death no friends
older brother comes to visit don't even feel enough to greet him
spend all my time alone
my life has been a waste

>>8208242
Kys

>>8208217
Should I be content having died after having lived a meaningless life?
What is meaning?
What is life?
Will I have a concept of contentedness after I have died, or if I suppress that thought for all of my existence, will I never have to confront it and answer?

got wasted with my mates and hooked up with a qt life's pretty great :-)

thinking about quitting my job, it's pretty shitty, my boss overworks everyone, and 12 hour shifts 5 days a week equate to off days full of nothing but sleep

Only two months of summer left.

Then 4chan won't be as soul-deadening boring.

Friend is moving several states away and the feelings it engenders are bittersweet. It evokes nostalgia for my past and worry for my future. Life ways seems to be in motion. That used to fill me with dread, but now I think I'm finally becoming acclimated to it.

Now I want to do "something" with my life. I'm just not sure what.

I'mean extremely well educated but work a blue collar job.


I never wanted to work in an office but it's starting to bother me anyway.


Maybe I need to read Stirner.

>>8209311
Ya I feel you man. Maybe I'm spooked but I do feel like I could be utilizing my potential / education in a much better manner than I am currently.


I also have a copy of The Ego and Its Own I still haven't read