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Describe feels and others give recs.
I'm depressed, haven't talked to my friends in weeks and can't see anything positive in the future.
my rec would be prozac
I'm stuck in a daily routine of obsessive compulsiveness that just feels like a daily chore
I'm going to tell a girl that I've been in love with for like three years that I'm really into her. I already know she's going to reject me and it makes me so fucking sad I can't even get out of bed but at the same time I'm so hopeful just because I get to see her
>>50962551
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=_JAzZYxHvEg
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=jE-U5U35EsA
>>50962599
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=MyjTrwOMSO4
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ysFxrPNjvNA
>>50962633
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wSzk6Maaekw
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=amLd9SV6PnA
>>50962551
Realise that the only way to make anything positive happen in the future is if you do something about it, call one of your friends and ask them if they want to hang out or something.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=mLTT3aQshPk
>>50962599
Try to relax more
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=DTIM3vK93t0
>>50962633
If you're already good friends you still have a chance man, just don't be embarrassed. And even if she does say no, sure it will hurt for a while but trust me when I say there's loads of other girls out there, don't catch oneitis
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=EtLVXBqfqBY
I'm wondering what I'm doing my life because I spend hours a day on a shitty image board
>>50962838
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=K7l5ZeVVoCA
>>50962551
I haven't talked to my friends in 2 years, don't go down that road
tfw cut your lip shaving
>>50962869
Fuck it, there's a reason for it. Find friends you like instead.
>I hate Uni
>The girl I like is living with her boyfriend and his family
>I met her sister a few days ago and she told me she hates her bf and that she told her sister she should date me instead of him
>The girl I like once said I'd make a good boyfriend
>May be led on. I still wanna be with her.
>>50962883
>there's a reason for it
Depression. I liked my friends.
>>50962888
lmao you sound like a fag
consider suicide
>>50962888
Show her those trips and you'll turn into an instant pussy magnet.
>>50962899
Then you a bitch made nigga afraid to express yourself to your friends.
>>50962944
That's true.
>>50962899
Just send them a facebook message or something man trust me, I've been in the same boat.
Also don't listen to >>50962582
I've been on antidepressants for two years now and I'm starting to realize how they've not helped with the problems just dealt with the symptoms. Try and find out what's causing you to feel sad and try your best to do something about it.
>>50963012
Current SSRI/SNRI antidepressants are barely more effective than placebo in clinical tests. They're definitely not a cure-all.
>tfw there's not a feels community on /mu/ any more
death of the board coincided with death of the feels, everyone knows it's true.
the feel that you are a beta/loser..
>>50963051
...damn
>>50962901
I have
Plenty of time to be dead when I actually die
sometimes I think of jumping tho at uni
but i guess everyone does
>>50963051
This whole album.
>tfw you have shitty slow internet and the music you like is on FLAC or 128 kbps
why people can just put their shit on V0?? GODDAMENEEEE
>>50963076
Don't complain. My internet downloads slower than 56kbps, brah.
Takes me like an hour or so for most things.
I leave torrents for movies up for days.
>>50963029
>tfw getting drunk and browsing feel threads are some of the best worst times you'v ever had, you kind of miss it now you have friends
>tfw you gonna fail at uni because you are stupid
>>50963096
yeah, man.. i know that situation.
nothing more comfy than leaving a party early cause i'd rather be on /mu/ shootin the shit. i wish this place got good again. ;_;
>>50963144
>nothing more comfy than leaving a party early cause i'd rather be on /mu/ shootin the shit.
Fucking this.
I'm 25 years old, I've been coming here since what, 2007? Some of you guys are closer than some of my friends, I think. Sounds strange to say but it's true.
>first semester of uni
>madly fall in love with girl on same floor
>feelings are mutual
>we're both so happy together
>lose my virginity with her
>breaks up with me six weeks later and pretends I don't exist
>feel super lonely because she was my best friend at uni
>most guys I live with don't speak to me because I can't sports
I'm glad there's actually a feels thread for once. This has all really been bringing me down recently and I just needed somewhere to let it out.
>>50963169
Pet Sounds
genuine feels
>>50963273
>>50963224
Fuck's this shit? Gedoudahere
>>50963287
>>50963319
this a feels thread not a /b/'aaw thread.
>>50963319
why do i want to punch zach braff in the face so bad?
>>50963396
cause he sucks and needs a punching bad
i think on suicide almost everyday, i always listen to music or watch shows to scape from reality and if i dont have internet i probably would kill myself
>>50963423
ktf mate.
even through the haze of antidepressants i think on that shit constantly.
stay vigilant.
There's this girl in my class who I want to knock down and viciously stomp on her face because I hate the way she laughs and the things she says.
>>50963484
ur probs in love with her.
>>50963596
Im in hate with her.
>>50963029
100% true
>>50963484
ask her out definitely.
could be a sexy turn of events and maybe she's really nice and fun when u get her alone. who knows
>tfw I'm feeling a bit dissapointed of myself
>>50963624
This picture is epic
>Was on an emo kick
>Suddenly started to dress way more stylishly
>Reverted to post punk and Goth rock
>Now I dress in all black and listen exclusively to drum machine/synthesizer music
>throwing a Goth party on Halloween so I can pretend I have Goth friends for a night
>still lonely as fuck
All of this is for naught
>>50963423
>>50963445
keep your head up fellas
it'll get better soon
>>50963712
>goth
>stylish
Only if it's gothninja m8
>tfw a month ago i was a 21 kissless virgin
>tfw i found a qt3.14
>tfw i received a bj one week after my first kiss
>tfw she want to be my gf
:)
>>50963828
Or Street Goth.
20 y/o kissless virgin, starting to think it's too late and that i'll never know love
Also woried by teaching at school getting bad
tfw
>>50964094
man just look for girls online and you'll find
I'm emerging from a long depression (moderate form, more like apathy), though I fear being dragged under again. I live my day with purpose, though when I dwell, it starts falling from me.
Or, alternatively,
I am madly in love with my room-mate. I'm gay and he's not. He is very sexually active and I have difficulty with these things. I can't, and won't, make a pass at him, but I detect my frustration enduring.
>>50963169
69 love songs - the magnetic fields.
Basically the essential for ANY love-related feeling. If there's a love feel, there's a song on this album.
>>50963029
>death of the board coincided with death of the feels, everyone knows it's true.
We all know what's responsible for this decline: memerap
My girlfriend left me, as well as several other sudden changes I have to adjust to.
Someone rec me a breakup album that I probably haven't listened to. I'd like something different this time.
>>50965096
The Flaming Lips - The Terror
>>50962551
crushed by corporate behemoth. recovering from surgery after months of waiting, last of pay from work about to run out, ICBF even sorting out centrelink. Don't know what will happen in future. Don't care either. Do not want.
>>50963166
muh dude. That fucking picture explains the emptiness I feel inside in this society. Born with an IQ 70 or 80 points higher than is necessary to get by in life isn't all it's cracked up to be, I'll give you the drum.
I want something that surprises me, something that sounds unique.
I got sick of every band I like.
Also, I don't have friends.
>>50965105
I've heard it, but I was just thinking earlier that I should give it another listen.
>>50965140
http://soundcloud.com/caincraven
this is the most unique shit I heard all week. half just noise but fucking crazy shit.
>tfw you're wasting your life away one day at a time and it's all your fault
>>50965140
what bands do you like
>taking zoloft
>feels fucking amazing
>dat sexual dysfunction though
>haven't been able to ejaculate for months
>>50965168
Thanks.
>>50965190
I like Dinosaur Jr, Jawbreaker, At The Drive-In, sometimes Weezer and some shoegaze.
>>50965224
Q and not U- No Kill No Beep Beep
You might like them
I really like someone, and I'm 75% sure she likes me back.
We had plans on Saturday night, which I was really looking forward to so that I could get to know her better and maybe tell her how I feel. She couldn't make it because she was ill.
Now I'm questioning if she really was ill and not just bailing out. I'm also thinking people who pull out on plans aren't worth my time anyway. Then again, I could be thinking this and making excuses to run away from reality, just because I'm scared of biting the bullet and telling her how I feel.
>>50965274
I am listening on youtube, it really sounds cool, thank you!
>>50965280
put it on her butt
>>50963224
Self pitying defeatist bullshit
>>50965221
Trust me, the good feeling goes away after a few years so try to work with your problems while you still have this crutch.
>tfw remembering how you could fap 8 times in one night once but now it takes an hour just to cum and like three days to recharge
>tfw the mod is too much of a pro bono animal-loving faggot to appeal your ban
Take pity on someone with a static IP
>>50964033
How did you meet?
This picture speaks perfectly for the feel I'd like to describe. Suggest something that has a similar atmosphere. Looking at it definitely gives me feels.
>>50965843
Dakota Suite - There is calm to be done
https://soundcloud.com/dakotasuite/this-is-my-way-of-saying
Mi and L'au - s/t
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=DFpZ-LEbvMc
Nils Frahm - Wintermusik
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=7SUxqMYdfj8
>>50965843
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=9HB2K6gOiZI
>>50962582
I'm not a fan of this advice. I hate the idea of modifying my brain chemistry with synthesized drugs. It feels like I'm changing my identity.
>>50965803
internet
>>50965843
i know exactly what you need anon.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=zqPvqBH4zRA
https://soundcloud.com/macarize/axisone-altair-ambient-mix
listen to them in that order
>tfw at a party getting shitfaced as you do with your best friend
>dare friend to chug half a bottle of mixed vodka and coke (you have no idea what concentration)
>does it like a baus
>Later...
>With friend around the side of the party and he collapses
>stats saying shit like "i'm so sleepy"
>throws up
>10 people come outta nowhere help him up
>during all this your walking around after him asking him what's up
>guy gives you 2 red cups filled with water
>asks you to wash the vomit away
>tfw too drunk to help
>he's shut in a room with strangers
>apologize to the host
>knock on the door, get told to fuck off
>spend the rest of the party getting more and more hammered whilst staring into space
Am i a shitty friend?
>>50966194
Nah you were just drunk. If you were sober it'd be different.
>>50966184
how do i internet? more details plz.
>>50966422
okay,this is basically what i did:
1.find at least three good pictures of you.
2.go to a site or download an app that show people near your area
3.start sending messages to any girl that you think is inside your league (dont send nothing creepy. just say hi and ask how she is doing, if she have a picture in a pleace you usually go say something about that place)
4.probably 25% maybe less will anser to you
5.talk to them, but always end your line with a question or something that she can talk about after so the conversation dont stop
6.find something you have in common and use that to talk more frequently
7.ask her if she want to meet
8.if she says yes take a shower before
9.meet her
10.if you get a long maybe you can get a kiss on the first or second date
11.if you like her and keep dating her
NEVER ASK FOR NUDES
>tfw all i want is someone that takes care on me on the bad days
>tfw don't know what i want to do with my life
>went to a uni
>meet a lot of people but never see someone outside classes and parties
>girl smiles at me and i think about her for a week
>can't focus on anything and spend whole days lurking
>>50966652
thx anon, you just made my pathetic life a little better, and gave me hope and some ideas. thanks again
>>50966777
no problem man and if i could do this anyone can just be patient
>>50966777
how did that make your life better? just the standard covert-cynical ideas...
>for once there is a light in darkness
>life is actually starting to make sense
>everything falls apart
>the apathy and the emptiness returns tenfold
>>50962551
>tfw getting asked to make playlist
>tfw don't know what to put on it because I want to hide my powerlevel
>>50966859
kanye, anco, nmh the list could go on
>>50966852
hang in there anon
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=WJ4g4K9gTzE
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=XqhbJCDOKuc
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=0p7WC-QxrQg
https://shakon.bandcamp.com/track/solution
>tfw first gf since 3 years
>>50967011
I'm not sure if I can, but I'm gonna try my best, because I know it's all gonna become even worse, if I take the easy way out and just run away.
Also, thanks for the links. Not what I had in mind, but it works.
>>50967074
>tfw its been almost 5 years since last gf
>>50967105
>21 years since the nurse kissed me.
>>50963319
that scene was fucking baww worthy tho
>tfw your first real gf dumps you
>tfw she tells you while she dumps you that she "still loves you"
>tfw no gf
>>50962599
JUUUUUUUUSST AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA SEC COND MOOOOOREEE
>>50966835
you're right. oh well.. back to apathy and nihilism.
but maybe that's the problem... I don't want to act on these kind of 'covert-cynical' ideas, I don't have any such ideas, I just remain clueless, yes I am paranoid and ultra cynical and think everyone else is probably like anon anyway. idk, but yeah fuck it. back to nothing I go.
> Can't see staying with gf much longer
> Share most friends at uni so wtf happens when I want it to be over
> Tfw I don't want to hurt her but being with her is no good bc we share few interests and have personalities which are not even remotely complimentary most days
>spring 2014
>doing pretty good in college
>2 more semesters until i get my degree
>stop going to classes in the middle of semester
>dont make any plans for housing next yr
>dont re-apply for scholarships
>dont do financial aid
>distance myself from friends
>move back home work min wage job for few months
>quit job go on month-long camping trip to montana by myself
>meh it was okay
>return to parents house
>havent told friends ive returned
>stay in house all day
>cant even get myself to apply for a job
>only thing that gives me joy is playing my guitar
fuck man
>>50968201
fuck all of her friends
>tfw a guy i've been dating slept with my sorority sister yesterday
>>50962855
is this pop-punk?
>>50969268
tits or gtfo
Well okay.
I am studying at an university now and feel more disconnected from other people than ever. I feel like I am floating through my life without touching anything and everything seems insignificant.
I am still driven by some force and have more energy than ever before, but I still have to force myself to really give a shit.
For most part I have to question if I am either all alone in the world or just do not exist.
Feels indifferent man.
>>50968581
Why anon?
What broke your back man?
A year ago I met a girl on okc and we fell in love and moved in together. After 4-5 months of living with her I realized she had borderline personality disorder. Almost a year and a half has gone by since we've met and psychologically i am more broken than I could possibly put into words. I gave her everything in me, and even that's an understatement, to help her with herself and her problems and recently I moved out from being overwhelmed and in serious debt.
I feel like I tried helping so much I gave up myself, and now I don't value myself at all. I could literally kill someone and rot in prison and not care right now. I fucked up with everything. And the worst part is she's out righy now smiling and canoeing with her new friends, laughing up a storm. Meanwhile I can barely utter out a few words, I don't feel like I have a personality anymore because I invested in everything into her. It's my own fault, my own weakness. I am on the verge of giving up on life
>>50969756
mysognicst
someone posted my profile in that "girl neighbour thread". feeling weird. listening to Sun City Girls.
>>50966652
>8.if she says yes take a shower before
Was this necessary?
I play a little music, I work two 13-hour shifts on the weekend, and I attend (community) college every weekday, but I still spend every other hour on the internet. I thought these things would make me less of a loser, but I think I'll always be kind of lame. I have little motivation to be successful in life; only motivation is to not burden my parents like my sister does. I'm not depressed at all though and have never been suicidal. Kind of want close friends since I've never had any but not very motivated much to go out and live life. I am probably the most boring person I know.
Gimme whatchu got.
>>50970633
yes, you neckbeard! grooming is especiallty important to wymons
Ex stats to text me and I text back even though I hate her guts, and now I feel disgusting about myself. I'm simply one lonely fuck.
Anyone feel OPs post then listen to the new lil ugly mane tape outside at night preferably raining. it will make u sad then make you hopefull and then make u sad again.
>keep pussying out of asking out crush
>I think she really likes me, and I'm super flirty with her and she's receptive, but I always pussy out of asking her out.
Give me music to pump myself up to ask her out
Also,
>My alcoholism is rearing it's ugly head again, it's such bullshit that I'm only 20 and can't stop thinking about alcohol.
>Depression is back in full force and so is my anxiety,
>tfw I buy individual kleenex boxes to use as toilet paper instead of toilet paper because I'm too nervous about carrying those gigantic plastic wrap/bag things they sell toilet paper on the bus because I don't want people to judge me for pooping or cause inconvenience to other passengers due to the size of the thing I am carrying
>>50971408
I know the second part of your feels dog. I've been addicted to xanax and fentanyl for a year now to deal with crippling anxiety and the depression that follows. I hardly even get high anymore and take clozapine just to pass out for the whole day and escape the reality of my situation for a while.
>>50971408
white people love claiming to be alcoholics just as much as they love being offended
Slowly overcoming social anxiety. Hope i can fuck soon, even though i know it wont be as great as it was with my ex. I get a lot of attention from girls but im too beta and broke to get anywhere with any of them. Sorry dick.
>>50963224
hahaha this thinking is what holds you back you fools.
![Everyone_Poops[1].jpg](https://i.imgur.com/GA5PqR2.jpg "Everyone_Poops[1].jpg")
>>50971474
>>50971592
Apples poo?
Going to college (for a rather specific field) in the middle of bumblefuck and not being able to see cute girls ever. Daily routine of too much coffee, liberal butane hash oil use, and what seems to be amounting to campuswide cabin fever.
really close friend is in an abusive relationship and i dont know how to get them out of there
>tfw this is the best thread you've seen on /mu/ in years
I quit coming here regularly about a year ago. This is the first thread that reminded me of the /mu/ of a few years ago.
Good to see not all is lost to memespam.
My girlfiend said to me that she was having all her girl friends over to have a chit chat. In the cab to my friends I saw her with all my other friends and she said she didn't want me to come because it was awkward so I'm sat getting drunk by myself.
>tfw Depersonalization
in a camp mood, not even gay. time for some nomi!
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=_qPnTyrvAv0
seriously, this guy is the fucking bomb
>tfw have to re-learn how to sing
>tfw courtly love in twenty fucking fourteen
Pathology results came back today so i just found out for sure that my grandmother has cancer and is going to need chemo. My mom has been a bit of a wreck lately since my grandma had brain surgery. We thought the worst was over and we were wrong.
Dont suggest Hospice pls.
>>50972800
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=uNtm3O4bfz4
I got a gf and all my tfw music no longer applies, give happier music please
>>50966686
tfw you should be listening to the album Janel by Driftless Pony Club
I have a paper to write tonight that doesn't seem to be writing itself. Feeling very anxious and just need to chill out and write this shit. Any recs?
>>50972973
Go Sailor
The Go Team
Beat Happening
The Vaselines
basically all twee pop
>no friends
>feel dissociated from everything anyway
>in a small town where nothing happens
>worsening mental health
>growing alcohol problems
>>50972973
>>50973009
shit, yeah, I was gonna say Tullycraft
>>50973009
>>50973047
thanks, I'm not familiar with twee pop, I'll check these out.
Lost all my friends for a girl who dumped me like it was nothing.
No job prospects, maybe college next year.
Barely functioning alcoholic.
>>50973227
>>50973227
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=SPHZY8IOgIc
I feel like i just want to enter in Minecraft and explore and make stuff for ever so inever gonna be sad again
>girlfriend hinted at taking a break, asked what i thought outright
>told her fuck no im not doing that
>not sure if its over at this point
I dont know what to feel right now, anyone in similar standing? feeling alone
pic related, been on repeat for a little over 3 hours now
>>50973006
Post rock. I don't know the genre TOO well, but it always helps me during those procrastinatory periods. I listen to Explosions in the Sky and Mogwai for late-night essay paper production
>>50973608
ooh that's a good idea. Thanks m8
>>50973543
she takin some dick on the side yet?
just listen to The Cure and remember, boys dont cry.
>>50973543
idk man you two are clearly on different pages. she wants to "take a break" for a reason. if you don't just let her break things off then she'll probably either dump you herself or just cheat on you or something. i can almost guarantee she won't just be like "oh ok anon if you're not ok with it i guess we'll just stay together."
>>50973543
when my ex hinted at this and I asked her to just say what she meant, we ended up breaking up. i think that if i had pushed back a little more, we wouldn't have. but if this means that she's cheating on you (which i still suspect of said ex), let that bitch go.
At university. Friends are all back home. However some people have been nice here. Actually putting an ounce of effort into classes. Getting decent grades.
The feel when you realize you are still an apathetic fuck up and everything can and probably will go to shit soon.
