current song:heavens on fire- the radio dept
current feels:depressed
go
>>53314462
song: Joy Division - New Dawn Fades
feel: pretty hopeful about my status with a qt
>>53314462
One look at youuuuuu
GYBE - Sleep
My fortune cookie said I will soon be receiving something that I've wanted for a long time. I'm hoping it's a gf
>>53314600
im spinning my f#a# record now. i wish a had a lysflath record
song- The Wolves (Act 1 and II)-Bon Iver
feel- depressed as shit
>song(s): Wovenhand (Live in Novi Sad Synagogue, 2011)
>feel: awe
As a eurofag, I never gave country a shot. I feel like inventing a time machine just so that I could go back and thoroughly beat the living crap out of my narrow minded self.
>>53314462
song: "Chess" by Petite Noir
feels: realizing i've wasted my life
>tfw tried to talk to her today but she was always surrounded by friends and there was no way
>tfw feel like i can't text her again until we talk forreal for a bit
bumping channel orange and heems today
>>53314462
>>53314546
tfw no qt dream pop gf
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=PQ0L_6D1ouw
feels: melancholic while trying to wrap my head around Existentialism and the universe in which we exist
>>53315077
>mfw no dream pop gf
>mfw no grunge gf
>mfw no patrician gf
OP here, i switched from radio dept to sun kil moon
mood:still depressed
>>53314462
>>53315077
>mfw Four Months In The Shade
>tfw saturday was one of the best days of my life and now i'm too sad to leave bed
>mfw its 4 months since you last talked to her
i hope shes doing better then i am
Massive Attack - Paradise Circus
Stressed
current song: Cropsey by HANL
current feels: I have no friends anymore
>>53316001
>tfw it's been 3 years since you last talked to her
i hope she's miserable
current song: new order - your silent face
feels: haven't had a date since december where I fucked up with a major qt at a concert.kinda hopeless about my chances.
>current song
Wild Nothing- Ocean Repeating
>current feels
pensive, calm
OP you shoud listen to Pet Grief, it's by far the best Radio Dept. album IMO
>>53316095
Its been 2 years.
>In my life, I hope I lie
>And tell everyone you were a good wife
>And I hope you die
>I hope we both die
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wRP6egIEABk
>>53314462
It'll be okay, OP. Go out and do something! As a clinical psychology graduate student, we learn that one of the best treatments for depression is doing the activities you like to do when you're not depressed. You may not feel like it, but you have to force yourself to do it.
Or you could get up and do other things too! Go to church or a church small group! Write music! Do a musical! The possibilities are endless!
I love you, OP. Even if we've never met, I still love you.
>>53314462
>current song
Anything by Plastic Girl in Closet, or "Ad Lib on Nippon" by Duke Ellington
>current feels
My throat hurts for some reason, it feels bruised
>inb4 stop sucking dick
I am not a homosexual
I spent an hour and a half on an accounting assignment, that of which i didn't get the answer. My entire family left without telling me, have no idea where they are. As a break from this accounting paper (and because i'm starving) I got some yoghurt and fucking spilled it all over my pants - there on the line drying right now, after i had to scrub the jizz-like yoghurt stains out of my crotch
TL;DR: I'm pissed of and fucking tired
>>53315771
>tfw you will never hear The Video Dept for the first time ever again
>>53316242
>you will never hear your favorite album for the first time again
there is no music for this feel
current song: Orion - Red Light District
current feels: feeling garbage because I'm pretty sure my gf will dump me pretty soon
>>53316370
>>53316242
I hate most music the first time I listen to it, so I'm glad I don't think that all my favourite music is garbage.
>song
Antlers - Corsicana
>feels
Okay. Got a second date set up with a qt, but her texts seem very distant and uninterested... Maybe she's just not much of a texter.
>>53316430
you can do it anon! go get that bitch to love you
current song: from the cistern | Bryan Eubanks
current feels: self loathing
>>53316430
good luck!
album - the power to believe
feels - happiness
>song: Elliott Smith - Fond Farewell
>feels: just shot some dope so feeling really good
>>53316495
>shot some dope
underage b&
You smoke weed, not shoot it, silly.
>>53316452
>>53316462
thank you, I love you guys
The Brave Little Abacus - orange, blue with stripes
>No income because loser
>Haven't spoken to ex fiance in nearly 3 years
>Harassed every day by roommates and self
>Been trying to convince myself eat something for about 4 days now
>Want to die but don't want to cease to exist
>>53316515
kek
I wish weed was enough for me
>>53314462
>ISIS - The Other
>feeling bored and lonely, wondering if I should just settle and ask out a 3/10 girl I know bc her personality is aight
>>53317017
Don't do it anon. Spend more nights here. You know you are happy...
Bjork- History of Touches
Feeling shitty, at a bar alone. Felt anxious since yesterday and wish my gf-thing wanted to hang out tonight but we've already hung out three nights in a row and I don't want to suffocate her.
It'll probably just wind up being a fling, but I really do like her.
>>53316701
Eat something anon. Drink more water, too.
Take care of your body and it will take care of you.
>>53316407
unique
>>53314462
song: "Trapped In a Corner"
feels: anxious, dont know what to do about a situation that a qt im trying to get with is in
>>53317087
But... but I'd have a gf...
I can still cruise /mu/ and have a gf, right?
Right?
>>53316195
>go to church
>>53317017
>her personality is aight
not if its just aight, but if great, go ahead. i regret not dating this one girl who was into to me and who was great to be around just because she wasn't very attractive physically.
sucks, too, because i felt hypocritical. woman get shit on for being superficial, and here i was being just that. men are really just as superficial tbh.
>>53317176
mmm, thanks for the tip, anon.
current song: mac dre - feelin myself
current feels: not thizzing
(but serious i'm fine rn)
Song: Tim Hecker - Chimeras
Feel: depressed; didn't get a response from qt ~4 days ago. Decided to send one last hail Mary last night; told her that I wasn't sure if she's interested in getting to know me, but that I'm interested in getting to know her. Invited her for sushi this weekend. It's past the 24 hour mark and I haven't heard anything.
I haven't put myself out there in the past few years and the one time I do, I'm not even given the courtesy of a response. I'm still hopeful that she responds tomorrow but I doubt it.
On a positive note, Harmony in Ultraviolet is damn good.
>current song
The National - Vanderlyle Crybaby Geeks
>current feel
Sad. The girl I'm in love with would prefer to just forget I exist.
>>53316701
>Want to die but don't want to cease to exist
This.
>>53317269
Hang in there, Anon. With a get like 69, she's bound to respond.
>>53314462
Current Song: A Response to Irresponsability - Algernon Cadwallader
Current Feels: Tired, a little bit lost about what I'm doing in life. Not really depressed though, just uncertain.
Song: A House is Not a Hotel on a really worn cassette, totally different sound, its fucking amazing
Feel: Groovy and stoned
>>53317154
There are lots of Gods in our minds, all of them in fact, to bring one or more out is entirely positive
>>53317154
>>53317318
Thanks, Anon. I have so much love to give and no one to receive it.
Here's an Akira Kurosawa painting as a thank you.
>>53317524
start by giving love in nonromantic ways
random acts of kindness go a long way and make you feel good and fulfilled
>>53317299
>tfw no /mu/-tan to make me feel better
;_;
>>53314462
song: Balam Acab - Wander / Wonder
feels: frustrated with myself
fuck
current song: The Best Room - modest mouse
feels: hating my self everyday wondering where i went wrong, i guess ill just settle for a a grill whos nice and probably wont cheat on me
Song: You Know My Steez - Gang Starr
Feel: Reconnected with a childhood friend on Facebook and I'm starting to develop a crush on her despite the fact that she lives in a different state and we haven't seen each other in person in years. Feel like I'm setting myself up for disappointment.
