>been masturbating to transformation fantasies/pornography since I was 8 years old
>find the understanding of life as becoming rather than being inherently more sensible
Have my sexual inclinations shaped my philosophical ones, or is there some common neurological root?
>>8086738
You're probably just autistic
>>8086751
No, I was tested for that and was declared neurotypical back in 1990. Otherwise I would consider this hypothesis probable.
>>8086738
its possible
>>8086770
autism can mature like a fine wine
And youre a fucking Chateau Lafite
>>8086770
>I was tested for that.
Maybe u r Sheldor Copper. Sexual fetishes come from things in childhood or adolescence. Maybe you like transformers because you watched them as a kid or maybe because something or someone changed traumatically in life and now its a sexual hangup for you.
Im not fully sure what you mean by transformation though and I am assuming it's in line with run of the mill transformation perversion where like a teacher transforms into a whore or a muscle girl or something idk.
>>8087574
not him but sometimes I masturbate to the thought of having extremely potent transformative powers and decapitating poor girls on the street and stuffing their heads into my chest cavity, which i have transformed into having life-support systems and then just keeping a cluster of three conscious female heads there as I lounge around at home
when I would go out they would still be there, but hidden inside
i just felt like sharing
>>8087613
Here's a (you)
Try harder and you'll bust your brain pal.
>>8087635
i'm not lying
>>8087638
Well, I'd you really are being honest I'll say this.
Your fantasy isn't even sexual and it's time to get help. If it's the violence, you probably have some tremdous awful memory that makes you enjoy this b movie science fiction horror fantasy.
I personally have the fantasy of controlling and
"Conquering" women, as if I were a wealthy king or something of that sort and having them obey me and being devoted to me, and therefore I can have domination sex without the need to dominate.
>>8087670
nah
sometimes I just really want weird shit
it's not even violent, the decapitations are just surgical
my main fetish is inversion of power anyway which is entirely due to me being a submissive faggot
>>8087729
date rapist detected
>>8087740
Not quite. All my fetishes have to end happily, with the woman enjoying it, or I get guilty and want to kill myself. It has to be in some bizzare thing where they are addicted to me, or some kind of set up where I knew that the girl would enjoy it. Also I think fantasy should stay fantasies and I think people who rape should be shot.
>>8087805
t. date rapist
>>8087821
Believe what you want, the fetish I'm talking about is as bizarre and unrealistic as mind control is, and I'd never really mind control someone if the nonsesne existed.
But like, nice meme and all, I'm a date rapist whatever. Maybe you are projecting.
>>8087839
t. date rapist
>>8087839
>I'm a date rapist
lol he admitted it