ITT we post our feels and people recommend music for those feels
>tfw complete isolation and theres no one to talk to
bamp
>tfw people are annoying
>tfw same routine everyday
>tfw about to have a nervous breakdown
>>53359537
go some days sleepless, start listening to lowercase
>>53359537
Telepathic with the Deceased - Xasthur
> tfw beaten down by monotony
For anyone who need general feels music
>tfw you had a rough breakup with an ex but you still want to be friends with each other
>>53359537
me too anon ;_;
>tfw my friends don't like me enough to hang out with me so i'm home alone
>>53359641
definitely this
>>53359537
Sun Glitters - Everything Could Be Fine
>tfw you want to be motivated but the lack the motivation to be motivated.
>>53359641
>>53359670
fuck off normalfags
>>53359537
http://youtu.be/4znT1lfMccA
>>53359732
>normalfags
>>>/a/
>>>/r9k/
>>53359732
Is your feel
>tfw no one loves me because I'm a piece of shit NEET who posts on a forum for chinese cartoons
>tfw feeling really self conscious and can't find a job and I have a speech next week I have to give and I have social anxiety so this is going to be fucking hell
>tfw she doesn't know how I feel and by the time I love myself and gain the courage to tell her it'll probably be too late
>tfw writing a new album and setting up a tour with my friends
>>53359810
>the first 2
I'm on the verge of insanity. I feel like with every passing day I grow more and more incapable of connecting with other human beings. I can't be in any actual relationship. I can't walk outside without feeling paranoid and anxious.
>>53359810
>>tfw she doesn't know how I feel and by the time I love myself and gain the courage to tell her it'll probably be too late
iktf
>>53359670
I feel like The National - Boxer might be up your alley, somewhat.
>tfw you ask a girl out, and she says yes, but she hasn't texted you back in almost two days, even though she said she wanted to go out with you
It's really pathetic. I feel like a desperate motherfucker, because we only hooked up at a party drunk, but I think I really like her, and I haven't been in a relationship in forever, so I'm overthinking everything about this.
/blog
Just general bummer/anxiety/loneliness stuff, please.
>tfw in love with a girl that has a boyfriend and don't think they'll ever break up
i've never loved a girl before now, it hurts
>tfw was going to quit heroin after tonight but ended up buying another half gram
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=dltRag14RIg
>>53360123
thanks!
i know how you feel but don't worry man, if she said yes then she's probably busy
and i always listen to grouper when i'm anxious
>tfw you finally get your crushes cell number
>tfw when you're struggling to maintain interesting conversations and you stall
>tfw when she takes forever to respond to you
>tfw when she finally tells you to stop texting her
and for the music:
Burial - Untrue (2007)
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=_R9Fvo2cwi4
>>53360417
either you're a creep or she's a bitch
maybe both
>>53360311
Oh shit, that's a pretty good idea, actually.
I reccomended Boxer mainly because of the song Green Gloves- if nothing else, it's pretty literal to what you're feeling. And I totally get it, last semester I'd spend most of my nights alone because other people were doing other things.
You gotta be the instigator sometimes.
>>53360417
she literally told you to stop texting her?
>>53360517
Yeah, It was the most beta moment of my life (but I did call her a bitch)
>In "love" with a girl I've known since elementary school but I'm just a loser with ADHD and mild aspergers that does nothing with his life
>I don't even know how to ask guys if I can hang out with them, so how the fuck am I supposed to ask a girl out
>Go home everyday thinking about how I'll never get a decent girlfriend
>Adderall making my depression worse and giving me even more suicidal thoughts
Im getting tired of deathconsciousness and American Football
>>53360479
yeah i'm trying to do that
i usually wait for people to call me because i hate being annoying
>>53360615
The World Is A Beautiful Place...is a great band. I'm not even into emo I f*****g despise 99% of it. check em out if you haven't already.
>>53360215
Devo is what I listen to when I feel like I failed myself.
Oh No, It's Devo! Is my favorite.
>tfw growing apathy
>tfw pressure is slowly building and building and stuff is piling up
>tfw never gf
>tfw to ugly to ever get a gf
>tfw you could've saved him but you didn't
>>53359537
i'll talk to you anon post your last.fm and we can be skype buds i'm totally serious
>>53360083
>>53359810
m2 =/
>>53360753
What do you mean, anon? Did a friend commit suicide or something?
>>53360680
Actress - Ghettoville
>>53359810
>>53360083
>>53360816
Guess that makes 4 of us
>>53360847
a couple months ago. he mentioned he was going to do it but I was so used to talking to him about depression and suicidal thoughts that I didn't take it seriously enough. by the time I did it was too late. I would've dropped everything to go help him but I never got the chance to offer.
>>53360701
if I see that feel one more time
>tfw attractive and interesting with girls who like me but too scared to have any close human relations
tfw insomnia out the wazoo
>tfw no gf
>tfw nobody shares my feels
>tfw you will never master control of space and time and shed your fleshy prison and become a cosmic goddess entity who exists as an abstract and beautiful concept throughout the multiverse
pelase there must be music for this
>>53361003
fuck off retard, this is the no gf thread
>tfw good friends with only one girl
>i'm one of her only male friends
>don't know if she likes me but i really do
>>53360959
listen to slowcore or dark ambient
>>53360898
I'm really sorry to hear that anon
>>53360615
listen to More Modern Short Stories by Hello Saferide
>>53361003
It's called Verklarte Nacht
>>53361025
fuck you you non gf having cunt i want music for my feels
>>53361066
i was just making a joke bud, why do you have to make fun of me for not having a gf
I don't know how to describe what I'm feeling.
Like 30% I've been given so much yet I use it for basic mediocrity, when I could be great.
30% just outright nihilism and dealing with how it doesn't matter.
20% self hate
5% hate for others because compensating for self hate.
5% content.
10% lonelyness
I want to go back to last month, it felt good reading Stirner and being an egoists, but the Machiavellian life style losses it's flare when your friend leaves you.
>>53360913
is that music?
I'm just posting this cause it is very feel flexible.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=7kqI5fAlv5E
>>53361126
>Nihilism
>Stirner
>STILL not embracing the joy of life
Now that's a spook.
>>53360590
>(but I did call her a bitch)
>tfw struggling at making music
>tfw knowing you will never be successful
>tfw stuttering
>tfw scared of interacting with people because I think everyone secretly hates me.
>tfw feel like a run over soda can all the time
>tfw trying to turn up but can't because of above feels
Help me guys.
>>53360590
so you basically confirmed to her that her instincts to avoid you were correct
nice job, dummy
>>53361038
>>53361003
thanks for the rec. listen to some IDM.
im feeling more creative than i ever have before and i want to stimulate more of it
>>53361126
Try some GloGang, or ambient
>>53361205
what the fuck, you still post here?
>>53361175
That's Camus dude.
>>53361050
holy shit this is beautiful
more music recs for my feel would be great doesnt need to be classical i want something to almost simulate my feel
>>53360615
This is for you. https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=lXXVPlrY974
>>53361213
thanks for the rec anon
>>53361170
>not James Is Going To Die Soon
Both are fucking fantastic self-pity-core regardless
>>53361227
Camus is absurdism.
Have you not read Stirner, then?
>>53361224
she will never be youre gf though
>>53361243
crywank is the worst band of all time OF ALL TIME
>Wife moved out today.
>Took the dog.
>Dog was later hit by a car.
>Might never see my kids again.
>Really, REALLY want a fucking drink right now.
>Laying in bed, don't have enough energy to get up.
Gimme something.
>>53361266
that's okay, the last thing i would want is a gf that has a PHD in memes
>>53359537
I used to post sad feels on these threads.
But this morning I kissed the most perfect girl I have ever met, in an completely unexpected turn of events. This is the first time I have been truly optimistic in a really long time. recs pls
>>53361290
Matt Elliott - Drinking Songs
>>53361292
everyone is a meme
life is a meme
>>53361245
They both are nihilistic.
Yeah, I've read abit.
Camus feels more like the "be happy cause you are absurd."
Stirner is hard for me to completely wrap my head around, so many interpretations.
Like everyone is an egoists, but egoism doesn't always make you happy. Like a western karma bullshit.
Then his spooks just feel like a one night stand with socrates and wittgenstein.
Objectavism is nice though.
>I just want to lay down and sob into my pillow until I fall asleep, but I don't know why
>>53361305
Jens Lekman - Night Falls Over Kortedala
melancholic at points, but fun and optimistic as well
>>53361290
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=vneQbNUv6HU
>>53361126
>Machiavellian life style makes it's flare when your friend leaves you.
>>53361285
okay fag
he seems to be a bit divisive but I like him regardless
>>53361290
Threnody to the Victims of Hiroshima
>>53361305
anything by Hello Saferide
>tfw surrounded by sanfran cucks who constantly give me pamphlets about checking my white privilege
>>53361367
hes shit and so is his shit music
>>53361194
help guys this is really hurting
>>53361327
When i said >Nihilism, i was talking about you being nihilistic, not that Stirner was a nihilist, even though he in many ways was.
>tfw going to be calling ex tomorrow it's all i could think about even though i'm growing more bitter and empty by the day
>tfw i wonder if she just thinks im so pathetic for still trying to stay in contact once a week
>tfw want to see her one more time but i'll just cry the moment i see her
she treated me so badly so she could convine herself she didn't care about me i've never had someone repeatedly say i don't love you i never loved you before. the worse part is i know she did love me. jesus i'm so empty anyway i'll always find something to be miserable about.
>>53361245
>absurdism
>>53359537
>vacillating daily between hope and hopelessness
>feeling very needy, irritable and more self-conscious
>getting mad more often, at people I shouldn't be mad at, for things that I shouldn't be mad about
well at least i feel something. fuck that bland normalcy.
>qt named Alison sits behind me in Art History course
>I like her and she smiled at me Tuesday
>don't know how to talk to her
>it's an accelerated course so only lasts 8 weeks
fug how do i get her to like me in 4 weeks.
>500 word essay due tomorrow and haven't started
>>53361357
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=9SBNCYkSceU
Basically the same thing, but better.
>>53361428
Youth Lagoon, the first album.
It's quite nice and made me feel like i could make it, since he could.
don't really know how to do this but
>somewhat acclaimed actor
>you realize what you're doing is inherently empty and unimportant
>spend most days hiding in hotel
>>53361431
I was talking about actual dread educing nihilism.
Not the fedora tippers association of america nihilism.
>>53361455
dubs will give you the strength for sure
>tfw counter-culture and conformity both hate me
>>53361438
Like, i literally don't even know what you're trying to imply here, could be anything.
>>53361245
>>53361327
Camus is existentialist and absurdist, but not exactly nihilistic
Nihilism is more of a conclusion, and Camus' works kind of end with acceptance of ones fate rather than flat out edgy nihilism
>>53361372
I downloaded the albums you threw on a share thread once. Fantastic albums, thank you a lot for that.
>>53361485
>tfw counter-culture and conformity are just two sides of conformity.
I went to a punk bar a few days ago... Hot topic should just open across the street with how much these shits buy it up.
>>53361485
this entire post made me really laugh for some reason
please rec
>>53361215
>>53361485
Frank Zappa - Freak Out!
GG Allin - Hated in the Nation
Lou Reed - Metal Machine Music
Here's my feel:
>tfw just waiting for your big break
So I got evicted today. I don't know anybody in this state. I don't know where to go. I don't know what to do.
Recommend me the longest, most emotionally draining album you know of, /mu/.
>>53361471
thank you
>>53361510
well I mean, to come to the conclusion that the world is absurd you kinda have to give into nihilism.
>>5336148
Eh, i feel that nihilism is pretty life affirming.
>>53361506
>file name
really?
>tfw no qt shoegaze+noise gf to cuddle and hum Earthmover to
>>53361366
got any music for that?
>>53361518
Youre so welcome! I'm glad you like her she is my waifu
>>53361510
We both know that.
>tfw you have the drive and ability to make good music
>tfw no inspiration
>tfw writer's block
>tfw everyone you know has absolutely god awful taste in music
>mfw when this is me
>>53361567
Motion Sickness of Time Travel - Ballades
10 hour long drone album
>>53361593
I was giving you the benefit of the doubt that you were just going for the reaction face.
>>53361604
I'd be your shoegaze bf. I just want an attractive person to cuddle with while we listen to shoegaze together.
>>53361627
write a song about toes
>>53361475
Anybody?
>>53361686
give me a song name, I'll work out the rest
>>53361703
Foot Fingers
>>53361582
They're two sides of the same coin. Although i like absurdism's philosophy (not that it's too different from the others), the reasoning is a bit weird. Like, whether inherent value exists or not.
>>53361703
Feet Crème
>>53361695
listen to anything by Tim Heidecker because i just assume you're Tim Heidecker
I'm pissed off and tired, and I don't know why, things are going fine at school, I'm going out at least once a week but I'm not happy at all, and fucking St. Valentines is coming and is just a reminder of how alone i am, I'm just rambling or whatever fuck you
>>53361506
>>>53361438 (You)
Sorry about the "filthy pleb" i just though that absurdism is a stupid term, and somehow not revelant . Why don't you use "existentialism" ?
>>53361760
Real talk Gregg doesn't deserve On Cinema host status
>>53361779
Get diagnosed.
>>53361703
g'ods gift of the lower body
>>53361788
Because it's not the same?
>>53361793
I agree Tim.
>>53361760
Hah, I wouldn't call Tim acclaimed
Here, as a hint I've been in a critically acclaimed film by one of these directors
Noah Baumbach
Wes Anderson
Sofia Coppola
>>53361609
VSnares
Diagnosed with stage 3B lung cancer today. I don't know how to feel.
>>53361838
Oh fuck you're Owen Wilson
I'm a big fan.
>>53361850
goodnight sweet prince.
>tfw there is a qt 3.14 girl who likes really solid music sitting right in front of you, fiddling with her phone and you've completely run out of things to say
>tfw randomly get mad at people who interrupt me or do really specific slight things
>I was listening to music in a library and a girl came up to me to ask a question
>I exploded at her like the normie she was and threw furniture
>She's pressing charges now
>>53361874
say "ay so we gonna go get a pizza or what?" in a brooklyn accent
>>53361838
Jason Schwartzmann?
>>53361850
Do you smoke a lot? Is there no chance of recovery? Have you considered going to visit a father? What do you think happens after death?
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1ei6YQchGZg
>tfw gonna have to make the slide away of this generation
>>53361850
i love you, anon
>>53361838
Oh god, I'm so sorry.
>>53361886
I think you have assburgers.
>>53361932
What do you have against Wes?
>>53361779
try sleeping
try meditating
try smoking pot
stop drinking coffee if youre doing that
same with cigs
take up a new hobby
improve yourself in your current hobbies
kill yourself since none of this matters much at all anyways
>>53361850
damn man, im hugging you through my screen right now
>>53361932
Not an aspie, I have something though
>>53361838
>there is a 1/10th of chance you are in the same thread as Bill Murray right now
>>53359593
no music for this feel?
>>53361955
Owen Wilson please acknowledge me
>everyday is monotonous garbage, just going through the motions waiting for something to change positively, but I'm not doing anything to usher in that change, just waiting
>tfw getting dumber, not reading very many books
>getting depressed, running out of energy all the time
>gay and nobody knows
>not very comfortable with my sexuality
>just been smoking a lot of weed lately and feeling sorry for myself as soon as I start coming down from the high
>>53362034
edgey - venial failure
>>53362034
I wish I knew. I feel that way, too.
>>53362047
(;
>>53361907
nope, he's a close friend though
>>53361822
lol nope one is a current philosophical movement another is a stupid word invented by bad translators who couldn't think past "hmm if life has no universal value or meaning so i guess these guys were saying it must be absurd everywhere & for all"
>>53361838
Anybody could type your words. There is no proof.
>>53362070
Post pic of crooked nose with timestamp
my feel is standing in a dark disorienting room pumping my fist to stomping dance music
>>53361736
>>53361759
here you go fags: https://soundcloud.com/foot-and-the-fingers/feet-creme
>>53362070
damn. I don't have a better guess, but
>tfw Jason Schwartzmann isn't your close friend
>>53361850
Just watch all of breaking bad and listen to "Deathconsciousness"
>>53362084
Which is why I don't give out a name.
>>53362070
anyway Mr. Wilson i think you should listen to Hello Saferide or Husky Rescue
>>53361455
thats like a page and a half, kek
>>53362099
9/9
I woke up from a short nap with really loud tinnitus and muffled sound in my right ear. Anyone else ever have this?
>>53362114
By the way, I don't really know how this website works. A friend linked me here because that's how we got into Daniel Johnston (Austin represent!!) and Nick Drake
>>53362167
no, but once i woke up thirsty on an island in the sea
>>53362161
t-t-thanks, a-anon, I g-guess
>>53361604
How about some Chinese shoegaze? I love this band.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=3L49aKOcavg
>>53361850
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=r8OipmKFDeM
>>53362181
do you have skype i want to text chat with you
>>53361895
Just did it, we're getting pizza
>>53362167
stop sleeping with earbuds in your ears
>>53362167
y usually when i'm stressed or waking up from nightmares
i rec you some Panda Dub to appease this feel
>>53362210
haha, thanks but I'm good>>53362213
>>53362213
told you it would work
>>53362247
this thread is about combating feels and yet you shun this poor soul's advances, shame
>>53361915
>Never smoked anything ever.
>My doctor says with chemotherapy I might have a 10% chance of survival. I have around 4 months left.
>A father?
>I don't know. I always wonder about it, and I've been thinking about it a lot lately. A part of me thinks there's nothing after death. It's just...you're brain isn't recording anymore. It's like before you were born. I'd like to make myself believe that reincarnation is real. I'd be so happy if I could just forget myself and start all over as a new person. That was I'll never really die, I'll just sort of regenerate. Of course I'd hate being a shitty animal like a clam. Clams are stupid as fuck. I don't believe in a god, but I'd sure as hell want to experience him/her/it after death. I'm scared. I'm frightened. I'm at peace. I'm conflicted. I'm angry. No, I'm not. I'm happy, but not excited.
>I don't know how to feel.
>>53362213
Nooice.
>>53362273
it's about accepting your fate
>>53362283
>implying you wont reincarnate as a shark
>>53362283
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=r75BFcH4u2k
stay strong anon
>>53362273
don't really know what that means...gonna go thanks though guys
>>53362283
i forgive you
>>53362321
I'd rather be a cuttlefish.
>>53362283
Anon, im not sure what you believe in, but there is a change youll become a genderless infinite multiverse spreading being with command of space and time in your own endless expanse of colors and sounds and shapes and worlds for you to explore and thousands upon thousands of endless dreams and situations and you can fly probably too
>>53362319
to adhere to fate is to give up, my friend
>>53362330
Thank you! I love this song!
>>53362283
I feel. I really hope there's a god / life after death, man
>>53362321
>implying he wants to end he 2nd life fucked up by japs
>>53362283
>>53361917
>tfw no truly great rock bands of this era
>>53362361
not if you fate is to be player 'till you die
>>53362358
I'd rather believe God is the multiverse and I'll just be another universe in a sea of universes. An unfathomable being containing infinite copies of myself. Something that can't be described. I want to house life and death.
By the way, do you believe a universe can have a center if there are no edges?
>>53359537
Everything by Duster
>>53362426
>implying Red Fang isn't a great rock band of this era
>>53362379
learn to appreciate first one before projecting
>>53362449
That is a great thing that could happen too. A vast and unending conciousness. A universe of itself.
and no, i do not believe the universe has a center is there are no edges
>tfw I hurt someone I care for and now I'll never see them again and it is my fault
>>53362449
This board provides the edges
>>53362494
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=rbpS2LfoTKU
>tfw remembering strangers who were almost friends
>avoidant
>depersonalized
>obsessive compulsive
>depressed
and/or anything similar to Jandek
>>53360615
dude fuck adderall, you don't need that stuff
I have those same kinds of mental problems, adderall's side effects just create more problems
Trust me you'll be best without it, socially as well
>manlet
>>53362507
Kinks - Strangers
>>53359537
>tfw you can't stop thinking about the one that broke your heart
>no matter how hard you try
>>53362449
im the center of the universe ama
>>53362507
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Sq9oR9x171w
low self esteem
my "friends" are idiots
unrequited love
also this >>53362525
>>53362506
>https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=rbpS2LfoTKU
Thanks, now I know I never want to talk to AIC fans irl.
>>53359537
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=CbeNRHtpgOk
>tfw wait all day yesterday and today, wait all day patiently to talk to her and she finally comes on, but she can't call and she can't talk right now
>>53362498
Hahah
>>53362575
this is not what Layne wanted
this is not what Layne deserved
>>53362575
>taking youtube comments as any sort of meter for how most people think and act
it's like you're looking for reasons to hate everyone
AiC is fucking awesome btw
>>53362592
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=3DQSRkbV8M8
for a while it felt like i was doing well in a lot of different ways but the last couple months have just been reminder after reminder after reminder that i'm an absolute fuckup and loser. now pretty much any time something makes me feel a little better i stop and realize i have no real reason to feel better about anything.
i have absolutely no right to complain like this or feel this way. i've never experienced any legitimate hardships that weren't my own fault. there are people out there dying of lung cancer and i'm pretty sure my only real problem is that i'm just fundamentally unlovable. it's exhausting and i really just want to die already, or at least slip into some sort of vegetative braindead state.
i got drunk and tried to overdose on vicodin a couple weeks ago but just made myself sick and i'm constantly thinking about how i could've done it right but i managed to fuck that up too.
plus i'm going deaf in my right ear
>>53362543
ye, I heard all sorts of objects are slowly converging on your black hole
WHAT MUSIC SHOULD A PERSON WHO WANTS TO BE MORE CREATIVE LISTEN TO
>>53361215
>>53361540
>>53362642
Calm down you sound like you're projecting. I didn't even criticize the music itself.
>The person you consider your best friend only thinks of you as some random bro to hang out with when there's literally nothing to do.
>>53361850
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=i_2mWhfOhGU
>>53362721
>tfw best friend got a girlfriend and talks to you once every month at most
>>53362654
singer looks like a faggot, but I hope his music and my words can convince you that you're worth it. Everyone is a fuckup, we all share in the fact that we messed up, some more than others, this is nothing to be ashamed about. We can connect through music and attempt to relate to each other's feelings. From one stranger to another, you're worth it.
>>53362654
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=c5-FsZc_Als
I'm the sympathetic anon, here's the song
>>53362697
I never said you did, dude
Sorry if that was a bit too aggressive
It's just kind of obvious nowadays that youtube comments are one of the stupidest places on the internet
Even normies know it
>tfw your best friend tries to support you but you think he will slowly think of you as a whiny fag loser who can't have fun anymore and let you fade out
>>53362747
I know this feel.
for all your cathartic needs
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=FTQbiNvZqaY
>>53362774
Its cool bro.
Slowly losing my friends
I remember when we used to laugh abotu stupid shit
Now I dont talk as much
Not sure whats going on, I just dont know how to talk
>tfw you are the one who puts people in the friend zone
>tfw you are the one that's never around
>tfw you are "mysterious"
>tfw you are the one that disappoints people
>tfw you are the one that makes people feel like they aren't good enough
>>53360215
do salvia. i hear it helps with drug addictions or something.
>>53360615
get into captain beefheart. his stuff is so dense you'll be listening to his discography on repeat for years before you get tired of it.
>>53362903
Jun Miyake - Stolen From Strangers
>tfw lesbian who is too self conscious to go to a strip club even though I want to
>>53362903
I know this feel. Every girlfriend I have had feels inadequate and I don't know how to make people feel secure when they're in a relationship with me.
>tfw you like your best friend
>tfw it'll never happen because he doesn't swing that way
>>53362950
you should do it for sure it's easy money and it's not like you actually have to put dicks inside you
>>53363052
Uh, I think she wants to go for a different reason.
>>53362950
Go with a male friend or two. You'll be the "cool girl" and you'll be able to get way handsier than anyone else.
>>53362950
Au Pairs - Playing With A Different Sex
>>53362797
yes
>>53362654
Giles Corey s/t
>>53362507
Cap'n Jazz - Flashpoint: Catheter, The Apartments - Apart, >>53362797
>>53362283
Robert Johnson
>>53362950
ay bb u wan sum fuqq
>No job
>No girlfriend
>Feel like every day is a repetition and stuck in a rut
>handful of friends, but very very rarely communicates with them
>Feel alone
>>53360191
That's pretty much exactly the same desks and chairs my dorm has. Huh.
>tfw no one cares about you and no one ever will
>tfw you crave attention whether it's positive or negative just so you can feel like you're not invisible
>>53363147
ha, same as my old college. where do you go? chances are somewhere completely different
>fucked up trimming my beard for a job interview and now have to be clean shaven for the first time in almost a year
does anyone have a feel for "there are almost no gay people in this entire city in texas and half of my straight friends are hella cute but completely straight and being around them talking about their girlfriends is the most alienated i've ever felt in a room full of people and will i ever find a cute autechre bf before i'm fucking 40"
>>53363137
almost anything by the national, but probably boxer
>>53361224
my soul is bound to this board
I can never leave
>>53361266
>that pic was taken 3 years ago
damn
>>53362056
Stumbeline - Cherry Blossom
find something new to life you haven't discovered yet. Shit can be the same every day, or you cna figure out a way to make it interesting, but sitting there letting yourself get sad is only going to make it worse.
>>53362721
goddammit do I store this image in my feels folder or my costanza folder
>>53363154
Ghosts - Shlomo
>>53363169
I go to school in Rolla, MO
there's probably a company that tons of schools order dorm furniture from, kek
>>53363137
The National - Racing Like A Pro is perfect for this.
>>53359810
>>53360083
take some benzodiazepines
The girl I love wants nothing to do with me and I feel so alone
