her become a better person in the end just even being friends with her. I don't know, I just feel kind of like a piece of shit even though it's all for the best.
the i.l.y's - I've always been good at true love
>it's actually pretty good
>cold as fuck
>feeling okay these days. I'm great at uni, I love everything I learn, I have a lot of friends.
>no gf, but that's okay
>wondering what I'm going to do with my sunday
>>60535705
iktf bro, I has kinda the same situation a few weeks ago. I kind of "let her" leave me, I was mostly getting ready for it, it was just a bit weird between us. Do you still talk to her?
Deerhunter - Helicopter
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=G5RzpPrOd-4
feeling dissassociated because I try to talk about needing encouragement sometimes but it seems to annoy people
>>60535528
Yes I'm Changing - Tame Impala
Benton Falls - Angel on Hiatus
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Y_BGFIul6bA
Pretty comfy, indecisive of what I want to do on this Sunday.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=kz9jhG963no
A bit trippy and lonely.
>>60535945
hold me anon
>girl who is a close friend is starting to like me
>her face just lights up when she sees me and gets all giggly
>can feel the sexual tension when we are one to one
>not sure if I feel the same way
>don't want to break her heart since she's one of the most innocent persons I know
Yo La Tengo - Stockholm Syndrome
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=FMctupTup-8
>>60535910
I like your post a lot.
>>60535528
self loathing
>>60535528
>Song
Slint - Good Morning Captain
>Feel
I got exams tomorrow so fuck me. Fortunately it starts after 2 so I have the whole morning to do stuff.
>Neutral Milk Hotel - Where You'll Find Me Now
very happy to be alive and at peace with myself desu senpai
>>60535996
obviously she feels much stronger about you than you do about her, so either use that to your advantage or let her down easy
This Time We Wil Not Promise and Forgive.
>We had such a great time.
>She told me she liked me.
>We fucked all night.
>She destroyed me at Smash brothers in the morning.
>We met up again after her audition.
>She told me she'd see me later and we kissed on her door step.
>She hasn't spoken to me since.
>>60536730
when did it happen
>>60536759
Last time I saw her was tuesday 10th. Last message was that friday. I know she's been busy with work.
Obviously don't want to flood her with texts. Only sent her one earlier in the week and one about hanging out this weekend. No answer so far.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1wfamPW3Eaw
>2pm here
>didn't sleep
>2 liters of coffee
>smoking a cig
>listeting to waits
>browse 4chan
>feels great desu
>>60536808
man that's fucking harsh. I feel you
>what you're listening to
pic related
>how you're feeling
i still feel like i'm literally rotting and i doubt i'll do anything about it, i'm 49kg and i still look fat as fuck
i've been thinking of conducting an art experiment on my body as well, but that's another thought for another day
>>60536821
I'll be disappointed. But not heartbroken. There was potential for us to have a great thing going. She's funny, smart and interesting. But if she's not up for it, she's not up for it.
I'll let myself have this weekend to mope and then it's on to bigger things.
General frustration over my relationship with women, and the fact that whilst I want a traditional monogamous relationship, I don't want to feel like I'm settling, and I don't want my happiness to be dependent on someone else. I also don't feel particularly capable of maintaining such a relationship, as I'm worried I can sometimes be overly reserved and distant, even with people who I genuinely love.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=pVXe8yGQcd0
Lone - Galaxy Garden
Slowly coming to terms with the fact that I'll probably be single and lonely for the rest of my life.
>>60535528
>Fuck Buttons - Tarot Sport
I'm starting to think maybe I'm already dependent on my antidepressants and it's too late for me and I'll have to start taking them again to get over this physical illness that's been so persistent since I stopped. I can't think much beyond that because I'm trying not to vomit.
>>60537006
smoe fo thme wnat tp use ypu
some of the mwant to ise ypu
oh sorry...
some of the, wantvto usr you
damn
smoe fo them wnat to be absued
PS: elcetric 6 - hihg volatge
Deadmau5- Strobe
Tfw only started listening to based Joel recently. Haven't been to a dance club in years.
>Nurse With Wound - I Cannot Feel You As The Dogs Are Laughing And I Am Blind
Found out my grandmother's in the hospital again. Internal bleeding on her brain that they thought was nothing got much worse. Not sure if she'll be alive another day or another week at this point, but not much more than that. Probably gonna drink myself into a coma in the next hour, and it's only 9am.
>>60536884
yes I will. I forgive them.
anyway Anon, I must.
for my lost friends
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=H3wAarmPYKU
Ohgr-Bellew
Tfw everything I know and love is a reptilian conspiracy.
Last night some crazy shit happened, but it's okay because we made it out in one piece.
Arcade Fire- Funeral
>>60536907
>I'll let myself have this weekend to mope and then it's on to bigger things.
that's great. I wish more people were like that.
>>60535528
>Saw my ex GF kissing some guy at my job
>Literally want to kill myself but i'm to much of a pussy to do it.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=9Pp9DC56hh8
>>60535528
having a nice lazy sunday, depressed as usual but things seem to go quite well
Drinking some earl grey, not really feeling much
>need money
>don't want to work
Anyway I'm listening to PJ Harvey's To Bring You My Love
>>60535528
>silence
>success as a musician is down to how many dicks you suck and how good you are at sucking dick.
>currently listening to:
David Bowie - Blackstar
>current feel
HOLY FUCKING SHIT THIS IS AMAZING HSJHJSHJHSJHSJHJH i really like bowie
>this, hopefully for a month
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Gg_31jJiZaI
>NEET life world weariness.
feeling contempt, a rare occurrence outside of being up at 4 am listening to nice music
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=uXFYpsZ-HZk
>>60535656
>everyone is outside with their gf/bf
No they're not, you know nothing about "most" people except your own insecure projections. everyone except you is happy, successful, and perfect says your own delusional mind, cheer up
Muslimgauze - Hamas Arc
Contemplating whether or not I should go back to college tomorrow after skipping the whole week and try again or just give up straightaway and drop out in advance even before the exams have started.
>Nothing.
>I just remembered the place I had to call is closed today, so I'm kind of relieved about that.
>>60542227
>everyone except you is happy, successful, and perfect says your own delusional mind, cheer up
This is the truth, normal people are consumed by the petty problems of life.
If you think everyone in life is in a perpetual state of happiness you're fooling yourself. We're all chasing a carrot on a stick.
>Mouth Silence
A weird nostalgic confusion.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=r-48Q8HCJ5g
>on a come down after an all nighter in which all your mates dressed up in drag and did enough coke and md to kill a horse
>>60535528
a place to bury strangers - exploding head
bit sad/down, bored, wishing i was high
Blonde Redhead - La Mia Vita Violenta
Two days ago, I bought some books from a girl at school. She was really cute, blue short hair, smart, quirky, a bit awkward, just my type. I still think about her. The problem is, I have a long term gf whom I love and respect. From time to time I feel very infatuate with other girls, though I would never cheat on her.
>>60537006
I feel you about being overly reserved. There is not a person that knows me more than her, yet she has a lot she doesn't know.
