>OP meets girl
>Becomes best friends with her
>Falls hard in love for her
>Girl goes away to college
>She gets a girlfriend and is busy all the time
What's an album for this feel, /mu/?
Can we put "Listen to 'Pink Triangle' if you've fallen for a lesbian" in the sticky?
>>59681909
Pic related, listen to Pink Triangle on repeat
>>59681909
Seems like you were married in your mind.
But bro, married in your mind's no good!
you sound like a fag tbh
Anything that's not Pink Triangle, I should've added.
>>59681909
I'M DUMB SHE'S A LESBIAN
I THOUGHT I HAD FOUND THE ONE
>>59681909
End the oneitis. College is the perfect place to do so. Lotsa cuties. Easy to get pussy. Good stuff. But to be fair a oneitis thing has now struck me again now that I am almost done with college. Pic, in particular the final track is my jam because I...haven't been a good person to the person I so dearly love. The sins of the past always seem to catch up to you it seems.
I have never been loved by someone. I used to think college was going to be better but nothing. I just don't mind it now, the pain goes away when you don't think too much about it.
When I was depressed (by a oneitis a few months ago), I listened to Nick Drake - Pink Moon on repeat. Especially Know and Which Will are devastating. When I first heard Know, I ended up in tears.
>>59683194
>thinking college would be better
yep, i fell into that trap too
Ladies and Gentlemen We Are Floating In Space was my song of choice
>>59683194
>I have never been loved by someone
Bull to the fucking shit. I am the guy right above you. I have ALWAYS thought that my entire life, and when college came along because of that all I went for were ONSs instead of real relationships. I fucked everything up since middle school cuz I could never believe that in whatever situation this girl who's attractive, intelligent, and morally good can actually like me. So I pushed them every time they tried getting close to me. Every. Time. God I fucking hate myself I really shouldn't talk about this stuff when I have depression.
>>59683311
Don't get angry anon. I feel exactly the same way as you (although I can't get ONSs since I'm very ugly).
>>59683407
Not angry. I just really don't want people to become the miserable wreck I have become and like me end up developing a combo of major depressive/anxiety disorder and a batshit insane case of alcoholism cuz I swear I wouldn't wish this type of shit on my worst enemy.
>>59683501
Yeah, I felt like you last August-September. I'm not depressed now, I only admit things as they are. I can't do anything about it, so I won't waste days of my youth crying over something that's not worth the time. To be honest not really caring about it has been the solution for me.
>>59683562
Nice. For me there's a lot more to it though. Honestly this oneitis is the least of my problems. Though I do need to get to that point where I can admit I can't do anything about it. The stupid past just loves to play games with me...no I let it play games with me. But I can't let it go I have hurt people. In the context of this topic, I can't get myself a real relationship because I hurt all the good ones cuz I don't know how to treat those I really care about.
